When Shen Kanyu returned home, Song Li had already prepared all the meals. He would inevitably be scolded again, but he immediately offered the fruit gift bag he bought back graciously. When Tiantian saw the mangosteen, he smiled and salivated. Song Li Seeing that her granddaughter was happy, she didn't bother to argue with Shen Kanyu.
"Come here, baby, Dad will peel it for you." Shen Kanyu recovered a lot of his physical strength and energy after sleeping, and successfully peeled the mangosteen even though his left hand was not working well.
"Okay, okay!" Gu Yutian was so excited that she stared at the mangosteen in Shen Kanyu's hand with her two big eyes.
Shen Kanyu peeled off a piece of flesh and sent it to his daughter. Gu Yutian bit it in with a groan, and immediately spat it out with a frowning face: "Sour!"
Shen Kanyu was stunned for a moment: "Why is it sour, this is very sweet. Try it again, it's delicious."
He fed another piece to Gu Yutian, but she still spat it out, pursing her mouth aggrievedly: "It's not a good time! It's a bad time!!"
Song Li couldn't stand it anymore, snatched a piece from Shen Kanyu's hand, tried it, and threw it into the trash can in anger: "You give this kind of thing to the children? It's not cooked at all, it's going to make our baby have diarrhea. ?”
Shen Kanyu looked blankly at his empty palm, then at the trash can, and muttered to himself, "But it's really sweet."
"Tiantian, you can eat by yourself!" Song Li rolled his eyes and hugged Gu Yutian, "Tiantian, grandma will take you to dinner, and don't eat your father's trash."
"Wow, Dad knocked it bad!"
"Yes, our baby ignores him, it's necrotic!"
Shen Kanyu sat blankly on the sofa for a while, then bent down, squatted next to the trash can, picked up the mangosteen that had just been thrown in, and took a light bite.
Obviously... very sweet, very sweet.
How could it be garbage.
When Gu Yansheng came back from the car, what he saw was Shen Kanyu digging out the mangosteen from the trash can to eat. There was a "boom" in his mind, and he shouted angrily, "Shen Kanyu, what are you doing?"
Shen Kanyu was taken aback by him, the mangosteen fell into the trash can again, he hurriedly tried to pick it up again, Gu Yansheng stepped forward two or three times and grabbed his wrist, and said in a low voice: "This is edible something?"
Shen Kanyu stared blankly at Gu Yansheng who suddenly lost his temper, and said at a loss: "Yes... it was thrown away, not fresh, I didn't touch the fresh one, can I, can I eat this?"
Gu Yansheng saw that he still wanted to touch the trash can, so he raised his leg and kicked the trash can thousands of miles away: "Whatever is thrown into the trash can is garbage, you can just pick up the things on the ground and eat them, and the things in the trash can are also garbage." You have to dig it out and eat it, these things are so dirty, didn't your mother teach you that diseases come from your mouth?"
"I...my mother..." Shen Kanyu was almost blank about parental education. His pale lips parted, but he had nothing to say and no way to refute. In the end, he could only raise his head and beg Gu Yansheng in a hoarse voice, "A Sheng, You let me eat, I feel... a little thirsty. If I'm sick, I'll go out, I won't stay at home."
Gu Yansheng looked at his chapped lips that were bleeding and trembling, and suddenly lost his temper. He turned his head and took a deep breath, pulled him up from the ground and put him on the sofa, poured a glass of warm water into his hand : "No one will throw you out. Drink water first."
"Thank you, Asheng..." Shen Kanyu continued in a daze, his throat was so thirsty that he didn't dare to pick up the cup to drink, so he held the cup and rubbed it for a while, and then said softly, "Asheng, this cup is sweet. I, I can't use it, it will get dirty."
After he finished speaking, he put the glass down and stood up awkwardly with the sofa: "I have water in my room, I'll drink it right away."
Gu Yansheng really couldn't bear it this time: "Sit down! The water in your room has been left out for a few days, can you still drink it if it's broken?"
Shen Kanyu sat down obediently as soon as his legs softened, and asked Gu Yansheng blankly: "Will the water go bad too?"
"Otherwise?" Gu Yansheng didn't want to tell him more, took out a mangosteen from the bag on the table, peeled it off two or three times and handed it to him.
Shen Kanyu stared blankly at Gu Yansheng, shook his head and wanted to speak, but coughed twice because of thirst, and spoke in a hoarse voice: "A Sheng, eat this, I'm wasting it."
Song Li noticed the commotion here, and immediately stopped him: "Ah Sheng, don't eat that, it's so sour. I really don't know what else Shen Kanyu would do besides playing games. Buying a mangosteen is like buying sour beans. Here It’s not a waste for him to eat by himself, but it’s true to waste money.”
Shen Kanyu lowered his head and listened silently, his eyes suddenly turned red.
Song Li has always disliked him, he has said all kinds of ugly things, and he is used to it after listening to it for a long time, but at this moment he suddenly felt very sad.
He really can't do anything well.
Originally, he was good at playing games and could help Ah Sheng earn some money, but now his left hand has difficulty controlling the keyboard, and he may not even be able to play games well in the future.
He owed Ah Sheng so much, but he was unable to repay him.
He rubbed his eyes, choked slightly and said, "A Sheng... right..."
"I like to eat sour mangosteen so he bought it, don't talk about him," Gu Yansheng said to Song Li in a blunt tone, then turned to Shen Kanyu and changed his tone to be gentle and gentle, "It's okay, you don't need to apologize .”
Shen Kanyu looked at him blankly.
Song Li ate his son's pussy, snorted angrily, and went to feed his granddaughter.
Gu Yansheng tasted the mangosteen silently, it was really sour, he couldn't help frowning: "This is too sour, don't eat it."
