"I want to be acknowledged, to be acknowledged that I existed."
"It's because you are so cowardly and cowardly, and you want what you don't deserve, that you ended up like this today." Amu didn't have any sympathy for the faceless man, he mocked him sarcastically, "Want to be recognized? Heh, how could someone recognize you?"
"Of course!" The faceless man was immediately enraged by Amu's taunt. He struggled and stretched out his hand to try to push away Amu who was pressing on him. "Of course someone will recognize me!"
"Then tell me, who recognized you?" Amu ignored his struggle at all, and restrained the faceless man with random force, he lowered his voice and asked the faceless man: "you tell me Look, during the hundreds of years you have been in this world, who has recognized you?"
The faceless man couldn't speak, he looked at Amu trembling all over, his unconscious fear, the fear of the question Amu asked him, he refused to answer, he tried to escape.
But Amu was always able to pinch his life quickly and accurately. He grabbed the faceless man's neck and forced the faceless man to look at him.
"Don't try to run, my dear." Amu grinned, "You see, I can always fulfill every word I said, I said that I will torture you mercilessly, so I will put You strip it clean, just like stripping your clothes, tearing off your hypocritical surface and exposing your bloody heart, and you can only watch helplessly during this process."
"I swear that I will make you suffer, but you don't have to be so afraid." Amu gently kissed the corner of the faceless man's mouth, "You just need to rely on me as much as you want, and the process will not be too long, because I will very gentle."
"Why don't you just kill me?" The Faceless Man shook his head frantically, he curled himself into a ball and said hoarsely, "I know you hate me, I know you want to avenge your brother, I know...so why don't you Just kill me!?"
"No, you made a mistake." Amu shook his head, "I don't hate you, it's better to say... I love you."
"I'm not Ashin." The Faceless Man really cried out, covering his face, "I'm really not Ashin, please, please don't do this!"
"Of course you are not Ashin." Amu gently rubbed his hair, "You are my little star."
You always say you want to prove your existence, but the first person who tries to erase your existence is still yourself.
"For three hundred years, you have not been able to come out of that battlefield." Amu said to him softly, "You have been staying on the battlefield, guarding what you got in the first place—the mission, the mission to end everything."
"From the outside, it seems that you have really ended the disputes between those people three hundred years ago, but in fact they have not disappeared, and they still continue to fight deep in your heart."
"Wars never end, so you never leave the battlefield."
"But you know very well that you simply cannot end a war."
"Why did you, born with the wish to 'end the war', still fail to end this century-old war?" Amu said to himself, "Which step did you make a mistake?"
"The reason is very simple." Amu concluded, "Because human desires are not always so pure, we have too many emotions and desires, and our desires are also mixed with too many elements that we should not have. All of Ah Mu and Ah Xin are probably not as firm as we think, they don’t really want to end everything, they are just avoiding everything.”
"The two cowardly and cowardly brothers never thought about solving problems by themselves, so when they were in trouble, they begged others to protect them from the wind and rain, and begged for a god-like figure to descend from the sky to solve the problem , but as weak as they are, they can only attract the weakest... God."
Amu lowered his head and pressed his forehead against the faceless man's forehead, forming an intimate Angzi, and then smiled: "Admit it, my poor little Xingxing, you are so weak that you cannot become a real god at all."
"You can only give up your identity as a god and stay in my arms obediently. Only I can protect you... and I will always protect you." Amu touched the faceless man's cheek very gently.
The faceless man was very hesitant. He tried to believe what Amu said, but he was also afraid of accepting this unknown emotion. He said fearfully: "But I am a thought body born according to my wish. Giving up this identity is equivalent to giving up the master bestowed on me. My mission, without this mission, I would disappear.”
"Only my wish can keep me alive." The Faceless Man was sad and at a loss, "I can only continue to exist if someone wants me to exist."
"Then just disappear." Amu clenched his hands tightly, staring into the faceless man's dark eyes. Amu seemed to have made some decision, and this decision made him look deeply.
Amu, who made this decision, swore in a heavy tone: "As Amu, I announce that I will release all the shackles on you."
