After Gu Yansheng left that night, Shen Kanyu's fever became worse and worse, but he had no warm water to drink, and no hot water bottle to hold to keep warm, so he could only wander aimlessly on the street alone, hoping that the sky would dawn soon. He can go back to school.
The classrooms of the school will be heated in winter, which is very warm.
It was too cold outside, so cold that he kept coughing, coughing and coughing, and the smell of blood came out of his throat. He was afraid that if he continued to cough like this, he would cough up his lungs, so he could only grope for a nearby hospital and go to the emergency room. .
Unexpectedly, myocarditis was diagnosed in this diagnosis. Shen Kanyu held the list in a daze, his head went blank for a moment, and then his mind was filled with "It's over, it's over, it sounds terrible, it's causing big trouble, how can I talk to my parents?" Explanation" was full of thoughts.
Seeing his bewildered look, the doctor gave him a scolding, saying that myocarditis can be caused by a fever, and children nowadays are really capable.
Shen Kanyu felt very uncomfortable, raised his head between coughs, and looked at the doctor innocently and aggrieved.
The doctor could only hold back the rest of the lecture: "Where are your parents? Tell your parents to come over!"
"Eh?!" Shen Kanyu was taken aback, and said with difficulty in a hoarse voice, "He he he... They already know, and they are queuing up to buy medicine for me."
The doctor gave him a blank look.
Shen Kanyu smiled embarrassingly, looked down at the list again, and asked softly, "Doctor, will this disease kill you?"
The doctor glared at him: "You can't die. You're so young. If you take good care of yourself, you'll be fine. When your parents take you to get injections and medicine, it won't be so uncomfortable."
"Okay, thank you doctor." Shen Kanyu bowed to the doctor with a smile, and fumbled to hang the water again.
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In the infusion room, no matter men, women or children, there are family members around, just like when my brother is sick, there are parents by his side.
Shen Kanyu saw it, and was actually very fortunate. If the parents knew, it would be causing them trouble for no reason, and they would inevitably be beaten.
In addition to being lucky, Shen Kanyu also felt very proud, and said to you little brats who have not been weaned that you have to be surrounded by your parents when you have a cold and cough, and it is not worrying at all.
Alas, he is such a considerate and sensible child, why is he not liked by others. Shen Kanyu wondered.
But it doesn't matter anymore, today he heard Gu Yansheng say happy birthday to him, he was already full of luck, his personality exploded and his sense of happiness exploded.
So Shen Kanyu was alone in the infusion room, hanging on the potion and crossing his legs, humming the tune of the happy birthday song.
The nurse chuckled when she heard that: "My kid, you're out of tune."
"Really? Haha, I haven't heard much about it, I'm not familiar with it."
—
When Shen Kanyu recovered from his memories, several cans of beer in front of him had already been emptied.
He drinks a lot, and he doesn't look good when he drinks. The more he drinks, the whiter his face becomes, and the whiter his face becomes, the more energetic he is. When he is energetic, he likes to mutter: "Ah Sheng, why don't you like me? I'm so good-looking. I love you again, and I’m still willing to be here, I’ve given birth to you, why don’t you like me? I’ve made so many delicious food for you, and you still go out to celebrate other people’s birthdays, you big pig’s hoof.”
After chanting for a long time, he felt his heart hurt again, so painful that he didn't even dare to breathe hard, he took out the Danshen dripping pills from his pocket with shaking hands, and stuffed several pills into his mouth.
It may be that he took too much of the medicine, and it didn't work well. It didn't get better for a while, and his heart still had severe cramps. He had difficulty breathing, so he had to turn out his mobile phone and wanted to call someone. help him.
But when he opened the address book, he looked confused.
Who is he looking for
Ah Sheng? dad? Mother? elder brother? Or his gang of cronies
There were very few people in the address book, but he didn't dare to look for any of them. The family members were all people who should not be disturbed, and they would be scolded if they called. The fox friends and dog friends all live so far away, not to mention the hard journey for them to come here, he should have been cold by the time they arrived.
Just when a flash of inspiration flashed in his mind and he was about to call 120, the pain in his heart gradually subsided.
Shen Kanyu breathed a sigh of relief, put away the medicine and mobile phone, and began to clean up the beer cans on the balcony.
When he recovered, he began to babble again, and sighed: "If you don't like it, then you don't like it. I won't force you... I may be dying. If you wait until I die to like me, that's okay." It's too awful."
Thinking of the assumption that "Gu Yansheng likes him", Shen Kanyu found it funny again, and after sighing, he smiled softly twice.
Really, I started dreaming with my eyes open in broad daylight.
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Gu Yansheng and Gu Yutian had been away from home for many days, and every time the two of them went to play with Su Tong, they would only come back for several days.
Although Tiantian was brought up by Shen Kanyu, she is not clinging to him. Because he is not so good at coaxing children, nor is he so pampering. Gu Yansheng is very good at coaxing children, it's really not a cover for her face to be gentle, and Gu Yansheng often takes her around to play, so Tiantian likes her daddy more than her father.
He seems to have never occupied an important position in anyone's heart.
What does it feel like to be valued? He wants to know.
But he probably has no chance to know.
After finishing the live broadcast at noon, Shen Kanyu suffered from hypoglycemia because he didn't eat anything, and was so tired that he was sweating all the time. But after calculating the time, the father and daughter should go home these two days. He just ate something and went I went to the supermarket and wanted to buy some fresh meat and vegetables for them.
