In Li Qing's memory, Shen Kanyu was always a very well-behaved child when he was a child, he was always smiling, he didn't like to cry, and he didn't make trouble. The time he cried the loudest was when he was slapped hard on the butt by the nurse on the day he was just born.
When he was more than three years old, he was still a fleshy little glutinous rice dumpling, and he was still staggering when he walked. He was not weaned, but he had already learned to make milk for himself. I also know to leave more milk powder for my brother, and each time I use one or two spoonfuls of milk powder and wash it with hundreds of milliliters of water.
When he washed himself for the first time, he excitedly held the feeding bottle, hugged her thigh and said mama mama mama, look at me, I know onion milk!
At that time, she was so busy making nutritious meals for Shen Tanxi that she was dizzy, and she never thought about how such a small child would be so hungry that she would run to make milk by herself, and how dangerous it would be to come into contact with hot water. Just a casual response: "Really? Awesome."
How could he know that this sentence made Xiaotuanzi's heart bursting with joy, her white and tender face turned pink with excitement, she giggled and clutched her trousers, insisting on letting her have a sip of the milk he made himself: "Drink it! It's so good!" drink!"
She was so impatient with him that she couldn't help but tore him off her trousers: "Be good, go and drink by yourself, mom is very busy."
He usually likes to hug her or Shen Zhihang's calf to act like a baby. Shen Zhihang would just kick him away, and she would squat down and hug him when she was entangled so softly.
So Xiaotuanzi's eyes were red when his mother pulled him away, but he didn't make a fuss, just sucked his fleshy little nose and nodded obediently: "Oh! Good!"
She thought he really ran away obediently to drink milk. Unexpectedly, after finishing the meal, she turned around and saw him standing at the door of the kitchen with a milk bottle in his arms waiting, showing her a pink and childish smile with only a few teeth.
He raised his short hand with a smile, and stretched out the bottle towards her: "Drink it!"
With a sore nose, she quickly took the bottle and took a sip.
Almost bland, with very little milk powder.
She frowned and said that mom would make you a new bottle.
He shook his little head like a rattle, saying that this is the best way to drink it, and then he finished drinking it with a gurgle while holding the milk bottle.
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Compared to Shen Zhihang, Li Qing felt that he treated this child much better. At least when Shen Zhihang wanted to beat him up, she would stop him, but it was only the difference between fifty steps and one hundred steps.
Shen Kanyu's birth was an unwelcome accident, but at first the couple didn't reject the child so much, it's just that Shen Danxi was in poor health, and they had to spend more time taking care of him, and they had no time to take care of him.
However, when Shen Kanyu first learned to crawl, he crawled around the house. Once Li Qing couldn't find him anywhere, and was so anxious that she didn't know that Shen Tanxi had a high fever. When she found Shen Kanyu, Shen Kanyu Xi was so feverish that he lost consciousness and even stopped breathing on the way to the hospital.
This incident turned their indifference to Shen Kanyu into boredom. They began to send him frequently to various relatives, rarely with them.
Later, when they registered Shen Kanyu's household registration, they took him to have his blood type checked, and found that his blood type was exactly the same as that of Shen Tanxi and Shen Zhihang. They thought that when Shen Tanxi was seriously ill in the future, Shen Kanyu would be able to do blood transfusions or organ transplants, and they didn't want to inject too much affection into this child, for fear that they would be soft-hearted in the future, which would delay Shen Tanxi's treatment.
Later, Shen Kanyu became a bad boy who fought and fought, and even did such shameless things as taking away someone's love and getting pregnant while unmarried, and their relationship with him dropped to freezing point.
Li Qing hadn't contacted Shen Kanyu for a long time, and she thought that his attitude towards her would be as indifferent and disgusting as she was towards him, and it was impossible for him to easily agree to liver donation.
But as soon as he received her call, he called her mother several times in a row, and said a lot of words like a machine gun, as if he was afraid that he would never have the chance to call her mother or talk to her again in this life.
She prepared a lot of words to persuade him to donate a liver, but she just started when he said, "Okay, I will go tomorrow."
In fact, Shen Zhihang's situation was not that serious, they just wanted to make preparations in advance, she really didn't expect him to agree directly, and he agreed so urgently.
It's just like-
It's like he's afraid they won't want his liver.
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Shen Kanyu didn't come home until nearly seven o'clock. Gu Yansheng was sitting on the sofa wearing a light gray home shirt. He was using a laptop to handle official business. He was leaning on his waist and gurgling milk. His cheeks were round and round. Yes, revealing the tender light pink unique to children.
Because Shen Kanyu had practiced the "lightness skill" of coming and going without a trace and opening the door without making a sound, the father and daughter didn't realize that he was back, and they continued to do their own things with full concentration.
Shen Kanyu felt that there would be no more beautiful pictures than this, so he couldn't help standing at the door for a while, breathing very lightly, for fear of disturbing them.
It wasn't until he couldn't stand anymore that he carried a bag of newly bought meat and vegetables, went straight to the sofa, and sat down on the armrest of the sofa, so frightened that Gu Yutian's baby bottle dropped and was splashed by milk. Face.
Gu Yansheng was also taken aback, and turned his head to look at him for a long time before realizing: "When did you come back..."
