Regarding love, there is a saying that everyone's soul is born imperfect, there is a gap in the heart, and one day, you will eventually meet the soul that fits closely with the gap, and he will Fills in what is missing in your soul and makes you whole.
And when he appears, your soul can feel the strong resonance from him, just like the gravitational energy that fills the entire universe, which never fades away, pulling your soul towards him.
Before that, Su Jinzhi sneered at this statement, he felt that love was not as attractive to him as the vast and mysterious universe of stars. But when the person from another galaxy arrived, he felt that the gravitational force that belonged to him had finally appeared, breaking him from the original trajectory, and taking him to another star track that could not be seen for the time being. .
He began to look forward to the good morning and good night from that person every day, and would like to share with him any happy or sad things he encountered. Su Jinzhi knew that his thoughts were gradually becoming dangerous, because this is not a "tour guide" that should treat "travelers" Have a mentality.
The passenger was finally leaving one day, and Su Jinzhi didn't want to be the one to see him off.
But that man's voice, every word he said is like an addictive poison. Su Jinzhiming knows that it will slowly corrode his life and occupy all the emotional space in his life, but he still looks forward to it. Drink the fishy-sweet liquid.
Su Jinzhi has always been the most outstanding employee in the antibody vaccine laboratory, because he always contributes all his rest time to research vaccines. Although he is still one of the best employees in the laboratory, his colleagues who are familiar with him have discovered that something is wrong with him—he is still studying vaccines very seriously, but he doesn’t know how to rest like before. Just like the employees who are in love, they disappear after work, and leave in a hurry as if they were rushing to go on a date with their lover.
But no matter who asked him if he was in a relationship, his answer was "no".
However, no one believed his answer: "Did you really not lie to us? If you are not in a relationship, why can't you be found when you get off work?" A colleague looked at Su Jinzhi who was hurriedly packing up the materials and preparing to leave asked.
After hearing his words, Su Jinzhi paused for a while, but he didn't stop. He said, "Of course I'm going back to the dormitory to rest."
"We know you are going back to the dormitory to rest." A colleague came over and pointed at the corner of his mouth and said, "Although it is indeed fun to get off work, I only show your smile like this when I go to see my boyfriend. Be honest Now, who did you hang out with?"
"Really not." Su Jinzhi sighed helplessly, knowing that if he didn't say anything today, his colleagues probably wouldn't let him go. He lowered his eyes and was silent for a few seconds before he said in a low voice: "At most, I have a crush on him...we are not together."
"Secret love?!" The colleague exclaimed, it seems unbelievable to him that there is still a secret love in this age, "Why don't you confess? The director didn't let us fall in love, as long as you remember the confidentiality agreement requirements are sufficient.”
"I know." Su Jinzhi still lowered his head, "But it's useless to confess, we... will break up sooner or later."
The colleague looked at him speechlessly: "You think of breaking up before we are together. If you break up, just change someone. Now you have to enjoy yourself in time."
Su Jinzhi shook his head, looked up at the setting sun, the beautiful orange light came from the sun 150 million kilometers away, but it took 8 minutes and 20 seconds for the light to reach the earth from the sun, that is to say, people see It will always be the sunshine before 8 minutes and 20 seconds.
These warm rays of light accompany him to grow up, but they are so far away from him, and have a long distance from him.
What about Jiang Lishan
The diameter of the entire Milky Way is about 100,000 light-years, and it takes a full 100,000 years for light to travel from one end of the Milky Way to the other, and even if he takes a light-speed vehicle, it will take 40 years to reach the gravitational edge of the solar system. That was almost half of his life, and how many years did it take for Jiang Lishan, who came from another galaxy, to reach the earth from that distant galaxy
His life is so long, and the time related to him may only occupy an extremely small corner in Jiang Lishan's life, just like a grain of floating and sinking against the entire universe, insignificant and insignificant.
And the problems they face are not limited to life.
Su Jinzhi raised the corners of his lips and smiled, telling his colleagues: "We can't be together, he is an alien."
The colleague was stunned for a few seconds before he said, "I see, that's really troublesome."
The earth has joined the Galactic Alliance of Wisdom and Civilizations for a while, and many extraterrestrial creatures have come to visit the earth from a distant planet in the galaxy, but there are very few earthlings who have left the solar system to go to other planets.
One is because of the fragile body structure of human beings and the short life span that is not enough to survive the journey time.
The second is that they do not have any antibodies to defend against alien germs in their bodies. Once they leave the protective clothing and come into contact with any alien life, they will die of allergies and infections.
Under such circumstances, people on earth, not to mention falling in love with aliens, they can't even hug at close range.
"It's not good for you to say that you like someone, but you just like one..." The colleague looked at Su Jinzhi with complicated eyes, and finally patted him on the shoulder to express comfort.
But he thought that this was the first time Su Jinzhi showed a gesture of love, so he said: "But I think it's okay, you can be Plato, and engage in spiritual love."
