"What's wrong?" Sensing that the body of the person above him froze suddenly, Xie Shu thought that Su Jinzhi was feeling unwell, so he immediately turned his head to look at him, leaned into his ear and asked him softly, "Are you feeling unwell?"
"It's nothing..." Su Jinzhi lowered his eyes to avoid Xie Shu's gaze, then raised his head to look at Mu An and Liu Wei who were still talking on the stage, and casually brought up a topic, "I just think they look very happy."
Xie Shu could tell that Su Jinzhi was trying to put himself off, but he thought the young man was envious of An and Liu Wei, so he held his hand tightly and coaxed him in a low voice: "If you like, we can do one too. "
Su Jinzhi turned his head and stared blankly at Xie Shu, looking into his dark gray eyes.
"Are you really feeling well?" Xie Shu frowned after meeting his gaze. The young man's mood was still very high when he went out today, why did he suddenly become depressed
Su Jinzhi didn't speak, but suddenly hugged Xie Shu, buried his head on the side of his neck, and answered him in a low voice after a long while: "No..."
Xie Shu stretched out his hand to wrap his arms around his waist, and stroked the young man's soft hair with the other hand. He felt that the young man's mood was not right, but he didn't know where the young man's depressed mood came from, so he just To be able to hold him like this and give him all the warmth he could.
After Mu An and Liu Wei finished wearing the rings, Su Jinzhi still couldn't adjust his emotions. He broke away from Xie Shu's arms, lowered his head and said to him, "I'm going to the bathroom."
Xie Shu hugged him vainly, and asked him, "Do you want me to accompany you?"
Su Jinzhi suddenly raised his head and smiled at Xie Shu: "Just go to the bathroom, I can go by myself."
Xie Shu looked at him without saying a word, his eyes were deep, his lips were tightly pursed, his expression was difficult to distinguish, and suddenly he said something inexplicable: "You have to come back early."
Su Jinzhi didn't pay too much attention to it, and replied curtly: "Yes."
After arriving in the bathroom, Su Jinzhi quickly turned on the tap and poured cold water on his face. The cold drops of water dripped down his chin under the pull of gravity, part of it wet his clothes, and the other slipped over his neck and fell into his collar, and stuck to his heart coolly, freezing He shivered. He raised his head and looked at himself in the mirror. His eye circles were red, and he didn't know if it was stimulated by the cold water or by himself.
"Master host, you have completed the task!" Zero uttered again, but immediately after, its voice became weaker, and asked Su Jinzhi cautiously, "...are you unhappy?"
Su Jinzhi licked his lips, and found that his throat was choked and he couldn't say a word. He was afraid that when he spoke, he would have a crying tone. That's really embarrassing, he only cried for Xie Shu, how could he show weakness in front of number zero or number one
"Are you unhappy?" Su Jinzhi didn't get an answer for a long time, and the next moment, the person who asked again became No. 1, "In the fifth world, you finally saved all the targets before you died, your Klein- Levin's syndrome won't happen again, you can enjoy the rest of your life in this world, and when you die, Zero and I will pick you up to the next world."
"...What about Xie Shu?" Su Jinzhi said in a shy voice, his voice had obviously healed, but now his voice was hoarse and unpleasant, as if it hadn't recovered.
why
It was probably because he had already saved all the target characters, which meant that Xie Shu didn't need him to save them anymore, and he continued to be with Xie Shu without any excuses or reasons.
If he was asked what he was most afraid of in the first world, Su Jinzhi thought, he might answer without hesitation: fear of death.
But now if you ask him this question again, he will definitely say: He is afraid of being separated.
Separate from Xie Shu, from the one he loves—whether it is life or death.
One did not answer his question, and Zero remained silent.
Su Jinzhi suddenly didn't want to hear the voices of the two of them answering, because he felt that he would definitely not want to hear the answers they said.
Xie Shu, Xie Shu.
Su Jinzhi wanted to see Xie Shu madly at this moment, he ran out before he even had time to wipe off the water on his face, he ran back to where he was sitting, but Xie Shu was not there.
"Xie Shu... Xie Shu?" Su Jinzhi staggered forward, looking for Xie Shu in the crowded hall, but still couldn't find him.
