Su Jinzhi felt that the world was poisonous.
Since he came to this world, he has not been awake for more than 6 hours. He is either sleeping or dreaming every day, or has a headache and is unconscious. He is still a disabled person who cannot move.
Fortunately, this time the coma was not too long, and Su Jinzhi woke up the next morning. The air in the morning is very clean, with moist water vapor, although he can't see it, he can smell it.
The slightly cool air penetrated into the internal organs with his breath, making him feel refreshed, but soon Su Jinzhi suddenly realized in horror that the sheet under his buttocks seemed to be colder than the air
This discovery instantly dissipated his remaining drowsiness.
However, after waking up, before Su Jinzhi could open his eyes, he felt that someone lifted his quilt, touched his waist twice, and made two "tears and tearing" sounds, and took away something that Su Jinzhi didn't dare to think about carefully. Yes, and then squeezed a warm hot towel for him... Wiping his ass
Su Jinzhi had a lot of wounds on his body and needed to change the medicine frequently, so he was naked all the time, except for a soft white quilt as a cover-up, there was nothing on his body - he didn't even have to wear underwear.
He had been in a coma some time ago, and most of the time he woke up was in the afternoon, so he didn't think about how he solved his physical problems at all. Now it's good, he would rather he never knew.
This world is really toxic.
The person who was holding the hot towel to wipe his buttocks finished wiping his buttocks, then moved his hands to the front. He wiped very carefully, not missing an inch of the corner, but Su Jinzhi had never had such intimate and naked contact with anyone other than his beloved, so when that person raised his good right leg to wipe more carefully, Su Jinzhi Subconsciously twisted her buttocks, trying to avoid his touch.
However, the man just paused and continued to wipe him.
Su Jinzhi didn't know if it was his delusion, he just felt that the palm of the man on his leg was hotter than the hot towel, and his face was also burned, scalding hot.
After doing all this, the man changed the towel again, wiped his whole body in the same way, and then covered him with a quilt. Only then did Su Jinzhi heave a sigh of relief. Fortunately, he didn't wear such shameful things for him, otherwise he would have to find a way to resist even if he couldn't speak.
"Good morning, Master Host." Zero's sweet voice suddenly appeared, "Zero is back, do you miss Zero?"
"I think, I miss you to death!" Without comparison, there is no harm. Su Jinzhi is now very eager for the existence of number zero in every world, "I can't see anything now, and I can't speak yet."
Zero also felt sorry for him: "Oh... the host is so pitiful..."
Su Jinzhi immediately said again: "So I want to do the task quickly. Doing the task will make you recover quickly, right?" He can also meet his dear soon.
"Yes~"
"But now I have never seen a second rescue target except my brother..." Su Jinzhi sighed softly, "When will the other rescue targets appear? Do you have to wait until I am discharged from the hospital?"
"Huh? But the main goal of saving has already appeared."
"Really? When did it happen?"
"Just yesterday." Zero replied obediently, "It was in your ward."
After Su Jinzhi heard No. 0's answer, his heart beat fast. The only ones who appeared in his ward yesterday were Yu Xia and Su Changdong. If Su Changdong wasn't, then it could only be Yu Xia. No wonder his voice resembles him so much. …
But didn't No. 0 tell him before that the name of the rescue target was Xie Shu? Does Yu Xia have another name
"Huh? Master host, are you bedwetting?" Su Jinzhi was still thinking about this matter, suddenly it seemed that No. 0 had discovered something terrible, and the conversation changed and he exclaimed, "Oh my God ! Master host, you actually wet the bed!"
Su Jinzhi: "..." He took back what he said just now, number one still has the advantage of being number one, and now he finally knows why number one wants to reinstall the program for number zero.
"Susu woke up." Just when Su Jinzhi had nothing to say, Su Changdong rushed over immediately after learning that his younger brother had woken up. After Xie Shu came over yesterday, he didn't continue to sleep in the ward, but left Xie Shu with the bed.
Su Changdong walked to the bedside and inspected the young man from beginning to end, intending to see how Xie Shu was doing.
So Su Jinzhi felt that his quilt had been lifted again.
Su Changdong looked at his younger brother's bare buttocks, "Huh?" and asked in question, "Why didn't you wear a diaper? Xie Shu, come and put it on for him—"
Xie Shu
The person who wiped his ass just now was Xie Shu
Su Jinzhi opened his eyes wide and was a little dazed for a moment, not even paying attention to what Su Changdong said in the last sentence—Yu Xia doesn't have a second name, he's not Xie Shu, so what's the matter with his voice
"Mr. Su, Brother Ling seems..." Xie Shu paused, "I don't want to wear it."
