"What do you want to see?"
Xie Shu held the remote control and opened his mouth, switching from station to station at will, colorful pictures flashed before his eyes one after another, but his mind was not on it at all, but concentrated all his attention on waiting for the young man's answer .
If Su Jinzhi had a choice, he would definitely choose to watch Xie Shu, just like the answer to this question is as simple and clear as I want to watch you.
But Su Jinzhi had no other choice, and his answer could not be these simple four words.
"It's all okay..." Su Jinzhi finally answered him like this.
Hearing what he said, Xie Shu tuned two more channels.
The volume of the TV is not low, the dialogue of the actors can be heard clearly, all the lights in the living room are on, the warm beige light is like solid sunlight, illuminating the whole living room very warmly, but Xie Shu feels a kind of embarrassment Silence surrounded him and the youth.
This is not normal, the young man is his employer, no one will blush when facing his employer, let alone his body clamoring to betray his reason and do overly intimate things to his employer .
Xie Shu raised his neck, leaned his head back on the sofa, and stared at the hanging chandelier in a daze.
Suddenly, a young hoarse voice came from beside his ears—
"Do you like cats..."
The young man's voice was very soft, almost drowned in the sound of the TV series, and Xie Shu was stunned for a few seconds before realizing that the young man was talking to him.
Perhaps it was because he hadn't responded for a long time. The young man thought his voice was a little low, so he pursed his lips angrily, and asked again: "Do you like cats..."
"I don't like it." Xie Shu replied in a low voice with his eyes lowered. He didn't pay much attention to the youth's problems, thinking that he was just a whim.
Who knew that the young man paused, then continued to ask him: "Then do you like money?"
Xie Shu: "..."
What is the problem
Subconsciously, Xie Shu didn't want to appear too vulgar in front of young people: "I don't like it very much..."
The young man frowned: "...then do you like sunflowers?"
Seemingly aware of the young man's intentions, Xie Shu suddenly opened his eyes, turned his head to look at the young man's side face, his heart was beating rapidly, he took a few deep breaths, and then suppressed his excitement, dumbfounded. Said: "... I don't like it."
"Then you like..." The young man's voice was hoarse than his. Xie Shu didn't know whether it was because his throat was not fully recovered, or because he was hesitating just like him at the moment.
But obviously, the young man was much braver and more decisive than him. Xie Shu saw with his own eyes the faint crimson blush dyed from the base of the young man's ears to his neck. The ferocious scar also trembled together, and finally, he opened his mouth: "...do you like me?"
Xie Shu stared at him blankly. The young man was sitting beside him. From this angle, he could only see half of his profile.
The young man is undoubtedly very beautiful, he is very delicate, his skin is delicate and fair, his eyelashes are slender, a kind of almost transparent light brown, it is the same color as his hair which looks extremely soft and smooth under the light , which makes him extraordinarily gentle.
Human beings are subconsciously looking out for beautiful things. Maybe he was dazzled by the young man's beautiful appearance, so he fell into a deep obsession with him, not because he really liked him.
What right does he have to like him
The young man has a beautiful family background, a handsome appearance, and a life that everyone envies, but he has nothing but a shallow relationship based on the youth's beautiful appearance.
Before it's too late, he should rein in the precipice and not sink any deeper.
Xie Shu smiled wryly, trembling lips almost wanted to speak, but the voice stuck in his throat and did not jump to the tip of his tongue.
"like."
"I only like you."
A voice almost the same as his suddenly came out of the TV, and Xie Shu was stunned for a moment. However, during the few seconds he was in a daze, very sweet and cheerful music burst out from the stereo, mixed with the excitement of the heroine. Voice: "I like you too!"
"I like you too!"
Xie Shu stared blankly at the young man who had been sideways to him and suddenly turned his head. There was a thin layer of water in the beautiful peach blossom eyes, misty, with a happy and aggrieved smile on the corner of his lips. With the arms and legs that were still in the plaster cast, he raised the other hand that was intact and rushed towards him. Xie Shu was worried that he would fall to the ground because he couldn't see anything, so he quickly sat close to him and hugged him.
