In this way, Su Jinzhi and Xie Shu began to live together even though they were not together.
Xie Shu's life is extremely regular, with fixed times for going to bed at night and waking up in the morning, but because Su Jinzhi is taking medicine to recuperate his injuries, most of the time he wakes up at noon.
As soon as he opened his eyes, Xie Shu would squeeze a wet and hot towel to wipe his face, wipe his body after wiping his face, and then help him sit up and feed him water and porridge, leaving no chance for Su Jinzhi to talk to him .
"Congee..." The young man on the bed frowned, turning his face slightly to avoid the spoon.
Listening to his hoarse whisper, Xie Shu's heart trembled, and he bent down and subconsciously approached the young man: "What's wrong?"
Su Jinzhi felt that he couldn't keep silent like this anymore. Even if he didn't fall in love with Xie Shu, there was still a task to save Xie Shu. He had to know something about Xie Shu before he knew how to save Xie Shu.
But Xie Shu always refused to talk to him, so Su Jinzhi began to make a fuss about the porridge against his conscience: "It's not good..."
"The porridge is not good?" Hearing what the young man said, Xie Shu subconsciously picked up the spoon and took a sip of the porridge in the bowl.
This porridge was cooked by a nutritionist hired by Su Changdong. It has both meat and vegetables. The rice and meat are cooked to a pulp. The green vegetable leaves are refreshing and not sticky. It is said to be an extremely delicious bowl, and Xie Shu took a sip himself. I didn't feel anything was wrong. However, Xie Shu quickly realized that the spoon he just drank the porridge was used by the young man. The spoon had once entered the young man's warm and wet mouth, touched his stinging tongue, and perhaps still carried the young man's... Just thinking about it, Xie Shu felt hot all over, and his blood seemed to be boiling.
He looked down at the young man, perhaps because of the porridge, the young man's lips were wet and bright, like ripe cherry fruits waiting to be picked and kissed, and after holding it, he gnawed and kissed carefully. lick.
Startled by the idea of being too naked, Xie Shu took a deep breath and quickly looked away.
"What's wrong with the porridge? Is it hot?" Xie Shu's voice was a little hoarse, but Su Jinzhi didn't notice it at all.
Su Jinzhi couldn't see anything. He didn't know what Xie Shu did to the spoon he had eaten after hearing his words, and he didn't know that Xie Shu had made up so many things out of thin air. He was still guilty, thinking about what to look for An excuse to be picky in such a delicious bowl of porridge.
"Salty..." Su Jinzhi finally found a reason that seemed unreliable, but he couldn't find a reason, "I want to eat...sweet..."
"Is there any salt in the pot? I'll bring you a bowl with sugar." Xie Shu was relieved when he heard that, and immediately went downstairs with the porridge to replace Su Jinzhi with new porridge.
Su Jinzhi who was left alone in the room: "..."
Sick people actually prefer to drink salty porridge, but the nutritionist was afraid that he might not be sure about the young master's taste, so he boiled a pot of porridge without seasoning, so that the young master could choose the taste.
Xie Shu took the porridge bowl that the nutritionist handed him. On the way upstairs, for some reason, he picked up the spoon and took a sip of the porridge himself. The porridge was sweet, but not too greasy. Waxy lips.
With the secret and humble thoughts in his heart, Xie Shu returned to the room, blew cold the porridge in the spoon, gently touched the boy's lips, and told him in a hoarse voice: "Sweet."
The young man opened his lips obediently, and took the spoon into his mouth. Xie Shu stared at him blankly, watching how the young man licked away the porridge on it with his tongue and lips, and also licked away the traces he left on it, as if he into his body.
Today's weather is very good, the bright sunshine rushes into the house from the window, even floating in the air is like a layer of dazzling gold powder, Xie Shu stood in the shadow by the wall in a daze, thinking that he might be hit He got poisoned and became addicted to a poison called "Su Jinzhi".
"... Is it delicious?" Xie Shu looked down at the young man's brown eyes, his voice became deeper and hoarse, but he didn't notice anything.
Su Jinzhi was full of guilty conscience, afraid that Xie Shu would leave him alone again, how could he dare to find out the fault of this innocent bowl of porridge, nodded and gave a soft "hmm".
Both of them were hiding something in their hearts, one was guilty and the other was at a loss, so when the bowl of porridge was finished, no one in the room spoke.
Su Jinzhi listened to his silence, knowing that he had just drank a bowl of sweet porridge, but felt as if he drank a bowl of coptis juice, bitter from his throat to the bottom of his heart. No matter which world he is in, his dear ones will be tired of being by his side, cuddling closer to him, which is so strange and indifferent like this world. No. 1 told him before that he would never remember him, and he had scoffed at it before, saying that they would fall in love again, but now the situation is simply a slap in the face!