He stretched out his hand to throw the trash can, but Shen Kanyu snatched it quickly: "Don't, don't! I'll eat, I'll eat!"
He broke off the pulp and stuffed it into his mouth. His fingers trembled because he moved too quickly, but he ate half of it within a few strokes, and smiled happily at Gu Yansheng: "I really think it's very sweet, The main thing is that you peeled it for me, A Sheng, so it's even sweeter! Thank you, A Sheng!"
Gu Yansheng didn't know how he could taste the sweetness from such a sour mangosteen, he wanted to stop him, but couldn't bear to see him eating so happily.
Has he never eaten anything sweet
Will you give him a glass of plain water, and he will say it is sweet
Gu Yansheng took advantage of the fact that he was eating mangosteen happily and had no defenses, so he brought the glass of warm water to his mouth, and he took a sip in a daze.
"Sugar is added to the water, is it sweet?" Gu Yansheng asked tentatively.
"Sweet, it's sweeter than this mangosteen!" Shen Kanyu nodded, smiling with crooked eyebrows, the little lying silkworms in his eyes arched, and they glowed lustrously under the warm yellow light in the room.
really…
Gu Yansheng's eyes darkened slightly.
Obviously nothing was added to the water, it was just a glass of bland boiled water.
—
Shen Kanyu didn't sleep well at night, because his heart was uncomfortable, and it was difficult to lie down and fall asleep. He only had one pillow, so he couldn't raise it up to sleep. Get up very early.
There was plenty of time. He prepared Tiantian and Asheng's breakfast. When he went out, it was still daylight. He thought it was still early. He could save some money by walking to the hospital, and he could also buy his mother's favorite egg yolk cake up.
The egg yolk cake shop opened very early, and when Shen Kanyu arrived, there was already a long line of people on the morning shift. He stood behind the line, shivering slightly in the cold autumn wind.
He is getting more and more afraid of the cold, this winter should be very difficult.
He doesn't know if he can survive this winter. If he can survive, next spring he wants to take Tiantian to see the sea of flowers in the suburbs of the city, dress her up as a flower fairy, and help her take many beautiful and lovely photos. She is the most beautiful little princess in the world.
He had promised her before.
It's just that the child probably doesn't need him now, so she won't blame him if he can't survive this winter and can't keep his promise.
Before he knew it, he was in the queue. Shen Kanyu ordered two boxes of egg yolk crisps, and walked quickly to the hospital with them in his arms.
—
Shen Kanyu thought that he would be able to see his family when he went to the hospital, but when he asked at the front desk, a female doctor came to him: "Are you Kanyu?"
Shen Kanyu nodded blankly.
"I'm your mother's friend, you can just call me Aunt Lin," the female doctor smiled gently, "Come with me, your mother is busy, I'll take you to make a match."
"Ah, hello, Aunt Lin," Shen Kanyu quickly bowed, "My mother...won't come?"
"Well, she is busy taking care of your father, please ask me to come and help."
"Oh..." Shen Kanyu nodded in frustration, "Then... can Aunt Lin help me find someone to bring this to my mother?"
He took out the egg yolk cake in his arms and showed it to Aunt Lin: "This."
"Okay, I'll find a nurse to take it there for you." Aunt Lin took the egg yolk cake and handed it to a nurse.
"Thank you, Aunt Lin!" Shen Kanyu thanked with a smile.
"It's okay," Aunt Lin asked as she led him forward, "Is there anything uncomfortable? You'll have to draw a lot of blood and have a lot of injections, you should be able to bear it, right?"
"Okay, it's okay." Shen Kanyu followed her step by step, with a smile on his face all the time, Aunt Lin even suspected that she had picked up the wrong person, which didn't match the rebellious gangster her friend described at all.
—
Shen Kanyu did not expect that it would be so hard to make a match. Not only was blood drawn and injected, but he was also very uncomfortable being scanned by various instruments. I didn't eat anything, I couldn't spit out anything, I just retched until my throat hurt.
He put the electrocardiogram and cardiac color Doppler ultrasound at the end, and finally found out the problem. The doctor's initial diagnosis was dilated heart disease, enlarged left ventricle, and early symptoms of heart failure. He suggested not to do liver transplantation, as there is a certain life risk. But since it is to save my family, I can choose to transplant if there is no other suitable liver source. Of course, I will sign a statement before the operation, and I will bear all the consequences at my own risk.
Aunt Lin was terrified when she heard these words, but Shen Kanyu laughed when she heard it, her eyes were bright, and she even hummed an unknown tune when she walked out of the doctor's office, and she could see that she was really happy.
"Kanyu, aren't you afraid?" Aunt Lin couldn't help asking.
"Don't be afraid," Shen Kanyu said with a smile, "During the operation, as long as you think of your father on the other side, you won't be afraid."
"I mean," Aunt Lin hesitated, "are you not afraid of death?"
"...not afraid." The smile on Shen Kanyu's face remained unchanged, but his eyes became brighter.
He is not afraid of death, but he will miss Ah Sheng and Tiantian, as well as his parents and brother, and he will never see them again.
I can't see Ah Sheng's "Smile in the Cang Hai" being an instant hit, I can't see Tian Tian growing up, I can't see my father recovering from health, and I can't see my elder brother getting married and having children.
He still feels sad when he thinks about it.
But I heard that anesthesia is like falling asleep, and you won't be conscious after death, and you won't feel uncomfortable anymore. No matter how much I miss you, no matter how sad you are, there is only the last second before the anesthesia takes effect, it doesn't matter.
That is, he really wanted to say goodbye to them.
Will anyone listen? Will someone say goodbye to him? Even if it's goodbye in the next life, will someone say something to him
Probably not, no one would hope to meet him again in the next life.
Those people he loves... will never see each other again.
It doesn't matter, as long as they are happy and healthy.