Unlimited Cycles of Death

Chapter 105: Dreaming back to 01┃I'm really afraid that he won't wake up again

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That strong feeling of "I seem to have forgotten something" has been around the apex of Zhou Yue's heart since the day he woke up in the hospital.

This feeling made Zhou Yue feel uncomfortable all over. It made him trance during the day and made him sleepless at night.

In order to reduce or eliminate this growing anxiety and panic, Zhou Yue tried to find out those memories she had forgotten. He repeatedly searched his existing memories, hoping to obtain possible relevant clues in existing memories.

But he found nothing, Zhou Yue found that his mind seemed to be mushy, and was turned into a mess with a blender, and there seemed to be a few bees "buzzing" in it It kept on, making Zhou Yue uneasy.

Giving up on searching his own memory, Zhou Yue began to look at the people and things around him. He made insinuations from his mother Xie Zhu, wanting to know what happened during his two years of sleep, or who came

He wished Muqin had come.

Mu Qin is Zhou Yue's first love for more than ten years. They fell in love in high school, and they love each other so much that they can't let go. But for some reason, after graduating from high school, Mu Qin disappeared from Zhou Yue's life without saying a word.

This once caused Zhou Yue to have a very painful period. Zhou Yue fell into the vortex of missing each other day and night and couldn't extricate himself. He was decadent and powerless, almost crazy.

Of course Zhou Yue tried hard to find Mu Qin, but due to the strict family education of the Zhou family, Zhou Yue's life freedom was severely restricted by his parents. He could not blatantly look for Mu Qin, let alone let his parents know that he liked a man, otherwise With Zhou Yue's father's means at that time, Zhou Yue might not be able to see Mu Qin in this life.

Later, Zhou Yue learned from an acquaintance that Mu Qin had gone to the army, so Zhou Yue followed the rhetoric to trick his parents into sending him to serve as well.

As a result, as soon as I stayed in the army, seven or eight years passed like that.

Because of Zhou Yue's father's interference, Zhou Yue failed to go to the military area where Mu Qin was located as expected. Later, when he was free in his military rank, he went to find Mu Qin again, but learned that Mu Qin had retired from the army and was not there. army.

In the end, Zhou Yue also began to prepare for his retirement, and wanted to leave the team to find Mu Qin's trace.

Unexpectedly, there were frequent accidents at critical moments. In the last mission, Zhou Yue was shot in the head during the firefight with terrorists. Yue became a vegetable and slept for two years.

The plan to go to Muqin was put on hold again.

Once he wakes up, things are different. After going around for so many years, Zhou Yue still couldn't meet Mu Qin because of various inexplicable accidents. After so long, Zhou Yue also began to become timid.

He was afraid that Mu Qin no longer liked him.

This long time has passed for so long, Mu Qin never seems to want to take the initiative to come back to find Zhou Yue. Filled with fear of the good old days, Zhou Yue thought that to Mu Qin at that time, Zhou Yue was just a passerby who had close contact in his life but was destined to be separated.

Even though he had thought about giving up countless times, he could still see the erratic back of the other party in his sleep. That was the person he loved the most in his life. Zhou Yue couldn't even imagine himself loving someone other than Mu Qin.

He was lucky, and after waking up after two years of sleep, he always hoped that Mu Qin had come.

Because Xie Zhu didn't tell Zhou Yue about Mu Qin's affairs, and didn't tell Zhou Yue, during the three months when he was asleep, Mu Qin took care of him personally.

Xie Zhu always maintained a mask-like smiling expression, telling Zhou Yue that he had only been sleeping for the past two years, and nothing else happened.

Xie Zhu repeatedly emphasized that "nothing happened", which made Zhou Yue feel strange, and he couldn't help but feel some doubts in his heart. He felt that Xie Zhu must have something to hide from him...something must have happened that he didn't understand.

It's just that Xie Zhu didn't want to tell the truth, and Zhou Yue couldn't force or threaten her to speak out. Coupled with Zhou Yue's limited mobility, it is a bit difficult to investigate.

Zhou Yue thought about it, and decided to use the hospital where she woke up a week ago as a breakthrough.

