Shen Kanyu actually found the exact same crystal ornament in the mall, and when he put it in the box, he felt that he had won the big prize again.
When he was about to rush home, he turned his head and saw a familiar figure in the store.
It turned out to be Su Tong.
There was a tall and handsome man beside him, holding his shoulders and whispering something in his ear, he smiled lightly, but his face was slightly pink.
Shen Kanyu felt as if he was struck by a thunderbolt on the flat ground with a clear sky, splitting his mind and body to pieces.
He froze on the spot, watching them walk out of the shop as if his brain had stopped, and then he suddenly came back to his senses, and ran after them.
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They didn't know where they went, and they didn't know when it started to rain lightly outside. Shen Kanyu asked several passers-by, and finally found them in a quiet small street.
Looking at the backs of the two cuddling each other under the umbrella, Shen Kanyu felt as if his heart had been dug out, and his chest was so empty and cold that his lips trembled when he called Su Tong.
When Su Tong heard someone calling him from behind, he stopped and turned around. Seeing that it was Shen Kanyu, he was stunned for a few seconds, then smiled softly at him: "It's you?"
His smile is still the same as before, bright and clear like the moon, warm and moist like snow, just looking at it makes people feel that the whole body is trapped in a bed of warm and soft down feathers, and they would rather be intoxicated by it than get up again.
He's still as good as ever.
But such a good Su Tong, does he no longer need Gu Yansheng
Shen Kanyu stood there and looked at Su Tong silently. Su Tong seemed to have sensed something, turned his head to the man beside him and said, "Chen Shen, this is an old friend of mine. I have something I want to be alone with." Talk to him, can you go under that pavilion to shelter from the rain?"
Chen Shen was obviously displeased. Although he agreed to Su Tong, he kept looking at Shen Kanyu coldly and vigilantly when he walked away.
Su Tong walked over, holding an umbrella to cover Shen Kanyu from the rain: "You look very pale, are you sick?"
Shen Kanyu quickly shook his head, wiped the rain from his face, and grinned silly at Su Tong, speaking in a very soft voice: "Tong, you can take an umbrella over there, your shoulders are wet, I don't need to cover them."
Su Tong smiled, his eyes were clear: "Kanyu, if you have something to say, why don't you just say it?"
Shen Kanyu lowered his eyelashes, took a low breath, and said softly: "That person..."
"As you can see, she is my lover," Su Tong answered his question without waiting for him to finish, with a calm smile on his face, "We plan to get married at the end of the year. Sheng sent an invitation, you can come with him too."
lover, get married.
And, have you sent an invitation
No wonder a person like Ah Sheng who doesn't like to drink and can't drink is so drunk.
How sad Ah Sheng must have been to receive Su Tong's wedding invitation. After finally drinking some wine and trying to have a good sleep, he woke up because of his clumsy fall.
Shen Kanyu looked down at the ring on Su Tong's ring finger, remembering Gu Yansheng calling Su Tong repeatedly in a half-dream and half-awake state, felt pain in his heart, and his mind was in chaos, with countless thoughts running around inside. , nor a clear result.
He stretched out his hand towards Su Tong, obviously each hand was clean and almost pale, but he still felt dirty, so he retracted helplessly and wiped the legs of his trousers indiscriminately, tried his best to smile at Su Tong, and said in a hoarse voice: " Ah Tong, I... Ah Sheng and I are going to divorce soon. I have written the divorce agreement and read it with a lawyer. The lawyer said there is no problem, just wait for Ah Sheng to sign... I will give him everything Sweetness is also his."
Su Tong looked at him calmly, neither sad nor happy in his eyes.
Shen Kanyu's throat was blocked by his gaze, as if there was a fishy sweet liquid stuck there, he swallowed it with great effort, but was speechless when he opened his mouth again.
Seeing that he seemed to have nothing to say, Su Tong sighed softly: "Kanyu. This is a private matter between you and A Sheng, so you don't need to tell me specifically."
Shen Kanyu shook his head desperately with red eyes, his lips opened and closed several times in vain, but he couldn't make a sound. He coughed uncontrollably, and the fishy sweetness that had been swallowed so hard surged up again, making it difficult for him to breathe , His eyes turned black, and his legs seemed to have no strength.
