Unlimited Cycles of Death

Chapter 45: Paradise of Despair 12┃Come to me, hug me

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The first time Zhou Yue met that person in his dream, he was still in the army for daily training. Halfway through the training, the captain called him out, saying that a senior officer had come from above and wanted to meet Zhou Yue to discuss something. Things have to be handed over to Zhou Yue.

Zhou Yue was very strange at the time, because he had just joined the special forces and didn't know any superiors, and he was directly promoted from the new barracks to join the special forces. He was jealous and jealous, and many people felt that he came in because of his relationship. Except for the captain of the small team and a few brothers of the small team who were willing to cover him, no one else treated him very much.

So when she was called to go, Zhou Yue kept muttering in her heart. After seeing the superior, Zhou Yue became even more strange.

He didn't know this officer, but the other party called out Zhou Yue's name familiarly as soon as they met, and then asked the captain who brought Zhou Yue to go out, saying that he wanted to talk to Zhou Yue alone.

Seeing the epaulets of this superior officer, Zhou Yue routinely saluted others with the mentality of respecting his superiors, and politely asked him what he wanted for him.

However, the officer didn't tell Zhou Yue anything, he just gave Zhou Yue a little gadget.

A small model of a cross. If you look closely, you will find a small black snake wrapped around the cross.

When he got this model, Zhou Yue was very puzzled. In an important place like the army, why should he be given such a small toy full of religious meaning? Although the above does not seem to restrict the religious beliefs of soldiers, it will not deliberately recruit religious believers into the ranks.

So Zhou Yue spoke, and he asked the officer why he gave him the cross.

And the officer replied: "Your parents entrusted me to give you this."

Zhou Yue hadn't been home for a long, long time at that time, and he planned to cut off contact with his family slowly over the years. He cruelly left the parents who gave birth to him behind, and even decided to forget them, as if he was just a child in this life. Orphans who never had parents.

The reason why Zhou Yue is so cruel is that he suddenly realized that his parents never saw him as a child, they treated Zhou Yue as an object, a tool... even a pet, and they imposed their rules on him. On Zhou Yue, they left Zhou Yue to complete the things they didn't finish. Zhou Yue had to do what they thought was right, and Zhou Yue could never touch what they thought was wrong. They decided Zhou Yue's past and future without authorization. And never thought of asking Zhou Yue for her own thoughts.

When Zhou Yue briefly told a brother who had a good relationship with him at the same time about his family background, the brother said this to Zhou Yue:

"Are you sure your parents didn't treat you like a dog? If they tell you to sit, you can sit, if they tell you to stand, you can stand, if they tell you to go east, you can never go west. In the future, you will have to wag your tail to earn money for them to support them." , Let them squander your youthful vigor at will. Brother, not every parent who has a child in this world can be called a 'parent'. Besides giving you money and food, have they ever given you any care similar to relatives? ?”

Such a simple sentence made Zhou Yue soberly aware of his current situation like never before. He felt that his brother was right, and this was the first time he felt that he had to leave that family without hesitation, because he really Indeed... I have never felt the so-called "care" from my parents.

In addition to work, my father has always added various tasks to Zhou Yue, and assigned him one goal after another. His grades must not fall behind, he must pass the exam, he must participate in various training classes and cram schools, and he must be the first in any competition. Apart from these, his father would hardly appear in front of Zhou Yue, and Zhou Yue had never even seen his father have a second expression other than that straight face.

As for Zhou Yue's mother, Xie Zhu, she is almost the same. She was Zhou Yue's father's assistant at work when she was young. After being busy with trivial matters, she never gave Zhou Yue many smiling faces. She always kept a cold expression and kept a distance from him, as if there was no mother-child relationship between them. She would hug Zhou Yue when she was a child, When he grew up, it was as if he had forgotten that he still had a child like Zhou Yue.

Zhou Yue felt that there was not much affection between her parents. She remembered that when she was a child, Zhou Yue saw her parents alone together. Basically, they were also talking about work. When her mother stood beside her father, she didn’t seem like a wife. She was still a woman. The role of secretary or assistant. They are usually not at home when they are busy, and the servants and aunts who cook are closer to Zhou Yue than they are.

Later, Zhou Yue escaped from that indifferent family under the pretext of enlisting in the army. After being in the army for so many years, the figure of his parents gradually became distant in Zhou Yue's heart. Today, this officer came to visit suddenly and stuffed such a thing into Zhou Yue's hands, saying that it was his parents. Yes, it really surprised Zhou Yue.

The officer didn't tell Zhou Yue why his parents gave him such a thing, so he turned around and left. Zhou Yue had to go back with the small model of the cross. Zhou Yue had a bad feeling, so he originally planned to throw it away, but after thinking about it, he felt a little bit reluctant.