Speaking of the hospital he was in when he woke up... that's kind of weird too.

Because this hospital is located in S City, which is very far away from Zhou's mansion. The name of the hospital is "Linhao General Hospital". At the same time, it is a private hospital. top notch.

According to the Zhou family's current financial and human resources, even if Zhou Yue's parents don't regard Zhou Yue as a son, they will not treat Zhou Yue badly in terms of material economy, so how could his parents let him live in such a family? In a special hospital far away from home

This is a suspicious point, and Zhou Yue feels that he can start the investigation from this hospital.

But the investigation needs manpower, and Zhou Yue has slept for too long. I don't know if some of the contacts and relationships I had before can still work now.

Zhou Yue took out his new mobile phone, which Xie Zhu bought for him. During the two years of sleeping, his old mobile phone was already out of date... At that time, the military discipline was very strict, and every day except for training, he was on mission, and there was basically no free time for soldiers to play with mobile phones.

Therefore, the operation of modern smart phones is quite unfamiliar to Zhou Yue.

The clever Zhou Yue quickly grasped it. He used the network in Zhou's mansion to log in to his previous QQ account, wanting to see if the people he knew were still online.

Zhou Yue quickly got in touch with some special intelligence personnel he knew before. There are actually quite a lot of people like this in the military. If you have a good relationship, it is not difficult to ask them to help investigate some things.

Zhou Yue fiddled with his mobile phone for more than half an hour, then threw away the mobile phone and asked the servant to push him upstairs to use the computer in the study room. After another hour passed, he got a document.

It was the information of the "Linhao General Hospital" where he lived a week ago. According to the information, the director of this hospital also has a military background. His grandparents have been in the army for generations, and there is even a general in his family.

After reading through the information, Zhou Yue then made a decision.

The next day, Zhou Yue told his mother, Xie Zhu, that he had lost an important thing in the hospital where he lived before, and wanted to go there and get it back.

"Things?" Xie Zhu frowned after hearing this, "What can you leave behind? When I went to pick you up, someone searched your ward completely."

"But I am indeed missing one thing." Zhou Yue replied with a quick mind, "I used to have a small model, a model of a snake wrapped around a cross. It is relatively small and can be held in one hand. I don't know much about it. Remember where I put it, I searched all over the room but couldn’t find it, maybe during my deep sleep, my personal belongings have been kept in the hospital’s safekeeping room?”

After Zhou Yue mentioned the snake-wrapped cross model, Xie Zhu immediately recalled it.

In order to try to wake up Zhou Yue, she invited Mu Qin to look after him. Later, she took Mu Qin to Zhou's mansion, and took Mu Qin to Zhou Yue's room to have a look.

After that, Mu Qin seemed to have taken a fancy to a small model on the table in Zhou Yue's room, and asked Xie Zhu if he could take it away? Xie Zhu didn't care at the time, and let Mu Qin take the model away.

Now that Zhou Yue mentioned it, Xie Zhu immediately felt a little guilty. She raised her hand to cover her mouth and pretended to cough twice, her eyes drifted away from Zhou Yue's sight, and she said, "Model...you are not a child anymore, that kind of thing If you lose it, you lose it, right?"

"It's very important." Zhou Yue noticed Zhizhu's guilty conscience, and he deliberately raised his voice to enhance his aura, "It was given to me by a superior officer, it has special meaning, I don't think I can just throw it away."

"This... so..." Xie Zhu felt even more guilty, "Then I'll send someone to the hospital to look for it?"

"No, I'll just go and look for it myself." Zhou Yue put forward his request, "I'm so moldy from staying in the house, it's not too much to go out for a walk, right?"

Xie Zhu said: "Your father doesn't want you to go out casually..."

"You have obeyed him for so many years? Don't you have any opinions of your own?" Zhou Yue deliberately used such words to provoke Xie Zhu.

Sure enough, Xie Zhu seemed to be a little angry, and said: "Okay! You can go by yourself! But... I will send someone to follow you, and someone will report to me your words and deeds. I hope you will be more peaceful."

