Lin Size defied the public opinion and finally decided to set off. He didn't bring too many people with him, and the affairs of the DPRK were handed over to several trusted ministers. Mr. Meng supervised on his behalf. and Zhao Yunyuan.
Zhao Yunyuan and Lin Size talked in the study for more than an hour, and came out of the study a little tired, and learned from Jiang Haifu that Mr. Meng had gone to see Lin Size, but they failed to change Lin Size's mind, and even made Lin Size more convinced to go to Huzhou .
Zhao Yunyuan heard Jiang Haifu say that "the only death owed to the floating life", but he also sighed: "The emperor and Gu Shilang... hey."
Jiang Haifu also sighed again and again: "Gu Shilang must be hated... Although I don't know what happened between the emperor and Gu Shilang, but... If you say something cruel, Gu Shilang treats the emperor, it's really nothing to say."
Zhao Yunyuan seemed to remember something, stared into the distance for a while, and then said with a wry smile: "Yes. Gu Shilang is unruly by nature, but he is indeed devoted to the emperor."
Jiang Haifu thought for a while and said, "Master Zhao, do you think it is possible for Gu Shilang to still be alive?"
"How can I say it exactly?" Zhao Yunyuan shook his head gently, "I just wish she was still alive."
Jiang Haifu nodded: "Hey, yes... Don't talk about it, Mr. Zhao, I'll go to the study first. After chatting with you for so long, the emperor must be tired. I have to wait for you."
Zhao Yunyuan nodded: "Well, the emperor is still coughing very badly. If he really leaves in two days, let him get better in three days as soon as possible. Hey."
Jiang Haifu said: "Well, the emperor will set off in two days... Now it is useless for anyone to persuade."
After that, he hurried into the study, while Zhao Yunyuan stood outside the room and sighed softly.
"If I... I'm afraid I'll do the same."
Gu Hongjian was a little surprised.
Zhao Yunyuan was indeed quite opposed to Lin Size's going to Huzhou, but now he secretly agrees...
Could it be that he actually supported Lin Size
It's really strange, it turns out that Mr. Zhao, who was upright and focused on his family and country, would have such moments
Gu Hongjian watched Zhao Yunyuan leave in doubt, and silently returned to the study. Lin Size sat in the study, coughing lightly, while grading the memorial. His face was extremely poor these past two days, and he was paler than the thinnest piece of white paper. , There is a thick circle of dark blue now, and there is no blood on his lips.
In just a few short days, Lin Size, who was already a little thin, lost even more weight. Gu Hongjian gestured with his hand and felt that his chin was already sharp enough to hoe the ground.
Although he said that, in fact, Gu Hongjian was really distressed.
Lin Size was obviously punishing himself by consuming his life and energy like this.
Gu Hongjian's death had a big reason for him, and he couldn't even find anyone to blame, because for him, the sinner was himself.
He can only punish himself.
However, he probably couldn't imagine that when he punished himself, Gu Hongjian didn't know everything, but on the contrary, he saw everything in his eyes.
So this punishment has become two people again.
Gu Hongjian sighed deeply—it really wouldn't give her peace if she died.
Occasionally she would think, why do this
A few years ago... It seems that it was the day when she was drunk and met Zhao Yunyuan. She had just left the palace, and before she went to the Zuixianlou, she encountered a funeral procession on the way. Pedestrians were afraid of bad luck and entered one side. She avoided the store, but Gu Hong saw that she didn't believe this, so she just stood on the side of the street and watched.
Yellow paper was scattered all over the place, accompanied by the howls of the family members of the deceased.
There was a woman standing next to her, but she didn't avoid it. Probably seeing Gu Hongjian looking fascinated, she took the initiative to talk and said, "Hey, it's a man who died, it's so pitiful, he's quite capable at such a young age. But he died suddenly. He just married his wife. Well, you see, the one who cried the most was his new wife. The two were childhood sweethearts, and their relationship is said to be very deep. It's so pitiful, it should have been high-spirited. It's time to go."