Could it be that in this world, his dear already has other objects
Su Jinzhi was shocked by his own idea. He quickly hypnotized himself. This should be impossible. If Xie Shu already has a partner, it is impossible not to make a phone call for so many days. He talks to Xie Shu every day. We are together, and I haven't seen him calling or anything... But it may be texting!
"Thank... Shu, Xie Shu..." Su Jinzhi hurriedly called Xie Shu.
"What's wrong?"
Hearing Xie Shu's voice answering him, Su Jinzhi raised his hand to touch the source of the sound, but he didn't know where he touched it. The man immediately took a few steps back and left the distance he could reach.
"Today... how's the weather...?" Su Jinzhi was very aggrieved, but still wanted to talk to Xie Shu. If Xie Shu didn't take the initiative, he would have to take the initiative.
As soon as Xie Shu heard Su Jinzhi call him, he immediately walked to the bed, but he didn't expect that the young man raised his hand to touch him, and even touched him... Xie Shu was very embarrassed, but he looked at the young man a little confused after stepping back for a while Xie Shu breathed a sigh of relief and tried to make his voice softer: "The weather is fine today, the sun is shining brightly." Nuan, do you want to go out for a walk? I can push you out."
"Yeah!" Su Jinzhi nodded when he heard that Xie Shu was going to take him out for a walk, and couldn't help but pursed his lips and laughed secretly.
Xie Shu put the wheelchair away downstairs, and when he went upstairs to pick up Su Jinzhi, he happened to see the young man smiling. That smile seemed like a ray of light, shooting straight into his heart, instantly dispelling the darkness in his heart, and at the same time Drag him into a deeper abyss.
For the first time in his life, Xie Shu began to shake his belief in life. Whether it was his family education or the military education he had received all along, he was taught to be an upright person and to do things worthy of his heart. The prison life and the cold stare he suffered after the disfigurement did not completely wipe out the hope in his heart. Although many times he was at a loss as to whether the decision he made was correct, but he never regretted it.
Working as a nurse for the young master of the Su family was the first job he received after he was released from prison. He wanted to do it with all his heart, but now, he was a little hesitant.
Because he's in love with someone and wants to do something mean.
Su Changdong's conversation with the doctor did not avoid him, even for the youth's better recovery, Su Changdong also told him many things about the youth. He knew that the youth had a boyfriend before, and his voice resembled that person...
The young man was blind and lost his memory. Apart from his elder brother, the only person he could rely on and rely on was himself.
This is a fantastic opportunity.
The young man was able to be with men before, which is enough to prove that he is not heterosexual, and even he probably only likes men, and the young man can't see anything, so naturally he doesn't care about his ugly face.
He can let the young man get used to his life first, and then he can't do without his care, and fall in love with him little by little... Even if the young man's eyes are healed, and he wants to break up after knowing his despicable inner nature , then he can also have a good memory...
Xie Shu was suffering a lot in his heart. The darkness slowly grew and grew in his heart, bit by bit eating away at his remaining sanity. He closed his eyes, and finally heaved a deep sigh.
No, he can't do that.
If he really liked youth, he shouldn't have done such a thing.
Just take good care of him.
Seeing that he recovered from his illness, he would be happy too, right? Xie Shu thought in a daze.
"... Xie Shu?" Hearing Xie Shu's sigh, Su Jinzhi turned his head to look at the source of his voice.
Xie Shu lowered his eyes, not daring to look directly at the young man's brown pupils: "...I'll carry you down."
I can be hugged again!
Su Jinzhi tried his best to make his expression less turbulent, and waited obediently on the bed in a sitting posture, but the raised arms had completely exposed his expectation.
Xie Shu looked at the young man's defenseless appearance towards him, and felt that his heart was being squeezed hard. The humble thought that had just been suppressed had a tendency to be revived again. He almost held his breath and walked in front of the young man. First, she hugged his waist gently, and finally hugged his legs, and lifted him up from the bed steadily.
The young man's body is very light, not soft at all, it is full of bones, it is very pleasant to hold in his arms, but Xie Shu feels like he is hugging the most precious gem, wishing that his heartbeat should be more solemn, but why? The young man still held his neck tightly with his hands, pressed his face against his neck and exhaled in small mouthfuls, disturbing his breathing.
Su Jinzhi was held in Xie Shu's arms, and walked downstairs steadily. He put his face on Xie Shu's neck, and after a while, he rubbed against his chest. He listened to the man's steady and powerful heartbeat. A sound came from the place where the two of them were in contact. Although he hadn't been exposed to the warm sunshine that Xie Shu said, he already felt warm from being ironed. Even if it was a cloudy day today, he still felt very warm.
Because Xie Shu is his little sun.
This sun could hold him in his arms and warm him without burning him.
The weather is really good today, maybe tomorrow will be sunny too.