Shen Kanyu was half-squatting on the ground, the slap came too suddenly and too hard, it knocked him backwards, the back of his head hit somewhere, the pain caused his eyes to turn black .
He heard his brother shout: "Dad, what are you doing?"
Then came the sullen voice of his father Shen Zhihang: "What are you doing? You have a bad heart, and you can only eat egg whites when you eat eggs. What kind of heart is this kid, buying you two big boxes of egg yolk cakes?!"
"He doesn't know, you never told him, okay?"
"Do you need to talk about this kind of thing? He is your younger brother, can't he see if he has eyes?"
"You also know that he is my younger brother? He is also your son, why are you able to do so hard?" Shen Tanxi frowned, and went to help Shen Kanyu up, "I told him that I like to eat egg yolk cakes , What's wrong with him buying it for me?"
Shen Kanyu's mind was rumbling, and after struggling to hear their conversation clearly, he immediately grinned and smiled flatteringly at his father: "I'm sorry, I really don't know. I will definitely pay attention next time. Dad, don't be angry Lah, I can smell the alcohol on you, you can't lose your temper after drinking."
The more he spoke, the hoarse his voice became, because he found that when he moved his mouth, the place where the back of his head hit would throb and hurt, as if it was about to split open.
He swallowed with difficulty for a while, and continued to smile: "But doesn't mom like to eat egg yolk cakes too? Can you give it to mom? It's still hot."
Shen Zhihang said coldly: "Your mother won't eat what you bought, throw it outside for stray cats and dogs."
"... Oh." Shen Kanyu responded lightly, his face a little pale.
"Kanyu, it's okay, I'll bring it to mom for you." Shen Tanxi couldn't bear it, and quickly comforted her.
"Thank you, brother." Shen Kanyu was still smiling, that kind of smile made Shen Tanxi feel particularly uncomfortable.
"Danxi, follow me to the hospital for a routine examination." Shen Zhihang coldly drank Shen Danxi away, and did not give him another chance to get egg yolk cakes.
Shen Kanyu sat there, suddenly felt the back of his head was hot, and there seemed to be some sticky liquid flowing in his neck.
He stretched out his hand to touch it, but it was covered in blood, which surprised him. He looked down and saw that there was also a small pool of blood on the ground. He yelled "***" in his heart, and ran into the house , carelessly covered the wound with a paper towel, then half-knelt down and hurriedly cleaned up the blood on the ground.
He dried it with a paper towel, rinsed it with water, wiped it dry, rinsed it again, and repeated several times to clean up the ground before he breathed a sigh of relief.
Feeling that the blood from the wound was not bleeding much, he sat on the ground in a daze again.
Dad seems to have said many times that he and his mother won't ask for his things, and neither will his brother. Could it be that he can't buy things for them in his life? But when he saw something good, he couldn't wait to buy it back for them.
Why is it that no one wants what he wants to give
Shen Kanyu scratched his hair in distress, and decided to apply for a card to save all his money, and then quietly give it to his brother. The brother can buy whatever he wants for his family. This is equivalent to giving what he wants to give, Dad Mom didn't know it was given by him, so she would happily accept it.
Shen Kanyu became excited again, found a clinic to treat the wound, and ran to the bank to apply for a card in high spirits.
The first card was to save money for his parents, mother and brother. The teller asked him to set a password. He originally added up the birthdays of the four people in his family to make up a password. After thinking about it, he still didn't add his own birthday.
It's embarrassing to say it, he himself doesn't quite remember when his birthday is, it seems that he has never had a birthday.
The second card is for Gu Yansheng, and the password is naturally Gu Yansheng's birthday.
The teller asked him to choose the card face himself. For the first card, he chose a card face of a pair of parents holding a child. The second one chose a very vulgar face of a girly pink card full of hearts.
He looked at the face of the girl fan's card, imagined Gu Yansheng's expression when he received the card, and almost burst from laughing at his bleeding wound.
—
From the time Shen Kanyu started to remember things, his parents didn't like him very much.
