Su Jinzhi: "..."
He thought it would be exciting just now, but when it actually happened, he just felt embarrassed.
Su Jinzhi didn't know when Jiang Lishan stood there and how long he stood there watching, but Jiang Lishan turned around and left immediately after seeing him turn around, maybe to avoid the atmosphere from becoming more weird.
After he left, Su Jinzhi went to the door and looked through the small window. It was still dark, and there were some nurses walking back and forth in the corridor with patients, watching and looking at the small window. It was no different in the first ward.
It's just that in the original ward there were old, weak, sick and children, but the patients here seemed... to be stronger, and Su Jinzhi also noticed that there were policemen coming and going in and out of some wards.
Su Jinzhi tried to twist the doorknob, but it didn't open.
The door of the ward is specially made, and people outside can open it with a slight twist, but people living inside cannot open it unless they have the key on the doorknob.
"Are you a new patient?" He was looking down at the doorknob when a strange man's voice suddenly came from outside the room. Su Jinzhi was startled and looked up at the small window.
Standing in front of the small window was a handsome man, his facial features looked like an oriental man, but his eyes were deep blue, as beautiful as gemstones.
He was too close to the small window, almost covering his entire face against the small window, so no matter how handsome he was, he still looked very weird.
Seeing that Su Jinzhi was looking at him, the man grinned at him, and Su Jinzhi noticed that his teeth were yellow, which should be caused by long-term smoking.
"Do you want to come out?" the man asked him again.
Su Jinzhi didn't speak, walked to the bed and sat down, expressing his answer with actions.
"Ai Shuai, why are you here? This is not a place for you." After a while, a male nurse took the blue-eyed man away from his room, and Su Jinzhi looked up at the small window Go, only to catch a glimpse of a dark blue back.
He picked up the book in Yuan's luggage, glanced at the cover, and found that it was actually a collection of poems. After opening it, he glanced at it casually, and memorized all the poems inside. The ability seemed to be brought over by him from another world, even if it was just something he had seen once, he would never forget it.
So Su Jinzhi flipped through this collection of poems, no desire to read any more, raised his hand and put it back on the table.
The mental hospital is really boring, where the movement will be greatly restricted, and everything will be guarded. Of course, this is for normal people. Some people who really have mental problems may find the hospital quiet The vibe is one of relief and redemption.
If Su Jinzhi can move freely like those patients in the activity hall, and he can observe the activities of other patients at close range, maybe he will not be so boring, but now he is a violent and self-abuse person, and he needs to be alone. The isolated mental patient, thinking of this, Su Jinzhi suddenly remembered the dark blue back he saw when the blue-eyed man left.
That should also be a hospital gown, and it was the same as the clothes on him. That man was seen by Su Jinzhi in Changshan Mental Hospital, and he was the only patient who wore clothes of this color.
After Ai Shuai was taken away by the male nurse, a male nurse came over soon, standing at the door and guarding him just like in the original ward.
Su Jinzhi looked at the male nurse through the window, and the two of them stared at each other, extremely bored.
Just when Su Jinzhi was considering whether to discuss with the nurse and ask him if he could let him go out for a walk, Jiang Lishan came.
"Will it be boring to stay here alone?" Jiang Lishan walked into the ward, dragged out a small bench from under the bed, and sat down beside the bed. Eyes, giving people a full sense of abstinence, but he has a very gentle smile on his face, showing a huge contrast with his appearance.
Su Jinzhi stared at his white shirt for a while, and then looked away to answer his question: "Yes." After he finished speaking, he added, "Doctor Jiang, can you stay with me?"
This sentence may be the longest sentence he has ever said in the hospital. Jiang Lishan probably did not expect him to answer it, and finally came up with a question, and he paused for a few seconds before opening his mouth and saying: "Okay."
Su Jinzhi also said casually, he didn't expect Jiang Lishan to agree, he slightly opened his eyes and looked at Jiang Lishan, only to see the man looked down at his watch: "I still have a patient to see, I will come to accompany you after it is over. "
Su Jinzhi looked at Jiang Lishan and said nothing, he was afraid that he would scream excitedly when he opened his mouth.
Jiang Lishan smiled at him again, and then closed the door and went out. A male nurse replaced him and stood guard at the small window. He would poke his head in every once in a while to take a look to prevent Su Jinzhi from doing anything unusual.
To be honest, Su Jinzhi really didn't understand why they had to watch him so closely, while Ai Shuai, who was wearing the same blue hospital uniform as him, could move freely. Obviously Ai Shuai was more dangerous when he was strong and strong, but he had thin arms and slender arms. Legs, a whole body of ribs, a woman can crush him to death, and there is no sharp weapon in this room, even if he self-mutilates, the most he can do is gnaw with his teeth. Is it necessary for several nurses to take turns guarding such a large formation
Su Jinzhi couldn't understand it.
