Different from what is described in TV series and novels.
Amnesia requires a series of trauma and stimulation, but restoring memory is sometimes only a momentary thing.
It seems that there are many invisible bombs buried in the body. It seems to be safe and sound, but once it is ignited somewhere, all limbs and bones will be blown through.
Zhong Keke could not describe how he felt when he saw that photo.
All I know is that at that moment, something rushed like a tidal wave, and the fragments of the scenes played and rotated in my mind like a revolving beacon.
It's more like having an unusually realistic dream.
Dreams and reality are intertwined, and they are quickly connected, and all the memories that have been lost can be traced back in an instant.
When he regained consciousness, the first thing Zhong Keke saw was Shen Xiaoyang's face.
Shen Xiaoyang looked at her in surprise and asked why she suddenly cried. Zhong Keke touched his face subconsciously and found that his face was already wet.
She couldn't tell Shen Xiaoyang why she was crying.
She couldn't even tell who she was. It was Zhong Keke, who had been in love with Jiang Yuqiao for ten years, but had to give up and fell down from the stairs; or the one who was pulled by his hand and begged to stay in Tong'an, at a loss. The Bell Cocoa.
Or neither.
She became the third person.
Shen Xiaoyang handed over the paper and asked her to wipe her tears while asking her what was wrong. Zhong Keke experienced a brief daze and then didn't say anything. She had a headache and needed to be quiet.
It happened that a nurse came to call Shen Xiaoyang. Although Shen Xiaoyang was worried about her, she had to see the patient.
Just like that, the office was quiet again.
Zhong Keke sat for a while, drooping his eyes and lying on the table as if he had lost his strength, just like a person who had just landed on the shore and was lying on the beach, gasping for breath, silently sorting out everything in his mind.
She merged the memory of the past ten years with the memory of the short two months after the amnesia, and only then did she understand why the people around her were unnatural during this time.
Zhou Mingyue said that Jiang Yuqiao was a scumbag.
Xu Lin said that her mobile phone could not be found.
Fu Yuanhang and others said that Tong An was a good place.
Jiang Yuqiao said that Zhou Mingyue was right, he used to like himself.
Everyone is trying to deceive her and protect her, for fear that she will be stimulated any more, or remember the unpleasant past.
But for Zhong Coco.
This is the most unacceptable to her.
It's so ridiculous to live in a woven dream. She would rather know that she loved someone in embarrassment and humility, rather than being in that false and feeling good phantom, being coaxed and deceived. She fell in love with the person who made her sad for ten years again.
…
Get in the mood.
Zhong Keke left the hospital not long after.
She didn't leave any words, and silently returned to Zheng Liang's apartment.
She simply didn't bring much luggage, only a small box, which was easy to pack. When she came out, it was almost evening. She temporarily bought the latest flight and planned to find a place to eat before going back, but she never thought that she would come to the vicinity of the hospital again while walking.
Zhong Keke clearly remembered that that night, when she came out of the doctor's apartment, she was out of breath crying. Her whole figure was like a dehydrated radish, squatting helplessly on the side of the road.
Fu Yuanhang called her and cheerfully persuaded her.
She cried for a while before subduing the drowning suffocation.
Up to now, Zhong Keke has not been able to personally experience the feeling that the sky was about to fall, but it was inexplicable and felt a little sad.
Jiang Yuqiao's phone call came at this time.
Zhong Keke didn't want to answer, but Jiang Yuqiao kept calling. For some reason, she suddenly remembered the time when she was sending him messages every day. At that time, she was expecting Ai, but he didn't reply.
But now, the two seem to have switched roles.
Zhong Keke suddenly felt very funny.
But this kind of laughter was quickly replaced by tears, and she still answered the phone.
Jiang Yuqiao's voice was tense, as if he was trying to clench something, until he heard what Zhong Keke said - "Are you asking Zhong Keke in the past, or Zhong Keke now."