My elder brother Shen Tanxi is very good, with good grades, can play musical instruments and calligraphy, and has a gentle and considerate personality. He is a treasure in the palm of his parents' hands. The birth of Shen Kanyu can basically be said to be an accident for them. If his grandparents were not superstitious and did not allow them to have an abortion, he would not have come to this world at all.
In fact, his parents just didn't like him at first, and they didn't hate him very much. If he didn't become a bad boy, maybe they would gradually like him.
But he really didn't mean to be a punk.
My elder brother has been in poor health since he was a child. They have to take care of him, so they often have no time to take care of him. When he was young, he was thin and small, and he was often bullied. When he came home with a bruised nose and a swollen face, his parents would blame him for causing trouble.
In order not to cause trouble, Shen Kanyu could only learn to fight back, and gradually learned to fight. In order to strengthen his courage when fighting, he made friends with a bunch of cronies and learned to smoke and drink.
He just wanted to protect himself and not to cause trouble for his family. Although he became a bad boy in others' mouths, he never took the initiative to find trouble for others. He never did acts of provocation, robbery and revenge. Do something good to protect the weak, punish the evil and promote the good.
But parents don't care so much, a bad boy is a bad boy. The first time Dad knew he was fighting in school, he tied him to the iron gate and beat him up, saying that he didn't have his son.
Shen Kanyu felt very sad, his neck was about to be broken, but he still raised his head and asked: Then can I still call you dad
Maybe his voice was too low at that time, and his father didn't hear it, so he took it as his father's angry words. Anyway, he called him dad later, but he didn't stop him.
Fortunately, he still has a father.
Sometimes relatives came to visit, and uncles and aunts would tease him: "Your parents only want your brother, not you."
Shen Kanyu didn't listen: "You tell lies, they like me the most."
Sometimes when parents hear this, they will half-jokingly and half-seriously say: "Shen Kanyu, don't be too sentimental."
Shen Kanyu felt that it must be because he hated a person so much that he would always call him by his full name. After all, his parents always called his brother "Danxi", with a very gentle and loving tone, and he liked him very much.
When can we call him "Kanyu"
Can he wait
—
Because he was so annoying, so winter came, and his parents forgot to buy him warm new clothes. He was frozen for several weeks and finally caught a cold.
Shen Tanxi has a bad heart, so he has been hugged and cared by his parents since he was a child. Every time he was sick, his parents looked distressed after busy work, which made Shen Kanyu unavoidably envious.
He also wants to be loved and cared for like this.
But that time when he caught a cold, his elder brother happened to be sick too, and he felt that if he let his parents know that he was sick at this time, it might add to the chaos, so that they would not be able to concentrate on taking good care of his elder brother—of course, it is very likely that he was being self-indulgent, Mom and Dad don't necessarily care.
But if being affectionate can make them worry less and lose their temper, then they should be more affectionate.
Shen Kanyu rummaged through the box and couldn't find a thick coat, so he had to put on a few more clothes, filled a bottle of hot water, and went outside for a stroll.
As a result, during this stroll, he picked up Gu Yansheng, who was bold enough to walk alone at night, and unfortunately, this bold person was stopped by a few fat and strong senior students.
This time, Gu Yansheng didn't take out the money so stupidly as before, but turned around and ran away like a loach.
Shen Kanyu was stunned for a moment, and then praised sincerely: "Not bad, there is progress."
But the young master couldn't outrun these punks, so even though Shen Kanyu had a fever and his legs were as heavy as lead, he still caught up with a few punks like a hurricane, and then started a one-on-three ** show off time.
Gu Yansheng ran almost out of breath, only to realize that the movement behind him was not quite right. When he turned his head to look, he found that the few gangsters had already fled, and only Shen Kanyu was sitting on the ground, tying his clothes slowly. Shoelaces unraveled from a fight.
Gu Yansheng hesitated for a while, but finally walked back to him.
Shen Kanyu raised his head when he heard the footsteps, but his vision was blurred due to the high fever, and he couldn't see the person clearly for a long time, so he could only ask hoarsely, "Who is it?"
Gu Yansheng: "Me."