What Zhou Yue wanted was this result, so he didn't bother with Xie Zhu any more. He asked someone to prepare a car, and a team of bodyguards sent by Xie Zhu got in the car and drove all the way to the "Linhao General Hospital" in S City next door. passed.

After Zhou Yue left, Xie Zhu also started calling Mu Qin, wanting to get back the model of the cross that he took away from Mu Qin.

However, Xie Zhu was destined to be unable to get through to Mu Qin's phone number. At this time, Mu Qin was kept in his sister's hospital by Xu Haoyu who kept the agreement. His sister Xu Lin arranged a special ward to protect Mu Qin.

Mu Qin's clothes and other personal belongings were placed in the patient's locker in the ward, and Mu Qin's mobile phone was also in there, but because it hadn't been charged for a long time, it had automatically shut down a long time ago.

After Xie Zhu called, all he got was a manual reply like "the user you dialed has turned off the phone".

Xie Zhu hung up the phone, clenched the phone tightly and gritted his teeth.

In fact, Zhou Yue had already woken up once before. When he woke up, Mu Qin was still taking care of him. At that time, Zhou Yue was quite normal and did not suffer from amnesia. Xie Zhu felt that was the case at that time. Zhou Yue and Mu Qin might be able to recover better if they stay together, so they haven't been separated for the time being.

But for some reason, within two days of waking up, Zhou Yue fell into a coma again due to unknown reasons, and had been comatose for two weeks.

Xu Lin, the director of Linhao General Hospital, called Xie Zhu herself later, saying that their hospital could not find out the cause of her son's coma, and repeated physical examinations could not find anything wrong with Zhou Yue. Lin suggested that Xie Zhu transfer Zhou Yue to other hospitals with better equipment.

Xie Zhu had no choice but to personally check on Zhou Yue's situation. Unexpectedly, on the day Xie Zhu passed, Zhou Yue woke up again inexplicably.

And after waking up, Zhou Yue actually lost his memory, completely forgot about Mu Qin, and only remembered what happened two years ago.

After discovering his son's amnesia, Xie Zhu realized at the time that this was an excellent opportunity to break up Zhou Yue and Mu Qin. She wanted her son to think that Mu Qin had never been back, so she immediately discharged Zhou Yue from the hospital and took Zhou Yue back to Zhou's house.

Because after all, there was an agreement with Mu Qin in this regard. Out of responsibility, Xie Zhu originally planned to tell Mu Qin before taking Zhou Yue away, but she didn't see Mu Qin in the hospital at that time, so she beat Mu Qin. Qin's phone was also turned off.

So Xie Zhu asked Xu Lin, the director of the hospital, where did Mu Qin, who was hospitalized with her son, go

Xu Lin lied that Mu Qin was picked up by his friend.

Xie Zhu was very angry when she heard that, and she asked Mu Qin to come and take care of her son Zhou Yue, but Mu Qin didn't say a word, just left with his friend, and left Zhou Yue alone in the hospital.

Therefore, she felt that Mu Qin didn't want to continue to fulfill the agreement between them.

But it would save trouble, Xie Zhu had been worrying all the time, how would she separate Zhou Yue and Mu Qin after Zhou Yue recovered

Mu Qin took the initiative to leave in such a sensible way, and she also saved a lot of trouble.

Unexpectedly, in less than a week, Zhou Yue'an started complaining that she had lost something and had to go back to the hospital to find it.

Xie Zhu was not worried about what Zhou Yue could find out when she returned to the hospital. She was mainly worried that Zhou Yue would run into Mu Qin after returning to that hospital

Although Dean Xu Lin had told Xie Zhu that Mu Qin was picked up by his friend, Xie Zhu was still uneasy. She couldn't get through to Mu Qin, so she called the dean Xu Lin and asked Xu Lin if Mu Qin had come back.

"Mu Qin?" Xu Lin pretended to be perfect on the phone, and said with a smile: "Mrs. Zhou, didn't I say that? Mu Qin has been picked up by his friend, and they seem to have been transferred to a hospital in a southern coastal city. And Mu Qin Qin was in a car accident before, and his leg bone was broken, and he will not be able to walk within two months, how could he come back?"

