Su Jinzhi didn't make a sound.
"Master Host~" No. 0 lowered his voice a bit, "Are you~sleeping~are you~..."
Su Jinzhi: "..."
Su Jinzhi's mood is a bit complicated. After all, No. 0 has always shown an innocent and cute appearance, but the last scene in the last world completely subverted its image perception in Su Jinzhi's heart.
After thinking about it, Su Jinzhi still replied: "No."
His voice was still hoarse, mixed with a low that couldn't be ignored.
No. 0 breathed a sigh of relief after hearing Su Jinzhi's voice, and said guiltily, "Master host, I'm sorry, I hurt you just now."
"It's okay." Su Jinzhi pulled the corner of his lips stiffly, "I don't feel any pain now."
Zero said, "But your voice sounds sad."
"It's a little sad." Su Jinzhi didn't deny it.
Zero asked again: "Is it because I hurt you?"
"No." Su Jinzhi opened his eyes and looked at the drops of transparent liquid falling from the dripping pot of the infusion tube, his voice became hoarse, "Because I remembered something..."
"Master host, you have recovered part of your memory!" Number Zero was very excited, happy for him, "That's really great!"
Su Jinzhi listened to No. 0's cheers, but couldn't laugh at all, not just some, he almost remembered everything, but the accompanying guilt and self-blame were so heavy that he couldn't breathe.
Listening to Su Jinzhi and No. 0 having a calm conversation, No. 1 felt that he should calm down, so he appeared again and asked, "Calm down?"
Su Jinzhi let out a "hmm".
Number one said: "I've sorted out the materials, and now I'm sending them to you, so you can sort them out yourself."
As soon as the voice of No. 1 fell, Su Jinzhi's mind was full of dense pictures and data, but these were not his memory bags in this world, but the past that was buried deep in his soul and forgotten by him .
Humans have been yearning for the vast starry sky since ancient times, longing to touch these beautiful stars one day, but there are countless murderous intentions hidden in these beautiful stars, and the journey to the sky is so long and dangerous.
A small germ, an insignificant meteorite, or even a miscalculation of the decimal point can terminate this non-return journey at any time.
The source of these problems is all because of the fragile body of human beings.
When Su Jinzhi was young, human beings could still live outside the safe layer. Because of his parents' work, they lived near the astronomical observatory in the Arctic Ocean, and he also met Jiang Yue there.
But at that time, in his memory, Jiang Yue was just a rescued alien beast, nothing special about it.
After his parents died, according to his parents' last wishes, he joined the "God" Project Research Institute to participate in the research of antibody vaccines.
At that time, the Black Rock Desert had turned the earth into half ruins, and the severe air pollution made people only live in a safe layer protected by isolation shields.
Silence and desolation spread on this planet, and everyone knew that this planet was no longer habitable.
Immigration is imminent.
But at that time, the antibody vaccine was only half developed. Without a vaccine, human beings would not be able to resist alien germs. Su Jinzhi, more than anyone else, hoped that the vaccine would be successfully developed as soon as possible.
Because he and Jiang Yue fell in love.
But Jiang Yue is an alien, and his body is full of alien bacteria. If he wants to meet Su Jinzhi, he must wear a tight isolation suit, be locked in a small room, and talk to Su Jinzhi through a walkie-talkie through thick glass Su Jinzhi spoke.
Every time Su Jinzhi saw him, he had a smile on his face, but he was more anxious than anyone else. He even spent all his rest days and holidays on researching and improving vaccines. He only hoped that the next time he and Jiang Yue met, he would not be so trouble.
Finally, the first generation of antibody vaccines have been developed.
Almost all people have received the vaccine, except for a small number of people who are allergic to certain ingredients in the vaccine.
However, Su Jinzhi is the one who is allergic to vaccines - he is one of the core personnel in the development of vaccines, but the vaccines he developed cannot be used by himself.
He can only watch those people who can contact aliens without wearing protective clothing after the rejection reaction go to the new security layer to live, where no one will wear protective clothing, and they can be free Shaking hands, hugging, kissing, species are no longer a barrier to their communication.