He took two steps back and knelt down straight.
He knelt so suddenly that Su Tong couldn't reach out to support him in time, so he froze on the spot: "Kanyu?"
Shen Kanyu supported the ground, lowered his head and coughed out the blood stuck in his throat.
It was still light pink blood, and it was quickly diluted without any trace on the gray cement stone road full of rain.
"I beg you, I beg you—" he was finally able to speak, but his voice was so broken and weak that it could hardly penetrate the rain curtain, and he had to repeat it many times in one breath, "I beg you, ah Tong. Give Ah Sheng a chance, he is still waiting for you, he has always liked you... "
Su Tong's hand that was intended to be stretched out to help him suddenly withdrew, and the smile on the corner of his lips became extremely sad: "...Why are you doing this? Back then, in order to be with A Sheng, you might have killed me. Right. Now that I'm gone, you still can't get what you want, do you want to make unnecessary compensation in this way?"
His words were heart-wrenching, and the blood on Shen Kanyu's face quickly faded away, and he couldn't see the slightest light in his eyes. He knew that he had no right or face to say anything, so he could only kneel like that, propped on the concrete floor, and Seeing Su Tong kowtow heavily.
"I'm sorry..." He knelt on the ground, barely audible.
Su Tong closed his eyes and sighed: "What are you doing... Get up first."
Shen Kanyu didn't move.
The two of them remained in a stalemate until the rain stopped.
Su Tong helplessly squatted down in front of him, put the umbrella on the ground, and then supported his shoulders to make him raise his head to face himself: "Kanyu, listen to me. I can accept your sorry. And I also owe you an apology. I am sorry that after you and A Sheng got married, I did not keep enough distance from him and caused a misunderstanding between you. But now please believe that I have no feelings for him anymore. I have The person who I want to be with for the rest of my life, I also hope that you will stop your behavior, stick to your original intention and continue to live a good life with Ah Sheng. Your self-righteous retreat is the greatest insult to everyone, do you understand?"
"Kanyu, I always thought you were like a child, but now that you are married and have children of your own, you have to learn to be more mature, and you can no longer think of everything as before. The world will not always be as you wish."
"That's it, I should go."
There are noises in Shen Kanyu's ears, the clearest one is the sound of his own rapid heartbeat. It took a lot of effort but he couldn't hear Su Tong's words clearly. He just vaguely saw that Su Tong stood up as if he was about to leave , I hurriedly stretched out my hand to grab him.
He didn't want to hear anything else, all he knew was that Su Tong said he was leaving.
If he left, what would Ah Sheng do.
There will be no more light in Ah Sheng's days to come, and all the light in his life will go in a completely different direction.
Thanks to him.
Shen Kanyu desperately stretched out his hand, trying to grab something.
In the end, he didn't touch anything, and his hands were tightly clasped, with such force that it almost crushed his bones.
Immediately afterwards, he was thrown to the ground vigorously by the man, and he no longer had the strength to grab anything.
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"Chen Shen, don't hurt him!" Su Tong stopped in a low voice, and took Chen Shen's hand, "It's okay, let's go home."
Chen Shen held Su Tong back, looked coldly at Shen Kanyu on the ground, and the umbrella next to him: "You don't want your umbrella anymore?"
Su Tong turned around and didn't look at Shen Kanyu again: "Leave it to him, don't we still have one?"
Chen Shen sneered: "You still treat him so well, aren't you afraid that he will come back to his senses and stab you again?"
Su Tong smiled lightly and shook his head: "He won't."
"If he dares to touch you again, I'll kill him."
"Okay, let's go home."
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Shen Kanyu squatted on the ground with his head down. Amidst the noise beside his ears, he vaguely heard his cell phone ringing. He turned the cell phone out. Because he couldn't see the caller ID clearly, he picked it up directly: "Hello?"
"Shen Kanyu?"
Hearing this person's voice, Shen Kanyu thought he had an auditory hallucination, and after a moment of stunned, he said uncertainly, "Mom?"
"Um."
