After Tang Xiu yelled in the venue, he disappeared. Gu Yansheng couldn't see anyone, and he didn't answer the phone. There seemed to be a fire burning in his chest, and he couldn't stand for a moment, but it seemed that there was also a sea of fire all around him, and he didn't know where to go.
He wandered around like an ant on a hot pot for a long time, and finally waited until Tang Xiu coldly dropped him a location on WeChat: Provincial People's Hospital. The gas pedal flew towards the direction of the hospital.
He didn't know how many times he speeded along the way, and he didn't know if he ran a red light. He only felt a strong sense of sadness and powerlessness.
Because he suddenly discovered that he knew too little about Shen Kanyu. If he made up his mind not to contact him, he would have no way to find him.
He doesn’t have any contact information of Shen Kanyu’s friends or relatives, he doesn’t know if he has another address, and he doesn’t know where he likes to go—the place he often sees him going is the supermarket, sometimes when he is free, ask him what he wants I don't want to go anywhere, I just want to take him out to relax, but he always says that he wants to go to the supermarket, every time he goes to the supermarket, he is full of enthusiasm, buy a lot of things and put them neatly in the refrigerator or under the coffee table, I don't know how many of them are for him, maybe none of them.
But who doesn't want to hide in the supermarket when they see someone.
So if Shen Kanyu wanted to hide, he couldn't find him at all.
It's like putting a fish into the boundless sea. Even the best fisherman doesn't know when he will be able to catch that fish again.
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Gu Yansheng looked at Tang Xiu's position and rushed all the way to the inpatient department. Tang Xiu stood at the door of the ward with his arms folded, and punched him before he could stop and stand firm.
Gu Yansheng staggered two steps and supported the wall to stand firm, raised his head and asked Tang Xiu in a hoarse voice: "Shen Kanyu, he..."
Tang Xiu said expressionlessly, "Not dead yet."
With red eyes, Gu Yansheng rushed over and grabbed Tang Xiu's collar: "Then what are you cursing him for? Can such things be joked?!"
"Let go of me, who gave you the courage to touch me?" Tang Xiu shook off Gu Yansheng's hand, gritted his teeth and said, "I didn't find him, do you think he can survive?"
"..." Gu Yansheng's hand hanging by his side was clenched into a fist, his voice was dry and unbearable, "What's wrong with him?"
Tang Xiu originally prepared a full draft to scold Gu Yansheng, but regarding his question, he was so uncomfortable that he couldn't speak for several seconds.
Gu Yansheng reached out to grab the doorknob of the ward: "I'll go and see him."
Tang Xiu stopped him and stood in front of the door, and asked in a cold voice: "Gu Yansheng, I asked you to take him for a heart check before, did you take him there?"
"... when?" Gu Yansheng frowned blankly, "I have no memory, you let me go in first."
"Come in your mother!" Tang Xiu roared, "Xiaoyu is afraid of you to death, you know? She had a angina attack, coughed up blood from the pillow, and was shaking from the pain. Grab my clothes and beg me not to tell you, don’t call you over, say that today is very important to you, and you will be very angry if you disturb you. Are you going to scare him to death by rushing in directly?”
Gu Yansheng took two steps back with a pale face, but his eyes were still fixed on the door of the ward, and he said in a hoarse voice, "I see, don't scare him..."
Tang Xiu ignored his nonsense and said with a sneer, "Yes, today is very important to you. Your masterpiece became an instant hit and received thousands of applause and crowds, but have you ever thought about why you have today? If it wasn't for the small Fish, how could you have today?"
"Don't tell me such nonsense that you will pay him back if you earn money. You can't afford it, and he never thought about it, because he thinks that you are a couple who share weal and woe, and it is only natural for him to give you his life. Today On such an important day, you have only Su Tong by your side. He ran out of the hospital and just wanted to come to see you, not to ask you for anything, but he was almost rejected because he didn't have proper attire and the invitation letter sent by your studio Outside the door. He was supposed to be brought in by you openly, to sit in the brightest position and eat the best dessert, why did he bother..." Tang Xiu said this without panting, and suddenly his heart twitched and his throat choked. After a while, he said softly, "Gu Yansheng, you said how heartless you are to make it so difficult for him to even look at you."
"He will give you everything, what you want, he will give it to you with his hands full of joy, and what you don't want, he will carefully keep it for you. What did you give him? A bad and dilapidated body? "
Tang Xiu recalled that he didn't like Shen Kanyu at the beginning, after all, what he did was really outrageous, but Shen Kanyu was thick-skinned and good-tempered, always smiling and softly calling him brother, and never forgetting to give him gifts during the holidays. A gift, he couldn't help but soften his heart.