"Why didn't you say it earlier..." The young man hugged his neck tightly, rubbed his cheeks against his neck indiscriminately, and murmured that his breath was wet and hot, "I thought you didn't like me...I'm so sad died… "
Xie Shu had no time to pay attention to the voices on the TV. He just tightened his arms in a daze, and gently wrapped around the frail and slender body of the young man in his arms. Like... I only like you."
Su Jinzhi was going to die of joy!
When he heard Xie Shu ask him what he wanted to see, he almost subconsciously said "I want to see you". Fortunately, even though he stopped the car, he didn't say such shameful words. But he didn't want to continue being so restrained and pretend to be obedient, Xie Shu was really too silent!
Su Jinzhi had to wonder if it was because he talked too much in the previous worlds, so he talked less in this world. If he pretends to be indifferent like Xie Shu, then the two of them will have to wait until the year of the monkey before they can start dating
So Su Jinzhi began to search for some seductive methods of love saints he had seen before, and soon he thought of a trick-ask men something that everyone will like, as long as the man keeps answering "like", then he will finally A question can also be answered logically with "like".
Even if it's just a misunderstanding caused by answering too quickly, he can still tease a man a little, and he won't suffer at all.
In the end, Xie Shu was too sensible, and he didn't even like money. Su Jinzhi became anxious all of a sudden. He wanted to ask the last sentence but didn't dare to ask Xie Shu for fear that Xie Shu would say "I don't like it" to him. During the few seconds when Xie Shu was silent, Su Jinzhi lost all thoughts and was ready to be rejected, but he did not expect Xie Shu to give him a different answer from the previous one.
Even if Xie Shu made a slip of the tongue, Su Jinzhi was satisfied, but Xie Shu added to him: "I only like you."
You just like me.
I only like you too.
At that moment, Su Jinzhi couldn't suppress his joy at all, and wanted to hug Xie Shu tightly. He wrapped his good hand around Xie Shu's neck, rubbed against his neck, and sniffed the familiar smell on his body. Breathing, the eyes were sore and hot that tears almost flowed out. After Xie Shu repeated his love words again, Su Jinzhi directly raised his head and kissed him on the face.
Because he couldn't see anything, Su Jinzhi didn't kiss for the first time. Su Jinzhi only kissed the man's chin, but he didn't move his lips away immediately, but continued to move up. Sticking out the tip of her tongue, she licked the man's lips tentatively and seductively.
Xie Shu was stunned by Su Jinzhi's series of actions. It seemed that he couldn't imagine that the obedient and restrained crush who seemed extremely shy suddenly became so open. Xie Shu opened his eyes and couldn't react for a while, until the two soft petals covered him. When Xie Shu touched his lips, Xie Shu suddenly came back to his senses, subconsciously stepped back, avoiding the young man's kiss, so the young man kept sticking out the tip of his tongue and paused not far from him.
The tip of the young man's scarlet tongue sticks out from his lips, it is tender and red, and his lips are also moist with glistening traces of water. Looking at him, Xie Shu can almost remember that the young man kissed him just now, The hot wet feeling when the tip of the tongue licked his lips.
Xie Shu couldn't help but licked his lower lip, which was just licked by the young man.
"You..." The young man withdrew his tongue, his rosy lips were tightly pursed, his brows were slightly furrowed, his dull eyes were unfocused, and he looked at him vainly, but his eyes were full of doubts. After a while, he He opened his mouth again, the tender and delicious tip of his tongue looming between his lips and teeth, "Xie Shu..."
Xie Shu closed his eyes and took a deep breath: "Your brother is coming out soon..."
The young man's eyes lit up when he heard the words: "Then we... can go back to the room!"
Xie Shu was helpless, and stretched out his arms to hug the young man: "I will carry you back."
However, the young man struggled to avoid his hand, got out of his embrace, and said, "I want you to carry me..."
"But your legs..." Xie Shu hesitated, after all, the young man's legs and arms were still in plaster.
"I just want you to carry me..." After talking too much all night, Su Jinzhi's voice was already hoarse and even a little painful, but he still wanted to say more to Xie Shu, "You carry me..."