Gu Hongjian glanced at the woman, nodded and said, "Well, it's pitiful."
Unexpectedly, there was a guy dressed in ordinary standing next to him. The man was leaning against the wall, with a hat covering most of his face, and said, "He is dead, what is there to be pitiful for? His family and his wife are pitiful. Raised a son for more than 20 years, and then went away. I was a childhood sweetheart for more than 20 years, and finally got married, and once again became a widow... tsk tsk tsk, the dead don't know anything, what is there to be pitiful, the living People are pitiful. You see, they cry so loudly for the dead, who will cry for them?"
The woman glared angrily at the man, said something sick and left, but Gu Hongjian thought it was very interesting. He glanced at the man, but saw that although the clothes were poor, he was wearing a torn straw hat to cover his face. However, it is vaguely visible that the face is handsome and the figure is tall and straight.
Seeing Gu Hongjian looking at him, he smiled at Gu Hongjian and said, "What do you think?"
What did Gu Hongjian say at that time
She seemed to say something like, "Xiongtai is a great idea. If one day I leave the person I love due to an accident, I'd rather that person not be sad at all."
The other party said: "Oh? But isn't that unfair to yourself?"
"The word love has never been fair." Gu Hong smiled, "Besides, as you said, Xiongtai, everyone is dead, what else is there?"
The other party also seemed to bow his hands in disgust, turned around and left, but Gu Hongjian really took this conversation to heart and thought about Zuo Ningyan's affairs, so he ran to the Zuixianlou and got drunk.
And now, she can fully understand this sentence.
The living cry for the dead, but what about the living? Who grieves for them
Logically speaking, there is none. When a person dies, they don’t know anything.
But she was different. She was still here, watching Lin Size in pain, and felt distressed because of his pain.
Lin Size did not react to her death as she wished, but on the contrary, she reacted greatly.
Therefore, Gu Hongjian often thinks about why all this is happening, and the general conclusion after thinking about it is that God really does not like her, and the punishment for her did not end at the moment of her death.
At that time, she thought that when she saw Lin Size and He Fangning having sex, she thought about it, but later, when she saw Lin Size suffering for her, she realized that she could be even more sad.
And when will this endless punishment end
As long as she stays by Lin Size's side, she will not be relieved. Lin Size never forgets to hurt her, she will suffer, Lin Size forgets her happy life with others, and she will not be happy either.
She was really tired. She stood behind Lin Size and watched for so long and so many years.
She wanted to escape, she wanted to be free.
Gu Hongjian is now only praying that all this will end soon, and that Lin Size will really break up cleanly. Since then, his emotions, sorrows and joys, and his life, have nothing to do with her.
Sound selfish, right
But she was only selfish this time.
Gu Hong was in a trance, but saw that Lin Size was so tired that she fell asleep beside the table.
Jiang Haifu was sent out by him at first. There was only Lin Size in Wendao Hall. No one came to help him put on his clothes or wake him up and let him go to bed when he fell asleep.
Gu Hongjian was very worried. Seeing that a black cloak was sitting on a stool not far from Lin Size, she couldn't take it to help him put it on. She was so anxious that she reached out to touch the cloak over and over again, but it didn't work. Go through that cloak over and over again.
In desperation, she touched the cloak again with her hand, but unexpectedly found herself touching the cloak.
Gu Hongjian was startled, and subconsciously put the cloak on Lin Size.
She blinked and looked at the big cloak on Lin Size in disbelief.
How could this be? !
Could she touch things again? !
Gu Hongjian was pleasantly surprised and wanted to touch Lin Size, but found that she had passed through Lin Size again and the big cloak on Lin Size's body.
What happened just now? !
Gu Hongjian was disappointed and angrily thinking, could it be a return to light? !
But she is still fine...
Gu Hongjian reluctantly floated around the house, touching everything, but unfortunately the miracle did not happen.