He has been in the team for so many years, and it's not that his parents have never come to look for him, but when they did, they always came to reprimand Zhou Yue. They asked Zhou Yue to leave the team and go home as soon as possible, because there are still many things waiting for Zhou Yue to do at home. They repeatedly emphasized that they have trained Zhou Yue for so many years for Zhou Yue's future, why should they suffer in this kind of place if they don't want to take over such a big company.

After listening to Zhou Yue, she felt that every sentence of her parents' words revealed this kind of meaning: Hurry up and go back to work for me!

Zhou Yue laughed when he heard it, and felt that what his brother said was true, his parents really raised him as a dog... Maybe even worse than a dog, Zhou Yue was just a man specially bred for their Zhou family enterprise. Tool of.

But even though he has been so clear, deep in Zhou Yue's heart, there is still a trace of longing for his parents.

That night, Zhou Yue played with the model of the cross in his hand for a long time. Although the officer told him that it was something given to him by his parents, Zhou Yue knew in his heart that it could never be given to him by his parents.

Because Zhou Yue understands the character of his parents, his father and mother are not the kind of people who will give him such an unknown gadget for no reason. So, either someone deliberately tricked him, or the officer who gave the cross to Zhou Yue was lying, but why did he lie? What's the point of this cross toy

Zhou Yue, who didn't know why, carefully inspected the cross model for a long time. It was too ordinary, no matter the material texture, no matter how it looked, there was no abnormality, and there was no hidden mechanism. Zhou Yue couldn't find any problems. He simply put it on his bedside cabinet at will, but after Zhou Yue fell asleep that night, he had a dream.

In the dream, Zhou Yue met Mu Qin, his first love whom he had been obsessed with for many years.

In the dream, Mu Qin was wearing a low-key luxurious black dress, dressed very beautifully, with neatly combed hair, bright black eyes, clean face and gentle smile.

He stretched out his hand to Zhou Yue and said that he would take Zhou Yue to a place.

Zhou Yue was very happy when he saw Mu Qin in his dream. Although he often dreamed of Mu Qin in the past, in Zhou Yue's previous dreams, Mu Qin always looked hazy. It is easy to break the impregnable barrier, but in today's sweet dream, Mu Qin looked very clear, every expression on his face, his beautiful eyes, and his eyelashes could be seen clearly.

Zhou Yue was deeply attracted by such Mu Qin, and his reason seemed to be carried away by a bird. He stretched out his hand in a daze, and followed the so-called "Mu Qin" in front of him. He was too lazy to think about "Mu Qin" Where would "Qin" take him, he felt... Anyway, this world is just his dream, since it is a dream, then do whatever you want.

However, this dream seems to be out of Zhou Yue's control. The "Mu Qin" in the dream passed through the white fog and brought him to a very desolate place... like some kind of ancient ruins.

The ruins have collapsed statues and pillars, a destroyed marble roof, and a few flaming Pillar of Fire lamps scattered across the ground. The huge relic is located in a barren withered forest, covered by trees and rotting branches and leaves. The sky is dark and there are no stars, but there is a vast bright moon hanging in the sky, and the silver moonlight shines on the dilapidated relic. The whole scene is like a dream Illusionary, like the world in the painting carved by top artists on canvas.

In such a beautiful dream, "Mu Qin" took Zhou Yue's hand and led him into the ruins.

And in the middle of the ruins, under the silver moonlight, Zhou Yue saw a huge seat resembling some kind of throne on the wide open space. It was a throne carved from stone and ice crystals. There are some black vines, blood-red flowers are blooming on the vines, and there are even some butterflies dancing around the bright red flowers.

This beautiful throne is so alluring, Zhou Yue couldn't help being attracted to it when she saw it.

Then "Mu Qin" beside him also bewitched Zhou Yue and said: "That chair is very beautiful, how about you go and sit?"

Zhou Yue, who thought that he could do whatever he wanted in his dream, felt that it was no big deal to sit on this chair, so he listened to "Mu Qin"'s bewitching, and walked towards the ice crystal throne entwined with black vines, But as soon as he took a step, "Mu Qin" beside him stopped him, reached out and stuffed a card into his palm, and said at the same time: "Bring this, this is the symbol of the king."

Zhou Yue looked down and found that "Mu Qin" had stuffed him a pure white card with a blank front and starry sky and pentagram patterns on the back.

Zhou Yue didn't have time to think about why he sat on such an inexplicable throne in the dream, but it was "Mu Qin" in the dream who asked him to do it, so Zhou Yue went, and he took the throne that Mu Qin gave him. Bai Ka walked up to the throne, and first subconsciously reached out to touch the armrest of the throne. Most of this chair was carved with ice crystals, only the base underneath was made of marble, which felt icy cold to the touch.

For some reason, this coldness also made Zhou Yue's chaotic consciousness a little bit awake. He felt very strange, why is this dream so real? The real ruin scene, the real silver moonlight, the real freezing temperature, and the real "Mu Qin" behind it.