Xie Shu couldn't resist Su Jinzhi's soft plea, sighed and knelt down in front of him, carefully supporting the young man, but the young man insisted on waving his hand away, throwing himself heavily on his back as if he had been waiting for a long time , wrapped his arms around his neck, sprinkled small sips of hot and humid breath on the side of his neck, and could not hide the joy and happiness in his hoarse voice, but also some extremely secret sadness, repeating his name: " Xie Shu... Xie Shu..."
Xie Shu turned the person on his back to make it more stable, but found that the young man was very light, like catkins in early June, and could be blown away by the wind. He paused, Folding his arms, he walked upstairs steadily with the young man on his back.
Su Jinzhi lay behind him, put his face against him, and rubbed against his back. The man's steady and powerful heartbeat came to his ears, like a love poem chanting eternally around his ears, telling He, he is still alive.
Su Jinzhi hugged his neck tightly, feeling the urge to cry.
In Song Mingxuan's world, in the last days of his life, Song Mingxuan carried him step by step towards the setting sun, towards the darkness; but today, it was Xie Shu who carried him on his back, gradually towards the dawn and dawn in the darkness.
The sudden drowsiness swept over his body, and Su Jinzhi couldn't control his eyes that wanted to close. He seemed to hear himself talking to No. 0 while he was half asleep and half awake: "Look...he carried me on the back again..."
Zero sighed softly, as if he missed this scene very much: "Yeah, he carried you again... It's so lucky that you met again."
Yes, they met again.
There was a sudden pain in the forehead, and a piece of memory suddenly gushed out from the gap, appearing in front of him unstoppably.
In his memory, the man he was very familiar with was wearing an isolation protective suit, and he was walking with the same thick and tight bag on his back. The familiar voice buried deep in his soul spoke to him in a low and gentle voice: "We I am so lucky to have met you.”
"There are so many people in the galaxy, it's really not easy to find you... Do you know how likely we are to meet each other? When we first spoke, it was about one in nine billion billion. Now, Maybe less, it's one in 100 billion. If I see one person every day, it will take me 2465 years to see all the people in the Milky Way. If I see one hundred people every day, Then it will be 24.65 billion years before it is possible to see the people in this world. In such a long time, the earth can be destroyed more than ten times, and human beings can re-evolve tens of millions of times.”
"But I can't look at all the people in this world one by one, and then think about who will be suitable for me and who can be with me. So sometimes I can only hope that today I can meet someone I like or meet someone I like tomorrow. I hope I can meet you from birth, so that I will be happy all my life, and I don’t have to experience many other people slowly, and I don’t have to integrate other people’s habits into me body of."
"I can just be me, I can meet you, I can get used to you, I can make me like you—"
"Let me only like you, only you."
The young man closed his eyes and slowly shed tears, soaking the clothes of the man carrying him. The heat seemed to be able to penetrate the skin, pass through the flesh and blood, flow through the heart, and reach the depths of the soul, but the man carrying him seemed like He continued to walk forward without knowing anything. He was also crying, but he didn't know why he was crying. There was no memory of these tears in his blank memory, but he knew that he hadn't forgotten.
Some memories are stored in the depths of the soul, beautiful, painful, forgotten... These memories are rooted in the depths of the soul and are the composition of the soul veins. Even if they are accidentally forgotten one day, they can be retrieved again.
After taking a shower, Su Changdong came out of the bedroom wiping his hair with a towel, and walked towards the living room: "Hey Susu, my brother will be able to rest the day after tomorrow, do you want to—" Su Changdong looked up at the empty living room and said Half choked back.
"Where is the person?" Su Changdong walked back and forth in front of the sofa a few times in disbelief, and was shocked when he confirmed that his dear brother and nurse Xie Shu had really disappeared.
"Have you gone to bed already?"
Su Changdong muttered in a low voice, but from the corner of his eye, he saw that the TV series "Warm Summer" starring Yu Xia and Tang Yutong was playing on the TV that hadn't been turned off yet. Su Changdong looked at the scene of Yu Xia being gentle to Tang Yutong in the play, and recalled the scene of him being indifferent to his younger brother in the hospital that day, and suddenly felt that he couldn't respond, so he picked up the remote control and quickly turned off the TV.
When Su Jinzhi woke up the next day, he found himself lying comfortably on his big soft bed, with no discomfort all over his body, which gave him the illusion that Xie Shu's confession to him last night was a dream he had . So Su Jinzhi quickly reached out and touched both sides of the bed. When he didn't touch anyone, he started to look for someone: "... Xie Shu?"