But Su Jinzhi could only stay in the old security layer and meet Jiang Yue once through the thick protective clothing.
At that time, Su Jinzhi mentioned breaking up for the first time.
Jiang Yue didn't agree, and his superiors and colleagues also didn't agree, they all advised him to stay with Jiang Yue well.
Many people in the laboratory knew about his relationship with Jiang Yue. At that time, his colleagues joked all day long about the two of them dating in thick protective clothing, but when he said that he wanted to break up, he didn't want to When the relationship continued like this, those people all jumped out to persuade him.
At that time, Su Jinzhi thought that his colleagues were caring about him, but later he realized that was not the case.
They just coveted Jiang Yue's genetic code.
After the first generation of antibody vaccines appeared, the earth joined the Galactic Federation. Gradually, some extraterrestrial creatures began to travel to the earth. The Earth Federation also encouraged the part of human beings who can contact aliens to marry aliens. Humans who can keep aliens on Earth can also receive subsidies and rewards.
The Earth Federation even introduced a new marriage constitution to guarantee the interests of intermarried people, but under the seemingly just law, there is the most despicable evil hidden.
Jiang Yue is very special. He is not a species of the Milky Way. Every alien tourist who comes to the earth has an ID card, which records their identity and various information about their home planet. Jiang Yue is their planet, the only one who came to the Milky Way. people.
He is unique on Earth, and even in the entire galaxy.
So he can't leave, and the best person to restrain him is Su Jinzhi.
At that time, the development of the second-generation antibody vaccine had come to an end, but they didn't know anything. They were still imagining which planets they would travel to and where they would settle after the second-generation vaccine was successfully developed.
And when they were discussing this, they were still separated by thick protective clothing, but they had already decided to get married.
When he shared this news with his colleagues, everyone was happy for them, and Jiang Yue's request to go back to her home planet to discuss marriage with her family was also approved by the Earth Federation. After all, if he wants to marry Su Jinzhi, You have to donate your genes for research by the Earth Federation. This is not a trivial matter, and it needs to be approved by the diplomatic departments of the two planets at the same time. Before that, the Earth Federation has been detaining Jiang Yue on the ground on the grounds that he is in love with a confidential researcher on Earth and cannot leave the laboratory to prevent the leakage of confidential data. superior.
The day before Jiang Yue left, a lot of sunflowers were planted on the grass outside their laboratory.
The night he left, Su Jinzhi sent him off.
It was also that night that a researcher in charge of a clinical trial found him.
In the vaccine laboratory, Su Jinzhi has always been the person responsible for researching vaccines and improving formulas, but because he did not inject the first-generation antibody vaccine, he did not participate in the maternal experiment in the development of the second-generation vaccine.
The man told Su Jinzhi that he couldn't let Jiang Yue come back. Jiang Yue's appearance was very similar to that of the earthlings, and his appearance was based on the reference of the earth's Asian race. His real body was a strange beast.
As for the maternal experiment of the second-generation vaccine, the most needed thing is the alien beast.
Jiang Yue is the only alien beast that can transform itself. The Earth Federation really wants his genetic code, but the genetic code extracted from the spinal fluid is not complete. In order to get a more complete gene, wait for him to arrive. After returning from the mother planet and obtaining the right to reside on the earth, the people in the laboratory may ask to mate with the mother... forcibly, and become one of the test subjects.
Su Jinzhi didn't believe it at first, until that person took him to the maternal laboratory of the second-generation vaccine.
There, Su Jinzhi finally knew how the spinal fluid that was assigned to him every day and studied and observed by him came from.
Su Jinzhi wanted to tell Jiang Yue all this and tell him not to come back, but he couldn't say anything, because all the contact information between him and Jiang Yue was being monitored - the Milky Way Alliance is against species experiments, once discovered, will There are very serious punishments, and the Earth Federation will not allow him to leak these things.
So after a thousand words, he could only say one thing to Jiang Yue: "I don't like you anymore, let's break up."
