Gu Yansheng talked about it, but Shen Kanyu still refused to let Gu Yutian into the hospital and insisted on going out by himself.
In fact, Shen Kanyu is timid now and can be intimidating. If Gu Yansheng spoke harshly, he would be obedient, but thinking that he was doing it for the sake of the child, he couldn't help but take him there resignedly.
Because of pregnancy, Shen Kanyu's blood sugar and blood pressure have always been low, and he feels dizzy after walking for a while, but he still tries to walk as fast as possible and dare not show any discomfort.
He remembered that when he went to pick up Tiantian from the kindergarten, he walked very slowly because of stomach pains. When he walked to the kindergarten gate covered in cold sweat, he saw Gu Yansheng carrying Tiantian into the car.
He wiped off the sweat from his face, walked over to him and smiled and said, "A Sheng, why are you here? You are so busy, I can just pick up Tiantian."
"Forget it, I'll pick it up later," Gu Yansheng didn't even lift his eyelids, "You might as well go for a walk. When you get there, the child should be crying.
Shen Kanyu watched in a daze as Gu Yansheng closed the car door and drove away, then slowly squatted down covering his stomach.
"I'm sorry," he muttered to himself with a pale face, and he didn't know who he was speaking to, "I will walk faster in the future, and I will change it."
He felt very uncomfortable.
Ah Sheng is so busy and working so hard, he can't help him share anything, and he can't connect a child well.
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The feeling of loss in the memory grabbed her heart, Shen Kanyu took a hard breath, and tried to pour all the strength in her body into her feet, trying to walk faster.
Ah Sheng loves Tiantian very much, if Tiantian is kept waiting for so long because of his own reasons, he will definitely be angry.
The blood supply ability of the heart was too poor, and Shen Kanyu began to feel a little lack of oxygen, not only dizziness, but also bursts of darkness in front of his eyes.
Gu Yansheng heard the people around him breathing more and more disorderly, and just about to ask him if he was not feeling well, he knelt down on the ground without warning like a puppet whose pulling string was cut suddenly.
Gu Yansheng was startled, and supported his body in time to prevent him from kneeling on the hard concrete floor.
He tried to pull him up, but he knelt on the ground desperately, and then bowed his waist and began to vomit, because he had eaten too little, and all he spit out was some acid water with bloodshot eyes, but he still tensed his body and tried his best The ground is vomiting.
His back was almost broken, but the sound of vomiting was suppressed to the point where it was almost inaudible, but it was that tiny sound that made Gu Yansheng's scalp numb and his heart tremble.
Shen Kanyu couldn't spit out anything, and finally retched and coughed, his face turned blue and his lips turned pale, and then gradually subsided. Gu Yansheng picked him up, let him lean on himself, wiped his face clean, and fed him some warm water.
Shen Kanyu vomited too much, palpitations made it difficult to breathe, and his throat was sore. He opened his mouth to pant for a while and then coughed non-stop. He rubbed against Gu Yansheng's shoulder uncomfortably, whimpered twice unconsciously, and said weakly: " sorry… "
Gu Yansheng's throat choked, and he said in a shy voice, "You didn't do anything wrong, so you don't need to apologize."
"I'm walking...too slow, Tiantian is waiting...I think, correct it," Shen Kanyu panted, speaking intermittently, and her voice trembled violently, "I didn't, do it well... Ah Sheng, I'm sorry."
When Gu Yansheng heard that he was apologizing all the time, his heart ached so much that he didn't know what else he could do except hug him and comfort him constantly.
In the past, every time he was sick, he would always say sorry to him.
Sorry to bother you.
Sorry for the trouble.
I'm sorry I'm going out right away.
Sorry, I spent a little more money this time, and I will earn it back as soon as possible.
When other people are sick, they are very fragile and self-willed. They wish they could be accompanied 24 hours a day to make them behave like a baby. He will also take care of the feelings of those around him carefully.