Su Jinzhi hurried to Su Changdong and asked him, "Brother, did you see where Xie Shu went?"
"Xie Shu? What Xie Shu?" Su Changdong had a puzzled expression on his face, "Who is he? Susu, why have you never heard of it before?"
Su Jinzhi looked at Su Changdong in disbelief: "Xie Shu, my boyfriend, he came with me, and he was sitting next to me just now!" As he said, Su Jinzhi turned his head and pointed at his seat, but he was horrified. I found that there was only one vacant place, and there was only one set of bowls and chopsticks. There was a glass of boiled water next to the bowl, which was his cup.
Xie Shu poured that glass of water for him when he thought he might be unwell, but now that glass of water is still there, Xie Shu is not.
"Are you sleepy?" Su Changdong touched Su Jinzhi's forehead with a smile, "You have a boyfriend, where did you get a boyfriend? You just came here with me."
Su Jinzhi took a few steps back in a daze. He looked at Su Changdong who was smiling dotingly at him, and then at Mu An and Xie Shu who were smiling happily on the stage. He turned around and glanced at the people around him one by one. Like a grotesque nightmare.
He was trapped in a dream, and there was no Xie Shu in this dream.
Su Jinzhi quickly turned around and ran out of the hotel, away from the crowd, ran to the side of the road and staggered, his eyes swept over the passing people one by one, hoping that he would meet that familiar face.
but none.
He didn't know how long he had been walking, he only knew that the streets around him were unfamiliar and unknown to him.
"...Where's Xie Shu?" Su Jinzhi asked No. 0 and No. 1 in his mind, "Where's Xie Shu!"
No. 0 didn't respond, but No. 1 answered him lightly: "He left."
"You lied to me!" Su Jinzhi yelled loudly, and he even yelled out directly, but the pedestrians passing by him seemed to be unable to hear his voice, and turned a blind eye to him, "Why did he leave me? Are you right? It's all your fault!"
"You've been pushing me...every world is like this...you've never made it easy for me..." Su Jinzhi's eyes were red, tears streaming down both sides of his cheeks, suddenly, his whole body lost all strength , Kneeling on the ground exhausted, "Give Xie Shu back to me..."
"I didn't play tricks." Number One's voice was still so faint, without any emotion, "Are you sad?"
Su Jinzhi smiled softly, blinked his eyes, and hit the ground heavily: "Don't you think I'm not sad?"
Number one said: "That's right. If you are suddenly left behind, you will be sad. If I told you that he left on purpose, would you hate him?"
Su Jinzhi shook his head: "No, he won't leave on purpose, he won't leave me on purpose."
"Actually, I think it doesn't matter if he leaves. You can forget about him and enjoy yourself in this world." No. 1 persuaded him, "Anyway, you will meet again in the next world."
"Bah." Su Jinzhi cried and replied to No. 1.
"You also found out, right?" No. 1 laughed, he was noncommittal to his answer just now, and asked him again, "Haven't you ever thought about why the total goal of saving is always one person?"
Su Jinzhi knelt on the spot in a daze.
Of course he found out, he found some signs in the fourth world, the words Reeves said to him in the fire were too intriguing, and he didn't believe it himself, in so many worlds, the same face, the same The sounds, and so many of the same habits and movements are just coincidences.
In every world, he has always been the one to save, and he is the one to be saved.
But why
Su Jinzhi's forehead hurt suddenly, and he still couldn't hold back his tears. It seemed that there was something extremely sad in his heart that had been tormenting him, making him feel guilty and uneasy.
"I don't want to forget him..."
"I'm sorry... I didn't mean it..." Su Jinzhi covered his face, tears kept streaming down his fingers, he apologized repeatedly, but he didn't know why he apologized, "I want... I want too..."
Su Jinzhi choked with sobs, and finally said that sentence: "I want to be with you too..."
I don't want to forget you, I don't want to be separated from you, I want to be with you forever.
No. 1 sighed softly, and asked him, "If I say, you wait for a while, Xie Shu will come back, will you wait?"