All subsequent developments were unpredictable.
Just like the question asked him on the 1st: "If you know this history before you die, and your body can survive the rejection reaction, you can live after being vaccinated and go to the Go outside to see other scenery, go to other planets to play, then will you get the antibody vaccine?"
This question is actually not for him, but for all human beings who know the origin of the second-generation antibody vaccine, and everyone’s choices can be seen—
Those who do not want to, either as pure human beings, become fragile and short-lived existences in the interstellar world, or participate in the parade initiated by the scientific researcher who exposed all this, and are imprisoned in the permafrost prison under the Arctic Sea to accept permafrost penalty of imprisonment.
Those who are willing, they will occasionally feel this history in their long lives, and then move on with their lives.
Those who have been punished by perpetual freezing and imprisonment have been injected with memory reset vaccines. After they are released from prison hundreds of years later, they will forget everything they have ever done. The Earth Federation will also give them a new identity. They accept the opportunity of vaccination and get a new life.
"There are some problems with your cryogenic cabin, it failed to protect your body from damage during the freezing process, so you suffered from organ failure." Number One explained the facts calmly, just as it said in the past That way, there was no ups and downs in his voice, "If you don't suffer from organ failure and can be vaccinated against antibodies, then we don't need to trouble you to save you."
Su Jinzhi recalled that he saw himself floating in the blue culture fluid in a blur. Now it seems that those are not his imagination, but his original appearance in reality.
After a pause, Su Jinzhi said, "Jiang Yue..."
"The genetic code of their planet is very special, it can be reproduced and regenerated infinitely." The voice of No. 1 suddenly carried some complicated emotions, and it was unclear whether it was envy or pity. "No. 0 and I have been researching, hoping to Decipher this ability from his genetic code, but you also know that the gene extracted from the spinal fluid is not complete, and five years is really too short."
"The speed at which your body dies is too fast, and you have to be happy that there is no problem with your brain. No. Zero and I can preserve all your brainstem tissues, and cultivate new organs by cultivating some organ tissues. Make a new body for you."
Su Jinzhi was stunned: "A new body?"
"I thought what I said was clear enough." Number One asked him, "Didn't you already see it?"
"I did see it, but I don't have legs, and I..."
Number One interrupted him: "You have the legs now."
Su Jinzhi was silent for a while before asking: "How did you come here?"
Number One said, "Guess."
Su Jinzhi didn't speak.
Number one asked him again: "Jiang Yue loves you so much, are you happy?"
Su Jinzhi's eyes suddenly felt sour, and he had to close his eyes to relieve the feeling. He smiled, which was ugly, and said, "I'm very happy."
Number one said: "Just be happy, be happy, it will help your body recover faster."
Su Jinzhi asked it: "Then what are these worlds?"
"To prevent your brain-dead data virtual environment, we have to keep your mind active. If your brain thinks you are dead, can you still live?" No. 1 asked him, "Your diseases in each world, and Those punishments are the stress response when No. 1 and I replaced your organs and repaired your body, so you will feel pain."
"In the beginning, Number Zero and I planned to let you stay alone in the data virtual environment, but Jiang Yue disagreed."
Su Jinzhi smiled bitterly: "Because I don't remember him."
"Yes, he is worried that you will be lonely in the virtual world by yourself, and you will fall in love with the people in the digital virtual environment, so he insists on entering the boundary created for you by No. 0 and me through thought interaction. said Number One, "it's dangerous."
"Once you think this world is too real, you will get lost in the sea of data, and your thinking will die." No. 1 paused, and then said, "But it is not without benefits, the virtual environment is directly built on the thinking side, And the memory stored on the thinking side will not disappear completely, so you can restore your memory by stimulating the memory area."
Su Jinzhi asked him, "Then why didn't you and No. 0 tell me before?"
"Based on your previous memories, you wouldn't believe us if we told you, and—" No. 1 was silent for a while before continuing, "Jiang Yue won't let us tell."
"Shortly after Jiang Yue found out that you were thawed, he went to the earth to look for you."