Zhou Yue turned her head and glanced at "Mu Qin".

That "Mu Qin" was smiling at him, his smile was exaggerated and slightly ferocious, which made Zhou Yue a little uncomfortable, because in Zhou Yue's memory, Mu Qin rarely laughed so exaggeratedly and ferociously, Mu Qin's smile was Faintly, Mu Qin is very gentle, Mu Qin will always put on a soft side in front of Zhou Yue, put away his water chestnut and sharp edge, he is obedient and soft. However, it was precisely because Mu Qin always acted so softly in front of Zhou Yue that Zhou Yue made more and more progress at that time, threw Mu Qin down, and used various means to bully him.

"What's the matter? Sit on it." The "Mu Qin" in front of Zhou Yue spoke to him, his voice suppressed some indescribable excitement and excitement, "Sit on that throne, and then we can talk about many things slowly .”

Zhou Yue couldn't help asking, "Who are you?"

"I'm Mu Qin, the Mu Qin you love the most, the Mu Qin who loves you the most." That "Mu Qin" said so.

Zhou Yue shook his head, he was puzzled: "You are not Mu Qin, you are not..."

"Of course I am!" That "Mu Qin" suddenly raised his voice, startling Zhou Yue, then "Mu Qin" stepped forward, walked to Zhou Yue's side, grabbed Zhou Yue's hand, His tone lowered again and became softer. He even leaned on Zhou Yue: "Have I forgotten me? During our high school years, you were not understood by others or by your parents. I was the only one by your side. We were so happy together, do you want to forget this?"

Zhou Yue retorted subconsciously: "No, of course I won't forget... I..."

"Then why don't you listen to me?" The other party's voice was captivatingly bewitching, "You don't love me? You hate me?"

"No, I don't hate you..." Zhou Yue stared at the eyes of "Mu Qin" in front of him with wide eyes. His eyes were indeed the same eyes that Zhou Yue was familiar with.

"Then come to me." Mu Qin suddenly took the first step to sit on the ice crystal throne. He sat there and stretched out his hand to Zhou Yue. His voice was deep and hoarse, and his eyes were confusing. hug me."

In Paradise of Despair.

"Zhou Yue?" Mu Qin stretched out his hand and shook it in front of Zhou Yue's eyes. Zhou Yue lost his mind, and when he lost his mind, he was in a daze, looking dazed.

In order to bring him back to his senses, Mu Qin had no choice but to pinch Zhou Yue's face with his hand, mustering up the courage to kiss Zhou Yue twice on the lips. As expected, the kiss had a magical effect. After being kissed by Mu Qin, Zhou Yue immediately lost his mind. Tianwai pulled back his mind, immediately hugged Mu Qin's waist with his backhand, and began to gnaw Mu Qin's lips madly.

Mu Qin was kissed so much that his face was covered with saliva, he couldn't help pushing Zhou Yue away angrily, and said angrily, "Before you finished talking just now, you started to lose your mind, and now you are still kissing!"

Although he was reprimanded by Mu Qin, Zhou Yue still hugged Mu Qin's waist relentlessly, rubbed against Mu Qin's body, and said to Mu Qin without restraint: "My dear, we live in peace If it's too long, the system will notice that something is wrong, I have to do some oppressive behavior to you... How about we chat while having sex?"

Zhou Yue's words made Mu Qin's face flushed, and he muttered: "When doing that kind of thing... I can't concentrate on listening to you at all, okay!?"

"Then let's finish it first." Zhou Yue obviously couldn't bear it anymore, picked Mu Qin up from the bench, and then carried Mu Qin to the security room in front. There is a single bed for rest in the security room , with a comfortable but dusty mattress.

Zhou Yue flicked the dust off the mattress, turned it over, and put the clothes on it, before pushing Mu Qin onto the bed. At this moment, Mu Qin was limp and weak, delicate and frail and easy to push down, so he could only roll on the bed, and then Zhou Yue pressed Mu Qin and climbed up, pinched Mu Qin's chin and began to kiss Mu Qin deeply again.

When Zhou Yue and Mu Qin kissed each other, they liked to hold Mu Qin's tongue with their tongues. The movement of his tongue poking in felt very erotic. Where are you.

While kissing, Zhou Yue also peeled off Mu Qin's clothes, first tore off Mu Qin's pants and underwear, and kept rubbing his hands under Mu Qin, Mu Qin felt hot all over his body, but felt Zhou Yue's hand groping under him became even hotter, and he couldn't help twisting around to avoid Zhou Yue's hand.

But Zhou Yue directly untied his trouser belt, grabbed Mu Qin's leg and lifted it up, and the hotter thing was firmly pressed between Mu Qin's legs.

