Undying Patient

Chapter 181: A love story in a mental hospital 14

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"What?" Number One asked him, "You got this disease?"

Su Jinzhi said: "Well, I posted it once last night."

On the 1st, he gave him a popular science: "This symptom is caused by overbreathing and alkalosis when the oxygen content in the blood is too high. During the attack, you will have difficulty breathing and paralysis of the limbs. You can breathe some carbon dioxide and it will be fine."

Su Jinzhi thought about the scene in his dream, and said thoughtfully: "How can a normal person get such a disease?"

"Potassium deficiency, or excessive intake of alkali, and then emotional agitation is enough." No. 1 is also a silicon-based organism that has a lot of research on human medicine. This simple problem is not a problem for him at all. , conscientiously explained, "However, not many of you human beings pay attention to healthy diet, and most of you are more or less suffering from potassium deficiency. may lead to alkalemia."

"Intake of alkali?"

No. 1 said: "Edible alkali, that is, baking soda, is generally used to ferment bread or steamed buns, making food fluffy and soft."

Su Jinzhi asked it again: "Did you not be able to stand when the seizure was the worst?"

"Well." Number One said, "People with milder conditions can barely sit up or stand up by leaning on a support. In severe cases, they will completely lose their voluntary mobility, unable to move, and even unable to open their eyes."

No. 1 paused for a while and then said: "The interesting thing is that the central nervous system of the brain is normal during the alkalemia attack, and the consciousness and sanity are clear, and you can perceive everything in the outside world, but you are paralyzed and unable to move, just like you body is dead."

Su Jinzhi took a deep breath and said to himself, "I seem to know how Yuanchen's father died."

How the weak original body would kill a strong adult man, and cut off his head directly, is all doubtful, because the medical examination did not find out what poisonous food the original body's father had eaten before his death .

However, Yuanchen was still listed as a criminal suspect because the forensic doctor did not find any trace of resistance on Yuanchen's father. If his father was really silenced, such a fatal injury at close range, no matter what, there should be resistance scars.

Even if the death was caused by a sudden attack, why didn't the murderer also kill the original body

And all these clues and doubts point directly to the original body.

It means he is the murderer.

But Su Jinzhi thought about it again, and felt that something was wrong, because the crying young man with his arms folded in the dream didn't look like someone who would dare to act like that.

Unless, he really suffers from split personality disorder.

This cognition made Su Jinzhi a little flustered, because he is now using the original body. If the original body really had a split personality, then did that personality disappear with the original body, or continue to hide in the depths of the brain of this body? .

Su Jinzhi told No. 1 his guess.

Number One thought for a while, and said to him: "If the original body really has split personality, then there must be a point where the personalities switch between each other. If you find it, you will know whether the original body has split personality disorder."

Su Jinzhi sighed: "I can't even find Jiang Lishan, can I find it?"

"Don't you dream often?" No. 1 asked him, "You can dream about those details every time you dream, maybe if you dream a few more times, you will know what's going on."

Su Jinzhi said: "That's true."

Number one said: "Jiang Lishan doesn't think you have a split personality, because in his cognition, 'you' can only be one, if you find the switching point between personalities, maybe you can wake him up from this world gone."

However, Su Jinzhi thought about it, and felt something was wrong: "But isn't this the world he built? Everything here should be under his control."

"I told you, not all."

"The rest were built by No. 0?" Su Jinzhi immediately understood the deep meaning of No. 1's words.

But Number One said, "No."

Su Jian asked it: "Who is that?"

Number one said: "It's you."

"It's me?" Su Jinzhi was stunned.

No. 1 didn't give him any further explanation, but said: "These worlds are all fictitious and controlled by consciousness. If your consciousness fluctuates strongly enough, you can change some things in these worlds."

"According to you, if I just think that I have a split personality, can I have it?"

"Theoretically, but you can pretend." No. 1 told him, "Otherwise it's dangerous. You keep thinking that you have a split personality, and the split personality will follow you back to reality."

Su Jinzhi shut up, and obediently got up to find Jiang Lishan, but when he was rinsing his mouth in the bathroom, he saw his bandaged arm, and suddenly remembered the image in his dream that Yuanzhen's father had been stuffing chips into his arm. Li suddenly felt the urge to peel off his wrist to see if there was a chip hidden inside.

This strong thought is left over from the original body.

Su Jinzhi touched the gauze on his wrist, and immediately understood why the original body repeatedly cut his wrist.

He thinks his father hid the chip in his arm.

Su Jinzhi took a deep breath, and felt that such a scum deserved his death. No wonder the doctors and nurses in the hospital treated him so kindly even if the original body was the biggest suspect.

