When the director came in, Su Jinzhi was sitting on the bed with his knees in his arms in a daze. Seeing the director coming in with a serious posture, he was stunned for a moment, and then looked up at him after recovering.
"Jinzhi, come, we'll take you somewhere." The director looked at him for a while, probably feeling that his condition was relatively stable, so he cleared his throat and spoke to him in a very gentle voice.
After thinking for a few seconds, Su Jinzhi let go of his arms, put on his shoes, got off the bed, and walked out behind the director.
But when he got down to the ground, Su Jinzhi's eyes suddenly went dark, and he fell unsteadily to the ground. The male nurse next to the master doctor hurriedly supported him. After Su Jinzhi stood still, the blackness in his eyes gradually receded, and he helped him up. The male nurse next to him thanked: "Thank you."
The male nurse didn't say anything, but the director turned to look at him.
After passing through several corridors, Su Jinzhi realized that the room he stayed in was really remote, almost in the innermost part of the mental illness.
Except for some mental patients who need special isolation, patients with mild mental problems can move freely in a hall. The Changshan Mental Hospital he is in should be a relatively high-end nursing institution. Entertainment venues made by mental patients, or facilities to meet the needs of their illnesses.
The hospital gowns of Changshan Mental Hospital are light blue. The patients Su Jinzhi saw on the way were all wearing such gowns, but the suit Su Jinzhi was wearing was indigo blue, presumably to distinguish him from these ordinary people. Differentiate between patients.
The director in white led them through the event hall. During the period, many patients came up to greet him, with a smile on his face and a normal appearance with a calm demeanor. It would not make people think that he is a person who needs to stay in a mental hospital for treatment. of mental patients.
When those patients saw Su Jin, they would also show surprised or curious expressions, and even one patient was frightened by him, yelling "ahhh—" at the top of his throat, and quickly ran to the side, hiding under the table and shivering trembling.
The director and the male nurses did not expect this unexpected situation. Almost the moment the patient cried out, the director immediately turned around and stared at Su Jinzhi.
The two male nurses standing beside Su Jinzhi also tensed their bodies. Su Jinzhi has no doubt that as long as he makes any particularly violent movements, these two male nurses will definitely rush up to hold him down.
They stared at him like this, which gave Su Jinzhi the idea that he wanted to try to make a big deal, or he would feel sorry for them.
However, Su Jinzhi quickly suppressed this weird idea. When the patients were looking at him, Su Jinzhi was also looking at these patients, his eyes passing by their faces one by one, but he didn't look at them. To that familiar face.
Su Jinzhi breathed a sigh of relief, if Jiang Lishan was really his patient, it would be a bit difficult, because you can't guess what a mental patient is thinking at all.
The director and the nurses quickly took him to the door of the ward. At the door, there were two special police officers in black uniforms guarding there. When they saw Su Jinzhi coming out, they were stunned. One of the police officers quickly When she came back to her senses, she parted her lips and smiled at him: "Hi, Jinzhi, do you still remember me?"
Su Jinzhi didn't have any memory of this body, so naturally he couldn't answer the police officer's question.
He didn't even know his own name at the beginning, it was only after the director called him "Jinzhi" that Su Jinzhi realized that his name in this world was also Jinzhi, but he didn't know whether his surname was Su or not.
Su Jinzhi remained silent for a while, and the police officer understood the answer, nodded to the director, and continued to walk ahead and lead him to another building.
Su Jinzhi was still surrounded by two male nurses, and two policemen were walking side by side with the director in front.
"Is he still silent?"
"Well, it's the same as when I first came here."
"I don't think his complexion is very good." One of the police officers said.
The director said: "He hasn't eaten normally since he came here, and he is almost on nutritional injections. At night, we have to keep nurses on watch to prevent him from harming himself."
The last two words were quite lethal, and the policeman couldn't help turning his head to look at him when he heard the words, with various complex emotions such as pity, pity, and sympathy in his eyes.
Su Jinzhi looked back at him expressionlessly, and the police officer turned his gaze away again. He had no idea why they were looking at him like this, until he entered the new ward and saw his appearance through the reflection of the glass outside the hospital.
To be honest, Su Jinzhi himself was also frightened. He knew that he was very thin when he rolled up his sleeves yesterday, but he didn't expect that he could be so thin.
He was almost as thin as a skeleton man, with sunken cheeks and no flesh, dark blue dark circles under a pair of bloodshot eyes, the indigo hospital gown was abnormally empty on him, glass couldn’t be like a mirror That way the picture of a person is very clear, but even so, Su Jinzhi can still see this sick appearance through the glass.
He looked like a ghost, he would scare people half to death if he just walked outside at night, no wonder the patient was scared by him just now.
