Perhaps she had been looking forward to it for so long that she was exhausted. Gu Xijiu could not find the joy of realizing her dream—
Has your mentality changed, or do you still not believe him
Gu Xijiu is not a person who likes to be muddled. She actually prefers to cut through the mess quickly.
If you are merciless, I will leave. Once you leave, don't think about me looking back!
This is her attitude towards love and her credo as a person.
She originally thought that there would be no possibility for her and Long Siye, after all, she was so let down. No matter what kind of compensation he offered, she couldn't get over the hurdle in her heart.
But there was a big misunderstanding between her and him. He made a wrong choice in her childhood, and he felt sorry for her. But although what he did later was a bit unsavory, it was indeed for her good...
Should she look back
After all, falling in love is not easy in this world.
Intellectually, she felt that she should forgive him and rekindle old dreams with him, but emotionally she could no longer let go and could no longer put her all in.
The feeling that Long Xi gave her was warmth at that time, and the feeling that Long Siye gave her now was still warmth. When she was with him, she had a sense of peace and tranquility.
I must be greedy for this beauty, right
"Let's go put out river lanterns?" Long Siye suggested.
Gu Xijiu shook her head: "I don't want to let go."
People who put up river lanterns are usually lovers, but she and Long Siye are not in that kind of relationship, at least not yet.
"Don't worry, we are just going to put up a victory lantern, not a couple's lantern." Long Siye couldn't help but pull her away and left: "Aren't you going to have a final with someone tomorrow? Let's get a good sign first! I wish you success! "
…
Long Siye was right, the river lanterns in the river were not all couple's lanterns, there were basically all kinds of lanterns.
There are those who have won the gold wish list, and there are those who wish for the health of their parents... Of course, the most common ones are couple's lanterns, hoping to fall in love and join hands for a lifetime... There are all kinds of river lanterns that carry countless hopes of all living beings floating in the water, looking like stars from a distance.
Gu Xijiu actually doesn't believe this. If putting up a lamp can make your wish come true, then how busy must the person in charge of it all be
Unexpectedly, she thought of the Holy Lord.
The Holy Lord is God, and God is omnipotent. The lamp seller said that as long as you are sincere, the wish in the lamp can be seen by him, and then he can help you realize it...
I believe that everyone who puts up lanterns is sincere, but how many can the Holy Lord see? People like him are not the kind of people who just help people realize their wishes...
Thinking of his arrogant temperament, Gu Xijiu couldn't help but shook her head. With the old man Shengzun's urinary temperament, it would be great if he didn't put obstacles in your way! If he was in a bad mood and played some pranks, that wish would probably be aborted!
She had no intention of letting it go, but Long Siye kept encouraging her, so Gu Xijiu wrote one just for fun, put it in a wishful thinking lamp, floated it on the river, and watched it gradually merge into the river. Gradually drifting away in the sea of lights...
Long Siye also released one, still very religiously.
After looking at it for a while, Gu Xijiu finally couldn't help but said: "I really think that if you have a wish, you can directly ask the Holy Lord. It is better than writing your wish in a river lantern and sinking it in the water."
Long Siye shook his head slightly: "The Holy Lord... is not that easy to see. Moreover, he is so aloof and untainted, and I have not spoken more than ten words to him over the years.
(End of chapter)