When Gu Yansheng rushed to the hospital, Shen Kanyu hadn't left the operating room yet.
Jiang Mo stood by the wall and kicked it once and for all. Song Li sat on the bench next to him, holding a file bag in his hand, looking distraught. When she saw Gu Yansheng appearing, she immediately got up and said with difficulty: "A Sheng, Mom didn't do it on purpose. They all said that amniocentesis would not be risky, so I..."
Gu Yansheng frowned and looked at the red light in the operating room: "Amniocentesis, why amniocentesis?"
Jiang Mo sneered and said, "Don't you think Kanyu is not pregnant with your child? Your mother found it out for you."
Gu Yansheng clenched his fists and closed his eyes: "... Isn't the child yours?"
The smile on Jiang Mo's face froze for an instant, and was distorted by anger in the next second. He pulled Song Li away vigorously and punched Gu Yansheng.
The passing nurse immediately stopped shouting, Jiang Mo tried his best not to punch again, just grabbed Gu Yansheng by the collar, gnashed his teeth and said: "You fucking... you can say such a bastard, are you crazy? !"
Gu Yansheng wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth casually, and said in a hoarse voice, "I never touched him."
Jiang Mo's face was livid with anger, he pushed Gu Yansheng away, grabbed the inspection report from Song Li's hand and threw it on Gu Yansheng: "You have to read your mother's masterpiece before you talk about it."
Song Li's face was pale with cold sweat, and he didn't dare to say a word.
Gu Yansheng opened the report, and it was written clearly in black and white that 99.9999% of the little gourd is his flesh and blood, and the red stamp in the lower right corner of the report is even more clear and correct to the extreme, declaring that every word and every sentence is iron-clad.
Little gourd is his child.
Shen Kanyu told him countless times that he had never been touched by others, and that the little gourd was really his child. He said he believed him, but what he thought in his heart was "If it is not my child, I will raise it." ".
He thought he was affectionate, selfless and magnanimous, but in fact, the little gourd might really be the child of him who lost control after drinking.
Jiang Mo fumbled in his pocket and took out a cigarette, then remembered that it was a hospital, and stuffed it back angrily: "You'd better be glad this child is yours, or I'll kill you right now."
Gu Yansheng's hand holding the report bulged out blue veins silently, there was no trace of blood on his face, and there was no expression, but his lower lip was bitten by him quietly.
He put away the report, raised his hand to wipe the blood that flowed down, and said to Song Li in a voice that was almost eerily calm: "Mom, you go back first."
Song Li opened his mouth tremblingly: "A Sheng..."
"Go back." Gu Yansheng repeated with emphasis.
Song Li knew that he didn't have the face to say more, picked up his things, and almost ran away.
Jiang Mo looked at Song Li's back and smiled sarcastically: "Okay, you still know how to let your mother run first at this time, are you afraid that I will kill her by the way?"
"It has nothing to do with her," Gu Yansheng looked at the red light in the operating room, his face was as pale as a ghost, and his voice was hoarse as if his throat was filled with blood, "If it wasn't because I didn't make it clear, she wouldn't have done these things."
Jiang Mo was stunned for a moment, and his expression relaxed a little: "Okay, this is still a human saying."
Gu Yansheng laughed at himself, his lips began to ooze blood again, he wiped it casually, and said in a hoarse voice: "It's not human words... I never said any human words."
He leaned against the wall, closed his eyes, sighed in pain, and murmured in a somewhat choked voice: "Calling me a human is exalting me."
Jiang Mo saw that Gu Yansheng looked like he would stab himself to death if he gave him a knife, he was silent for a while, and decided to talk to him: "Why do you think the child is mine?"
He really felt that the pot was buckled inexplicably. Not to mention that he never had any unreasonable thoughts about Shen Kanyu, even if he did, he would not be able to tarnish him, because he knew best how much Shen Kanyu liked Gu Yansheng.
Gu Yansheng was silent for a while, and then slowly told him the reason.
Jiang Mo's expression was as if he had eaten a fly. He turned his face away to calm down for a while, then suppressed his temper, and said in a deep voice: "I have never liked him... In fact, he is more like a younger brother to me. .”
Gu Yansheng didn't respond.
"The reason why I say it's my younger brother is because I think...he needs protection very much. He has no idea about protecting himself, especially after meeting you," Jiang Mo thought for a while, and said, "I hold An example... Do you still remember that in the second year of high school, you suffered from cholecystitis and could not move, did he carry you to the hospital?"
"Remember." Gu Yansheng remembered that Shen Kanyu was carrying him on his back, crying like hell, saying that if you bear with it, A Sheng, the pain will stop after taking medicine and injections. When he arrived at the hospital and saw the doctor, he was so anxious that he burst into tears. The doctor tried his best to explain that cholecystitis was only a small problem, and he couldn't understand a word, so he could only repeat "he loves you so much, save him" while wiping away his tears.
"After your situation stabilized, he asked me to come and take you back to the dormitory, do you remember?"