The man's voice was low and deep, and because he didn't speak often, it was a little hoarse, but it was like a thunderbolt blasting into Su Jinzhi's ears—why his voice was exactly the same as Yu Xia's
No, it seems to be a little different. Compared with him, Yu Xia's voice is younger and jerky... and more similar.
Su Jinzhi had never encountered such a situation before, and he couldn't see anything. Now his mind was in chaos, and his eyes opened wider, staring straight ahead.
In Xie Shu's eyes, the young man's appearance made him even less willing to force the young man.
"Wear it!" But Su Changdong disagreed, he frowned and shouted, "It's just for him to get used to! Don't get used to him anymore, you listen to me and don't listen to him! Don't wear diapers and wait until he wets the bed How do you change his bed sheets?"
"There is a urinal." Xie Shu pointed to the small white basin under the bed.
Su Changdong still disagreed: "Susu's throat is hurt, he can't speak yet, he's not easy to call people. Come on, help me, I'll dress him with you..."
Hearing this, Su Jinzhi finally came to his senses, and when he heard Su Changdong forced him to wear diapers, he immediately frowned and struggled, humming.
Xie Shu sighed, went to the bed and covered the young man with the quilt that Su Changdong had lifted, and tucked the corners of the quilt tightly to prevent the morning damp and cold wind from blowing in. He persuaded Su Changdong: "Mr. If you are willing to wear it, I will stay by the bed all the time, and I will not let Mr. Su pee on the bed."
Su Changdong was silent for a while, then raised his fingers and tapped lightly on Su Jin's forehead: "It's just for you to get used to, wait and see how I deal with you when you recover."
Seeing that he had avoided the bad luck of wearing diapers, Su Jinzhi relaxed and lay limp on the bed, feeling that all the strength in his body was gone. His body is really extremely tattered, worse than Jun Changle's body in the second world, and he was so tired that he broke out in cold sweat just after struggling a few times.
Su Changdong saw his younger brother's face as white as the bed sheet under him, and immediately began to feel distressed again. The threatening aura just now was gone, and he spoke in Su Jinzhi's ear like a mother: "Brother is going back to work in the company, Xie Shu It is the nurse that brother found for you, the person who takes care of you in the hospital. He will always be with you, and you can go to him for anything. Your original mobile phone is broken, and brother bought you a new one. There are a lot of songs and audio novels, you can listen to them when you are bored..." As he said, Su Changdong stuffed a hard cube into Su Jinzhi's hand.
"You will be discharged from the hospital in two weeks, and then my brother will take you home. Your throat and eyes... will be fine when you get home." Then he sighed softly again, and the sigh was very loud. It was almost inaudible, and the brisk tone of his speech afterwards even made Su Jinzhi suspect that he had heard it wrong, but in fact Su Changdong didn't sigh at all.
"Brother has gone to work, and I will come back to see you at night and bring you something delicious." Su Changdong smiled.
Su Jinzhi silently grasped the mobile phone that Su Changdong stuffed into his hand. The mobile phone was not too big, and it was probably for taking care of him. The fuselage was not cold, and it was warm. Su Changdong must have prepared it long ago. Put it in your pocket.
Su Jinzhi was suddenly at a loss.
This was the first time in all the worlds that he felt the care of his loved ones. In his memory, apart from his parents, he has no other relatives, but now, he suddenly has an older brother who is connected by his blood.
— Even if he only exists in this world.
Su Jinzhi has been wondering about a question before, that is, he should be dead, but why does he still have consciousness? Can perceive light and heat, can perceive breath, can perceive pain, can clearly perceive his own existence, as if he is still alive.
He has heard many sayings about where people will go after death. Some people say that they will enter the reincarnation hall, drink Mengpo soup and reincarnate to start a new life; To heaven or to hell...
There are so many speculations about people's death, but none of them is similar to his experience.
Both No. 1 and No. 0 mentioned the world he lived in before he died. According to them, the time in that world is also passing by, so the worlds he survived and died in are real, or are they real? fabricated? What role does he play in it
And every world will appear, who is the person with whom he has an inseparable bond
Su Jinzhi closed his eyes tiredly, feeling that these things were ensnaring him one after another. After he got out of this mystery, he turned around and stepped into another circle.
Just as he was having a headache, a familiar scent of flowers floated in through the open window and brushed his nose.
"Number Zero, are there sunflowers planted outside this hospital?" Su Jinzhi immediately opened his eyes.