Sometimes Shen Kanyu wanted to send something to Gu Yansheng, and was afraid that Gu Yansheng would not want it, so he would ask him for help and give it to Gu Yansheng in his name. Every time Shen Kanyu finished delivering something, Shen Kanyu was very happy, and he seemed to see him when he was on the phone Those moist and bright big eyes were bent into two crescent moons, and he was so excited that he couldn't close his mouth.
"Thank you brother Ash! Ah Sheng likes the happy ones hahaha!"
Tang Xiu listened to his excited chatter, and couldn't get him to be happy. Finally, he couldn't help asking him once: "Don't you feel uncomfortable? You gave me the things, huh?" Sheng doesn't know."
Shen Kanyu replied quickly: "No, what's so sad, I know I sent it, and I can see how happy he is, it's really great!"
But Tang Xiu could tell that his voice was a little choked up.
He will suffer.
Tang Xiu pulled away from his memories, raised his head and asked Gu Yansheng: "You peeled a mangosteen for him recently, right?"
Gu Yansheng opened his mouth, but his throat was inexplicably dry and painful, and he couldn't make a sound. My mind was in a mess again, and I couldn't remember such trivial matters at all, so I hesitated for a long time before I nodded uncertainly.
"Sure enough," Tang Xiu sneered, "This kind of thing is garbage in the eyes of others, and it is still non-recyclable kitchen waste. Only if you peel it out for him, he will put it in a vacuum bag, like a treasure. Hold on. You are really capable, you have given him such garbage after so many years of marriage, and it will be winter soon, and you are not afraid that he will freeze to death on the street wearing those tattered sacks."
"... When can I go in?" Gu Yansheng said in a hoarse voice, unable to hear anything Tang Xiu said, "He is afraid of what I say, so I will go in after he falls asleep? I'll just look at him, he's awake I'll go."
When Tang Xiu heard Gu Yansheng's previous words, his expression had already softened, but when he heard the last sentence, he was so angry that his brain ached, he raised his hand and slapped Gu Yansheng: "Go, mother, go, you heartless man Wait for me outside the door, I'll go in and coax you, after coaxing you go in again, hear that?!"
Gu Yansheng became sober after being beaten, touched the place where he was beaten, and looked at Tang Xiu sincerely and gratefully: "Thank you... I understand. Then I, I'll go buy some food for you, and I'll be right back."
"Get out!"
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Gu Yansheng was outside the ward, waiting until dawn the next day, Tang Xiu and Tang Zhen both came out of the ward, Tang Zhen touched the back of his head: "Ah Sheng, go in, Xiaoyu let you in."
"Thank you sister," Gu Yansheng smiled gratefully at Tang Zhen with his panda eyes on his face, noticing that Tang Xiu next to him was still staring at him coolly, hesitantly did not press down the hand already on the doorknob, Looking at Tang Xiu tentatively, "Isn't it still...?"
"What's wrong? They let you in, can I stop you?" Tang Xiu said angrily, "Go in quickly, shut up if you can't speak, don't say a word. Kiss, hug, hold high and meet No? You won't get out now, get out immediately... It hurts, hurts, hurts!!"
Tang Zhen twisted the flesh on his arm, gritted her teeth and said, "Don't say a few words, Xiao Yu is waiting in a hurry and you still keep A Sheng outside!"
"you… "
Tang Zhen intensified the strength in her hands, and Tang Xiu lost his temper from the pain.
Taking advantage of Tang Xiu's red eye sockets from the pain and being unable to breathe and speak, Gu Yansheng hurriedly opened the door and entered the ward.
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Shen Kanyu was not lying on the hospital bed, he was sitting by the bed, and was placing the meals and drinks that Gu Yansheng bought on the small table.
His soft hair looked particularly withered and yellow under the dim light, and the wide hospital gown on his body made him look as thin as a malnourished child.
He didn't hear him, and he was still doing what he was doing on his own, pouring drinks into the quilt while holding a heavy drink bottle with trembling hands.
Seeing that he was about to be unable to hold the bottle, Gu Yansheng didn't care that he might scare him, so he hurriedly stepped forward to hold the bottle and put it aside.