Tomorrow is Sunday—the hospital's group movie day, and the day Jiang Lishan promised to take him to meet Ai Shuai.

All patients can participate in the group movie activities in the hospital. The nurses discussed with other doctors for a while. They originally planned not to let Ai Shuai go because he is too noisy and dangerous, but if Ai Shuai is not allowed to go , he also wants to make a fuss, and Ai Shuai is Jiang Lishan's patient after all, the decision-making power is not in their hands.

So that night, the nurse in Ai Shuai's ward called Jiang Lishan and asked Jiang Lishan if Ai Shuai could go to a group movie.

Jiang Lishan promised Su Jinzhi to take him to see Ai Shuai, so he would not stop Ai Shuai. After hanging up the phone, he saw the young man lying next to him and staring at him eagerly. Jiang Lishan's heart skipped a beat when he met the young man's pale brown eyes. As soon as he softened, he couldn't help but leaned over and touched his face: "I'll take you to the movies tomorrow, and Ai Shuai is also here."

Su Jinzhi hugged his arm: "Will you watch it with me?" Jiang Lishan wasn't there when I watched the movie last time.

"Yes." Needless to say, Su Jinzhi, Jiang Lishan will always be by his side, because he doesn't know why the young man suddenly became interested in Ai Shuai, and a person like Ai Shuai who needs to be isolated should theoretically not be allowed to be with anyone The patient is too close.

Because he is entirely possible and capable of brainwashing another patient into a second him.

"Be careful with him." Jiang Lishan told Su Jinzhi.

Su Jinzhi only agreed to him verbally, and after responding to Jiang Lishan's goodnight kiss, he pulled up the quilt and went to sleep. Before falling asleep, he was still thinking about the words discussed with No. 1 during the day, wondering if his dream tonight would continue. Continued yesterday.

I just don't know why, he didn't dream all night, until the white light woke him up the next day, Su Jinzhi couldn't react for a moment, he just slept until dawn like this - no dream all night, a good night's sleep.

When Jiang Lishan entered the room with the sick clothes brought for the young man, he saw the young man sitting on the bed in a daze, his mind wandering. He curled his lips and walked over to change the young man's clothes.

"Doctor Jiang..." Su Jinzhi returned to his senses, raised his hand and tugged at the corner of his clothes, with doubts in his eyes.

Jiang Lishan sat down beside the bed: "What's wrong?"

"I didn't dream last night."

"Yes." Jiang Lishan patted his head, "Isn't this a good thing?"

This should indeed be a good thing. Not dreaming means not having insomnia, and he can sleep well, but if he doesn't dream, doesn't he know what's going to happen next

Su Jinzhi is sure that as long as he continues to finish his dream, he will know how Yuanchen's father died.

I don't know why, Su Jinzhi always felt a bad premonition, but he quickly comforted himself, maybe it was just that he didn't do it last night, and he will continue to do it tonight and tomorrow, so he should go to Ai Shuai to have a look first.

The rain on this day was heavier than yesterday, and it rained for several days in a row, the temperature plummeted so badly that people would get goosebumps from the cold if they wore less clothes, and they couldn't help shrinking their necks and shivering. The car had an air conditioner and didn't feel cold. Su Jinzhi felt the chill as soon as he got out of the car. He hugged his arms and rubbed them up and down. The cold rain poured into his clothes along the collar, which made him feel refreshed.

Hospital gowns are also divided into summer and winter styles, because it was cold, so Su Jinzhi changed into winter styles, but the winter style can’t resist the cold outside, because it is for patients to wear when they are active in the heated ward Yes, so when he got out of the car, Jiang Lishan put a coat on Su Jinzhi's body, which was just taken off from him, and it was still warm.

The cold air on his body was dispelled by the heat. Before Su Jinzhi could react, an umbrella was held over his head, and then some cold hands were held into the palms of his hands, and he was gently led into the ward.

If this kind of contact happened between a pair of lovers, it would be very ordinary, insignificant, and even not intimate enough. If it was just between a patient and a doctor, it would be too intimate.

"Doctor Jiang." Su Jinzhi called out to Jiang Lishan, wanting to pull his hand out.

But Jiang Lishan held his hand firmly and refused to let go, and his tone of voice was so soft that it showed two extremes with his actions: "It's okay, no one saw it."

Su Jinzhi looked around and found that there were indeed no people, probably because everyone had gone to the activity hall.

Seeing that he gave up struggling, the man smiled and leaned into his ear and said, "I said no one will read it, right? Huh?" After finishing speaking, he deliberately pulled Su Jinzhi's hand, causing him to slam into his. in the arms.

Just as Su Jinzhi held his waist and stood firm, when he raised his head, his lower lip was bitten lightly.

