I don’t know if it’s because of a different place to sleep. Su Jinzhi didn’t have the familiar nightmare this night, but dreamed about something from the past, so he slept peacefully until dawn, and he was in a good mood after waking up. Also refreshed.
He has never slept peacefully for a night since he came to this world. Usually, he wakes up with a fright and suffers from insomnia all night. The dark circles under his eyes are as heavy as smoky makeup, and he is sick at any time. With such a gloomy appearance, he would feel disgusted by himself, but he never thought that the current Jiang Lishan would have other thoughts about him. But he also realized that his relationship with Jiang Lishan is closer than that of ordinary doctors and patients - so close that they sleep on the same bed together.
Although Su Jinzhi kept telling himself in his heart that it was because of his special situation and Jiang Lishan was not an ordinary doctor, but he still couldn't help being a little happy, feeling that he had gradually become special in Jiang Lishan's heart.
When Su Jinzhi woke up, the area where Jiang Lishan was lying yesterday was already empty. He reached out to touch it, and the sheet was cold, indicating that the person who originally slept here had left for a long time.
The bedroom door was not closed, and some sounds could be heard from the kitchen, probably Jiang Lishan was cooking him breakfast.
Su Jinzhi put on cotton slippers and walked into the bathroom to wash. As soon as he entered, he felt his eyes being shaken by something. He moved his body, and the light was no longer obvious. The razor blades on the sink reflect.
His body is frail, he doesn't have much hair, and he doesn't grow a beard at all. He hasn't shaved in the hospital. This razor must have been used by another person in the villa.
But Su Jinzhi looked at the razor, and for some reason, a thought that didn't belong to him suddenly popped up in his mind-the razor blade must be very sharp, so it can reflect such a cold metal light.
"Jinzhi?"
Su Jinzhi stood in front of the sink in a daze, but Jiang Lishan came in from the outside. He was wearing an off-white apron and smelled of fireworks from the kitchen.
When he looked over, he still had a soft smile on his face, but when he caught a glimpse of the razor on the sink, he immediately cooled down, stepped in and put the razor into a small lockable cabinet next to him , and then eased back: "Breakfast is ready, let's have breakfast first."
"Oh." Su Jinzhi didn't think much about his actions, and after answering, he raised his hand to get his toothbrush, but found that the toothbrush had already been squeezed with toothpaste, and put aside the quilt filled with water. Obviously, Jiang Lishan arranged it for him in advance.
Su Jinzhi happily brushed his teeth, looking in the mirror at Jiang Lishan who was waiting for him at the door.
Because it is at home, the man is not wearing a white coat, but is wearing home clothes like him, and the new glasses are a pair of black frames. Compared with the previous pair of gold-rimmed glasses, it adds a lot to the man. popularity.
Su Jinzhi looked at his clothes and couldn't help asking: "Doctor Jiang, aren't you going to work today?"
Jiang Lishan squeezed a wet towel for the young man, looked at the white foam left by brushing his teeth at the corner of the young man's mouth, couldn't help wiping him with the towel, washed it again, and handed the towel to the young man.
"We won't go in the morning, we'll go in the afternoon." Jiang Lishan watched the young man hang up the towel, before he turned around and walked towards the living room.
The only patients he needs to be responsible for now are young man and Ai Shuai. He will accompany young man at home in the morning, and take young man to the hospital to see Ai Shuai in the afternoon.
With his back turned to Su Jinzhi, Jiang Lishan was thinking about something, he didn't take a few steps, but found that his hand was being held by someone, and looked down, it was the young man who was holding his hand a few steps behind.
"Doctor Jiang, what are we eating this morning?" The young man was a head shorter than him. Because of his thin body, the pajamas looked a bit loose on his body. Jiang Lishan looked down at him. Apart from his white and delicate collarbone, he could still See more from the relaxed neckline.
The hand in the palm was warm, and because it had just been in contact with hot water, it was still damp. He knew he shouldn't do this, but Jiang Lishan moved his fingers and gently shook the young man's hand , did not loosen.