When Xie Zhu heard this, he finally felt relieved, and said to Xu Lin, "That's good, and I can feel relieved...President Xu, my son said he lost something in the hospital, so he insisted on going back to your hospital to look for it. He will drive over in a while, I have someone to follow him, you just let him find a storage room or something, if he causes any trouble to your hospital, just say it, I will take care of the loss Reimbursement, okay?"

"Okay, okay." Xu Lin turned into a fox-eyed smile on the other end of the phone, "Don't worry, we will take good care of your son."

Xie Zhu was finally relieved, exchanged pleasantries with Xu Lin and hung up the phone.

After answering the phone, Xu Lin turned around and called her younger brother Xu Haoyu.

"That Zhou Yue's mother kept asking about Mu Qin's whereabouts." Xu Lin said to her younger brother on the phone, "And Zhou Yue will come over today, saying that something was lost in my hospital, and she insisted on looking for it."

Xu Haoyu said: "Throwing a fart, Zhou Yue obviously felt that something was wrong, and wanted to go back to the hospital to find clues before he lost his memory, but his mother was fooled by him."

Xu Lin said again: "Why are these people's relationships so complicated, why are their thoughts so random? Back and forth, do you think my hospital is a hotel? You can live in and go out casually, and then come in again. I'm going to be dazed! It's really fucking hot!"

Xu Haoyu's face was full of black lines: "Sister, stop swearing, pay attention to your image, be reserved... reserved..."

"I'm happy to swear, but I won't say it to my clients and patients anyway! Why, if you say a few swear words in front of you, you'll despise me, right?" Xu Lin's tone was low, revealing a faint threat.

Xu Haoyu shrank immediately, and hurriedly coaxed her: "How could it be, sister! You can say whatever you want! You can drown me in a sea of swear words!"

Xu Lin over there was amused by him, and said to Xu Haoyu: "Don't be silly, do you have time, come back and see Mu Qin?"

Xu Haoyu looked at the work at hand, sighed and said: "I don't have time, sister, I also have a task here... Just do it, don't let that Zhou Yue meet Mu Qin."

"Their young couple obviously have a good relationship, why can't they meet?" Xu Lin was puzzled.

Xu Haoyu said: "I don't know either, Mu Qin specifically told me before 'sleep', saying that he was sending Zhou Yue away, and they must not meet each other."

"Don't worry too much about this matter, just do what Mu Qin said."

"But he always falls asleep at my place. Who will pay for the nutrition and nursing expenses?" Of course Xu Lin didn't want the money, but she deliberately wanted to cheat her younger brother, so she smiled wickedly.

Xu Haoyu knew that his elder sister was going to cheat him, so he said with a sad face and dejected: "I'll go out, can't I go out!?"

"Okay! My brother is so good, okay!" Xu Lin immediately became elated.

What the hell is it! Xu Haoyu covered his face speechlessly.

After that, Zhou Yue returned to Xu Lin's private hospital as scheduled, citing that she wanted to retrieve the things she had left behind.

Xu Lin opened the hospital's safekeeping room and asked Zhou Yue to go in and find it... This safekeeping room is a room on the left side of the hospital lobby, and it contains items left or lost by hospital patients.

Zhou Yue's main purpose wasn't really to come here to look for things, she came out after walking around the storage room twice, and then found Xu Lin, saying that there were none in the storage room, and she wanted to go to the ward where he lived to see Look.

Xu Lin pretended to be helpless, and dissuaded him: "Master Zhou, the wards of our hospital will be thoroughly cleaned and disinfected after the patients are discharged. If you really left something behind, our cleaning staff will definitely find it and put it away." It's in the storage room. There are already other patients in the ward you lived in before, and they have lung disease. It must be bad for you to go in and disturb them!"

Zhou Yue really didn't want to go to that ward to look for it. He started to slap Xu Lin, "I heard that Dean Xu...is the daughter of General Xu Guoen, right?"

Xu Lin rolled her eyes, "Yes."

"I heard you have a younger brother named Xu Haoyu?"

Xu Lin laughed: "Why does this matter involve my brother again?"