And Lin Size slowly woke up.
He opened his eyes in a bit of trouble, reached out and rubbed his eyebrows, moved his neck subconsciously, then froze, staring at the cloak on his body.
Gu Hongjian: "..."
Lin Size stood up suddenly, and the cloak fell along with it. He caught it and said loudly, "Jiang Haifu?!"
After only shouting twice, Jiang Haifu hurried into the study and said, "Your Majesty, what's the matter?"
Lin Size said, "Jiang Haifu, did you build this for me?!"
Jiang Haifu wondered: "Ah? No... Your Majesty, after you let me out, I never came in..."
Lin Size looked down at the big cloak in his hand again, and suddenly said softly, "Gu Hongjian."
Jiang Haifu: "Ah?!"
Lin Size raised his head, looked at the empty air around him, and said, "Gu Hongjian!? Is that you?!"
Jiang Haifu took a deep breath: "Your Majesty?! What's wrong with you?!"
"After I fell asleep, someone put this on me!" Lin Size squeezed the cloak tighter, "Gu Hongjian, is that you?! Are you here?!"
His voice was a little hoarse because of the constant coughing, and calling out Gu Hongjian's name was even more piercing. Gu Hongjian felt extremely distressed, but he could only watch Lin Size holding the cloak and calling out her name.
it's me.
it's me.
Gu Hong saw it over and over again and took the trouble to answer repeatedly.
However, Lin Size couldn't hear it.
In vain, he called Gu Hongjian's name over and over again and looked around.
Gu Hongjian floated up in front of him and wanted to meet his gaze, but he always looked elsewhere quickly.
He kept trying to find Gu Hongjian, but he didn't know that Gu Hongjian was always by his side.
Gu Hong saw Lin Size, whose voice decreased and the despair in his eyes deepened, and felt a trace of despair in his heart.
She once said that Lin Size would never look back at her or follow her with his eyes.
But now, Lin Size is trying to find her, and she is right in front of him.
However, her face could no longer be reflected in his pupils.
☆、The finale of the online version
The cloak exhausted Lin Size and made Jiang Haifu frightened.
From Jiang Haifu's point of view, Lin Size was suffering from thoughts and had serious hallucinations.
And because of this incident, Lin Size insisted that the date of departure for Huzhou was moved forward, and decided to leave at dawn tomorrow.
As the night got darker, Lin Size was sitting in the palm hall, holding the big cloak in his hand, looking forward, a little absent-minded.
Gu Hongjian sat beside him and looked at him quietly.
"Hong Jian." Lin Size suddenly whispered.
Gu Hongjian was startled, and then said, "Huh?"
Of course Lin Size didn't hear it, he just said to himself, "Gu Hongjian, are you here?"
"En." Gu Hongjian nodded lightly.
Lin Size said, "It should be there... You really helped me cover this cloak, right?"
"Yes, I've said it many times." Gu Hongjian felt helpless.
Lin Size said, "If you were by my side, why didn't you show up? Why did you just write something like that to me... Hong Jian, do you hate me?"
"I hate you. I want to show up too. It's okay to scare you in the middle of the night, but unfortunately I can't do it..." Gu Hongjian spread his hands helplessly.
Lin Size said, "But since you hate me, why do you want to wear this for me? Gu Hongjian... cough."
"It's just a drape, how do I know that I can suddenly bump into something!" Gu Hongjian said dissatisfied.
Lin Size said, "This is probably my last night in the capital."
"Um?"
"Cough... I know it's not suitable for me to go to Huzhou now. If I go there, I will probably have to tell my life there. But you are there, so I have to go." Lin Size whispered, "If you are still alive, I will bring you back. , if you want to be a minister, you can continue to be your high-ranking Gu Shilang or Gu Taishi. But if you are tired and just want to be a little girl, then you can enter the palace and be my queen. If you can even do this If you find it troublesome, then... I won't be the emperor anymore, and I will accompany you to be an ordinary person, okay?"