He picked the pajamas on the young man himself, and he designed this villa himself. Ever since he submitted the application form for living with the young man, the idea of having a "home" with the young man has been in his mind. Suppresses ground erection growth.
Not another ward, but a home.
Jiang Lishan's Adam's apple twitched, and he opened his mouth softly, "I made pumpkin porridge for you, do you like it?"
No matter what the man made for him, Su Jinzhi would only say that he liked it, and the man did not refuse his approach. Su Jinzhi couldn't help but leaned towards him again, put his arm on it, and held Jiang Lishan's hand and replied: "I like it." .”
After breakfast, Jiang Lishan originally planned to have a conversation with the young man at home to see his recent emotional state, but he received a call from the hospital before he finished washing the dishes.
It was Nurse Ai Shuai, who was guarding him, who called him: "Dr. Jiang... something happened to Ai Shuai."
"What's the matter?" Jiang Lishan pressed the phone on his shoulder to answer it, still washing the dishes and spoons in his hand.
"It's... it's..." the nurse faltered, and didn't finish a sentence for a long time, and finally made up her mind, "Ai Shuai jumped off the building."
Jiang Lishan thought he heard it wrong, and asked again: "Did he jump off the building?"
The nurse said, "Yes."
This incident sounds unbelievable, after all, Ai Shuai's personality is there, it is impossible for a person like him to commit suicide, even if he commits suicide, he will definitely not choose such an ordinary way of death as jumping off a building.
As his attending doctor, Jiang Lishan was well aware of Ai Shuai's urination and knew that he couldn't jump off the building for no reason, so he asked the nurse, "Did he say anything before he jumped off the building?"
"I said it." The nurse sighed, knowing that Dr. Jiang couldn't hide anything, although he thought Ai Shuai's reason for jumping off the building was weird, "He said after waking up in the morning that he would go to see Mr. Su, but Xiao Li and I didn't agree. Ai Shuai ran to the window and said that if we did not let him meet with Mr. Su, he would jump off the stairs."
Jiang Lishan: "..."
Ai Shuai has several lives on his hands, he is a typical anti-social psychopathic killer, and Su Jinzhi is also suspected of murder, no matter what, the hospital will never let the two of them stay together to share their killing experience, so naturally the nurse will not Agreeing to Ai Shuai's threat, who knew Ai Shuai really jumped upstairs.
If he hadn't known that Ai Shuai didn't know about the young man moving here, Jiang Lishan would have felt that Ai Shuai was against him on purpose.
But Ai Shuai was his patient after all, and Jiang Lishan refused to let him go. After putting the bowl and spoon into the cupboard, he asked Su Jinzhi to change into his sick clothes and go to the ward with him.
"Didn't you just go there in the afternoon?" Su Jinzhi felt very strange.
Jiang Lishan did not hide the fact that Ai Shuai jumped off the building, and said bluntly: "Ai Shuai jumped off the building."
Su Jinzhi: "..."
Why did he have the illusion that his ex-wife jumped off a building and forced him to accompany Xiaosan's husband home outside? He was that mistress and Jiang Lishan was her husband
The villa where Jiang Lishan lives is not too far from the sick building he was in before, and it takes only ten minutes to drive there. During this period of time, the weather has turned cold, so before going out, Jiang Lishan added a gray sweater to him outside the hospital gown. Judging by the size, it should have been worn by Jiang Lishan before.
Su Jinzhi slept well yesterday, and his complexion is also good today. The nurses were stunned for a moment when they saw Su Jinzhi whose face was ruddy. On the other hand, the other patient's complexion was not so good.
It was a coincidence that they came at the time, Ai Shuai jumped off the building before dawn. When they first arrived, they happened to meet Ai Shuai who was pushed over from the orthopedic building.
The ward where Ai Shuai lived was on the second floor, and he couldn't die if he jumped down, but he broke his left arm and put on a plaster cast. The appearance is indeed a little pitiful.
