Youyu Studio's "Laughing in the Sea" has attracted many investors. In order to obtain the best capital, Gu Yansheng no longer stays at home with the baby as before, and has to start running around to socialize.
Shen Kanyu knew that Gu Yansheng was allergic to alcohol and had a very poor capacity for alcohol. Even eating a piece of wine chocolate would make him dizzy, and he would be unconscious if he drank a little more. , I don't know what Asheng's heart feels like.
It's a pity that his identity is shady, if Ah Sheng can take him out, he can drink ten tables of people without panting, and help him block all the wine.
Shen Kanyu had no choice but to buy Gu Yansheng the best hangover candy and anti-allergic medicine, so that even if he had to drink alcohol as a last resort, he would not fall drunk directly to the ground.
Facts have proved that this thing is still a bit unreliable. One night, he was suffering from a stomachache and was broadcasting live. Suddenly, he received a call from Su Tong, and his voice was obviously drunk: "Is it Kanyu?"
This was his former best friend, whom he had hurt countless times unreasonably, the person Ah Sheng loved the most.
Suddenly receiving his call, Shen Kanyu opened his mouth in bewilderment, his throat seemed to be blocked by something, and it took him a long time to make a hoarse voice: "Um... Ah Tong."
Su Tong smiled gently: "Can you come to the Crescent Hotel to pick up Ah Sheng? He's drunk, and I'm drunk too. There's no way to get him back."
"Ah? Okay, I'll be right over."
Shen Kanyu turned off the computer, swallowed several kinds of pills with the cold water at hand, went to the next bedroom to check on her sleeping daughter, and wiped the drool from her chin dumbfounded.
The little girl was sleeping more and more wildly now, Shen Kanyu was a little worried that she would roll off the bed, so she rolled up another quilt on the bed and circled around her. After thinking about it, he was still uneasy, so he went to hug the pillow and quilt from his room, and prepared to spread it around the bed on the floor.
Since his waist was injured last time, he has not fully recovered, and now his stomach is also rumbling. It is difficult for him to stand and bend down to complete these simple movements. So I could only support the bed and slowly kneel on the ground, and then lay things neatly on my knees.
At this time, Gu Yutian who was on the bed suddenly yelled: "Father, go away!"
Shen Kanyu was taken aback, and then found that the little girl was just whimpering with her eyes closed, probably having a nightmare.
I don't know how I bullied this little girl in her dream. It seems that I have done a good job of brainwashing, my daughter loves Daddy more and more, and Dad is more and more dispensable.
Take this opportunity to brainwash your brain again.
He leaned on the edge of the bed, gently stroking the child's chest, and comforted the child softly: "Tian Tian, it's okay, Dad is not here, I am Daddy, Daddy is here, Tiantian can sleep."
Tears were hanging from the corners of the child's eyes, and he sobbed with his mouth shut: "I hate Dad... Dad go away..."
Shen Kanyu smiled helplessly, and wiped away the tears on her face with her thumb, her voice was as soft and gentle as from a dream: "Daddy will leave, Tiantian will only be with Daddy from now on, do not be afraid."
"Woo..."
"Daddy assures you that if daddy leaves, he won't come back again. Don't cry, okay?"
"Hmm..." Gu Yutian finally calmed down, buried her little face in the pillow and fell asleep again.
Shen Kanyu tucked up the quilt for the child, stood up with some difficulty by propping up the edge of the bed, his stomach was so twisted that his back could not be straightened, but he was still happy thinking that the little kid was really easy to deceive, even the voices of him and Gu Yansheng They couldn't tell the difference, his voice was so ugly, how could he learn Ah Sheng's fairy voice.
Not long after he was proud, he felt that his behavior of deceiving the child was too much. While taking a taxi to the restaurant, he felt guilty and silently apologized to the child in his heart.
Baby, baby, Dad will leave first in the future, but he may not disappear so quickly. Before that, he may sneak back to see you, but he must be very quiet and careful, so as not to disturb you.
If you feel that someone is watching you secretly, can you not look back and pretend that Dad has never come back.
Dad apologizes to you first, I hope you will know what Dad lied to you one day, and don't hate Dad so much.
After all, Dad loves you very much.
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When Shen Kanyu arrived at the restaurant, Gu Yansheng was already lying motionless on the table, surrounded by several people from the studio, but he didn't see Su Tong.
These people should be new colleagues recruited by Youyu Studio. Shen Kanyu has never met him, and they don't seem to know him.
He greeted them, leaned down and gently rubbed the back of Gu Yansheng's head: "Ah Sheng?"
Gu Yansheng's cheeks were slightly red, his eyes were tightly closed, and his long eyelashes were motionless, casting a soft shadow on his face.
Shen Kanyu poked his face lightly: "You idiot, you can't drink so much."
Did something sad happen
Did Su Tong say something? How could Su Tong leave the drunk A Sheng here alone
Shen Kanyu was inexplicably flustered, but now is not the time to investigate, Asheng is so sleepy after being drunk, he is prone to get sick and catch a cold, so he has to take him home first.