The room was silent, no one answered.
Su Jinzhi pursed his lips and asked No. 1, "Where's Xie Shu?"
"The main rescue target went out five minutes ago, and I'm serving porridge for you, the host." The voice of the zero number has always been crisp, and listening to it will make people feel better, but Su Jinzhi's improvement is not because of the voice of the zero number , but because of its answer.
"Then when will he come back?" Su Jinzhi pressed every step of the way, like a little wife who was always watching her husband's whereabouts.
Number Zero's voice paused for a moment: "...about fifteen minutes later."
Only then was Su Jinzhi satisfied, and lay back on the bed in peace, counting the seconds secretly in his heart. Sure enough, a quarter of an hour later, Xie Shu opened the door and came in, and the smell of porridge filled the whole room, but Su Jinzhi was not very hungry, and now he just wanted Xie Shu to hug him.
"Thank you..."
Xie Shu entered the room with his front foot, and he heard the young man calling his name in a hoarse voice. As soon as he looked up, he saw the young man sitting on the bed, his brown eyes facing his direction without blinking, if he could see something , presumably his eyes will be full of his own figure.
Xie Shu's heart softened, and he sat down on the chair next to the young man's bed with a bowl in his hand, blew a mouthful of porridge and fed it to the young man: "Mr. Su, last night we—"
Hearing what he called him, Su Jinzhi almost spit out the porridge. He frowned and asked Xie Shu, "...Mr. Su?" Added, "Didn't we be together last night? You also call me Susu..."
"I..." Xie Shu is indeed still thinking about what happened last night. After all... the confession at the beginning was indeed not what he said. He was planning to break up with the young man, but now seeing the anxious expression on the young man's face, The words turned a few times in the throat, and then turned into a soft sentence: "Susu..."
When the young man heard his voice, his tense body finally relaxed. Seeing this, Xie Shu's eyes darkened.
Su Jinzhi's body was weak, and his forehead was sweating soon after being so startled. Xie Shu immediately wiped the sweat with a towel, and finally gently embraced his shoulder and kissed his forehead: "I will take care of you." take care of you."
Except for all his love, he probably has nothing to give the young man.
Just stay together like this first, no matter what the young man wants, he will give him. When the young man's eyes are healed in the future, if he wants to break up or stay together, let him go...
Thinking of this, Xie Shu couldn't help smiling wryly, perhaps they would break up without waiting for the young man to recover. After all, just like what he planned at the beginning, it was to let the young man fall in love with him when the young man could only rely on him alone. When the young man's hands and legs are a little better and he can go out for a walk, he will meet many better than him.
Xie Shu looked down at the well-behaved young man drinking porridge, and the sourness in his heart became stronger and stronger.
However, after the young man drank the whole bowl, he opened his arms and hugged his waist, leaned on his chest and said in a muffled voice: "Today's porridge has no taste... Did you forget to put sugar for me?"
Xie Shu was taken aback when he heard the words, thinking that he was restless in the morning and forgot to add sugar, so he quickly picked up the spoon that the young man had eaten and put it into his mouth, but what the tip of his tongue touched was a strong sweet taste.
"...is it sweet?" As if aware of the stiffness of his body, the young man raised his head from his embrace with a smile, and pursed his mouth aggrievedly, "You refused to kiss me last night..."
These words were uttered from the mouth of a young man with a delicate and beautiful face. It should have been charming and tinged with obscenity, but unfortunately his voice was still hoarse. It sounds like I want to laugh.
And Xie Shu did indeed smile. He put the porridge bowl on the bedside table, raised his arms and hugged the young man, his strong arms tightly wrapped around the young man's slender waist. , under the trend of the most primitive and sincere desire in his heart, kissed the young man: "Well, sweet."
Maybe he can really be a little more selfish and despicable, so that the young people can only rely on him, not only during the time when he is sick, but he can be even more selfish, so that the young people can get used to having him and fall in love with him for the rest of their lives. He, cannot do without him.
Even if one day the young man regains his sight, he can only see him in his eyes, and only he can hold in his heart.