Unspeakable

Chapter 20

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Jiang Mo fed most of the mangosteen to Shen Kanyu, and then opened the lunch box at hand: "Do you want to eat?"

"I've eaten it, you eat it," Shen Kanyu sniffed, and said hoarsely, "By the way, Jiang Mo, you have such a wide network, can you find someone to get me a fake inspection report?"

Jiang Mo was puzzled and said, "What are you doing?"

Shen Kanyu smiled and said: "My father's liver is not good. I want to donate it to him, but I think I have a heart problem, and I may not be able to pass the hospital's examination."

Jiang Mo put the lunch box back with a snap, and looked at him in disbelief: "Your heart is not feeling well, shouldn't you go to the doctor? Donate your liver? Do you think it's as simple as donating blood?"

Shen Kanyu didn't expect Jiang Mo to get angry, so he was stunned for a moment before quickly explaining: "No, no, it's not very uncomfortable, it's just a little problem, but you also know that organ transplantation is very strict, I'm afraid the doctor won't allow it I do."

"Don't talk about doctors, will your parents let you do it? Will Gu Yansheng agree?" Jiang Mo felt that he was telling a joke, "What an important organ the heart is, and you don't know it yourself? What if during the operation? What went wrong, and who is responsible for it?"

"It's really not a big problem... It's going to be fine, you don't need to tell them, it's fine for you and I to know," Shen Kanyu smiled flatteringly at Jiang Mo, trying to "reason" with him softly, "And you see, my father's health is getting worse and worse. If I don't give him a transplant, something will happen. But if I give him a transplant, he will be fine, and the possibility of something happening to me is very small. , so that both of us are safe and sound, isn't it good?"

Jiang Mo turned his head, his face livid and silent.

Shen Kanyu stretched out his hand and gently tugged at his sleeve: "Jiang Mo, please help me, I want to save my father. My father... loves me very much, and I want to do something for him. I grew up Da has been making trouble for him and making him angry, this time I really want to do something for him."

Jiang Mo sighed repressedly: "Have you thought about yourself? If something happens to you, what will they do?"

Shen Kanyu smiled and said softly, "It's okay..."

If Dad is not around, Mom and Brother will not be able to bear it.

It doesn't matter if he's not there. From the moment he came into this world, he has always been superfluous. If he leaves, it is just to let the people around him return to their normal and happy life. Everyone will be very happy.

He has never made anyone happy. He is always doing bad things, making others angry and sad. He really wants to have that one time, the people he cares about will be happy because of him.

Even just once.

"What do you mean it doesn't matter?" Jiang Mo couldn't listen anymore, "Is your life or death not important?"

Shen Kanyu hastily changed his words, and stumbled and said: "No, I, I mean... nothing will happen."

"I can't help you with this kind of thing. You can make fun of yourself, but I can't," Jiang Mo said firmly, "Unless you go and tell Gu Yansheng, if Gu Yansheng agrees, I will agree."

Jiang Mo was obviously very angry with him, and he didn't want to say another word to him, so he stuffed the still warm boxed lunch into his arms, and said coldly: "I still have something to do, I'll go first, you can keep the meal for yourself .Also, if you mention this matter again, don't contact me again."

"Jiang Mo!" Shen Kanyu chased after Jiang Mo for a few steps, and felt a severe stomachache and no strength in his legs. He hurriedly supported the tree trunk next to him, and squatted down with a pale face.

He put the lunch box in his arms to keep warm, and took out his cell phone to send a text message to Jiang Mo.

He couldn't even close the fingers of his left hand, so he could barely hold the phone while typing on the keyboard with his right hand.

[It's my fault, I won't say anything, okay, come back and eat, your stomach will be bad if you are hungry, and your stomach hurts very badly.]

He was just about to click send, but he was hit by someone behind him unexpectedly, the phone slipped out of his hand, and fell to pieces on the ground.

He knelt on the ground, coughed in pain, and supported the ground with both hands, making his powerless left hand tremble like chaff.

The rice in his arms also slid down, the lid was shaken open, and the food inside was spilled all over the floor in an instant.

Once again, he couldn't give what he wanted to give.

He remembered that this was Jiang Mo's favorite rice bowl when he was in school, so he queued for a long time, until his feet were sore, but he was still in high spirits, just because he thought of Jiang Mo's happy look when he ate this meal, and his heart was full. It's all looking forward, so I don't feel tired.

Unexpectedly, Jiang Mo still didn't eat a bite.

Wouldn't it be better if it was given by someone else? Jiang Mo didn't have to leave hungry.

It's all his fault.

"Are you sick and squatting here to block the way?" The man who bumped into him was a middle-aged man with a fiery temper. Because he almost tripped over him, he was so angry that he wanted to make another kick.

However, just as he took a step forward, he was kicked to the ground by a sweeping kick, and fell to the ground.

The strong man was so angry that his nostrils were smoking, he got up cursing and was about to fight back, but the man stepped on his shoulder hard again.

The strong man raised his head angrily, and met a pair of cold and stern eyes. The coldness in his eyes seemed to come from a bottomless abyss. I was almost scared out of breath.

"Get lost." Gu Yansheng gritted his teeth and said.

The strong man quickly got up from the ground and fled.

Shen Kanyu was dazed when he heard Gu Yansheng's furious "Get out", and his whole body was terrified. Turning around, he really saw Gu Yansheng himself, stared at him for a few seconds, then lowered his head and hurriedly picked it up. The "corpse" of my mobile phone reached out and grabbed the tree trunk with such force that the rough bark of the palm was worn away. Because of the pain in my body, my legs trembled and couldn't use any strength, and I couldn't stand up for a long time.