He was even worried about being sick, for fear that he would be annoying, so he really didn't feel safe at all.
Gu Yansheng hugged him tighter, and repeated softly: "It's okay, I'm here, if you can get sick, I'm here."
Shen Kanyu was so uncomfortable that his consciousness began to float up and down again and he couldn't find the north. He heard Gu Yansheng's soft voice to the bone in a daze, and he couldn't help but his eyes became hot and his nose hurt, and he panicked in a mess.
He felt sorry for Gu Yansheng, it was supposed to be the best time, but he was wasted by his unreasonable troubles, and now it is not worth wasting so much time and energy on him.
Ash is really stupid.
He regained his strength, and he didn't feel as uncomfortable as before, so he started to mutter that Gu Yansheng was stupid.
Gu Yansheng heard Shen Kanyu lying on his shoulder and moaning that Ah Sheng was so stupid, he rubbed his head dumbfoundingly: "What are you talking about?"
"You're always being so nice to me...don't be so nice to me...I'm very bad." Shen Kanyu had no strength, and his breathing was not smooth, so he could only use a voice similar to that of a puppy whimpering vaguely Speaking, Gu Yansheng's heart almost melted.
"You're not bad at all," Gu Yansheng rubbed his floppy hair lovingly, and whispered in his ear with a smile, "Not only are you not bad, but you're also very stupid."
Shen Kanyu originally raised his face from his shoulders, but when he heard Gu Yansheng say that he was stupid, he buried his face back again as if aggrieved, and said in a low voice apologetically: "I'm sorry... I really have a lot of things... to do No, I, I don’t know if I can… ask someone, myself… I really can’t do it well.”
"It's okay, I'll teach you later." After Gu Yansheng finished speaking, he kissed his hair lightly, and then found that he couldn't control himself for a while, and kissed him without his permission. Fortunately, his senses are dull now, and it seems that he doesn't feel.
Gu Yansheng heaved a sigh of relief, and stroked Shen Kanyu smoothly from the top of his head to the back of his neck like a cat, and gently kneaded it a few times: "Can I still go?"
Shen Kanyu nodded, and hurriedly got up from Gu Yansheng: "Ah Sheng, let's... go find Tiantian, she will cry if she is in a hurry!"
He just asked casually, but he still dared to nod. Gu Yansheng took a deep breath, wishing to give him a thud on the forehead: "You know Tiantian, don't care about the stomach? If you fell like that just now, do you know how dangerous it is?"
Shen Kanyu didn't expect that Gu Yansheng would mention the child in his belly so naturally, he couldn't react for a while, and looked at him blankly with red circles under his eyes.
Seeing his pitiful look, Gu Yansheng immediately softened his tone, but still asked seriously: "Do you want him?"
Shen Kanyu was dull for half a second, then nodded in a daze: "Yes, yes."
"Come up if you want." Gu Yansheng squatted down halfway, and when he climbed onto his back, he picked him up steadily and neatly.
Shen Kanyu lay obediently on top of him, quietly and motionless, and her arms around his shoulders were almost pious and cautious.
For some reason, Gu Yansheng felt a little acid on the tip of his nose. He took two steps, took a deep breath, and said softly in a tone like telling a story to Tian Tian: "Now I'm going to correct some of your wrong views, you have to listen carefully."
Shen Kanyu gave a very serious "hmm".
"Things that fall on the ground, things that are thrown into the trash can, other people's leftovers, and the junk food that you buy for a few yuan a piece are absolutely inedible."
"Why?" Shen Kanyu asked in a daze, "Those are all edible, they are delicious."
Gu Yansheng said: "Then you give me food?"
"No!" Shen Kanyu shook his head resolutely, "Sometimes you will get stomach upset after eating."
Gu Yansheng immediately said: "You also know that you will feel uncomfortable if you eat it, so you still eat it? You know what's in your stomach now, do you still dare to make a stomachache?"