Gu Hongjian said softly, "Okay."
Lin Size continued to talk to himself, his voice soft and gentle: "If you really die, then... I'll accompany you too. Okay?"
At this moment, Gu Hongjian's conjecture was confirmed, Lin Size already had that thought.
It seemed like a flood was coming, mixed with countless boulders beating Gu Hongjian's heart, she shook her head gently, and said, "Not good, not good at all."
But Lin Size couldn't hear it, so he smiled to himself: "You must be nodding now."
Gu Hongjian could only keep shaking his head.
However, this was the first time Lin Size showed a smile these days.
But it was because he had an idea that he would accompany Gu Hongjian regardless of life or death.
It was because of such a ridiculous decision that he had a little smile, and he was probably very satisfied with such a decision.
How can you be so stupid.
Gu Hongjian could only sit quietly beside him, unable to do anything, unable to communicate anything. Looking at the tired and contented Lin Size, he gradually fell asleep holding the cloak.
Such Lin Size is the one Gu Hongjian is completely unfamiliar with.
Vulnerable and ignorant, but her mind is full of her.
Gu Hongjian thought, no one can't live without her, and Lin Size can live well without her.
Although she had to admit that if the identities of the two were reversed now, she would make the same choice.
But Lin Size shouldn't be like this. The love between them has never been equal.
But suddenly this love is equal.
after life and death.
***
After Lin Size officially left, Jiang Haifu naturally followed. Xiang Jun actually clamored to follow in private, but Jiang Haifu told her to stay on the side, and Xiang Jun could only continue to stay in the palace and sweep the floor.
And because of the special circumstances and the urgency of time, Lin Size did not take many people with him, and the way of driving was almost fatal. Instead of riding a carriage, he rode directly to ensure the fastest speed. And there was very little time to rest along the way. As a Gu Hong who just followed her, she felt tired even looking at the light.
The most important thing is that because Lin Size rides a horse, it is even more impossible for other people to make a carriage. Lin Size himself is stricken with cold and must bring an imperial doctor. Therefore, among so many imperial physicians, finding two excellent doctors who can also ride horses is actually quite impressive. It took a lot of effort... Jiang Haifu was able to follow, because Jiang Haifu had also learned to ride at Lin Size's suggestion.
In this way, they traveled day and night, wearing the stars and wearing the moon, and Lin Size and his party lived a life completely different from those in the capital.
After all, the emperor looked like he was desperate, so the others could only follow obediently, but Gu Hong saw that every time he saw those people being tossed by Lin Size, he felt very funny. Lin Size didn't even think about those who followed How many of his people can bear it...
It took more than half a month to travel from the capital to Huzhou in such a desperate way, and the more you went to Huzhou, the colder it became, but Lin Size's illness got better.
At the same time when Gu Hong saw that she was at ease, she also realized that something was wrong with her.
It was fine at first, but the closer she got to Huzhou, the weaker she became. Sometimes she followed Lin Size and regained her senses for a long time, only to realize that she didn't know how long she had been floating in the same place, as if she would lose her memory for a period of time out of thin air. .
And she always felt tired, very tired.
She doesn't need to sleep, and she can't sleep, and that kind of tiredness is not a lack of sleep, it's just exhaustion that comes from nowhere.
Gradually, she couldn't concentrate, and occasionally it was difficult to recall her past with Lin Size.
Once, she was obliged by Lin Size to walk forward like a kite. She looked at the back of Lin Size's head and froze involuntarily. When she regained her senses, she was horrified to find that she had forgotten what Lin Size looked like.
She thought she would never forget.
Then she floated in front of Lin Size in shock, took a look, the memory in her mind gradually recovered, and she breathed a sigh of relief.
Then, Gu Hongjian discovered that his feet had disappeared.
Although others can't see her, Gu Hongjian can see herself. She looks exactly the same as before her death. She even wears a set of water-green gowns that she liked to wear before her death. But that day she inadvertently lowered her head and I found that the part of myself below the knee was missing.