"No." Zero answered him sweetly, "Why does the host think so?"
Su Jinzhi murmured: "But I clearly smelled it..."
He was sure that he had indeed smelled the scent of sunflowers a moment ago, and he would never forget that scent for the rest of his life, but after taking a few deep breaths, what filled his nose was the smell of hospital disinfectant, and there was no trace of the scent of sunflowers .
However, if Su Jinzhi could see things at this moment, he would definitely see a sunflower garden suddenly growing on the originally green lawn outside his ward, which did not belong to this season and place. Doctors and nurses in the hospital came and went. , turning a blind eye to these flowers, as if it hadn't appeared at all.
"There are really no sunflowers outside." No. 0 repeatedly emphasized this in Su Jinzhi's ear, "How could flowers be planted outside the hospital? This is not that Xigang, and the protection conditions are not so good."
"That's right." Su Jinzhi felt that he was really thinking too much. Indeed, as No. 0 said, the technology in this world is not as advanced as that of the star calendar of 3500 years, and it is impossible to plant flowers outside the hospital. Is there something wrong in this world? Or is it because of a drug problem, why am I so lethargic?"
Although he hadn't experienced a car accident before, he had lived in the Xigang Hospital for five years, so he could naturally find that the frequency of his sleep in this world was too abnormal.
Su Jinzhi didn't know that the moment he changed the topic, the sunflowers outside the hospital disappeared without a trace, like a grand mirage.
Zero told him: "Master Host, you suffer from Klein-Levin Syndrome in this world, that is, Sleeping Beauty Syndrome."
"Sleeping Beauty?" Su Jinzhi was surprised. He had heard of this disease. It was a rare abnormality of the nervous system. Even in the 3500 year star calendar, there was little possibility of being cured.
And those who fell asleep, if relatives are reluctant to let their children or loved ones die, they will find someone to freeze their bodies and let them fall into a permanent deep sleep, until one day technology can cure this disease and then wake them up.
When Su Jinzhi knew that he had systemic organ failure, he planned to freeze himself at first. But the person in charge of Sleeping Freezing rejected his request. What did he say... He said that the cells in his body were too damaged to support the sequelae of cell damage caused by the freezing process, and that he was suffering from organ failure. The nutrient solution in the blood can't keep his organs running at all, and he will die in a deep sleep.
So Su Jinzhi had no choice but to go to Naxigang for treatment.
In fact, Su Jinzhi had already prepared for this result. If systemic organ failure could also gain a chance of life through freezing sleep, it would not be called the only terminal illness in the interstellar world.
However, Su Jinzhi was still a little curious: "I didn't expect that I got this kind of disease. It's really strange. Can this world's technological level cure it?"
Zero said: "It's up to you, Master Host."
"How can I look at myself?" Su Jinzhi asked it back, "My illness will only get worse, and it won't get better."
"Why is it getting more and more serious?" Zero's voice was soft.
"Because—" Su Jinzhi's words just started, but he swallowed them back, "Anyway, I'm going to die."
"Alas... But Master Host, you obviously don't have to die..." Zero sighed, his voice seemed to be persuading the rebellious child who had run away from home to go home, soft and light, "This world is terrible, if Master Host You fell ill and fell into a coma and couldn't wake up, but you will always sleep in the dark in this world until you die... "
Su Jinzhi felt a little creepy for a while when he heard No. 0's words.
Yes, the way to die with Klein-Levin syndrome is to sleep all the time. He doesn’t know whether other people will dream after falling asleep, whether the dreams will have colors and scenes, but as far as he is concerned, he sleeps Even if you can dream afterward, it is still in darkness.
And he didn't know when he would fall into this endless sleep, but at that time, he couldn't even commit suicide, unless someone killed him himself, otherwise he might really have to sleep for dozens years to die.
Having to stay alone in the darkness of silence and emptiness for decades, Su Jinzhi wondered if he would go crazy before going to the next world.
"Oh, the main goal of saving is coming!" Number Zero's voice suddenly became lighter, "Master Host, do the task well, come on!"
As soon as No. 0 finished speaking, there was a "click" from the doorknob of the ward—Su Changdong called Xie Shu out when he left.
Su Jinzhi's eyes were open, and when he heard the sound, he turned towards the door.
After Xie Shu entered the room, he immediately met the young man's eyes. They were a pair of very beautiful eyes. The eyeballs were light brown, like clear and precious gemstones, but they had no expression, empty and indifferent, as if there was nothing Things can be reflected in his eyes.