Su Jinzhi raised his head from the palm of his hand, his eye sockets were still red, and his long eyelashes were wetted into clusters by tears. He wanted to believe it, but he couldn't believe it completely, so he asked No. 1 cautiously: "Xie Shu still come back?"
"Yes, if you want." Number One said, "Because he loves you very much."
"But I don't know when he will come back, it may be tomorrow, or it may be a few years later, or you may not be able to wait for him until you die." No. 1 added.
"I will wait." Su Jinzhi stood up from the ground. Because of kneeling for a long time, there was a heart-rending pain in his left knee left with sequelae. "I will always wait, because I love him too."
No. 1 snorted coldly, as if talking to himself: "Don't let you get too involved in the drama, you won't listen to any of them..."
Its voice was too soft, and Su Jinzhi didn't hear what No. 1 was saying at all. He was in a panic now, because the dress he was going to attend the wedding banquet of Mu An and Liu Wei was wrinkled by him, and his face was still dry. Both eyes were swollen from crying.
If Xie Shu was here, he would definitely wipe his tears with distress.
But now there is no Xie Shu, Su Jinzhi rubbed his eyes with the back of his hand, wiped away the remaining tears, limped up from the ground and walked back.
As a result, as soon as he turned his head, he saw Xie Shu standing not far from him.
Xie Shu was wearing a suit, and he still had the scar on his face. He was surrounded by people who looked like bodyguards, protecting him, looking like some great big shot.
His eyebrows and eyes are still familiar to Su Jinzhi, but the sight from those dark gray eyes is unfamiliar, as if he doesn't know him at all.
Seeing that Xie Shu had been staring at him, a person standing beside him cautiously approached Xie Shu: "Boss, he has been watching you."
The man asked Xie Shu, "Do you know him?"
This very familiar scene quickly overlapped with a vague memory in his mind, as if someone had asked him this way—"He has been looking at you."
"do you know him?"
And how did he answer it
"do not know."
Yes, that seems to be the answer.
"I don't know him." A familiar voice came from not far away, Xie Shu glanced at him again, and then looked away.
Su Jinzhi stared at him blankly, the joy of reunion faded completely, replaced by unspeakable grievance and sadness.
How can you forget me...
We are so in love...
But it doesn't matter, you forget me, we can get to know each other again; it doesn't matter if you don't remember loving me, I will always love you, always love you, you just need to fall in love with me again when we meet .
Su Jinzhi plucked up his courage and wanted to go up to talk to Xie Shu, but Xie Shu didn't even look at him, and got into a black car under the protection of the bodyguards around him.
Su Jinzhi froze in place again, he was wronged for three seconds and quickly wrote down the license plate number, planning to go back and check it.
As a result, the car did not drive away immediately, but slowly moved to his side, and the dark window was lowered, revealing Xie Shu's face.
Su Jinzhi stared at him unblinkingly.
Xie Shu asked him, "Have we met before?"
Su Jinzhi nodded quickly: "Yes!"
"Oh." Xie Shu responded lightly, and the dark car windows were raised.
Then Su Jinzhi watched the black car drive away.
Su Jinzhi's eyes turned red suddenly, and the grievance almost overflowed. He watched sadly that the car Xie Shu was riding in gradually disappeared from his sight, then he lowered his head and turned to walk towards the hotel where Mu An and Liu Wei held their wedding. .
However, not long after walking, the black car drove back to him again, and the windows were lowered.
The corners of Xie Shu's mouth were slanted, and his deep gray eyes were full of smiles. The scarred face that looked fierce to others was so handsome in Su Jinzhi's eyes at the moment. He smiled and asked him: "Little Things, you have been staring at me, do you like me?"
"No." Su Jinzhi shook his head, "I love you."
Xie Shu was immediately amused by him: "Then will you always love me?"
With red eyes, Su Jinzhi said with great certainty: "Yes, I will always love you."
After he finished speaking, Xie Shu stared at him for a few seconds. Then he suddenly opened the car door, stood in front of him with long legs, pinched his chin, bent over and licked his lips directly: "You are so cute, be my boyfriend."
Su Jinzhi raised his arms to hug him, pursed his lips and smiled softly: "Okay."
Volume 6 Wrist Edge Red