Gu Hongjian was only surprised for a while, and then his heart became unusually calm.
She knew that the relief she wanted from God was coming soon.
It won't be too long.
She is disappearing little by little, disappearing in the true sense, first all her memories are a little blurry, and then her existence.
Her soul quietly appeared by Lin Size's side, and would also quietly disappear.
Gu Hongjian watched her slowly disappear with an unusually calm attitude, until the night when Lin Size finally entered Huzhou.
Due to the special circumstances of Huzhou, it was inconvenient to enter the city late at night, and it was indeed too dark at that time, so they first rested in a post outside Huzhou. Gu Hongjian followed Lin Size into the room and watched him simply wash up. Lying on the bed because he was too tired, he fell asleep after a while. He wanted to reach out and touch him, but found that his hand was gone.
Gu Hongjian gave a wry smile and closed her eyes, feeling a little bit of herself disappearing.
The last little bit vanished faster than she thought, and soon she completely lost consciousness—but the next moment, she suddenly felt the change in the surrounding atmosphere, so Gu Hongjian opened his eyes and looked around.
She was extremely surprised to find that she was actually in the palace.
Thousands of miles away in the capital, inside the palace? !
Gu Hongjian was surprised, but found that a figure appeared in front of him at some point, it was Lin Size.
Could it be... she's not dead? !
Gu Hongjian stepped forward a little surprised and wanted to pat Lin Size, but Lin Size seemed to be as surprised as she was, looking around, but still didn't notice Gu Hongjian, and then Gu Hongjian watched him striding into the Baifu Hall Walk.
Gu Hongjian had no choice but to rush to keep up.
It's been a long time since I had to walk by myself, I'm really not used to it...
At this moment, the night was deep, and the bright moonlight covered the ground. Lin Size, who was walking in front of Gu Hongjian, suddenly stopped and looked at a certain place.
Gu Hongjian followed his gaze, but saw that several children surrounded another child, punching and kicking him, and then the surrounded child was pushed into the lake and slowly crawled out. .
Immediately afterwards, a little girl appeared, put a wooden box beside him, and left reluctantly.
Lin Size was fascinated, and Gu Hong was too.
Because obviously, this is them back then.
Lin Size was in a coma the whole time and didn't know anything, but even though Gu Hongjian knew it, it was amazing to see what happened that year so clearly and vaguely after so many years.
The surrounding air suddenly distorted, and the place where the two were from changed from Taiye Pond to Baifu Hall, but it was still night.
Gu Hongjian saw a small figure curled up outside the main hall of Baifu Hall, looking inside from time to time, and the laughter inside was the voice of Lin Size, Zuo Ningyan and the third princess.
This is still her, she is a little older, she is very sad.
Gu Hongjian couldn't help but look at Lin Size.
He probably remembered what time it was, so he just stared blankly at the young Gu Hongjian, looking at the old Gu Hongjian in a place that Lin Size couldn't see in the past, quietly shrinking into a ball and crying aggrieved.
Lin Size moved, as if he wanted to touch the little, sad Gu Hongjian.
However, the scene changed again, and they went outside the Chengxi Palace.
With red walls, green tiles and glazed lamps, the huge palace was beaming with joy, and the crowds were intertwined, but the wind was blowing coldly outside the palace. Lin Size watched Gu Hongjian fly up the eaves, and stood there for a long time, watching her shiver from the cold, but still staring at Cheng Cheng. The direction of Xidian.
Lin Size closed his eyes and opened them again, but he was already standing outside the Zhaohong Hall and bumped into himself who was slamming out the door. He ignored Lin Size and walked a few steps towards the Zhaohong Hall. As expected, he saw the inside. Gu Hongjian, who was sitting, was standing in a messy hall, her eyes were reddish, but she had no expression, she just stared at the broken porcelain on the ground in a daze.
