"Mr. Liu, are you coming to Xiao Zhao's wedding too? Come, let's have another drink!"
Looking at the lively scene in front of me, I was a little dazed. He picked up the wine glass dully and drank it down. I don't know how many cups it is. I didn't even taste whether what I drank just now was beer, white wine, or just a glass of plain water, let alone who persuaded me to drink.
I sat on the table with dull eyes, recalling the little things I had with Zhao Yanyan over the years, the goddess in my heart, now I can only watch her silently, becoming someone else's bride.
Zhao Yanyan and I have been classmates since high school, and we are at the same table. At that time, Zhao Yanyan was the focus of the school. Not only did she have excellent academic performance, she was also versatile. Most importantly, she was beautiful. Many students privately rated her as the school beauty.
Although I was at the same table as her, we actually didn't say much, only a few words, and they were innocuous. My personality in high school is a bit introverted. Of course, because of poor study, I am not the kind of student that the teacher favors, and I don't get too much attention. I belong to the dispensable type.
I don't know when it started, I fell in love with Zhao Yanyan deeply, or maybe it was just a good impression. But he likes to pay attention to her silently, every move, every frown and smile. But I never told her, because there are many suitors around her, and everyone's conditions seem to be much better than mine.
We parted ways when we were divided into classes in the second year of high school. She chose liberal arts, and I still chose science. At that time, science was not my strong point, but I always had a fear of unfamiliar environments, so I stayed in the original class. dawdle.
After parting from Zhao Yanyan, I thought I could forget about this girl who appeared in my dreams every night, but I was wrong. My thoughts on Zhao Yanyan not only didn't decrease but increased day by day. She has completely become the goal of my life.
I know that with Zhao Yanyan's grades, she will definitely be admitted to the top universities in the country. If I want to continue to see her, I must work hard. Driven by this illusory motivation, in the last year of high school, I devoted myself to books and picked up a lot of knowledge that I had left behind in my first and second years of high school.
Finally, he lived up to expectations during the college entrance examination and was admitted to the famous Huaxia University in the country. In the happy atmosphere of the adults at home, I knew that this credit should actually belong to Zhao Yanyan. If it wasn't for missing her and knowing in advance that she would apply for Huaxia University, I would not have worked so hard.
When the new students reported for registration, I unexpectedly saw that familiar figure. I haven't seen her for a year, and Zhao Yanyan is even more beautiful. Although I am no longer as inferior as before, compared with Zhao Yanyan, I know that I am not good enough for her. Which one of the students in Huaxia University was not the best in high school? I have nothing to be proud of compared to them.
What surprises me is that Zhao Yanyan, who is Huaxia University's school flower, hasn't had a boyfriend in the four years of university, and there hasn't been any gossip.
It was obvious when she was in high school that Zhao Yanyan definitely lived in a very privileged family, and there was a special car to pick her up from school. Compared with me, whose parents are both workers, this is a world of difference.
During my four years in college, I kept trying to get closer to her. I studied finance, politics, foreign languages, and participated in various clubs to improve my abilities. Without exception, basketball, football, swimming, Sanda, and shooting all became members of the clubs. The main force has represented Huaxia University in the national college student competitions many times. It can be said that in college, I have completely changed from the cowardly Liu Lei in middle school, and become a dazzling star in Huaxia University. There are also many girls who pursue me, but I can never forget Zhao Yanyan.
Maybe it's because of my personality, I have never confessed to Zhao Yanyan, I am afraid of failure, afraid of being rejected, afraid of losing this feeling that I have kept for many years. In my opinion, although I didn't confess my love to Zhao Yanyan, it means I still have a chance. I don't want to waste this opportunity easily, so I am still trying my best to improve myself and surpass myself.
After graduation, I was lucky enough to work in the same company as Zhao Yanyan. And I'm still single, and so is Zhao Yanyan.
At the end of my 31st year, I finally climbed to the pinnacle of my life and career, and I took the position of president of the company's China region. I know that the opportunity I've been waiting for has arrived. I'm going to confess my love to Zhao Yanyan this Christmas, pouring out my feelings for her all the time.
As the saying goes, life is unsatisfactory nine out of ten.
On Christmas, I went to the flower shop to order a bouquet of flowers early in the morning, and I booked a private room at Maxim's restaurant. I plan to ask Zhao Yanyan out for dinner tonight, and then find an appropriate time to confess my love to her.
I walked into the office happily, and my secretary, Xiao Zhang, handed me a lot of greeting cards. I smiled, and it’s good to be the president. If you don’t send greeting cards to others, others have to send you.
On the top of the greeting card is an invitation, something that you see almost every day. Sitting in the position of the president of the company's Huaxia District, there are entertainments almost every day. I lazily picked it up and took it apart. When I opened it, I felt like my world was spinning and I had a feeling of falling into an ice cellar. All of a sudden, my mind went blank, and this invitation was like a bolt from the blue, hitting my chest deeply.
Zhao Yanyan is getting married? ! I suddenly had a feeling that I wanted to cry, but I couldn't cry. What made me even more dumbfounded was that the groom's name turned out to be my deputy Xu Qingwei. He and Zhao Yanyan are going to get married? Why didn't I even know any news beforehand, I shook my head with a wry smile. For more than a year, I have devoted myself to my career and rarely asked about other things. What's even more ridiculous is that this Xu Qingwei was promoted from the position of manager of the public relations department when I was the president. Zhao Yanyan, who was the deputy manager of the PR department, is now the manager of the PR department.
It took me a long time to calm down my emotions. Since it hasn't started, let it end.
I picked up the wine glass, walked unsteadily in front of Zhao Yanyan and Xu Qingwei, and said inarticulately: "Xiao Xu, Xiao Zhao. I—I wish you a happy marriage for a hundred years and a baby boy!"
Xu Qing and Zhao Yanyan also raised their wine glasses, Zhao Yanyan smiled and said, "Thank you, Mr. Liu!"
I drank the wine in the glass in one breath, and was about to go back to the wine table, when my heart suddenly felt cramped, and I fell to the ground.
Seeing me fall, Xu Qingwei hurriedly yelled: "Call an ambulance, Mr. Liu has fainted, his head fell on the corner of the table, bleeding profusely!"
Zhao Yanyan also squatted down hastily, and kept pinching people for me.
The ambulance roared and pulled me to the hospital, and soon I was pushed to the operating table. I don't know why my consciousness is still so clear, but my body can't move.
A doctor in a white coat looked at the instruments on the side of the operating table, and hurriedly said to the other person: "This is heart failure caused by excessive drinking, put on a high-voltage pacemaker!"
Another nurse-like person quickly pressed my chest with a high-pressure plate.
"Increase the voltage!" shouted the doctor in the white coat.
The nurse pressed the high voltage plate on me again.
The doctor in the white coat shook his head, and said to the nurse: "No, give him a booster and ask the patient if he has any last words."
Outside the operating room, all the company employees were waiting anxiously. The nurse ran out and shouted to the crowd: "Who is your name Zhao Yanyan?"
Zhao Yanyan, who was wearing a wedding dress, was taken aback for a moment, but immediately ran over.
The nurse said to her: "The patient is dying soon, and he has something to tell you."
I opened my eyes with difficulty, Zhao Yanyan was already waiting in front of me.
"Yan Yan, I-I have a word that I have always-wanted to say to you, Yan Yan, I-I love-you!" After saying the last word, I left this world without any regrets.
In an instant, Zhao Yanyan burst into tears, and gently stroked the person on the operating table with her hand, no, it should be the face of the corpse, and muttered to herself: "Liu Lei, if you had said this to me earlier, I would have I will marry you no matter what—"