Jiang Lishan originally planned to let the nurse look at Su Jinzhi after he brought Su Jinzhi to the ward. He went to check on Ai Shuai's condition, but he didn't expect that Ai Shuai would come after he stepped into the ward.
And when Ai Shuai saw Su Jinzhi who was staying with Jiang Lishan, his face immediately became gloomy and sad, and his voice was also yin and yang, and he hummed: "Mr. Su, I jumped off the building to see you, and you actually carried me and Doctor Jiang behind your back." together."
Su Jinzhi: "..."
It seems that he is the husband, and Jiang Lishan is the mistress.
Jiang Lishan thought Ai Shuai's words were farting, turned his head and whispered to Su Jinzhi, "You follow the nurse to the ward first."
"Oh." Su Jinzhi was very obedient, and was about to leave with the nurse immediately.
Although Ai Shuai couldn't hear what Jiang Lishan and Su Jinzhi said, but he looked at Su Jinzhi's back as he turned and left, and he could guess what Jiang Lishan said at once. Although his arm was broken, his feet could still move. Seeing Su Jinzhi When he was about to leave, he immediately jumped off the bed, rushed towards Su Jinzhi, and shouted: "Don't leave! I want to be with you!"
Everyone present didn't expect Ai Shuai to jump off the building and fall like this, and he could jump so far, so they held him down and let him slip out. Although Jiang Lishan, who was standing beside Su Jinzhi, reacted quickly enough, he couldn't It was too late to stop Ai Shuai, even though he protected Su Jinzhi, the three of them fell to the ground together.
Su Jinzhi was the one who was crushed at the bottom, his head hit hard on the marble floor, the pain made him burst into tears, but Ai Shuai still grabbed him with his good hand, his eyes full of tears. It was the red blood thread, and said sharply: "I want to chat with you!"
Ai Shuai's nails were very long, and he grabbed Su Jinzhi before he fell down. Under the action of gravity, he grabbed Su Jinzhi's hand with five bloodstains. The skin on Su Jinzhi's arm was thin, and Ai Shuai was so strong, the surface layer of skin was lifted off by Ai Shuai's grasp. The blood only paused for a few seconds, and rushed out from the wound, turning red in an instant The whole sleeve.
Su Jinzhi has a special constitution. He suffers from hemophilia. If he walks a little more on weekdays, blood will appear on the joints of his body. It is extremely difficult to stop bleeding from trauma, and it may cause many complications. This kind of scratch is not considered by ordinary people. It shouldn't be too serious, but it's no small matter when it comes to Su Jinzhi.
Ai Shuai also saw that Su Jinzhi was bleeding, but he didn't feel any guilt as the instigator. On the contrary, he looked at Su Jinzhi's blood-stained appearance and thought that he was extremely beautiful. His lower body gradually became erect, and with a sick smile on his face, he approached Su Jinzhi Whispered in his ear: "Su Jinzhi, you are so beautiful."
Su Jinzhi had never told Ai Shuai what his name was. At this moment, he heard Ai Shuai calling his name, but he felt creepy, and turned his head sideways to avoid Ai Shuai's breathing.
The next moment, Ai Shuai suddenly let out a scream: "Ah!"
Seeing that Ai Shuai refused to let go of Su Jinzhi, Jiang Lishan stepped on Ai Shuai's right hand. Ai Shuai felt the pain and quickly let go, and the nurse next to him hurriedly dragged Su Jinzhi out.
"Give him a sedative!" Jiang Lishan's chest rose and fell rapidly, obviously extremely angry.
The nurse gave Ai Shuai an injection immediately after clamping him, but Ai Shuai was still staring at Su Jinzhi, and kept calling his name: "Su Jinzhi! Su Jinzhi!"
The wound couldn't stop bleeding at all, Jiang Lishan called the doctor to come over to treat Su Jinzhi's wound, but because of his physical problems, Su Jinzhi still hung two bags of blood with high concentration of coagulation factor.
Su Jinzhi was lying on the hospital bed, looking a little sleepy, the rosiness of a good night's dream had disappeared from his face, replaced by the paleness caused by pain and blood loss.