Then she bent over to pick up the broken porcelain, but accidentally cut her hand, and a large stream of blood spurted out, almost dyeing the entire illusory scene red. Lin Size wanted to step forward in a hoarse voice, but Seeing that the place where the blood was constantly pouring out had become Gu Hongjian's chest.
She was wearing a military uniform, but she was lying on the desolate loess covered with a layer of frost and snow, with a cock in her chest.
She hasn't closed her eyes yet, her beautiful eyes are quietly open, as if looking at the sky, and as if recalling the past, but her body has gradually cooled down.
Lin Size finally couldn't hold back, knelt beside Gu Hongjian's corpse, touched her cheeks that were warm and stained with mud, and cried silently.
And the real Gu Hongjian stood beside her body and Lin Size, watching all this.
However, Lin Size cried for a while, and suddenly seemed to sense something, raised his head suddenly, and looked at Gu Hongjian in disbelief.
Gu Hong saw that she was full of sadness, but when he saw it, she was shocked.
Lin Size said, "... Hong Jian?"
Gu Hongjian looked at him in surprise: "You... can you see me?"
Lin Size stood up and said, "It's really you? Gu Hongjian?!"
As he said, he lowered his head to look at the corpse, but found that there was no corpse on the ground, and there was no loess, frost and snow, and there was nothing around, just a darkness of nothingness.
Lin Size suddenly smiled bitterly: "I see... it's a dream again."
Gu Hongjian looked at Lin Size blankly, suddenly thought of something, reached out and squeezed herself.
No pain.
No pain at all.
It was indeed a dream.
She stood on tiptoe and stretched out her hand to squeeze Lin Size's face fiercely. Lin Size let her squeeze without any resistance. After the squeeze, Gu Hongjian retracted her hand in embarrassment and smiled at him: "Does it hurt?"
"...It doesn't hurt." Lin Size shook his head, "How could it hurt in a dream?"
"I don't feel it at all, right?" Gu Hong said.
Lin Size nodded, still staring at her.
Gu Hongjian gave a wry smile and said, "It really is in a dream."
Lin Size seemed to be amused by her, and said very gently: "In a dream, can you say something so real? Today's dream is too real."
Gu Hongjian blinked and said, "I don't know if it's a dream or not. However, the things we saw just now all happened in reality."
Lin Size was stunned for a while, and said, "What?"
"It's just that I know all the things that you don't know." Gu Hong saw that she was also a little dazed, "If this is your dream, how can there be things that only I know?"
Lin Size stared at her blankly.
"So, it's very likely that you are in my dream." Gu Hongjian smiled, "I heard people say that you can dream after death, but maybe I'm different, I brought you into myself in the dream."
Lin Size still didn't speak, just looked at her.
Gu Hongjian couldn't hold his smile any longer, and said, "Lin Size, in fact, after I died, I don't know why my soul hasn't dissipated, I've been with you... I've seen everything, and I wrote that sentence. , I also put the cloak on for you, except for those two times, I can't touch anything, and you can't see me, and you can't hear me..."
"Really... You've always been by my side." Lin Size actually smiled softly.
Seeing some water vapor in her eyes, Gu Hong sniffed and said, "I didn't expect Zuo Ningyan to be dead. It's really good."
Lin Size said: "For me, she died very early. Besides, it turned out that I was wrong, yes..."
"It's alright, I know it, needless to say." Gu Hong said, "I said that's great, I mean... Actually, I don't mind you being with her in the future."
Lin Size said, "Impossible. Gu Hongjian, I'm here to find you... Gu Hongjian!"
Gu Hong said: "But I'm already dead, Lin Size."
Lin Size said, "I don't care... Maybe you're not dead yet? Isn't it because someone's soul has left the body?!"
Gu Hongjian shook his head: "Why lie to yourself... Lin Size, I'm already dead, you promise me, and live well. Live the life you should live."
Lin Size said, "See you Gu Hong!"