"A Sheng?" Shen Kanyu's cloudy eyes lit up, and his chapped lips showed a smile like a little milk dog, "Why are you back? Come on, what are you doing back?"
Gu Yansheng was silent for a few seconds, and asked, "Did you beat them away?"
"Yeah!" Shen Kanyu nodded and said curiously, "Why don't you leave? Your bus won't come any later."
Gu Yansheng didn't leave, and sat down beside Shen Kanyu after a while: "Do you have water?"
"Yes!" It turned out that he was thirsty and wanted water. Shen Kanyu immediately handed him the hot water he had brought out.
Just as Gu Yansheng reached out to pick it up, Shen Kanyu retracted his hand a little bit. He was so dizzy from the fever that he couldn't remember whether he had ever drunk this bottle of water. If he had, he couldn't give it to his little brother, right? will infect him.
The fever is so uncomfortable, it can't be contagious to him.
He thought about it seriously for a while, and made sure that he was using it to warm his hands. Before he unscrewed it and drank it, he handed it over with confidence.
Gu Yansheng's throat was on fire from running, and the water was just right, he couldn't control it for a while, and drank most of the bottle down in one fell swoop.
Seeing him drinking so high, Shen Kanyu bent his eyes and laughed again: "I'm thirsty seeing you drinking water."
Gu Yansheng unscrewed the bottle cap in embarrassment, returned the almost empty glass to him, swallowed, and said slowly, "Thank you."
Shen Kanyu froze for a moment, then shook his head desperately: "No thanks, but you are very flexible this time, you know how to run?"
"Well," Gu Yansheng lowered his eyelashes, looked at the gravel on the ground, and said calmly, "I have a birthday present for Su Tong on me, and I don't want them to take it away."
Shen Kanyu blinked, then nodded: "Oh... In this way, birthday presents are very important, and indeed they cannot be taken away."
Gu Yansheng looked at him and sighed softly: "Shen Kanyu, I know you have been following me these days."
Shen Kanyu coughed and laughed twice: "Thank you, right? If I hadn't followed you today, then the important things would have been taken away."
"... I just hope you don't waste time on me in the future. I like Su Tong."
Shen Kanyu lowered his head, feeling that he could not use any strength in his hands at all, and the shoelaces could not be tied for a long time, so he silently stuffed them directly into the shoes, and said in a hoarse voice: "Didn't you say that you are not gay? ?”
"I am."
"Oh," Shen Kanyu deserved a little grievance, he sniffed, and said softly with a glimmer of hope, "Then can I continue chasing you? If you are gay, the possibility of falling in love with me is quite high .”
Gu Yansheng was choked speechless by his thick skin for a long time before he said sullenly: "No. Even if I'm gay, I won't like you."
"Oh, well, I see." Shen Kanyu replied again, and suddenly felt that his nose was so sore, his eyes were hot, and his chest was extremely painful, probably because the fever was too severe.
Gu Yansheng couldn't bear to see him being so obedient, so Yu Xin couldn't bear it and said, "But as long as you don't say strange things or do strange things in the future, you can still play with us."
Shen Kanyu raised his head, looked at Gu Yansheng pitifully with his reddened eyes, and said cautiously, "Then can you say happy birthday to me? My birthday just passed last week."
His birthday must have been sometime last week. Because he couldn't even remember himself, he didn't hear a word of happy birthday.
Gu Yansheng was stunned for a moment, then his expression and voice softened, and he said softly, "Happy birthday."
Shen Kanyu laughed, his eyes brightened: "Thank you."
For some reason, Shen Kanyu's smile made Gu Yansheng feel a little uncomfortable: "...I'm sorry, I'll give you another gift later."
"No need, that's fine."
He was seventeen years old and was about to reach adulthood, but he hadn't heard anyone say happy birthday to him for seventeen years.
Gu Yansheng was the first person to say happy birthday to him, how could he give up liking him
In fact, being passionate is sometimes useful, right? At least because of his self-love, he protected his favorite Gu Yansheng, and heard him say happy birthday to himself.