Shen Kanyu raised his head in a daze, and seeing that it was Gu Yansheng, his cloudy and out-of-focus eyes instantly became dotted with light, his gray lips opened and closed slightly, and he called ah Sheng almost inaudibly.
Gu Yansheng quickly responded, "Yes, I'm here."
Perhaps because he didn't expect him to respond, Shen Kanyu drooped his eyelashes and sucked his nose blankly, then rubbed his eyes and said dully: "You... you should eat something, Brother Axiu said you didn't even eat."
He smiled awkwardly, supported the edge of the bed and moved aside, distanced himself from Gu Yansheng: "I won't disturb you by sitting here, you can eat."
Gu Yansheng was stunned for a moment, and tried to get closer to him, but as expected he moved to the side again, he was silent for a while, and went around to the other side of the bed.
Shen Kanyu still wanted to move, but he really had no strength left, and he didn't know why Gu Yansheng had to approach him, maybe he wanted to hit him again, he was not afraid of pain, but he didn't want Ah Sheng to lose his temper when he was hungry, he was busy I haven't eaten for such a long time, and I must have drunk alcohol at the reception. Losing my temper like this will ruin my health.
Dad would always beat him after drinking, which would damage his liver.
"I'm sorry, Ah Sheng..."
Gu Yansheng was afraid that he would fall off the bed, so he bent down to help him, but he heard him apologize to him in a hoarse voice trembling.
"I shouldn't have gone to the reception. I didn't know that brother Axiu would go too. I really don't know why, why he came to me. When he, he came to me, I... I found a place to hide , but he..." The more Shen Kanyu talked, the more he didn't know how to explain it. He was afraid that Gu Yansheng would blame Tang Xiu for saying the wrong thing. Knowing that this reception is very important to you and Ah Tong, I made you mess up... But I, I really, I really miss you so much, I'm sorry, I'm sorry... "
He apologized, and suddenly he couldn't help choking and sobbing like a child, his eyes suddenly became watery, and before they fell, he raised his sleeves and wiped them desperately, trying to squeeze Gu Yansheng out, which is uglier than crying. Smile: "You, don't get angry first, okay? Eat something first, I won't run here, you are full and then... hit me and scold me, it doesn't matter, but you have to eat to have strength right?"
"I know... I know you won't have an appetite if I'm here. I just drank a little of that drink," Shen Kanyu was afraid that Gu Yansheng might misunderstand, and explained in a strong nasal voice, "I... poured it on my hand and drank it. , not dirty, don't be afraid, just wait for me for a while, I'll go out right away."
He knew he should leave here, but he didn't have any strength at all. When he had no strength in the past, he only needed to eat something sweet or drink a sip of sugar water, and it would be fine after a while. I don't know why after drinking for so long this time, he still felt It didn't get better.
Gu Yansheng's heart was so sore that he wanted to interrupt him several times, but he couldn't be ruthless, because he remembered that Tang Xiu had just told him that Shen Kanyu had only said a few words in front of them, and he would Feel like talking too much can be annoying. So he was thinking, if Shen Kanyu said a lot to him, he must listen to him patiently, and then slowly respond to him sentence by sentence.
But the more he said, the more outrageous it became, Gu Yansheng couldn't listen to a single word. He kept Tang Xiu's warning in mind, and was afraid that he might say something wrong, so he sat down beside the bed, and stretched out his hand to hold his bony and torn wrist.
Subconsciously, he still felt that he was going to hit him, so he immediately tensed his body in response, closed his eyes tightly and curled up into a ball, the neck was covered with fine beads of sweat, which wet all his yellowed hair, sticking to it. On pale and transparent skin.
Gu Yansheng sighed distressedly, put his other hand on the back of his neck, and gently pulled him into his arms.
Shen Kanyu's body trembled violently, but he didn't struggle at all, but was still curled up into a tight ball in Gu Yansheng's arms, not daring to move, for fear of touching his body.
Gu Yansheng stroked the back of his soft and cold head, pulled him deeper into his arms, and kissed his hair lightly—this was a subconscious action, and he didn't even realize that he did it.
He hugged him, seriously recalled what he had just said, and then slowly responded to him softly in his ear.
"Don't be afraid. I have already said that I will not beat you again."
"I... I'm glad you went to the reception, because I've been looking for you, and you don't have to apologize for that."
"You have been away from home for a long time. Tiantian keeps saying that she misses her father. Sometimes she insists on looking for you and cries so hard that I can't coax her well."
"I miss you too."
"When you recover from illness, I'll take you home... okay?"