"I don't blame you, really. Do you remember, when I was very young, you asked me if I hated abandoning my parents, and I said I didn't, because they were just between me and my brother and chose to come to them. Talk about the more important one. For you, at that time, you only chose the one that is more important in your heart. I don't blame my parents, and I definitely don't blame you." Gu Hongjian said softly.
Lin Size just shook his head blindly: "No, Gu Hongjian, don't say this..."
Gu Hongjian said, "I really didn't have a good life in my life... I was hated and despised by others, and I did a lot of bad things, but after I died, I had a lot of time to think about the past, but I found out that I wasn't really the same. Unfortunately."
"I have been working hard all my life for the people I value, and for what I want, and in the end, even if I didn't get it, I was relieved. I, Gu Hongjian, never understood the word love. I have also reflected several times, whether my love for you is too selfish, and I have also thought several times whether you love me at all, but until now, I have found that there is no one who can understand the word love at all. Because It is love if you don't understand." Gu Hongjian said softly, tears fell silently, "I don't understand, and I don't regret it. Lin Size, I hope you can do the same after you die in the future."
Lin Si Ze reached out and stroked her cheek lightly, saying, "Gu Hongjian... If you really die, then I will accompany you. This life has been wasted too much, shall we be together again in the next life?"
Gu Hongjian smiled helplessly: "The next life? Good. If there is a next life, if we really want to be together again, then in the next life I will be a man and you will be a woman. You have loved me since you were young. Revere me, remove all obstacles for me, but you have to watch me, love one, marry the other, but neither is you. You have to love me so much that everyone knows it, but you never get it To my whole heart, you will be misunderstood and hurt by me countless times, you will shed the few tears in your life for me, and finally you will die for me, and you will have no peace after death. By my side... In this way, I can live up to my life."
Lin Si Ze was stunned, but quickly smiled bitterly and wanted to say yes, but Gu Hongjian didn't let him say, but said: "I said this, not really, but to tell you that if you meet me in the next life, It must be like this, but I still feel tired. When will this kind of grievances be repaid? It’s better to return to the end, and let the end of the matter end here. Lin Size, please live well and don’t die with me. Leave me alone, okay?"
This is probably the softest and most hurtful request.
Lin Size looked at her quietly for a while, and finally nodded: "Okay. I promise you."
Gu Hongjian smiled contentedly and said, "I just summed it up, and suddenly I feel that my life is really absurd. But I have read a sentence before, saying that if you like a person, you will do a lot of absurd things for him. . Then my absurd life is probably enough to prove my heart."
"There are some things I haven't said, and I'm afraid I won't have a chance if I don't. Lin Size, I love you. I've loved you for a long time, but it's coming to an end."
Lin Si Ze didn't speak, closed her eyes and reached out to hug her gently. Gu Hongjian also reached out with tears in her hand to respond to the last hug.
However, before the two could truly embrace each other, Gu Hongjian's body disappeared little by little.
"I love you too. Besides, it's the kind you like—I've always loved you, only you." Lin Size said softly.
no respond.
The interior was also empty.
Lin Size slowly opened his eyes, but saw the surrounding darkness, Gu Hong saw that it had long since disappeared.
The author has something to say: The end of the online version
For the physical version, there will probably be some content and a side story behind it. The side story is from Zuo Ninghao's perspective, and the ending is still BE. So you don't have to buy books in pursuit of HE. Basically, here is the complete story.
I personally think it's fine to stop here. It's already a complete story with a beginning and an end, but I should have simplified my memories in the online version! Save everyone a little impatient when chasing
This time it was difficult to publish the book. First, I got the wrong time with the publishing editor, and then the time for the book to be released was kept delayed. I published the book, but I couldn’t update it every day, and I couldn’t finish it. The whole person was super anxious, but fortunately In the end, the merits and virtues are completed (?)
Next time, if there is a situation where the book is published first and then serialized on the Internet, I will definitely make sure that the time is right and then publish it again. I really don't want to experience this kind of thing a second time... ! Thank you for seeing here~