The hot and humid temperature lingered on the lips for a few moments and then left quickly. It became cold in the air, but Su Jinzhi's face was scorching hot.

Jiang Lishan let go of his hand after leading him to the event hall. The seats in the event hall were still arranged as before, and the people sitting in front were all ordinary patients in light blue hospital gowns. But this time when Su Jinzhi and Jiang Lishan arrived, Ai Shuai hadn't come yet, and there was only a single chair in the last row for him.

The man led him to sit down on the chair, and then brought him a cup of hot milk from nowhere.

After Su Jinzhi took the milk, he didn't rush to drink, but looked left and right, looking for where Ai Shuai's seat was, but after searching for a long time, he couldn't find any chair that was far away from the crowd. Could it be that Ai Shuai didn't come today? Watching a movie

"Doctor Jiang." Su Jinzhi immediately asked Jiang Lishan for help, "Where is Ai Shuai sitting?"

Seeing that the young man's attention was still on Ai Shuai, Jiang Lishan frowned, and said in a bad tone, "He brought his own chair."

Bring your own chair

Before Su Jinzhi understood these four words, he heard Ai Shuai's voice.

"Hi, Mr. Su, long time no see."

Ai Shuai came before Ai Shuai arrived, Su Jinzhi raised his head and saw the nurse pushing Ai Shuai, who was tightly wrapped in a mental restraint suit in a wheelchair, came over, and instantly understood what Jiang Lishan said "bring your own chair" mean.

However, Su Jinzhi almost didn't recognize Ai Shuai. If it weren't for his familiar voice and unique blue eyes and yellow teeth, Su Jinzhi might think that this is a new patient in their hospital.

Because Ai Shuai is too skinny.

His whole body was as if he had been shaved off, leaving only a thin layer of human skin wrapped around a skeleton, no worse than the self who stayed in the ward back then.

Su Jinzhi was kept in a small villa by Jiang Lishan during this period, and he was fed three meals a day according to healthy recipes. Although he still woke up from nightmares at night and couldn't sleep, it was much better than before. With some flesh, the dark circles under the eye sockets have also faded a lot, and she looks a lot healthier.

Ai Shuai who became like this formed a stark contrast with him.

Feeling the young man's surprise, Jiang Lishan lowered his head to his ear and explained softly, "He's on a hunger strike."

Su Jinzhi: "..."

He really doesn't understand Ai Shuai more and more.

Little did he know that while he was thinking of Ai Shuai like this, Ai Shuai was also thinking of him like this.

Ai Shuai's gaze flicked back and forth between him and Jiang Lishan, his brows were raised high, his lips curled into an inexplicable smile, and his dark blue eyes were deep and dark. Such eyes made people feel very uncomfortable.

Jiang Lishan met his gaze, paused for a while, seemed to think of something, his face immediately darkened, his brows were furrowed, and he looked straight back at Ai Shuai.

Ai Shuai didn't care, grinning, showing his yellow teeth to Su Jinzhi and Jiang Lishan.

Every time he showed this kind of smile, he always wanted to do something. Su Jinzhi couldn't help frowning, and he tensed his body to pay attention to Ai Shuai. He wanted to have an in-depth exchange with Ai Shuai about the experience of people with schizophrenia. But I don't want to be hurt by him again.

However, Ai Shuai was very well-behaved today. Before the movie started, he held his stomach and laughed. There is no doubt that he was still laughing at the patients sitting in front of them, who were wearing light blue hospital gowns.

"Hahahahahaha—"

"What a bunch of fools." Ai Shuai shook his head, his tone was full of contempt, he smiled, he turned around to look at the nurse in white clothes beside him, moved his eyes again, looked at Jiang Lishan and said meaningfully, "White ones too."

"Mr. Su, do you still have dreams recently?" Ai Shuai was tired from laughing, and stopped after panting for a while. Tears welled up in the corners of his eyes, but his hands were bound by the restraints, so he couldn't wipe his tears away, but he didn't care.

Su Jinzhi glanced at him and replied, "I did."

"Is it still the original dream?" Ai Shuai leaned back and curled up on the chair with a bored face. He is really thin now, and almost his whole body is sunken in the chair. He curled the corner of his mouth and muttered, "Oh, how can you not get tired?"

Su Jinzhi paused, looked at him and said, "It's not the original dream."

"Isn't it the original dream?!" Ai Shuai immediately raised his voice, and sat up straight suddenly. If his legs were not imprisoned by the restraint belt, Su Jinzhi felt that he could jump in front of him immediately.

"Jinzhi." Jiang Lishan called him in a low voice, signaling him to stop talking to Ai Shuai.