Su Jinzhi was stunned by his appearance, and stood in front of the glass and stopped.
The director turned to look at him: "Jinzhi, what's wrong?"
"Did you remember anything?" The police officer also stared at him, with some urgency in his voice.
Su Jinzhi was silent for a while, and then said: "No."
His voice was hoarse, as if a handful of sand had been stuffed in his throat, and those voices were made by rubbing against the gravel.
The director and the police officers stopped talking after hearing the words, and just sighed softly.
Soon, they came to the door of a room. Two police officers opened the door and walked in first. They stood on the left and right of the door before letting Su Jinzhi and the director in.
This room is very bright, and the large floor-to-ceiling windows allow all the warm sunlight to fall into the house, dispelling the darkness in people's hearts.
Su Jinzhi was arranged to sit on a very soft sofa. The director handed him a soft pillow for him to hug, and asked him if he wanted a blanket. Su Jinzhi shook his head and refused.
He could see that the director wanted him to relax and not be nervous.
Su Jinzhi was not nervous at all, but he looked at the director and felt that the director was more nervous than him, because he put all his attention on him.
"Jinzhi." The director sat down in front of Su Jinzhi and smiled at him, "A doctor will come in to see you later. He is also a doctor and will not hurt you. Don't be afraid."
"En." Su Jinzhi responded.
The director nodded, and then chatted with him casually.
Not long after, someone knocked on the door of this room, and a gray-eyed man in a white shirt walked in. He wore glasses with gold rims, and all the hair on his forehead was pushed back, only a few Messy hair hangs at the sideburns.
The moment he met those familiar eyes, Su Jinzhi's tears poured out of his eyes uncontrollably, as if he couldn't control his emotions in front of this person.
When he cried, the two men in the room were stunned.
The gray-eyed man even stopped in his tracks, keeping the movement of pushing the door open.
Su Jinzhi lowered his head, wiped the tears on his face with the back of his hand, sucked his nose to take back the sad emotion.
"Can I sit here?" The man walked to his side, pointed to another empty sofa chair and talked to Su Jinzhi.
Su Jinzhi gave a muffled "hmm".
— saw him again.
Su Jinzhi really wanted to raise his head at this moment to see this person he had been thinking about day and night, but he had just seen his ugly sick face in the glass, so he didn't want to raise his head and let the man see his ugly appearance.
The gray-eyed man sat down in front of him and smiled at Su Jinzhi: "My surname is Jiang."
The man didn't tell him his name directly, but only his surname, and the director also explained to him: "This is Dr. Jiang."
Su Jinzhi still kept his head down. On the road just now, he learned from the conversation between the police officer and the director that the original owner of this body didn't talk much, and Su Jinzhi didn't have a memory bag. After thinking about it, he thought it was better for him to keep silent .
The man didn't mind his silence, he bent his body slightly forward, crossed his hands on his knees, and spoke to him in a very gentle tone: "I see that your complexion is not very good, did you not sleep last night? "
Hearing his voice, Su Jinzhi couldn't help raising his head to look at him, but met the pair of gray eyes that were staring at him. He was absent-minded for a while, and then said "hmm" as an answer.
"Why?" The man's voice was always soft, as if he was afraid of scaring him, "Did you have a nightmare?"
Su Jinzhi looked down at the lines on the floor, and replied sternly, "No."
I just dreamed about you.
Then the man asked him some more questions, all of which were very relaxed daily greetings, and most of the answers ended with "um", "yes" or "no". Helpless, he has a lot of things he wants to say to the man, and there are many things he wants to tell him buried in his heart, but as long as he meets those gray eyes that look at him full of strangeness, he can't say a word. out.
From your point of view, you are close lovers who have been in love for many years and know the bottom line. No one in this world will understand each other better than the two of you; Before this side, he didn't even know that you existed in this world.
The furthest distance is this.
Su Jinzhi can almost feel how Jiang Lishan travels a few light-years away, and when he finally sees him on Earth after drifting for a hundred years, what he is facing is a lover who doesn't remember himself, and is even afraid of him.
In an instant, Su Jinzhi's mood became even more depressed, and almost everyone present could feel the deep sadness spreading from him.
Seeing this, Jiang Lishan closed his mouth, stopped asking him questions, exchanged glances with the director, got up at the same time, opened the door and went out.
Su Jinzhi looked up at the man's back, and quickly lowered his head before the man's eyes met his.
"How long has he been like this?" The man's familiar deep voice sounded in his ear, Su Jinzhi was stunned for a moment, and then realized that it was Jiang Lishan's voice.
But didn't he and the director go out
"I can only help you so far." No. 1 appeared in time to explain his confusion, "Listen to them carefully, and slowly create the appearance that the treatment is successful, so that you may have a better chance of being discharged from the hospital."