Shen Kanyu took a low breath, did not dare to look at Gu Yansheng, lowered his head and took out a tissue to help Gu Yutian wipe his face.
The little girl opened his hand, her eyes were full of water, she turned her face and hugged Gu Yansheng angrily: "You elbow away! I don't want you!"
Shen Kanyu was stunned for a moment, then smiled and took his hand back, his voice a little hoarse: "Then Daddy will help you wipe it."
Gu Yansheng hugged the little girl into his arms, wiped Gu Yutian's face and looked at Shen Kanyu reproachfully: "Why are you scaring the child?"
It's okay if he doesn't say anything, but when he said that Gu Yutian felt very wronged, before the milk on his face was wiped off, he cried out with tears all over his face: "Daddy, daddy, he doesn't love me, he Always bullying me!"
Gu Yansheng quickly comforted him softly: "That's not the case, Dad is teasing you."
Shen Kanyu sat there in a daze, he didn't expect the child to cry like this all of a sudden, he felt very uncomfortable, and wanted to reach out to rub her head, but he was afraid of making her more unhappy, so he withdrew his hand again and said in a hoarse voice: " I'm sorry Tiantian, Dad didn't mean it."
He didn't intend to sit here on purpose, but he couldn't stand upright anymore and wanted to rest for a while, otherwise he wouldn't even have the strength to stand up and make dinner for them.
The child was really frightened, and kept crying to tell him to go away. Gu Yansheng couldn't coax him for a while, so he had no choice but to say: "You go to the bedroom first, and I will coax her again."
"...Okay." Shen Kanyu nodded, not daring to look at Gu Yansheng, just stood up while supporting the sofa, but staggered and fell to the ground, the glass on the coffee table was almost swept off by his arm.
He quickly got up, pushed the glass in, and smiled awkwardly at Gu Yansheng: "I'm sorry, the slippers are too slippery. I'm going to cook. I bought tendon today. It's very fresh. You want spicy food. Or braised?"
Gu Yansheng opened his mouth, wanting to ask how the slippers slipped, which made him stagger on the spot, but Gu Yutian made a fuss too much, and Shen Kanyu quickly continued talking about him.
"I bought a lot, how about half of the spicy and half of the stew, do you think it's good? A Sheng?" He picked up the meat and vegetables he just put on the ground, and repeated to himself, " Let's have half and half, that's fine."
Gu Yansheng opened his mouth, but he interrupted him before he could speak.
"You were drunk last night, are you having a hard time today? There is honey water in the refrigerator, which can relieve the hangover. Let me get some for you, okay?"
"You..." Gu Yansheng saw that his left hand, which was holding the bag, was a little twisted, covered with bruises and trembling from being hung by the heavy bag, "Your hand?"
"Oh... my hands, my hands are dirty," Shen Kanyu hurriedly hid his hands, "Don't worry, Ah Sheng, I will wash them thoroughly before cooking."
So he tremblingly carried a big bag of meat and vegetables, stooped slightly and walked into the kitchen.
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Shen Kanyu made dinner, served Gu Yansheng and Gu Yutian the food, and gently placed it in front of them, but did not leave the table as usual, but sat down slowly.
Seeing her favorite egg yolk boy, Gu Yutian couldn't remember what happened just now, so she forked it into a bowl excitedly and started eating.
Gu Yansheng thought that Shen Kanyu was going to have dinner with them, and he felt some comfort in his heart, but when he saw that he was just sitting there with his eyelashes lowered, he didn't know what he was thinking, so he couldn't help asking: "Aren't you going to eat? ?”
Shen Kanyu heard his voice, said hello, and stood up slowly while leaning on the edge of the table. As a result, he stood up and didn't move, and stayed there for a long time.
Gu Yansheng frowned: "What's wrong? Did you hear me?"
Shen Kanyu really didn't hear what he was talking about, he just felt too tired, his eyesight and hearing became poor. He wanted to sit and rest for a while, but he forgot that this was the dining table, a place where he couldn't sit. If Ah Sheng spoke to him, he must let him go.
Ah Sheng should really, really hate him now, wishing he could die right away... He didn't know whether life or death had been dangling in front of his eyes all the time, making him unhappy.
Su Tong is engaged, Ah Sheng must be very annoyed seeing him now. If he gets upset and wants to scold him and beat him, that's fine with him, but he doesn't want to make him unhappy.
He stood on the table for a while, and suddenly murmured to himself: "Ah Sheng Tiantian, I'm sorry... there is no fruit salad today, and the fruit I bought... broke. If you want to eat, I will go out and buy it later , what fruit do you want to eat?"
Gu Yansheng raised his head and saw an apologetic smile on his face. His face was not ugly, his face and lips were ruddy, but this smile seemed to be taking a lot of effort.
"You don't have to eat the fruit," Gu Yansheng answered his question, and then repeated his question just now, "Aren't you going to eat?"
As soon as the words were out of his mouth, he subconsciously looked at the food on the table and realized that he had asked for nothing.
The food that Shen Kanyu cooks is not enough for three people at all.
And Shen Kanyu ignored his question again, and said to himself: "I'll go out to buy later. Can I buy some mangosteen? The recent mangosteen is fresh and sweet."
"..."
After he finished speaking, he walked slowly towards his bedroom, the ill-fitting clothes drooping on him, it seemed looser than before.