The person on the other end of the phone is really his mother Li Qing!
Shen Kanyu became excited, and immediately held the phone like a baby, and hoarsely called Mom a few more times, fearing that the other party might have accidentally dialed the wrong number and would hang up in a while, so he raced against time and said: "Mom, Can you hear me? What do you want from me? It's a bit noisy here, I can't hear you clearly, you can just send me a text message. "
There was silence on the other end of the phone for a while, and he said slowly: "Your father's liver cirrhosis is getting worse, if you have time, come over and have a match."
"Oh... ok! I'll do it tomorrow. Mom, you'll text me the address of the hospital later." Knowing that Li Qing couldn't see it, Shen Kanyu nodded desperately, as if to promise her mother, " Look at Dad, don't let him mess around again! Smoking and drinking all day long... By the way, Mom, how is brother? He hasn't contacted me for a long time, is he feeling unwell again? "
"What are you talking about Shen Kanyu?!" Li Qing seemed to have heard him say something outrageous, and suddenly became angry, "You just hope that your brother is not good, right? Fortunately, he still stops us in every possible way, no matter what. If he refuses to let you do the matching, do you point to him as a problem?"
"No, that's not what I meant, I..." Shen Kanyu turned pale and wanted to explain, but he didn't know how to explain. In the end, he kept apologizing, "I'm sorry mom, I said the wrong thing, don't be angry."
He was just worried about his brother, and didn't dare to bother him.
He just wanted to ask if he wanted to have a heart match with his brother by the way. He didn't need anything. He would give them whatever they needed, as long as they were willing to accept it.
But his heart doesn't seem to be very healthy anymore, so he shouldn't give it to his brother, it will hurt him.
He can only pray that his liver is still good and can be donated to his father, so that his father will be safe and healthy in the future, without any more pain.
Shen Kanyu's apology made Li Qing calm down a bit. She realized that she had spoken too aggressively just now, so her tone eased a lot: "It's okay, your father's condition has been bad recently, and I'm a little upset."
Shen Kanyu quickly said: "I know, don't worry, mom, the matching will definitely be successful, and dad will get better soon!"
"Well, I hope so."
Shen Kanyu smirked twice, and then said softly: "Mom, I will finish the matching tomorrow, can I go home? I want to go back and have a look."
Li Qing was silent and did not respond, he immediately said again: "It's okay if you can't, I just want to see if the bougainvillea tree I planted back then survived, mom, can you take a photo for me to see?"
Before he went to university and left home, he seemed to have a premonition that he might never have the chance to return to this home after going out this time, so he planted a bougainvillea in the backyard of his home.
He thought, the three characters, one is father, one is mother, and one is elder brother, they will always blend together intimately like a bougainvillea, happy and complete.
Li Qing didn't pay attention to the bougainvillea, and said directly: "I'll try my best, I probably don't have time."
Shen Kanyu wiped the rain from his face, his smile was a little fuzzy: "It's okay!"
"Well, let's hang up first, and cook porridge for your father..."
"Hey! Mom!" Shen Kanyu called her hastily, "You... the porridge you made for Dad, can he finish it?"
Li Qing didn't know why he was asking this question, so he hesitated for a while before answering: "It's okay, it depends on his appetite, what's the matter?"
Shen Kanyu said cautiously: "I'll be there tomorrow. If... If there is any porridge left, don't throw it away, okay? I, I want to drink some."
"knew."
"Thank you, Mom!" Li Qing hung up the phone before Shen Kanyu could finish thanking her. Still holding the phone, he said softly to the busy tone coming from the handset, "...bye, Mom."
Shen Kanyu put away his mobile phone, still squatting on the ground, unable to get up for a long time.
The effect of the painkiller seemed to have passed. He felt pain and tired, and his consciousness was drowsy. He seemed to see his mother approaching, smiling and reaching out to him, trying to help him up.
He tried hard to move forward, moved towards the figure that didn't actually exist, and stretched out his skinny and pale hand.
It seemed that he had touched her fingertips, but it was filled with a piece of cold air. He still stubbornly faced the air, calling his mother over and over again.
But no one answered him.