Seeing Gu Yansheng come over and squat down in front of him, he was so anxious that he didn't know what to do, he wiped the sweat off his face at a loss, looked up at Gu Yansheng with red eyes, and said in a hoarse voice: "Ah Sheng, I'm sorry, I, I'll go right away."

He only glanced at him, then hurriedly looked away, grabbed the tree trunk and tried to get up, but his body was so painful, his stomach was twisting, as long as he tried to get up, he felt the intestines inside They were all twisted into a dead knot, and pulled to the limit, as if they would break at the touch of a button.

Gu Yansheng stretched out his hand to hold his shoulder, wanting to ask him what was wrong and if he was hit by someone just now, but he avoided him like an electric shock, leaned against the tree trunk and curled up to prevent him from touching him, then began to speak incoherently with trembling lips Acknowledge your mistake and beg for mercy: "I know I was wrong, A Sheng, I really know I was wrong, but please don't hit me yet, okay, I have... I have important things to do tomorrow, I can do it after tomorrow, I promise..."

Gu Yansheng was silent for a moment, then stubbornly stretched out his hand to hold his thin and cold arm. At that moment, his whole body flinched, and his eyes were tightly closed, which was a subconscious reaction when a person felt that he was going to be beaten.

He was shaking with fright, his face was as white as paper, and he didn't dare to move.

Gu Yansheng thought of the stray dog he saw when he was playing downstairs when he was a child, scared by the stomping and shouting of other children, hiding in the corner trembling.

When the children were all gone, he walked over, hugged it in his arms, and stroked it from its head to its back. It regained its composure, sobbed and licked his hand, its thin paws hugging him desperately The arm does not let go.

Shen Kanyu's brief look at him just now was almost exactly the same as the look it was looking at him from hiding in the corner.

Gu Yansheng sighed, lowered his voice and said softly, "I'm not telling you to get lost."

Shen Kanyu shivered and opened his eyes and stared at him blankly. His forehead hair was wet in locks with cold sweat, and his lips were frosty white, as if he had just experienced a cold storm. But gods.

Didn't you tell him to go away

But he should go too.

Before Ah Sheng was angry and could tolerate him, he had to apologize to him. He doesn't expect him to forgive, but he is also very afraid that he will hold grudges against him.

He didn't want him to bear a grudge against an annoying person, that would lead to a very unhappy life.

He pulled the corners of his mouth towards Gu Yansheng, showing a forced, somewhat ugly smile, but his eyes were still bright - as soon as he saw him, his eyes would light up, as if the eyes were filled with stars from the entire Milky Way.

"A Sheng, I, I have something I want to tell you," he plucked up his courage, and tentatively opened his mouth in a hoarse voice, "Can you listen to me? I will speak quickly!"

Gu Yansheng nodded sullenly.

Shen Kanyu held his breath and waited until he nodded, as if he had received some special order, he took a quick breath, and said quickly: "You, you were drunk yesterday, when I, I, and I hugged you to bed, I accidentally put a The thing is broken, it is a crystal ornament, you want to give it to Tong, right? I bought the exact same one and brought it to you before I got back, so I will give it to you as soon as I get back. "

Gu Yansheng heard that he took what happened the day before yesterday as if it happened yesterday. He was afraid that he was too confused to understand that he had been sick all day, so he sighed and said, "That thing is not important. You had a high fever yesterday, and you were in a coma for almost a whole day. .You brought me home the day before yesterday."

"Oh yes, I... I'm sorry I wanted to go out yesterday, but I seemed to be too sleepy and fell asleep again... I remember I seemed to be coughing all the time, was it very noisy? Did you and Tiantian sleep well?" Shen Kanyu asked Gu Yansheng He smiled apologetically and flatteringly, "I won't do this next time, I must go outside early. Colds and fevers are particularly contagious this season. I didn't pay attention. I'm sorry, Sheng."

Gu Yansheng frowned: "Who taught you to run outside when you are sick?"

"... ah?" Shen Kanyu was stunned, and didn't understand why Gu Yansheng asked this. After being stuck for a long time, he said dullly, "I'm sick... Of course I have to go outside. What should I do if I infect you and Tiantian at home? The air outside is ventilated." Well, it'll be all right after a while."

If he gets well early, he can go home early. He can boil some hot water for himself and drink it slowly while hiding in the quilt to keep warm. He always felt that it was very cold outside this year. Even though it was only autumn, he felt that every day was colder than winter in previous years.

But he soon lost his home. Although he has already rented a house outside, it would not be a home without Ah Sheng Tiantian, parents, and brothers.

He will never have a home again.

"Also, Asheng, I didn't want to divorce you before, and I lied to you when I said I wanted to help you. In fact, I can help you after divorce. I just want to rely on you for a while, because you It seems that I really don’t hate me that much recently, so I’m too aggressive,” Shen Kanyu’s voice became hoarse as he spoke, his smile became more and more blurred, and his mind was in a mess, as if he didn’t know what he was talking about, just opened his mouth The mouth kept saying, "So whenever you think, want... divorce, you can tell me, I can do it, just say it."

He lowered his head to rummage through his bag, took out a document bag, and pulled out a thin piece of paper from it: "This... divorce agreement, I have, I have signed it. I have all my things at home Packed up, I have found a place to live outside, or I... I will move out tonight? Or what do you and Tiantian want to eat, I will make dinner for you before leaving, it's okay... "

The more he talked, the more incoherent he became. Halfway through the sentence, he remembered that Song Li was at home, and quickly changed his words: "I'm sorry, I forgot that Auntie is at home. Auntie can cook for you. I can't do well...I'll help you buy vegetables and go home. It's fresh."

"Your birthday is coming soon, and I don't know what to give you...you don't like those..." Shen Kanyu rubbed the thin paper in his hand, raised his head and smiled cautiously at Gu Yansheng, and handed it to him with both hands.

"This...do you like it?"