Ai Shuai's appearance just now scared him. Although Su Jinzhi came to this world and saw many mental illnesses, he had never been in close contact with their illnesses. Ai Shuai was the first such crazy patient he saw. A person who had killed someone before, looked even more dazed after being treated like this, even though there were two nurses by his side, he still felt a little uneasy.
Jiang Lishan came to see Su Jinzhi immediately after changing Ai Shuai's ward.
Seeing Jiang Lishan appearing, Su Jinzhi immediately sat up straight and called him miserably: "Doctor Jiang..."
"You go out first, I will guard here." Jiang Lishan looked at the young man's appearance, and wished he could hug him and comfort him immediately, but there were two men in the ward besides him and the young man, so Jiang Lishan could only go first Let them go out, and then sat on the edge of the bed, raised his hands to avoid the young man's wound and hanging needles and hugged him, comforting him in a low voice, "It's all right."
Although Su Jinzhi was stunned for a moment by Jiang Lishan's sudden closeness, but the grievance in his heart was quite strong. He made such a perverted world, so he gently raised his tightly bandaged arm to show the man: " My hand hurts."
Although the wound has been covered with gauze, due to the young man's physique, the effect of hemostasis is not very good, some blood still bleeds out through the gauze, the red one is very dazzling, it hurts even just looking at it, even more so. Not to mention the one who got hurt.
But this kind of wound can't be touched, so Jiang Lishan can't tell the young man to rub it and it won't hurt like before. He was silent for a while and said softly: "Yeah."
Su Jinzhi was still waiting for him to comfort him, but he didn't expect to hear him say "hmm" after waiting for a long time, and suddenly felt even more wronged, leaning against the man's arms and not speaking.
Although Jiang Lishan could sense his depression, he didn't know that Su Jinzhi liked him so much, he only thought of him as a wound, and he wanted to comfort the young man, but he knew that his identity was not suitable.
He is just his doctor Jiang, not his lover.
But when Ai Shuai threw the young man to the ground and created such a wound on him, he treated the young man as his lover and became angry, worried and distressed.
Jiang Lishan smiled wryly, knowing that the professional ethics he was proud of might be gone forever, and he could no longer have a clear conscience when others asked him—as a psychiatrist, he fell in love with his patients in violation of the professional code.
And in the future, he may have to violate morality and use his professional advantages to guide young people to fall in love with him.
Jiang Lishan closed his eyes and lowered his head to kiss his hair lightly where the young man could not see.
The force was very light, and Su Jinzhi didn't feel it at all. Although he was wronged, he still leaned on Jiang Lishan's arms, and his other uninjured hand was still clasping the man's arm. He forced No. 1 in his heart: "This world is so perverted." , does Jiang Lishan no longer love me in his heart?"
Or rather, hate him a little bit.
As long as Su Jinzhi thinks of this, his heart hurts like being stabbed by a needle or a knife, more painful than his arm.
But when he asked himself, Su Jinzhi felt that if he and Jiang Lishan switched positions, and replaced him with wandering aimlessly in the interstellar world for hundreds of years and being forgotten by his lover, it would be completely impossible for him not to hold any resentment at all.
Without waiting for No. 1 to answer, Su Jinzhi said by himself: "No, he definitely loves me, and I love him too."
A pervert is a pervert, and it wasn't Jiang Lishan who was perverted to him, it was Ai Shuai's fault. Jiang Lishan was so kind to him, and even coaxed him to sleep every night. Besides, No. 1 also said that although most of this world is created by men subconsciously, there are also some parts that are not made by him. Maybe Ai Shuai is not made by him
Hearing Su Jin's question on the 1st, he said, "I seem to know why he chose to become a psychiatrist and let you be his patient."
"Why?" Su Jinzhi asked it.
Number one said: "Probably because I want to understand everything related to you."
I was forced to separate before I fully knew your every word and deed, so after the reunion, when there was a chance, I wanted to recognize all your words and actions so strongly, and understand everything about you.