After dinner, the nurse brought the medicine, a few free pills were placed in a small plate, and there was a glass of boiled water beside it. Looking at these medicines, Su Jinzhi suddenly thought of a serious question that he hadn't thought of yesterday - the person with mental problems is the original body, not him. If he takes these medicines now, will there be any side effects
"No. 1, are you there?" Su Jinzhi began to ask No. 1 for help.
"Here I am."
"Will there be any problem if I take these medicines?"
One said, "I'm not sure, but it's better not to eat it if you can."
"Okay, then I won't eat."
The nurse was holding the medicine, and seeing that Su Jinzhi had been silent, she reminded him, "It's time to take the medicine."
Su Jinzhi raised his head, looked at the nurse and said, "I don't want to eat."
"No, you must take it." The male nurse had a straight face, and her tone was undeniably tough, "If you don't take the medicine, you won't get better."
Su Jinzhi didn't speak, but the male nurse softened his tone, and said a lot of nice things to coax him. Su Jinzhi lay back on the bed, pulled the quilt up to his chin, and told the male nurse that he just didn't want to eat. medicine.
The male nurse froze in place holding the medicine tray. Generally, for patients who refused to take the medicine, they would use words to persuade them, and if necessary, they would resort to forced feeding. However, Su Jinzhi's situation was a bit special, and their previous methods could not be used in on him.
When Jiang Lishan opened the door and came in, what he saw was Su Jinzhi confronting the male nurse.
The male nurse saw Jiang Lishan coming, and immediately complained to him: "Doctor Jiang, Mr. Su refuses to take medicine."
Hearing this, Jiang Lishan closed the door, walked to the bed, looked at the pills in the medicine tray, and said softly, "Don't you want to take medicine?"
"En." Su Jinzhi's nest answered from under the quilt.
"If you don't take the medicine." Jiang Lishan pulled out the small bench under the bed, coaxing him like a child who refuses to take the medicine, "You will continue to have nightmares tonight."
There is only you in my dream, what kind of nightmare is that
"I don't want to eat." Su Jinzhi looked into his eyes, "Didn't Dr. Jiang want to accompany me? If I have nightmares, Dr. Jiang can wake me up."
Jiang Lishan's expression froze slightly, he transferred the young man to this ward, and spent most of his time visiting the young man, hoping that he could speak. He and the director have learned about the young man, and know that the longest sentence the young man has spoken since he entered the hospital has not exceeded ten words. Now he has achieved more than expected results in just one day, but he doesn't feel that this is the case. It is worth rejoicing.
He stared at the young man for a while, and found that the young man's mood seemed very calm now, and he could not read any tension or uneasiness from his eyes and body movements. It seemed that the patient's condition was very stable. Under certain circumstances, the patient can indeed temporarily suspend the drug.
"Okay." Jiang Lishan said, "Then I won't take medicine tonight."
The male nurse frowned: "Doctor Jiang..."
"I'll keep watch here tonight." Jiang Lishan turned to the nurse and said.
The nurse hesitated for a while, but Jiang Lishan is now Su Jinzhi's attending physician, since he said so, there should be no problem, so the nurse left the ward with the medicine tray again.
"It's nine o'clock now." Jiang Lishan looked at his watch, "Do you want to sleep now, or do you want to chat with me?"
Su Jinzhi wanted to chat with him for a while, but it was only the first day they met, and if he suddenly got too close to Jiang Lishan, they might think that his condition was getting worse, so after thinking about it, he said, "Go to sleep."
"Okay." No matter what he said, Jiang Lishan would rarely refuse his request, "Do you want to take a bath?"
When it comes to taking a bath, Su Jinzhi subconsciously looks at the fully transparent bathroom. You can see everything in the bathroom. Although there is a curtain to block it, and there will be water mist when you take a bath, but in fact there is nothing It can't be covered, but there will be a feeling of half-covering the pipa. And his current body...is too ugly. The air conditioner is always on in the hospital, the temperature is not high, and there is no sweat on his body. It is very refreshing. Su Jinzhi shook his head and said, "I don't wash it."
After finishing speaking, Su Jinzhi lifted the quilt and got down from the bed. When his feet stepped on the ground, his eyes suddenly went dark again, and his body was shaking and he was about to fall. Jiang Lishan quickly stood up from the chair and supported him : "Are you okay?"
During the movement, Su Jinzhi's sleeve was pulled up, exposing his arm covered with scars, which was as thin as a dead branch. Jiang Lishan only glanced at it, and looked away as if he didn't see it.
Su Jinzhi put down his sleeves and said softly, "It's all right."