The air became thin and silent at this moment.
The man's voice sank, his voice difficult, "Coco-"
"What should I do, Brother Yuqiao," Zhong Keke wiped away those unsatisfactory tears and smiled, "I remember it all."
Thinking of my once ridiculous and pitiful self.
There are also those who shine in front of me, but I can never touch your sad past.
The second operation lasted three hours.
As soon as it was over, everyone shouted that they were too hungry, and said they wanted to order takeout collectively.
A few nurses who wanted to eat supper heard it, and they made do with it. The first thing they picked up the phone was to ask Dr. Jiang what he wanted to eat.
The doctor in charge was a woman, and when she heard this, she immediately laughed, "You only have Dr. Jiang in your eyes."
The little nurse blushed, lowered her head and smiled.
Chen Nuo, who happened to be holding the medical record book, came over and smiled yin and yang, "Don't be Dr. Jiang, Dr. Jiang, everyone has a master."
Hearing this, several people around immediately became energetic, especially the little nurses who usually love nympho Jiang Yuqiao, and asked Chen Nuo what was going on.
Chen Nuo also just heard from others, "Dr. Jiang's girlfriend is here today. I heard that she is a very beautiful little girl, and she is quite young. Dr. Jiang took her out for a ride today and was called back temporarily. "
The little nurse who shouted for Jiang Yuqiao to order takeout froze.
Chen Nuo looked at her as if she had seen her former self, and smiled, "You don't have to worry about ordering takeaways. When I came over, I happened to see Dr. Jiang walking out in a hurry."
Speaking of this, Chen Nuochong gathered a few people and lowered his voice, "Listening to Shen Xiaoyang, it seems that he has made his girlfriend angry, so he is anxious to go out to chase."
…
Jiang Yuqiao got into a taxi as soon as he left the hospital.
Zheng Liang's apartment was not far from here. In less than ten minutes, he got out of the car and returned home almost without a break.
At this time, Zhong Keke had been gone for a long time.
The bedroom was empty and quiet, as if she had never been there.
Jiang Yuqiao stood at the door.
The blood all over his body seemed to be frozen, his face was extremely gloomy, and the first thing was to call Zhong Keke.
However, the response was that, sorry, the phone you dialed was switched off.
There was a sudden fire in the throat, and it was painful as he swallowed.
The five fingers holding the phone subconsciously exerted force until the knuckles turned white, Jiang Yuqiao pursed the corners of his lips, and opened Zhong Keke's WeChat.
The conversation between the two was still a few hours ago.
After Zhong Keke said those words, I remembered them, and hung up the phone. Jiang Yuqiao was urged to go to surgery, so he could only send her a message to comfort her and tell her to wait for him at home. go find her.
He originally thought that Zhong Keke would wait.
After all, she still called herself Brother Qiao.
At least not disgust.
But it turned out that he was still too confident in himself.
No one will be waiting for someone in place all the time.
What's more, he also deceived her.
The unspeakable panic came faster than the last time. Jiang Yuqiao used the fastest speed to make a judgment and called Fu Yuanhang directly.
Fu Yuanhang is grieving with his new girlfriend.
It took him a long time to answer the phone. When he heard the story and learned that Zhong Keke was gone, he was so anxious as if his ass was on fire, "Fuck, how the hell did you do it? You can see her under your nose. live?"
Jiang Yuqiao was also on fire, "She's a big living person, can I tie her up?"
With this roar, Fu Yuanhang calmed down instead.
They are sisters who grew up together, and his love is no less than Jiang Yuqiao.
Fu Yuanhang took a breath and said, "Don't worry, she's too old to lose her. I guess she'll either go home or find a hotel in Tong An."
Jiang Yuqiao said calmly, "I'll go out with Zheng Liang later, and you can go to her house to help me take a look."
After a pause, he said again, "If you find her, help me pay more attention to her mood. If she really doesn't want to mention me," Jiang Yuqiao's voice was obviously choked, "then don't mention it."