Su Jinzhi was stunned.
"But not only do you not remember him, but you seem to be a little afraid of him." No. 1 said, "As for why you are afraid of him, it is probably because you have no antibodies. He is a large-scale killing weapon in front of you."
Su Jinzhi didn't deny it, because it was indeed the case.
For him who has no antibodies, he will die as long as he touches Jiang Yue. He doesn't remember Jiang Yue, so he will be afraid of this person who represents death to him.
"Number Zero and I both feel that there are probably some problems with his spirit. These problems can't be seen from the surface, but they can't be covered up in his hidden consciousness. The virtual environment is built on your thinking side, So Jiang Yue who interacted with him will not remember too many things about you, but will only be controlled by some hidden consciousness. He will not let us tell you the truth, saying that unless you remember everything, he will hear you apologize to him personally. "
Number One continued: "Before entering the virtual world of data, Number One and I told him that the virtual environment is built on your thinking side, and Number Zero and I can only communicate with you, not him. I can’t tell him that these worlds are all fake. Once he dies naturally in the virtual environment, he will subconsciously feel that he is dead, and he will die in reality. That’s why I and No. 0, in the name of the system, let you Get close to him, so at least he won't get lost in the sea of data, and if you die, he will definitely die with you."
"He probably wants to hate you, but he can't hate you, but even if he doesn't remember you, he will still fall in love with you inexplicably."
Su Jinzhi twitched the corners of his lips: "No wonder you and Number Zero don't make me fall in love with him, don't indulge in these worlds..."
No. 1 sneered: "It feels very happy to be together, right? I really want to be together forever, right?"
"What happened in the last world?" Su Jinzhi asked No. 1, "At the end...he seems to have remembered me."
"I was going to tell you about this." Number one was a little more serious, "Number zero is the person who built the data world, and your data background was originally controlled by it, so there was no problem at first, you should be Yunjing, he should have died when he was injured, and then Zero and I will get you into him."
"But Jiang Yue's latent consciousness is too strong. When he transferred the world, he pulled you to his thinking side, so three-quarters of the last world was built on his thinking side. Most of them are controlled by him. In his consciousness, he wants to be with you, and number zero and I are intruders, so he also installed a magic cultivator identity on me and number zero, and wants to We get away."
Su Jinzhi asked it: "So you and Number Zero didn't kill those monks?"
"That's his world, almost everything is controlled by him, he should have seen something in the fantasy world, that's why he has memories about you." Number One said, "And I have to tell you something bad news."
"you say."
"Number Zero and I have no way to pull you back."
"..."
Number one said: "The treatment is still going on, and you should still have some stress reactions. Number zero and I will remind you, but this world was built by Jiang Yue. Number zero and I don't know too much. You have to think about it." There is a way to make Jiang Yue feel that this world is fake and let him wake up, otherwise Zero and I can only wake you up forcibly."
"What about Jiang Yue?"
"He can't wake up." No. 1's voice could not hear any emotion, "No. 0 and I can save you a chance to say goodbye."
Su Jinzhi said, "I don't want this opportunity."
"Then find a way to wake him up."
"How can I wake you up and tell him all this directly?" Su Jinzhi asked No. 1.
Number One asked him back: "Do you know where you are staying now?"
"Hospital?" Su Jinzhi didn't forget the white coats that went in and out.
Number one read it to him word by word: "Chang-shan-jing-spirit-sick-hospital."
Su Jinzhi: "..."
Number one said: "If you tell him this, he will probably just give you medicine."
"I'm locked up here, even if I don't say anything, I still have to take medicine."
"It's okay, anyway, you ate a lot before."
Su Jinzhi didn't quarrel with No. 1 anymore, he took a deep breath, although his chest was still a little suffocated, he felt a little more relaxed, but when An Jing returned, he suddenly felt a little sad again—for Jiang Yue's sake for him do those things.
"Receive good treatment." No. 1 said, "Strive to be discharged from the hospital as soon as possible."
Su Jinzhi's sanity was a little fluttering: "What if he is my patient?"
