How long ago was that
How many years have passed since I first realized that I was different from the average human being
At first, it was just a coincidence. Friends around me did not know why they talked about such a topic.
"Speaking of girls, what type do you like?"
I can't remember the face of the friend who said this.
"There is no requirement for this, as long as the breasts are big and the butt is big. Hehehe." I don't know who replied.
"For me, appearance is not a big requirement. If you are virtuous and able to work, then you can honor my parents."
Who bumped the person just now with an elbow, "Oh, who told you to find a wife, this is not what we are discussing."
"That's right, do you like people with big breasts and lots of water, or delicate and shy ones!"
Suddenly, someone next to me called my name.
"Hey, Wang Zhong. Why have you been silent?" Someone put his hand on my shoulder, "What about you?"
"What, what?"
This answer is not because I really didn’t hear clearly, but I feel that if I don’t add such a sentence, my only connection with this “normal” world will be broken. And that was one of the things I was most reluctant to accept at the time.
"Girl, girl." The shallow friend who couldn't remember his face said loudly, and put his arms around my shoulders to act like a good buddy, "What kind of girl do you like?"
"This..." I said nervously, "Little girl."
My answer was honest, but for some reason it elicited laughter from all around me.
"It's amazing, Wang Zhong actually likes little girls!"
"How old is the little girl?"
"That... six or seven years old."
There was another whistling and laughing.
"Young girl!"
"But the young girl is very cute. Wang Zhong has really strong taste."
I don't know what they are laughing at, but since they are laughing, it must be something funny. Thinking of this, I also foolishly laughed along with it.
"It's very cute." I smiled foolishly, and wanted to add another touch to the interesting event, "Weak and small, I really want to cut them open to see what they look like inside."
As soon as my words fell, the laughter that was still in the air just now stopped abruptly. I was the only one left with a silly smile, which seemed lonely and weird.
"What did you just say?" Someone looked at me with strange eyes.
But I didn't realize that there was something wrong, and continued my words with a smile, "I really want to rape them, such a small and soft body, just imagine it is very beautiful."
The people around me looked at me like monsters. I was a little panicked and didn't understand why they suddenly became like this.
"Isn't that so? Don't you want to do that?"
I panicked and raised my voice. I can't understand the meaning in their eyes at all, the topic is obviously started by them. Even though the eyes of these people were still showing lewdness and frivolous words just now, why did they suddenly become frightened as if they were different people now
"Hey, Wang Zhong." Someone said, "Don't make jokes, rape and murder are both illegal."
"I'm not joking." I said seriously, "As long as no one finds out, it's fine? It's very simple."
Later, those friends all walked away from me with expressions of fear and disgust.
"You are a monster!"
"horrible!"
I don't understand why those people are running away.
Isn't this your desire? Isn't this the true thought buried under your obscene words
I don't understand. Deep down in my heart, I obviously have the same desire as me, but why did I rush away like a dog with its tail between its legs
After that, I gradually realized that the so-called human beings have been deceiving themselves throughout their lives. Deceive yourself, deceive others, obviously very happy in your heart, but you still have to pretend to be sad. He obviously has the desire to eat the other party in his heart, but he still has a warm smile on his face.
I'm... different from them. When I want to eat, I will definitely open my mouth.
Little girls are the most beautiful. When those hazy and beautiful eyes looked at him, it seemed that this was the purest thing in the world.
"Uncle, why are you sitting here? Are you lost?"
That's it, that's how it is. Such a beautiful angel came to my side just to let me destroy with my own hands—
I violated that small, soft body again and again in the dark alley, and the cries and blood stimulated all my senses. Meat is me, I am meat. At that moment, I knew clearly that I was no longer human.
Unlike the human beings with hypocrisy, I am a piece of meat with desires. I am... a ghost.
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The moment the light from the flashlight shone on the man's face, my body froze in place.
What's going on... Isn't this Xiaoying's stepfather? Where is the ghost? Where is the evil spirit we are looking for
Or, is the man in front of him the real evil spirit
However, reality didn't give me time before I could react. The man surnamed Wang who was discovered roared like a beast, and rushed straight towards me.
The distance is too close, and I know in my heart that there is no way I can escape this blow. And the man with a ferocious face raised a bloody dagger high in his hand.
It was because of the closeness that I could clearly see the expression on the man's face. No, it wasn't anger or panic, it was real killing intent. No reason, no expression, just purely for the purpose of completely destroying the creatures in front of him—
Are you going to die
"careful!"
The moment the shining blade swung down, a black shadow suddenly flew in front of me. The sound of a sharp weapon piercing into flesh and blood came to my ears clearly, I opened my eyes in surprise, and it was Wen Jiubai standing in front of me.
Wen Jiubai stretched out his hand, and took the powerful blow straight away. Through the moonlight, he could see that his hands and chest were covered with blood. The red of the blood and the black of the Taoist robe seemed to melt into the night, exuding a coquettish and strange breath.
"Wen Jiubai!" I yelled out loud.
"I told you not to run out recklessly." Wen Jiubai's face contorted in pain for a moment, but he quickly adjusted with panting breaths. With a force on his hand, the man's hand was pushed away, and the man staggered He staggered back two steps, but did not let go of the murder weapon.
"Run!" Wen Jiubai turned around and shouted at me loudly.
But at this time, my legs were limp, and I kept moving them. Not to mention running, I have long forgotten how to take a step.
"Hurry up!" Wen Jiubai roared angrily.