"Hmm..." Shen Kanyu thought about it silently, and felt that what Gu Yansheng said was very reasonable, "In that case, I will find a way to make some money and buy some nutrient solution. I have used that one, and it can last a long time There is no time to eat."
Gu Yansheng was speechless for half a second, and said puzzledly: "No, why don't you need to eat?"
"Nutrition... nutrient solution is not expensive, I won't waste money, I'll find a way to earn some," Shen Kanyu didn't understand Gu Yansheng's meaning, thinking that he should be afraid of wasting himself, so he repeatedly emphasized that he can make money to buy, "I ... I, I used to eat those. If I can't eat, I will... have nothing to eat. I'm afraid that if I don't eat... it will be bad for the child. A Sheng, don't worry, wait, when the child is born, I don't need to use the nutrient solution!"
It's all the same, if you don't eat and take nutrient solution, it doesn't matter, what do you mean if you don't take nutrient solution after giving birth, can he still save himself a way out.
Gu Yansheng was so angry with his brain circuit that his chest hurt, he took a breath and said in a hoarse voice: "Just follow me to eat, you can eat whatever I eat."
"No..." Shen Kanyu explained to Gu Yansheng for a long time, his forehead started to sweat, "It's too wasteful... And if I'm here, you, Sheng, won't be able to eat, your stomach will break if you don't eat."
"... That's all happened in the past." Gu Yansheng actually didn't expect that he would take anything he said casually seriously, but he really never had a bite of food at the dinner table again.
When Shen Kanyu ate with them before, he only ate the leftover food from him and Tiantian. Maybe it was the freshest thing he had ever eaten in his life. It was obviously leftovers, and he ate like Delicacies from mountains and seas.
But just this bit of leftovers is cold, because he can't eat it later because of his angry words.
He didn't even prepare bowls and chopsticks for himself.
"I'm sorry, it was my fault before," Gu Yansheng looked at the long road ahead, apologized to him gently and gently, and suddenly had the idea of carrying him behind his back for the rest of his life, "I will accompany you every meal from now on eat together."
Shen Kanyu lay on his back, and it took a long, long time to say "yes" softly.
Gu Yansheng walked silently for a while with his back on his back, turned his head slightly and asked, "Will your stomach hurt from carrying you like this?"
Shen Kanyu shook his head, then realized that Gu Yansheng might not be able to see, so he said in a hoarse voice, "It doesn't hurt, it won't hurt."
"Speak up if it hurts, you are not alone now, if you don't protest the child, you have to protest."
"good."
Shen Kanyu obediently responded, and after a while softly asked Gu Yansheng: "A Sheng, do you like this child very much?"
"Of course I like it very much, and Tiantian must also like it very much." The corners of Gu Yansheng's mouth raised unconsciously, "When I told her the story before, she said that she wanted a younger brother who was like the prince in the story."
"...Okay," Shen Kanyu responded a little slowly, raised his hand and rubbed his eyes, and replied in a low voice, "I will... give birth to him."
In fact, he never wanted to understand why Ah Sheng was so nice to him, and now he seems to have the answer.
It's because of the child, because he wants to have another son, and Tiantian wants to have another brother.
Ah Sheng is willing to believe that the child is his, and also said that he likes this child very much, which is really great.
It's really nice of him to still have something to do for him.
After the child is born, Ah Sheng probably won't be so nice to him, maybe he will drive him away, he is really useless.
But now he is very satisfied, Ah Sheng treats him so well that he thinks of his extremely gentle smile and words late at night, and hides under the quilt while giggling and crying, like a dream, feeling happy and terrified.
Everything now is so beautiful, but he knows very well that he will lose it sooner or later, which is a beauty he doesn't deserve.
It doesn't matter, just find a place and die secretly when the time comes.
Now he wants to be greedy and selfish for a while, so he just naturally indulges in the tenderness Gu Yansheng gave him.
It might work.