He was too tired, his lips were white, his heart palpitations were severe, and his palms were sweating all the time, but he still insisted on picking out the freshest ones from a pile of messy meat and vegetables, and put them into the shopping cart like a baby.
There are always some naughty children in the supermarket who like to fight. Seeing a little boy unconsciously about to hit the shelf, he hastily stretched out his hand to protect the child.
However, the boy still bumped into it, and something fell from the shelf and hit his forehead. After the severe pain, warm liquid dripped down violently, and he raised his hand to cover the wound.
The child was frightened by the blood, screamed and ran away from Shen Kanyu. Shen Kanyu had a sharp pain in his waist and couldn't stand at all, staggered and fell to the ground.
The surrounding voices suddenly became noisy. He heard the child crying, and heard the child's mother trying to separate the relationship, saying that this man wanted to abduct and traffic my child, and my child was just self-defense.
He clutched the wound, swallowed the fishy smell in his throat with difficulty, and said softly: "I'm fine, I'm not someone who touches porcelain, you guys go."
The noise gradually faded away, and Shen Kanyu was still sitting there clutching his wound.
It's annoying to be too sentimental again, and it's all because of this useless old waist. He sighed in his heart.
When Tiantian was born, he gave birth prematurely and had dystocia. The eight-month-old fetus was so small that he was not strong enough. He struggled on the delivery bed for a long time but failed to give birth to the baby. better off.
Because of this broken waist, he fell many times.
In the past, he would think that someone could come and help him, and that would be all right.
Later he didn't think so. If it would bother others, he would just get up by himself.
He didn't know how long he sat there until the bleeding from the wound gradually stopped, and a salesperson came over and patted him on the shoulder: "Sir, are you okay?"
Shen Kanyu raised his eyes with difficulty and saw the mop in the waiter's hand. He realized that the blood from his wound had stained the floor. He quickly got up from the ground and grinned at the waiter with an apologetic smile , hoarsely said: "I'm sorry. Let me procrastinate."
—
When Gu Yansheng brought his daughter home, Shen Kanyu was sleeping face-in on the sofa.
Gu Yansheng was immediately a little displeased. He clearly said that he would come back for lunch today, but when he came back, he found that the man was still asleep. Was he going to starve the child to death
Tian Tian sniffed, pointed at the dining room sharply and said, "Dad! Egg yolk boy, there is egg yolk boy!"
Gu Yansheng carried her to the dining room, and the dining table was already full of dishes. When he opened the refrigerator, there were freshly squeezed apple juice and fruit salad in it.
He took out the fruit salad, looked at the exquisitely cut and small fruit pieces inside, and was a little lost for some reason.
Tiantian was so hungry that she grabbed the corner of his clothes, just wanting to eat quickly, Gu Yansheng hurriedly carried her to the baby chair, and went into the kitchen to look for dishes.
He looked at the cupboard, how strange it looked, and after a long time, he finally realized something—there were too few things in the cupboard, only the tableware that he and Tiantian used frequently.
Tiantian kept shouting that she was hungry, and he didn't have time to worry about it for a while. After washing the dishes, he went to take care of his daughter for dinner.
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After the father and daughter finished their meal, Shen Kanyu didn't wake up, his hair was messed up and he couldn't see his face.
Gu Yansheng saw him huddled into a ball as if he was afraid of the cold, and wanted to carry him into the room to sleep, but he just touched his shoulder, and the person bounced up as if he had been electrocuted: "** ! Who hit me?!"
Gu Yansheng: ...
"Hey, I have a headache..." A certain person got up too quickly, and then pressed his temple and cried out that he had a headache.
Gu Yansheng supported the sofa and stood up: "What are you doing sleeping here?"
"...A Sheng?" Shen Kanyu was not fully conscious, and was startled by Gu Yansheng's voice again, raised his head and blinked at him for a long time, and then saw his daughter playing with toys at the side, and then confirmed that they really came back up.
He touched his neck and laughed dryly: "Are you back? Have you eaten yet?"
"It's over," Gu Yansheng frowned slightly, "Why don't you sleep well, do you want to sleep on the sofa?"
Shen Kanyu still touched his neck, tilted his head and thought about the meaning of Gu Yansheng's words in a daze, and felt that he had figured it out, so he quickly got up from the sofa, stood on the floor and put on his clothes. My own slippers: "You want to sit on the sofa, right? I'm sorry, I wanted to sit and play with my phone after I took a shower, but I accidentally fell asleep. I'm not an example."
"That's not what I meant." Gu Yansheng wanted to explain a few words, but suddenly saw a faint wound behind Shen Kanyu's messy bangs, which didn't look shallow, so he took a step forward and reached out to touch his bangs.
Shen Kanyu was startled by him again, thinking that he was about to be beaten, so he took a few steps back while clutching his head, and said tremblingly: "You... don't be angry, I won't sleep on the sofa in the future, really No more sleep."
He swallowed hard, with wet eyes, and said softly, "Don't hit me."
When he did those shameless and shameless things in front of Gu Yansheng before, Gu Yansheng didn't beat him in anger. He was beaten up by his parents since he was a child, and he was still young and healthy at that time, so he was not afraid of Gu Yansheng's flamboyant fists and embroidered legs, just like a cat scratching him.
But now he is not as good as before, and he is not so durable.
Even if no one hit him now, his whole body hurts like hell.
It really doesn't matter.