Hearing this, Fu Yuanhang was silent.
After a long while, he smiled helplessly, "Okay, brother."
Half past ten at night.
Rongcheng Qingping Airport.
Zhong Keke's eyes were red, and as soon as she came out of the exit, she saw Zhou Mingyue waiting for her on the periphery.
Zhou Mingyue was the only one who knew that she flew back from Tong An alone.
Also know that she has regained her memory.
In fact, Zhou Mingyue was very angry when she first received the call from Zhong Keke.
Zhong Keke went to Tong An to meet Jiang Yuqiao, she didn't know at all, she just thought she was going to go to the concert with Zheng Feifei and the others.
In the end, she didn't know until tonight that she was having a good time with Jiang Yuqiao.
Hearing her say that, Zhong Keke was a little embarrassed, and he said, "Don't say it, I know it's wrong."
The two held hands and got on the last bus. Zhou Mingyue pinched her fleshy face, "I'll get angry when I see you."
Zhong Keke drooped the corners of his mouth and lay quietly on her shoulders, looking at the night outside the window.
The two were silent for a while, and Zhou Mingyue pressed her shoulders with a distressed tone, "How is it, are you still feeling uncomfortable?"
Zhong Keke heard the words, and the dampness that was held back came out again.
She sat up and sniffed, "I said it's not uncomfortable, do you believe it?"
Zhou Mingyue shook her head, "I don't believe it."
Zhong Keke drooped his wet eyelashes and didn't speak.
After a while, the bus started.
At this time, there was no one in the car. Zhou Mingyue was quiet for a while and asked her, "Then what are you thinking now, are you still planning to go to Tong An to go to university?"
Zhong Keke took out his cell phone and found that it had long been out of power, so he put the cell phone back in, "No."
After a pause, she sighed, "I didn't want to go at first, I just wanted to go there and play."
Zhou Mingyue hummed and listened attentively.
Having been a good friend for so many years, she knows what Zhong Keke needs now, not only comfort, but she also needs to talk now.
Silence for a moment.
Zhong Keke pursed his lips, "Actually, I don't know why I promised him to go. At that time, I couldn't tell how I felt about him. I just felt that the magnetic field emanating from this person was like magic. "
During that time, Zhou Mingyue was not around.
She didn't dare to ask.
No one gave her analysis, and no one helped her make an idea.
All she thought was, oh, this man is so handsome, he said he likes me.
It's a bit of a joy.
When Jiang Yuqiao appeared in the amusement park, she was proud. Although she didn't express it at that time, she already had a subconscious in her heart, and a voice said to her complacently, "Look, how charming you are, such an excellent man. both like you.
But looking back now.
All this is so ridiculous.
Even if Jiang Yuqiao played a straight ball, she still couldn't believe that this man liked her now.
After all, in those ten years, he hadn't responded to her.
If you like it, you already like it.
Why wait until she doesn't remember anything.
Even if Jiang Yuqiao cared about her now, she only thought that it was a stress reaction out of guilt.
Zhou Mingyue looked at her and sighed, "Although I don't know what it's like to regain my memory after losing my memory, I think the most uncomfortable thing is to be deceived. If it was me, I would get angry too."
These words came to Zhong Keke's heart.
She looked at her tearfully.
Zhou Mingyue blinked, "But I lied to you too, you won't be angry with me too."
Zhong Keke was amused by her, "I'm not angry with you, only you keep me away from him." Speaking of this, she looked annoyed, "But I was still attracted by his beauty."
Since Jiang Yuqiao appeared on the day of her graduation.
The figure of the white clothed Qing Jun was firmly stuck in her mind.
"Then do you still like him now?" Zhou Mingyue asked.
Zhong Keke was stunned, and bowed his head honestly and ashamed, "I don't know."
All this happened so suddenly, up to now, her mind was in a mess, she couldn't judge Jiang Yuqiao's true intentions, nor could she judge her feelings for him.