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The taxi stopped at the entrance of the community, and Shen Kanyu carried Gu Yansheng on his back with the help of the driver.
The driver looked at his strenuous and careful look, and couldn't help but said, "Why don't you help him away? Actually, a drunk person can barely help him away."
It’s not that he likes to meddle in other people’s business, the main reason is that he watched the passenger’s stomach hurt all the way, several times the pain was so painful that the sound of breathing stopped, but he didn’t cry out because of the pain, and asked him to stop the car and squat down. I vomited once by the flower bed on the side of the road, and there was no movement at all. When he got out of the car to check, he found that he hadn't vomited anything, but his arms pressed hard on his stomach, and his whole body was curled up like a shrimp, which hurt His eyes were a little dazed.
He asked him if he wanted to go to the hospital, he shook his head, said he was going to take the drunk kid home, and smiled brightly. If it weren't for his pale face and cold sweat, people would really think that he has nothing to do.
Right now, the corners of the passenger's lips were raised and curved, and there was another smile in the clear sky. The little driver was almost blinded by his big white teeth.
"No, he's my baby," Shen Kanyu took advantage of Gu Yansheng's unconsciousness, and got up again, "Look at this delicate skin, tender flesh and delicate body, it won't be good if he falls."
The driver sighed: "Are you really okay?"
"What can I do? To tell you the truth, I actually pretended to show him on purpose. I have made him unhappy recently. I wanted to pretend to be coquettish to please him. I didn't expect him to be so drunk. I didn't even move..." Shen Kanyu said a lot of thoughts, and suddenly found that the driver's expression was a little embarrassed.
It seems that he hasn't talked to anyone for a long time. He can always talk to himself for a whole day. Now that he catches someone who is willing to respond to him, his mouth can't stop like clockwork. Consider how other people feel—who wants to listen to the gossip of strangers.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have told you so much," Shen Kanyu smiled embarrassedly, because after talking a lot, his throat was dry and sore, and his voice was much hoarse than before, but he didn't dare to cough. It hurt like it was going to explode, so he continued to say in such a broken voice, "Thank you for your concern, then I won't delay your business, I will take him home."
He turned his face slightly, and coaxed a child to Gu Yansheng who was lying on his shoulder: "A Sheng, let's go home."
Maybe it was because he was too thin, his back was full of bones, Gu Yansheng was uncomfortable, rolling restlessly on his body.
"Hey, hey, what are you doing, be good, sweeter than you are obedient." Shen Kanyu was afraid that he would slip down, so he quickly bumped him up, and his stomach tightened again, pulling and hurting, but Still within the tolerable range, he gasped for pain, and wiped the sweat on his forehead with one hand, fearing that it would get stuck in his eyes and make him unable to see the way.
He walked very slowly, so he raced against time to talk to Gu Yansheng who was completely unconscious.
Say things he couldn't and dared not say to him when he was awake.
"A Sheng, you said how great the power of love is. I just couldn't sit still in the pain in the car, but as soon as I carried you on my back, I felt that nothing was wrong. What kind of magical painkiller are you?"
"Don't drink so much wine in the future, okay, your stomach will break, and the stomach pain is very uncomfortable. Besides, Ah Tong is so thin and not in good health, you can't bear to let him carry you home, right? ? You can’t drink any more in the future, you have to be obedient.”
"I don't know if Ah Tong can take good care of you in the future. You are picky eaters and light sleepers. You can't eat well or sleep well." Shen Kanyu sighed worriedly.
He always feels that he is not at ease to entrust A Sheng to take care of anyone, although he himself did not take good care of him.
But there is no chance to make up for it, and he will never have a chance to take care of him in the future.
"It's okay, don't be afraid, I've already told Tiantian that the person she loves the most in the world will only be Daddy. She will take care of you when she grows up, and she will definitely be your caring little padded jacket."
"When the time comes, when you are living happily, will you... forget about me? Can you..."
He couldn't go on.
The pain is exhausting.
If he talked so much, he might not be able to carry his A Sheng on his back.
He wanted to ask if he could not be forgotten too much, although he knew it would be hard to think of someone he hated. He hoped that if he was free, he would come to his grave every three to five years without talking or burning paper money, just put a few wild flowers and weeds for him, and let him know that they were doing well.
It doesn't matter if you don't have time. When he was alive, he had already wasted so much time and wasted so many years. After death, he couldn't be begging for nothing anymore.
But don't forget him completely, okay
He knows that a person like him is so annoying when he is alive, and will be forgotten by everyone soon after he dies. There may not even be a grave, but he still hopes that Gu Yansheng can remember him and remember the world. There used to be a man named Shen Kanyu who loved him very much.
Ah Sheng, I really like you.
It's okay if you don't like me in this life.
It’s okay if you don’t like me in your next life, as long as you don’t hate me so much, I really want to know how happy it is not to be hated by you. Those people who are not hated by you must be very happy when they see such a beautiful you and smile at them every day, and listen to such a gentle you talking to them.
Really, would love to know that feeling.
So I think I should, wait for you in the next life earlier.