Before the memories of the past, when Su Jinzhi saw Jiang Lishan for the first time, he only thought he was a very cold person, because he didn't like to smile very much, and there was always no expression on his stern face, just I will watch you quietly with those gray eyes that are so deep that they seem to hide the vast mountains and aurora, and finally look away gently, looking at other places, but quietly leave the shadow in your heart superior.
Because some people's eyes can speak, everything about him is written in the eyes looking towards you, expecting you to understand him.
But those eyes can only be understood by those who are familiar with them, so Su Jinzhi, who has no memory, did not understand what Jiang Lishan wanted to say to him at that time.
Just like they met for the first time.
Their love began with an online dating.
At that time, Su Jinzhi had just graduated from school and became a small assistant at the Antibody Vaccine Research Center. He had no relatives, was relatively introverted, and had few friends, let alone a romantic partner.
So when he went to the Antibody Vaccine Research Center for an interview, some of the interviewer's questions stumped him—
"Do you have a girlfriend?"
"No."
"Then do you have a boyfriend?"
"… nor."
"Then are you gay?"
To be honest, Su Jinzhi is because he can't accept the aesthetics of women with too many breasts, but although Su Jinzhi has never concealed his sexual orientation, he is still shocked by the interviewer's three combos of emotional problems. Ask the interviewer: "Teacher, does being gay have anything to do with my job?"
"Of course it does." The interviewer smiled and replied, "Because if you are not, we have to arrange an experimental group with more women for you."
Su Jinzhi didn't understand the meaning of the interviewer's words at the time. He didn't understand the meaning of this sentence until he actually stepped into the experimental group assigned to him in the laboratory.
Because of the special nature of their work, everyone must sign a non-disclosure agreement before joining the job. The agreement specifically emphasizes that it is best not to leave the experimental area for each employee if there is no special situation. Few people can endure the boring time in the laboratory, so when the laboratory recruits new employees, it always tends to recruit single employees, and then hopes that they can produce and sell themselves in the laboratory.
The people in their experimental team showed a strong interest in the newcomer Su Jinzhi at first, but later found that this young man was reserved and conservative, and lost interest in him after he was only obsessed with researching medicine.
Coincidentally, there were five people in each experimental group, and in the end Su Jinzhi became the only single person in their group, and also the only person in the experimental group in the gay area who had never been in a relationship. Everyone could keep him for two years I am amazed by the record of being single, and I can’t help gossiping in private—
"Su Jinzhi has been here for almost two years, right? I've had three boyfriends, why is he still single?" A colleague whispered to the person next to him. He just ended his life last month. I don't know how many relationships I have, "Is he a fake gay?"
"Impossible? The supervisor won't let a straight man work here." The colleague immediately denied, "Besides, he doesn't have a girlfriend."
Another colleague thought for a while and then said, "Maybe he doesn't like people on Earth."
But after saying this, everyone laughed: "If he doesn't like earthlings, can he still like aliens?"
At that time, Su Jinzhi really didn't like aliens. To be precise, he was not interested in dating at that time. It's just that when he got off work that day, he overheard this small conversation with his colleagues.
He paused at the door for a few seconds, then continued walking as if nothing had happened, until he returned to his dormitory, looking at the empty and white room, he sighed a little.
The lab’s off-duty time is around six in the evening. At this time, it’s sunset, and the warm orange sunset shines into the room through the windows, softly permeating every corner of the room. Su Jinzhi always thinks this is a very warm picture , but today, looking at the warm sunset that was no different from anything else, he felt a little lonely.
He walked to the window, put his hands on the edge of the platform, and looked up at the gradually darkening sky. At this time, there were no stars yet, but the moon was already visible.
A long time ago, human beings imagined all kinds of myths and stories, saying that other people lived on that planet, but with the development of science, people gradually discovered that there is actually no one on the moon, even in such a harsh environment. There is almost no life below.
And looking at the entire solar system, and even further away, there are very few life existences in their neighboring galaxies. Although there are many people on the earth, looking at the entire universe, they are actually very lonely.
Therefore, every person on earth must yearn to take a look at the vast universe.
Su Jinzhi is no exception.
This is the reason why he works hard to study antibody vaccines—as long as the antibody vaccines are successfully developed, they can board the starship and sail toward the deeper galaxies to learn more about the existence of life.
He remembered that when he was a child, he once rescued an alien creature with the help of his father. That was the first time Su Jinzhi came into contact with a life form from other parts of the universe, and that feeling was amazing.
Finally, when he watched the creature get on the small aircraft and leave the ground to go deep into the starry sky, Su Jinzhi wished that he also had a pair of wings, or a starship, and followed it into the vast universe—to see what is happening in the universe. Outside the earth's atmosphere, the magnificent and shocking universe.
But the lives of people on earth are very short, and it is very difficult for some people to live to a hundred years. Su Jinzhi is not sure whether he will see the birth of antibody vaccines in his lifetime, so he spends all his time on research In fact, he only hoped to speed up the emergence of vaccines. He was even ready to dedicate himself to his career and never get married. However, after hearing what his colleagues said about him today, his heart felt a little weaker. trembled.
He looked up at the few sparse stars in the sky, lowered his eyes and closed the window, and when he turned his head to look at the room where he was alone, the feeling of helplessness and loneliness surrounded him like a tide.
For the first time, Su Jinzhi didn't want to continue to go back to the laboratory to do research after dinner after work. He took a shower and lay on the soft big bed to sleep and relax, but he couldn't do it after closing his eyes. Unable to fall asleep, even the silence in his ears turned into the loudest noise, he thought it would be great if only someone could talk to him.
But no.
After his parents passed away, he had no other relatives, and the few good friends he had played with since he was a child have also married. It is inappropriate to bother them at such a time. Su Jinzhi held the optical brain and looked at the contact. The avatars that were lit up in the people column hesitated for two seconds but still did not send the text message.
Because he knew that even if he got in touch with them, what he could chat with was just a few daily greetings.
Su Jinzhi sighed again, and was about to put down the bracelet to read a book or a movie to relax, but found that the space diary he shared with his daily life had been liked several times and added a few comments.
He clicked in and saw that it was someone he didn't know, but that person almost went through his daily life, because Su Jinzhi found that he also liked a diary he posted five years ago. hours ago.
And the latest post was posted fifteen minutes ago. The person asked under a diary photo he posted yesterday: [This flower is so beautiful, what's its name? ]
The sunflowers of Su Jin Zhizhi bloomed yesterday, so he took a photo and sent it to the space. There were a few likes here and there, and that person's comment was the only one.
But why doesn't this person even know sunflowers? Su Jinzhi thought it was very strange. After clicking on that person's information, he found that this person was an intelligent creature from an extragalactic galaxy.
Su Jinzhi didn't have anyone to talk to at the moment, so he quickly typed and sent this message after seeing it: [This kind of flower is called sunflower. ]
After sending, Su Jinzhi kept staring at the screen, wondering if that person would ask other questions.