Number one: "..."
"I don't think what you said is impossible." No. 1 thought for a while, and felt that what Su Jinzhi said was unexpectedly reasonable, "Then you should try to get out of this ward first."
"Um."
Su Jinzhi also wanted to see Jiang Yue soon, so two hours later, the nurse came in and gave him medicine with unusual cooperation.
Ever since he dropped the bowl and chopsticks in the morning, the nurses who came to take care of him in the ward were all male. He didn't pay attention to observation before, but now he took a closer look and found that these male nurses are all strong and strong, and the muscles on their arms are bulging. Suppress every demented psychopath.
Seeing that he stopped making trouble, the male nurse observed him for a while and then went out. After a while, he came in again and untied him the restraint belt specially used to restrict the movement of mental patients.
Su Jinzhi was fixed on the bed and lay stiff all over. After he could move, he sat up and wanted to rub his shoulders, but when he raised his hand, he found that his palm was tightly wrapped by gauze.
When the doctor treated his wound just now, he didn't pay much attention to it, but the palm of his hand was obviously just a small wound made by some fingernails. Is it necessary to bandage it so tightly
Su Jinzhi stared at the palm of his hand for a while, and the male nurse also stood aside and stared at him. His gaze seemed to have a substance that could not be ignored. Su Jinzhi felt that as long as he showed the slightest sign of wanting to remove the gauze, that The male nurse may come over and continue to fix him on the bed.
So after thinking about it, Su Jinzhi dismissed the idea, lay back on the bed and observed the room.
The room was small, but very empty, with no furniture except a bed and a bedside table. There was a bottle of water on the bedside table, probably reserved for him to drink. The bathroom is completely transparent, and the nurse can observe the patient's every move in the room by standing at the small window at the door. The privacy of mental patients is graded, and such strict monitoring is probably to prevent people from doing things in the room. something that hurts itself.
Putting him alone in such a room is probably to prevent him from hurting others.
Generally speaking, mental patients live in collective wards, and only those with violent tendencies will be isolated alone. Su Jinzhi doesn't know what the condition of this body is now, the only thing he is sure of is that he is now a violent tendentious person. A mental patient suspected of self-abuse.
Thinking of this, Su Jinzhi immediately lifted up his sleeves, and it was no surprise that he saw dense knife marks on his arms, twisting and twisting on his bluish-white arms like centipedes.
Su Jinzhi sighed, put down his sleeves, covered the quilt, and lay obediently on the bed.
The male nurses didn't show any doubts about his actions, probably in their view, these actions of Su Jinzhi were extremely normal in Changshan Mental Hospital.
Su Jinzhi lay down for a while, and his stomach growled.
He only hung up a bottle of nutrient solution in the morning, didn't eat anything, his stomach was empty, and it's already very good for him to protest until now.
There is no mirror in this room, but Su Jinzhi can feel how thin this body is just by looking at his hands and the spacious hospital gown on his body. Yuanshang likes to abuse himself, but he has no tendency to abuse himself.
So Su Jinzhi immediately turned his head to one side, and said to the male nurse standing by the bed, "I'm hungry."
The male nurse glanced at him after hearing what he said, then went to his bed and rang the bedside bell. After a while, a human head appeared at the small window at the door. The male nurse walked over and said something to the man. In a word, it didn't take long before someone came in with a bowl of porridge.
Listening to what the doctor and nurse said at noon, it seems that he hasn't eaten normally for a long time, and now he can only drink some porridge to restore the original digestive function of the stomach.
The porridge is preserved egg and lean meat porridge. It has a lot of meat and is very tender. The rice is boiled soft, and it is served with a plate of appetizing pickles. Although it is simple, the porridge tastes very good.
The food in Changshan Mental Hospital is pretty good. Su Jinzhi sighed in his heart, and then finished the bowl of porridge.
Soon the nurse came in and took away the bowls and chopsticks, and gave Su Jinzhi another dose of medicine before going to bed.
As a result, not long after he woke up the next day, the director brought several strong male nurses into the ward and surrounded him.