"Xu Haoyu and Mu Qin were comrades-in-arms at the same time." Zhou Yue recalled the contents of his investigation materials, "Dean Xu, I want to contact your brother and ask him about Mu Qin's whereabouts. I have been looking for Mu Qin for a long time. gone."

Xu Lin continued to laugh: "I don't know the Mu Qin you mentioned."

"It doesn't matter if Dean Xu doesn't know you, as long as your brother does." Zhou Yue obviously didn't intend to go around in circles with Xu Lin, and cut straight to the point, "Can Dean Xu give me your brother's contact information?"

Xu Lin thought for a while, and replied: "Okay, it's okay to tell you. I heard that Young Master Zhou was also a soldier in the past, so I must have some topics to chat with my brother."

Xu Lin was quite generous at this time, and directly gave Xu Haoyu's private number to Zhou Yue. What she thought in her heart was to let Xu Haoyu deal with this plague god. When the call came, Zhou Yue would probably leave contentedly.

But Xu Lin underestimated Zhou Yue's desire to explore.

Zhou Yue, who wanted to get the call, had no intention of leaving Xu Lin Hospital. He asked Xu Lin, "Can I visit your hospital? I have been lying here for two years, and I have never seen this place before."

Xu Lin felt that her head was getting bigger, and her temples were aching. She thought to herself, "Look at a woolen hospital with hair and looks good? Do you have an IQ problem!" With such words, there was still a proper smile on the corner of her mouth: "Visit It is possible, but Master Zhou, you did not lie in our hospital for two years, you were transferred to our hospital last month."

"That means I was in another hospital before?" Zhou Yue asked subconsciously.

Xu Lin felt that she was slipping a bit, but she also felt that it was okay to reveal this level of information, so she continued, "Yes."

"Why was I transferred to your hospital?" Zhou Yue asked again.

Xu Lin said: "Well... I don't know, it was your mother who turned you over."

"I understand." Zhou Yue gave up, and then he began to visit Xu Lin's hospital without allowing Xu Lin to accompany him. Although Xu Lin didn't understand what there was to visit in the hospital, Xu Lin couldn't stop her. She could only secretly order her subordinates to strictly guard the ward where Mu Qin was lying, saying that it was an isolation ward and no one could enter.

After making sure everything was safe, Xu Lindun felt at ease and went back to her office to sort out the files.

However, nothing in this world is truly foolproof.

Although I feel that Xu Lin's hospital must be an entry point, there is really nothing to visit in the hospital. People push the wheelchair around a few times. Zhou Yue didn't find any valuable clues, which made him a little disappointed.

Disappointed Zhou Yue finally decided to give up and was about to leave the hospital when she walked to the front desk of the hospital gate. There was a tall man at the front desk, wearing a gray hoodie, a hood and a mask, who was asking the receptionist at the front desk. The man asked, "Excuse me, is Mu Qin hospitalized in this hospital?"

The receptionist raised her head, looked at the man who was fully armed and wrapped herself tightly, and said vigilantly, "Are you the family member of the patient?"

"No, I'm a doctor." The man in the mask said an unexpected answer, "I'm a psychiatrist. I have a patient who seems to be hospitalized here. His condition is very complicated and needs constant attention. I haven't been in touch with him. , so I wanted to look for it.”

Zhou Yue who was passing by heard the words of the man and the receptionist. Zhou Yue immediately stopped the bodyguard pushing the wheelchair behind him, and then pushed the tire of the wheelchair forward to talk to the man.

Zhou Yue said: "Do you know Mu Qin? Mu next to the word He, you owe Qin?"

The man in the hood and mask turned to look at Zhou Yue: "Yes, it's Mu Qin."

Zhou Yue just smiled: "I'm Mu Qin's friend, and I'm looking for him too... Well, I heard you said that you are a psychiatrist. Does Mu Qin have any psychological problems?"

This man with a hood and a mask...that is Doctor He Qiu, he thought for a while and said to Zhou Yue: "Mu Qin's mental illness is quite serious, if I don't find him as soon as possible, I'm really afraid he won't wake up again. "