"You will no longer have to fulfill missions such as 'ending the war', and you will also lose the power to become a marginal will. As a 'god', you will disappear, and as Amu, I sincerely hope for your disappearance."
Amu's words had some kind of terrifying power, especially after Amu had just finished speaking in a solemn and swearing tone, the faceless man suddenly felt his body became lighter, and his whole body felt a sense of erratic, even his consciousness All became blurred.
When he looked down at his body, the faceless man realized that his body had also become transparent, and he could see flowers, plants and stones on the ground through his fingers and palms.
At the same time, countless light spots emanated from his transparent body, like countless fireflies flying. These light spots kept flying out of the faceless man's body, into the air, and out of the narrow space. The map of the throne, flew out of the dark edge world, and flew to an unknown distance.
The Faceless Man knew that the light spots overflowing from his body were the souls trapped in his consciousness. When the Faceless Man was "liberated", they were also liberated together.
This feeling of slowly disappearing was very strange, and it made the Faceless Man feel a little scared, but also a little relieved, as if a heavy burden had been lifted, and those heavy burdens that had been carried on him for a long time finally fell to the ground today.
In a trance, the faceless man asked Amu foolishly: "Are you going to kill me?"
The Faceless Man is the thought body that was born after Amu made a wish, and Amu also holds the power of life and death over the Faceless Man, so as long as Amu sincerely repents this wish and prays for the disappearance of the Faceless Man, the Faceless Man will really disappear.
To disappear means to die.
The faceless man is afraid of death, and the disappearance is extremely terrifying to him. Before that, he was still looking forward to someone who could admit him. Even if Mu Qin couldn't give him the eternal wish, then other wishes were fine, as long as he could leave traces in this world.
He wants to be a real human being.
Staying in the marginal world cannot really become a human being, so the Faceless Man once planned to leave the marginal world, but as a marginal will, he lost his freedom from the very beginning, and he did not have the option of leaving in his life.
He's trapped in this world, but also on an inner battlefield.
He always stands at the bottom of the dark edge world, looking at the colorful real world not far away through the distance that seems to be close at hand.
So far away, so far away.
Envy, jealousy, hatred, the most primitive emotions slowly grew in his heart, and he began to become a little crazy, using all the means he could think of, trying to plunder something from that colorful real world.
But so far, he hasn't gotten anything.
Only death, only eternal disappearance, is the only destined ending.
Therefore, even though the Faceless Man was very afraid of death before, when he was really facing death and he was about to collapse into nothingness, he was relieved.
He's going to fail, he's going to die, he's going to disappear, and he's already mentally prepared.
It doesn't matter if you are sorry or unwilling.
After all, after death, you will never feel the pain of this sorrow again.
The body became more transparent, and the vision became extremely blurred. The whole world was full of strange lights, and the faceless man gradually couldn't see Amu's face clearly. He didn't know whether the other person was talking, because he couldn't hear the sound, and he felt the silence around him. Needle drop can be heard. It also seems that there is a rumbling sound constantly echoing in the ear, like soaking in the deep sea.
In the silence and noise, he asked with a sigh, "Can I go to sleep?"
A long, long, endless sleep.
"...Don't sleep." But after a while, someone answered him in silence.
The voice continued: "Don't sleep, honey, I will be with you today, I will abandon the identity of Amu, and become a human named Mu Chen again."
"Then I will make a wish to you, I want to have you, I want you to be my family, friend, or lover, I want you to be by my side and live for me, I want you to always exist even after I die , I hope we will love each other and never be apart, and I will give you a new name and a new life."
"I make a wish..." Mu Chen held the faceless man's hand and murmured, "From today on, you are Mu Xing, my little star."
Mu Xing felt his body become solid again from a transparent state, and invisible power poured into his body, while Mu Chen's words were like a burning brand, imprinted in his soul.
His vision returned to bright and clear, his senses and temperature recovered step by step, the chaotic noise in his ears subsided instantly, and the depths of his spiritual consciousness... was as peaceful and serene as a lake of mirrors.
Mu Xing was still a little unresponsive, and stared at Mu Chen in a daze, his eyes wide open. Mu Chen pinched his cheek and sighed secretly how nice it was.