"Yeah." Gu Yansheng remembered that it was a snowy winter, and Shen Kanyu stood at the door of the hospital watching him and Jiang Mo leave, with a pair of red rabbit eyes, and said in a thick nasal voice, Asheng, you will definitely Eat well. If you can’t remember to eat breakfast, I’ll bring it to you every day in the future, and you won’t be in pain anymore.
"Do you know why he didn't take you back in person? Because his feet hurt," Jiang Mo sighed. "His pair of rag shoes flew away when he was taking you to the hospital. He didn't stop wearing them for fear of delaying your treatment. Carried you over barefoot."
Gu Yansheng said in a low voice: "Cholecystitis is a small ailment, only he can be frightened like this."
To be more precise, he would be frightened like this only if he had cholecystitis. His own major illnesses and minor disasters are all indifferent.
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After getting married—especially after giving birth to Tiantian, Shen Kanyu’s health has been poor, and he has been sick for half of the time throughout the year, so he became a doctor after a long illness. He prepared many kinds of medicines at home, which are sweet, which are bitter, and which are He clearly distinguishes which are traditional Chinese medicines, which are western medicines, and which are fast-acting but should not be taken too often. He basically tried these medicines once or twice, and he would not take them again when he knew the curative effect, so he prepared them for Gu Yansheng and Gu Yutian. Gu Yansheng found only two medicines from his bedroom: painkillers and cough syrup.
More than once, he couldn't get better from the cold and cough, and he was afraid of noise at home, so he didn't know where to go outside, and sweetly clamored to eat this and that, so he hurried back, poured half a bottle of cough syrup, Wearing a mask and gloves to do it for her, and left in a hurry after finishing.
More than once, he stuffed painkillers into his mouth as if he was eating. Gu Yansheng asked him what he ate, and he said it was vitamin tablets. He half-sarcastically and half-seriously said: You really know how to take care of yourself.
He just looked at him with a smirk and didn't speak.
Gu Yansheng felt that he had nothing to say at the time, but now that he thinks about it, he should be, too painful to speak.
A few days ago, Gu Yansheng sorted out the quilt that Shen Kanyu had used for many years, and found that there were many faint blood stains on it that could not be cleaned thoroughly, one piece after another, almost integrated with the patterns on it.
At that moment, he understood why Shen Kanyu said that he could wash bloody clothes very clean. There must have been many times when he hid under the quilt so painfully that he vomited blood. He didn't even have time to tear a piece of paper.
All his energy and painstaking efforts were devoted to taking care of Gu Yansheng and Gu Yutian, but when he was lying on the bed in pain and unable to move, there was no one around him. He can only work so hard every day until dawn. At that time, no matter whether he is still in pain or not, he will get up and make breakfast for them, and then he will look eagerly in front of their eyes, hoping that they can have a bite.
But most of the time, they end up not eating.
Every time he stood in the living room, with the gradually cold breakfast behind him, when he smiled and waved to them and said to come back early, he felt...how sad.
He just wanted them to eat before going out and not starve.
It's just a... small, almost humble wish.
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"I think Kanyu is really nice... I know it's because of Su Tong that you don't like him, but why is your mother like this?" Jiang Mo was puzzled.
"My mother knows all about what he did," Gu Yansheng pulled out from the memories, his eyes covered with a layer of trance, "She likes Su Tong very much... So knowing that he once locked Su Tong in a wooden barrel and abused her, she Just... I can't forgive you."
For a moment, the corridor was very quiet, and Gu Yansheng could hardly hear Jiang Mo's breathing. He looked up, but saw that his face was a little pale, and his eyes were blank.
"Didn't Kanyu tell you about that?" Jiang Mo frowned, his voice hoarse, "He said he explained it to you."
Gu Yansheng looked at his expression, and his heart sank little by little: "Explain what?"
"... So you don't know anything yet," Jiang Mo calmed down and said in a deep voice, "It wasn't him who did it, it was me."
Gu Yansheng stood up straight suddenly, staring deeply at Jiang Mo with his dark eyes, opened his mouth but couldn't speak.
Jiang Mo gritted his teeth: "It's me. I can't bear it with you, and I can't bear it with Su Tong. Both of you know the fact that you and Kanyu are married, why do you still open a studio together? You have been entangled for a long time!"
Gu Yansheng said hoarsely: "We are only together for work, nothing else."
"I don't believe you when you say such a thing. Will he believe it?" Jiang Mo sneered, "When you get married, you leave it alone and take his money to make the world. Do you have any face? He is pregnant. At that time, you and Su Tong were busy together every day, did you accompany him to a prenatal checkup, and helped him when he had difficulty moving? Need me to tell you how many times he almost lost his life? Stomach bleeding, myocarditis , the high fever does not go away, do you need me to count it for you?"
"A few days before you went to Su Tong's birthday party, he just suffered from stomach bleeding, couldn't eat, and was lying on the hospital bed without the strength to move his fingers. Counting the time and knowing that you were going home, he didn't care I want to go home and cook for you. I’m afraid I’ll look bad and you’ll look bad, so I bought some cheap cosmetics and put them on my face. As soon as you got home, you said you were going to a birthday party, but you didn’t think about him Will it be uncomfortable?!"