"It's best not to say anything in front of my brother during this time... because your voice is very similar to his... ex-boyfriend. They just broke up, and I don't want your voice to bring back memories and make him think about getting back together …”
Su Changdong's words before he left seemed to echo in Xie Shu's ears. He, who had been silent before, even lowered his footsteps, quietly walked to the chair beside the young man's bed and sat down.
He looked at the young man's delicate and fair cheeks, at his slender and beautiful neck that was exposed outside the quilt, but what he thought of was the body and private parts that he had touched with his own hands in the morning hidden under the quilt... This man is simply It's as beautiful and exquisite as the best treasures God made.
There was a blank jade-colored vase next to the hospital bed. There were no flowers in the vase, but the shiny body of the vase could reflect the figures of others. Xie Shu glanced at his hideous and frightening face reflected on the vase from the corner of his eye, and suddenly lowered his head as if he had been scalded, staring at the white tiles in a daze.
However, the floor tiles can also clearly reflect his appearance, he has nowhere to hide, so Xie Shu can only close his eyes, put his hands on his forehead and pant heavily - he used to be a soldier, and soldiers cannot bow their heads, but Since when did he dare not raise his head in front of others
The sound of the chair being dragged sounded, and Su Jinzhi knew where Xie Shu had gone. He was still looking forward to Xie Shu talking to him a few more words, but he didn't expect Xie Shu to sit down beside his bed and there was no more sound .
If Su Jinzhi could still hear his breathing, he would have thought he was the only one in this ward.
However, Su Jinzhi didn't dare to get close to Xie Shu rashly, and he was not sure who Xie Shu or Yu Xia was his dearest—their voices were the same, and he couldn't see anything. Although No. 0 said that the face of the general target of salvation has changed in this world, and his appearance may no longer be of any discernible significance, Su Jinzhi still needs to spend some time to determine who his family's darling is.
He can't be sure that the overall goal of rescue has always been his dear, what if it is someone else who has nothing to do with it? Don't make sure, what should he do if he admits the wrong person
But Yu Xia hasn't appeared since he left yesterday, and Xie Shu didn't even make a sound in the room. He's a blind and dumb person lying on the bed, how can he tell the real from the fake? !
However, Su Jinzhi is currently inclined to think that Xie Shu is his family's dear, because Xie Shu helped him get rid of the fate of wearing diapers, and Yu Xia was very cruel to him yesterday.
Su Jinzhi firmly believed that his darling would not be so cruel to him. If he was finally sure that Yu Xia was really his darling...then he wouldn't be in love in this world, and he should just do missions and enjoy life with a pure heart.
If his darling is Xie Shu...
What did Su Changdong say to him before he left, Xie Shu was his nurse? This is the first time for him to play this kind of Play! It's exciting just thinking about it!
Su Jinzhi started to move around, but at this moment he heard Xie Shu's sudden heavy breathing—Is he not feeling well
"Woo..." Su Jinzhi tried his best to let out a little breath, and stretched out his left hand from under the quilt to touch Xie Shuzai's direction.
Xie Shu adjusted his mood immediately after hearing the movement on the bed, raised his head and looked in the direction of the young man, he hesitated for a while, then took the hand that the young man extended towards him, and stuffed it into the quilt again inside.
He thought for a while, tried to compress the words and sentences to the minimum, and asked the young man: "Mr. Su, do you want to go to the bathroom?"
Zero suddenly appeared: "Huh? Is the host about to be peed? Wow... it seems very fun!"
Su Jinzhi: "..." Well, he is sure, Xie Shu is not uncomfortable.
"If yes, just blink." Xie Shu said to him again.
Su Jinzhi stared without blinking.
Xie Shu tucked him in the quilt again, wrapping him tighter: "Hungry?"
Su Jinzhi still didn't blink.
I care about you.
But Su Jinzhi had no way to express this meaning at all. In order to prevent Xie Shu from continuing to ask, Su Jinzhi grabbed the mobile phone that Su Changdong had given him before he left, stretched out the quilt and held it in midair.
Xie Shu took the phone: "Want to listen to music?"
The young man on the bed finally blinked.
Xie Shu looked at his blank and expressionless face, and for some reason couldn't help but curled his lips into a smile, opened the music list, and clicked on "Hair Like Snow".
The music leaked out of the sound hole, and when he sang the line "I use no regrets to engrave a monument of loving you forever", Su Jinzhi couldn't help but get red eyes.
is it you
It's you.
As long as I open my eyes, we will meet again.