Su Jinzhi looked up at the two police officers guarding the door, and said, "I think even if I look well, the possibility of being discharged from the hospital is not very high."
After all, normal mental patients will not be guarded by police and nurses at all times.
"It's been like this since the day I came in." The director answered Jiang Lishan's question, "He's in a relatively good condition today, and he didn't cry or make a fuss. Some time ago, no one was guarding him, so he bit his arm with his teeth and rubbed the wound with his fingers. Get rid of it, and just like this, he didn't even grunt, if the nurse didn't see it, he would definitely have to be sent to the rescue again."
The original body is so powerful
Su Jinzhi fell silent when he heard this. He glanced at his match-like arm, and felt that he might not have the courage to bite down on the original body, and he would use his nails to open the wound. It hurts just to hear it. Is the original body in the end? How did you do it.
The man was also silent outside for a while, and asked the director: "I saw his palm, wrapped like that, is it hurt?"
"It was pinched yesterday," said the director. "He said something yesterday. He kept saying 'why did you kill him' and 'sorry'."
"Has he remembered something
"Shouldn't be there, otherwise he must have made a fuss."
"Did you ask him about that night?"
The director said, "You can't ask. If you ask him, he will go crazy."
There was another silence on the man's side, and he said after a long while: "Let him get used to talking first, he looks very poor, let's recuperate first."
"Um."
"Where does he live now?"
"Over there in the private ward."
"Why let him live in that kind of place? The environment over there is too depressing, let him come and live here, and I just happened to be here this week."
"After all, he killed someone..." The director's voice hesitated, "Otherwise, he wouldn't be isolated. It's really scary when he goes crazy. Is it okay to live here?"
"Murder?" The man snorted as if he had heard some funny joke, "It's just a suspicion, and he hasn't been convicted yet. Besides, who can he kill with him like that? Someone scratched him. could kill him."
Su Jinzhi was also stunned when he heard the director's words. The thin and thin appearance of the original body did not seem to have the strength to kill people, but normal people are not as depressed and vicious as the original body looks. He immediately asked No. 1: "No. 1, this Has the body ever killed someone before?"
"I don't know." Number One answered him, "What case should you be involved in?"
"Your partner is not an ordinary psychiatrist. He is a criminal psychologist. He should be able to trick you. Be careful when you answer." No. 1 reminded him.
"But I don't know anything." Su Jinzhi felt helpless, "What if I'm wrong?"
No. 1 said: "Then you tell your partner the truth quickly. If he believes it, he will wake up, and No. 0 and I can wake him up; if you don't believe it, it's okay, he will think you are sick, and you will be very sick." safe."
Su Jinzhi: "..."
Jiang Lishan and the director soon came into the room again. Su Jinzhi maintained the movements they left, sitting on the sofa with a soft pillow in his arms, with a calm expression on his face. His body is very thin, and the sofa is soft and wide. He sat on it, From a distance, it looks like the whole person is trapped in it.
The man glanced at him through the lens, smiled at him and said nothing.
"Jinzhi, we will change your room later. From now on, Dr. Jiang will take care of you. You can talk to Dr. Jiang about anything you have." The director worried that Su Jinzhi would feel uneasy in a new environment, and comforted him repeatedly.
However, Su Jinzhi would only be quietly happy.
With Jiang Lishan's golden words, Su Jinzhi was quickly changed to another room. This room was similar to the one he lived in before, but the decoration was obviously brighter. It didn't look depressing. Except for the bed and the bedside table, There is also a small rocking chair in the room, which is placed next to the window for him to lie on and relax.
But the bathroom is still completely transparent.
Su Jinzhi glanced at the bathroom, then at the small window on the door, thinking that Jiang Lishan might stand at the window to observe his every move, Su Jinzhi felt... a little exciting.
Fortunately, at this time, his luggage was packed and sent by the male nurse, which diverted Su Jinzhi's attention and did not let him continue with that bold and dangerous idea.
His luggage is only a small bag of clothes, and it is a bit of an exaggeration to say that it is luggage, because there is only a set of hospital gowns and a crumpled book in it.
The male nurse put the clothes in the cabinet next to the bed, and put the books on the cabinet for him to read at any time.
Su Jinzhi only drank a bowl of porridge this morning, and drank a lot of water in the office just now, and now he wanted to go to the toilet. He glanced at the fully transparent bathroom, and then turned his head to look at the door with a window.
Yuan is a sick person, so he doesn't need to care about privacy, but he is not sick, so it is really impossible to urinate in front of others for no reason.
After confirming that there was no one at the door, Su Jinzhi went to the bathroom and flushed water into the toilet.
As a result, when he turned around after washing his hands, he met Jiang Lishan who was standing in front of the small window and looking at him.