Su Jinzhi let out an "oh" and obediently closed his mouth to watch the movie.

Seeing that the young man was so obedient, Jiang Lishan felt a little better.

However, Ai Shuai, whose appetite was high, listened to Su Jinzhi's speech and then stopped talking, scratching his heart and lungs, fidgeting in the wheelchair, leaning his body in the direction of Su Jinzhi: "Mr. Su, tell me quickly." Ah, how did your dream change?"

"Ai Shuai, watch a movie quietly." Jiang Lishan frowned, interrupting Ai Shuai's words.

Ai Shuai sneered: "What's so good about this kind of movie? It's not as interesting as my dream with Mr. Su."

"Do you think so?" Ai Shuai also asked Su Jinzhi for approval, "Mr. Su?"

"My dream is not interesting, what is your dream like?" Su Jinzhi turned sideways, did not answer Ai Shuai's words, but suddenly asked such a question.

"I have many dreams." Ai Shuai glanced at Jiang Lishan proudly, then spoke softly to Su Jinzhi, "Mr. Su, which one are you referring to?"

Su Jinzhi said: "The most interesting one."

"It's not the most interesting, I'm tired of those dreams, I want to change it." Ai Shuai said, smiled at Su Jinzhi, licked his lips and said, "If it's Mr. Su, it must be very interesting. "

Ai Shuai didn't clarify whether he meant Su Jinzhi's dream was interesting, or that Su Jinzhi became the protagonist in his dream.

Seeing his smile, Su Jinzhi felt inexplicably terrified, and said to No. 1, "Does this mean he has a split personality? But I can't imitate his appearance."

"Split personalities are either depressed and withdrawn, or have weird behaviors." No. 1 said, "But there are also atypical ones."

Su Jinzhi thought for a while, and asked No. 1: "Ai Shuai said that when he was bullied by those people, his other personality would appear. He killed those people in self-defense, right?"

"Well." Number One said, "Before the personality split is completely successful, the subject personality and the object personality can perceive each other."

"That is to say, Ai Shuai will have a personality change when he is bullied and abused."

As Su Jinzhi said, he immediately stood up and walked towards Ai Shuai. His movement was so sudden that no one present had time to react. Jiang Lishan was the first to react, but when he grabbed Su Jinzhi's wrist, Su Jinzhi had already moved towards Ai Shuai. The handsome nose punched him.

Ai Shuai let out a low cry of pain, and tilted his head back. When he straightened his head, two streams of red liquid flowed out from his nostrils. He also seemed to be confused by Su Jinzhi's sudden beating on him. Yes, he was stunned for a while before looking at Su Jinzhi and blinking.

"What are you looking at?" Su Jinzhi imitated his father's curse tone and stared at Ai Shuai.

Ai Shuai's lips twitched, suddenly deflated, sucked his nose twice, burst into tears, and complained to the nurse beside him: "Woo...he hit me..."

The nurse had no expression on her face, pretending she couldn't hear or see, with a cold expression on her face.

"Help..." Seeing that the nurse ignored him, Ai Shuai began to call for help, "Woo... help..."

Su Jinzhi and No. 1 said, "He pretends to be."

Number one: "..."

"Haven't you ever thought about it, did he really have a split personality?" No. 1 couldn't help but said to Su Jinzhi.

Su Jinyi was taken aback: "But didn't you say he was faking it?"

"I just said that he might be faking it." Number One said, "You can't be sure if you have a date. Is he really split personality?"

Su Jinzhi: "..."

Su Jinzhi glanced at Ai Shuai's tightly wrapped mental restraint, and comforted himself: "It's okay, he can't defend himself now."

Jiang Lishan dragged Su Jinzhi back to sit down, looked at him, and confirmed that Su Jinzhi was not looking at him strangely, and then he was relieved a little, and he didn't care about Ai Shuai who kept crying there.

On the contrary, Su Jinzhi felt sorry for Ai Shuai when he heard Ai Shuai crying so badly.

Ai Shuai cried until the end of the movie. He cried for an entire hour, and his eyes were swollen from crying. At the end of the show, the nurse pushed Ai Shuai to leave first, but they didn't go far, Ai Shuai suddenly turned his head to look at the two of them without saying anything. After a few seconds, a strange smile appeared on the corner of his lips, he His eyes are still red, but looking at them at this moment will not make people feel pity, but only feel cold all over.

Number one said, "You are being targeted by perverts."

Su Jinzhi is still sighing: "No, I don't think I can imitate his appearance, probably the original body is really not split personality."

"He's not a split personality." No. 1 said, "He's really perverted, and he doesn't intend to pretend anymore. You are his next target."