More is the sadness and sadness that stayed before the memory loss, as well as the embarrassment and anger after the memory is restored.
Zhou Mingyue looked at her pitiful appearance and hugged her shoulders, "Hey, it's alright, it's normal, after all, you like him for ten years, and it's not so easy to forget that you can last ten years."
"… "
"It's good for him to be cold now, that's how it should be, let him know that you're not that easy to handle."
Zhong Coco nodded.
I think she's right.
"Besides, the old ones don't go and the new ones don't come," Zhou Mingyue gave her a mean wink, "In two days, my brother's bar is going to organize a party, do you want to come with me? ?"
Zhong Keke raised his eyebrows slightly when he heard the words, and just as he was about to speak, Zhou Mingyue's cell phone rang.
It is Fu Yuanhang.
Zhou Mingyue and Zhong Keke looked at each other, picked up the phone, and the next second they heard the man's ingratiating voice, "Is Mingyue there?"
"… "
Zhou Mingyue gave a yue, "Why, let the fart go!"
Fu Yuanhang smiled and said, "I'm just asking you, has Coco contacted you? I called her and she turned off."
Zhou Mingyue reacted instantly.
She guessed that Jiang Yuqiao couldn't find Zhong Keke, and asked Fu Yuanhang to come over and ask.
Zhou Mingyue glanced at Zhong Keke meaningfully, and said casually, "Yes, what's wrong."
Hearing this, Fu Yuanhang immediately gasped, "It's good to be here, I thought she was missing."
Zhong Keke was so close, she could hear Fu Yuanhang's words clearly.
She took the call from Zhou Mingyue and said softly, "Brother Yuanhang, I'm fine."
When Fu Yuanhang heard her voice, he almost cried, "Hey, Ancestor, you said that you suddenly disappeared and made trouble, you are so anxious about my brother, it's not just me, you are going crazy when you meet Brother Qiao. Now, I guess I'm running to find you with Zheng Liangman and Tong An."
"… "
Zhong Keke's eyes darkened, and his heart followed, "I'm sorry, my phone is out of power."
Thinking of Zheng Liang, who is very nice, she suddenly felt guilty, "Tell them for me, I'm fine, don't look for me."
After a pause, she said leisurely, "I'm sorry, Brother Yuanhang, I made you worry about me."
Hearing this, the man who was so anxious to follow the fire instantly softened.
Fu Yuanhang clicked his tongue, but couldn't hold back, "Cocoa, brother didn't want to blame you, brother just wanted to tell you, we can sit down and have a good communication if there's anything wrong, there's no need to be angry, you say if you come out What's the matter, when you meet Brother Qiao... You can't turn Tong An upside down."
Hear Jiang Yuqiao's name.
Zhong Keke's throat choked, and an indescribable bitter taste spread everywhere.
Before she could speak, Zhou Mingyue couldn't sit still next to her, she grabbed the phone and shouted at Fu Yuanhang, "You don't play emotional cards here, you are crazy, you should be a Qiong Yao drama man. Oh God!"
Suddenly being yelled at like this.
Fu Yuanhang: "..."
Zhou Mingyue was full of anger, and regardless of who else was in the car, he turned on the fire, "I tell you Fu Yuanhang, he made Jiang Yuqiao what he is today, but Coco liked him for ten years, and he would never grow his heart. As for the trouble at this point, now he has suffered the consequences! Stop this moral kidnapping!"
Fu Yuanhang was scolded by her head-to-head, and he was stunned, "Hey, Mingyue, what are you, why do you say that, you didn't mean to—"
"What's wrong with my intention, I am intentional!"
Zhou Mingyue was about to scold by name, "Fu Yuanhang, tell Jiang Yuqiao to me now, and tomorrow I will take Zhong Keke to socialize, I don't believe it anymore, there are no handsome guys in China or what! To hang on one of his trees?!"