"Don't..." Mu Qin grabbed the lapel of Zhou Yue's chest with his trembling hands, begged for mercy in a low voice, "at least... Lubricate first..."

"Heh..." Zhou Yue pinched Mu Qin's leg with one hand, hugged Mu Qin's waist with the other, rubbed his lips against Mu Qin's face, and smiled softly and mercilessly in Mu Qin's ear: "There is nothing in this place to treat you." Lubricate, so I can only make you hurt."

As soon as Zhou Yue finished speaking, he suddenly pushed forward. Mu Qin suddenly felt that his lower body was stretched a little. In fact, it didn't hurt that much, but Mu Qin still shed tears physiologically. Seeing him crying, Zhou Yue leaned over Lick Mu Qin's eyes and tears. Then Zhou Yue pressed Mu Qin's waist and entered even harder, feeling Mu Qin trembling in his arms.

"Cute little thing." Zhou Yue put her arms around him, fascinatedly traced Mu Qin's face with her fingers, and murmured, "Cry... I love you."

After finishing speaking, Zhou Yue bit Mu Qin's lips greedily, and blocked Mu Qin's sobs viciously in his throat.

After tossing Mu Qin back and forth on this bed twice, Zhou Yue finally let him go... This time Zhou Yue actually restrained herself quite a bit, and didn't make Mu Qin pass out. , but Mu Qin's hands and feet were still weak and he couldn't move, so he could only let Zhou Yue pick him up and let him lean in Zhou Yue's arms.

The powerless Mu Qin didn't have the strength to open his mouth to reprimand Zhou Yue for going too far, so he lazily hugged Zhou Yue's back and lay on his chest obediently. Zhou Yue liked his obedient appearance so much that he wanted to put him Do it again under the body, but looking at Mu Qin, who is soft and boneless, with bruises all over his body, Zhou Yue can only grit his teeth and suppress his inner desire.

It took a long time before Mu Qin regained his strength, leaned on Zhou Yue's shoulder, raised his head, and said to Zhou Yue, "You were distracted just now, did you think of something?"

Zhou Yue didn't answer immediately, but hugged Mu Qin and stroked it for a while. He touched Mu Qin's butt. The place was wet after being trampled twice by Zhou Yue. Mu Qin bit Zhou Yue's shoulder hard.

"You bastard!" Mu Qin scolded him, and stopped biting Zhou Yue's shoulder after scolding, but bit Zhou Yue's face instead, leaving a clear ring of teeth marks on Zhou Yue's cheek.

Zhou Yue smiled and let him bite, and leaned over to lick Mu Qin's ruddy lips.

"I still want to go in." Zhou Yue's hand was still on Mu Qin's buttocks, he lowered his voice and rubbed Mu Qin's lips, "I want to stick in it forever and never come out."

When Mu Qin heard this, his face was red and bleeding, and he lay in Zhou Yue's arms and muttered: "Don't... say, say such lewd things..."

"Why." Zhou Yue asked solemnly, not shyly: "Don't you like it?"

Mu Qin buried his face in Zhou Yue's chest, his voice was already inaudible: "No...no."

Zhou Yue smiled evilly: "That means you like it."

Mu Qin began to bite his face with his teeth and claws again.

So in order to appease Mu Qin, Zhou Yue hugged him and smoothed his hair for a long time, making it sticky and sticky endlessly. In the end, he snatched the fire, Zhou Yue couldn't bear it at all, and pressed Mu Qin to do it again. After finishing this time, Mu Qin felt that his lower body was basically unconscious. The base of his thighs was covered with the dirty and hot things left by Zhou Yue, and his stomach was also swollen. Mu Qin felt that he had gone too far, and his cheeks puffed out with anger , This time I didn't lie on Zhou Yue's body anymore, I pushed Zhou Yue away, and I huddled in the corner of the bed and sulked.

Zhou Yue had no choice but to start giving Mu Qin his hair again, and comforted him pitifully: "Don't be angry."

Mu Qin turned his back to him and said nothing, lowered his head to reveal his fair neck, and there were red marks left by Zhou Yue's kiss on his bare shoulders.

"I love you." Zhou Yue couldn't help but confess to him, "It's great to meet you in this life, Mu Qin."

When Mu Qin heard his confession, he turned his head slightly to look at Zhou Yue. Mu Qin's eyes were red and he looked as cute as a bunny. Zhou Yue couldn't help but hugged him from behind.

"Before I clearly said that I would go to the entire amusement park with you." Zhou Yue said with a smile: "In the end, I patronized you."

"I don't have any strength." Mu Qin was angry and whispered, "My legs are weak, it's all because of you!"

"Then I'll walk around the amusement park with you in my arms." Zhou Yue bit Mu Qin's ear lightly, "While strolling, I'll see you."

Mu Qin desperately covered his face: "You have to restrain me a little bit!"