Su Jinzhi was a little surprised when he heard the words, he smiled and shook his head and said, "What are you kidding?"
"You should think broadly, don't think with your lower body, and don't be so narrow." Colleagues persuaded Su Jinzhi seriously, "You have to know that homosexuality was a heresy that was burned to death thousands of years ago, but look at it. Now, the executives are trying to hire more gays because there are too few women in science and engineering.”
Su Jinzhi: "..."
Su Jinzhi couldn't refute his colleague's words at all, and he was a little dumbfounded. He hesitated for a while, and said, "Let's forget it, what if it's just my wishful thinking? He just came to the earth to travel, so let him take a good look at it on the earth." Just look at the scenery."
The colleague curled his lips and said: "I remember you said that he came from an extragalactic galaxy? He came to the earth so far just to see the scenery? Didn't you doubt it?"
Su Jinzhi also found it strange, but he couldn't think of any good explanation, and said with a smile, "Otherwise? He couldn't possibly have seen me a long time ago, so come to Earth to find me?"
"Maybe that's the case? You can think what you want, but I think Plato is quite romantic, maybe you can try it." The colleague waved to Su Jinzhi and left the office before him.
Su Jinzhi packed his things, but he didn't leave immediately. He looked up again at the orange sun, which was not too dazzling. The light from 8 minutes and 20 seconds ago was so warm. Although it was far away from him, it is indispensable.
On this day, Su Jinzhi made his steps back to the dormitory very slowly, stepping on his own shadow elongated by the setting sun and swaying slowly back to the room. He thought a lot and for a long time, but the center was surrounded by the same person.
After he returned to the room, he didn't open the wristband to contact Jiang Lishan immediately, but took a shower alone as before, walked to the window and watched the sunset, but the scene that gave him warmth and light before, at this moment, all he could give him was Endless loneliness.
Because someone replaced the orange star and became the direction from the night to the dawn.
Su Jinzhi closed his eyes and listened to the silent wind, but the bracelet on his wrist shook at this moment. He didn't open his eyes immediately, but his fingers touched the bracelet involuntarily.
He touched the bracelet back and forth, not daring to click on it, but in the end he accidentally clicked on the text message sent by the man, and he really didn't need to open his eyes, because the man sent him a voice message—
"Have you arrived at the dormitory? You haven't spoken to me for 4 hours, 36 minutes and 21 seconds. Are you working overtime?"
The man's gentle and deep voice sounded in the empty room. Su Jinzhi heard his voice. The city wall that had just been built before suddenly collapsed. He lay back on the bed holding the bracelet, pulled the quilt over his head, and put himself and the bracelet together In such a small space, it seems that by doing this, he can deceive himself that he and the man are actually very close.
He replied: [Yes, I just came back from overtime. ]
The man replied in seconds: [Then are you tired today? My sunflower plant has seeded, there are many, I want to give you some, can you take it? ]
[Not tired, my job is very easy, you planted that sunflower yourself, right? If you send it over like this, I can't eat it. ]
The sunflower was planted by a man himself, so the sunflower must be carrying microbes from aliens. If he comes into contact with those microbes, he may die.
The man didn't reply immediately this time, and it's likely that he also realized the fact that they couldn't get in touch.
Su Jinzhi quickly changed the subject: [Ashan... where is your home planet? ]
[In another galaxy, that galaxy is a little farther away from the Milky Way. ]
Su Jinzhi's finger stayed on the light screen for a long time, and finally he chose to ask the question by voice: "Then why did you come to Earth?"
Hearing his voice, the man also started chatting with him by voice—
"Have you ever heard a saying?"
Su Jinzhi asked him, "What do you say?"
"Everything we do now is the projection of a distant planet, just like the light we see now is the light of eight minutes ago, so the you in front of me is a microsecond, the you before a flick of a finger, and what I see is the past You, what you see is me in the past. What we have experienced is what the distant planet experienced many years ago."
The man's voice was low and deep, echoing in Su Jinzhi's ears, so close yet so far away, as if it came from tens of thousands of light-years away.
"We have seen each other for a long time, the universe is infinite, and the reason why I came here across such a long distance is because I have been waiting for the moment to meet you again."
"Now we've met again, so stay with me and I'll love you like I did a long time ago and always will."
Su Jinzhi held the bracelet and curled up under the quilt. Because the voice was playing, the bracelet gave off a faint blue light in the dark, like a bright star in the vast universe, pulling countless tiny dust particles towards it with its huge gravitational force. it's close.
Jiang Lishan was that star, and he was just a speck of dust, so he couldn't get rid of his gravity and could only fall towards him. Until the day when all the fuel of the star is exhausted and collapses into a black hole, it cannot be separated from him. He will land on his accretion disk, be sucked into the event horizon by the gravitational force that even light cannot escape, and finally merge with him tightly into a singularity .