Could it be that there is really some misunderstanding
In the previous life, Zhao Yanyan always had that kind of meaning for me, but I was too numb to feel it
Thinking of this possibility, I broke out in a cold sweat!
Although I have no way to verify this guess, and I don't know whether it is true or not. After all, it was a matter of the previous life, but once this idea was formed, it formed a lingering obsession in my mind.
Now that I think about it carefully, Zhao Yanyan was also the proud daughter of heaven, and she was able to remain unmarried until she was in her thirties. This seems a bit unusual!
Although it is said that there are many unmarried men in their thirties, after all, many successful people marry late, but there are very few women in their thirties who are unmarried.
Can't say no, but at least not many! But even so, those women are not married if they are not married, but they still have boyfriends! For girls like Zhao Yanyan who are in their thirties and haven't had a boyfriend yet, if it's not because of psychological problems, then there are other reasons!
Think about the little things between me and Zhao Yanyan in the previous life. Although I didn't talk much during school, I always looked at Zhao Yanyan with awe and admiration.
The low self-esteem made me in the previous life feel that I was not good enough for Zhao Yanyan. Even if I tried my best to catch up, I still felt that there was still a certain gap between me and her. This gap cannot be made up by simple efforts.
It wasn't until after working that he gradually cut his head and showed his face, and even his position in the company gradually surpassed that of Zhao Yanyan. It was only at this time that he regained his confidence.
But on the day when he was about to confess his love to Zhao Yanyan, he received the news that Zhao Yanyan was going to get married!
This upheaval was like a thunderbolt, and it suddenly plunged my whole body into an ice cellar. At that time, my mind was blank and I was deeply unwilling.
But he didn't have any other thoughts, until he participated in the wedding and died of drunkenness.
And after being reborn, I also deliberately avoided this period of history, and didn't want to touch this sad past, so I didn't think about those details again.
But today, since I mentioned this in a hurry, I once again carefully considered the things in my previous life, and finally found a trace of something unusual!
Even if Zhao Yanyan married my deputy Xu Qingwei, why didn't I know anything about it before? And I didn't see any clues
Zhao Yanyan is the person I pay attention to silently, she has a boyfriend, maybe she can't find any clues
And Xu Qingwei, as his deputy, is also someone close to him. He has a relationship with Zhao Yanyan, and he doesn't even notice it? Could it be that he was blind in his previous life
I shook my head secretly, denying this possibility from my heart. After all, although I was a little unconfident in my previous life, I was not a fool. On the contrary, it is impossible to be the regional president of the company without ability.
And what is the reason for Zhao Yanyan and Xu Qingwei's sudden engagement
This is a place that confuses me, but in my heart, I think of a possibility that makes my heart jump! Perhaps, just like what Zhao Yanyan said, she in her previous life did have that kind of meaning for me, but she is a girl, and it is hard to express it, she has been waiting for her own initiative, but I... other than chasing and chasing after inferiority complex , not even a hint... This made Zhao Yanyan, who was disheartened, perhaps choose a marriage partner at random.
After all, she is not young anymore, in her thirties, a woman is no longer young, so she can't delay any longer! Even if she wanted to delay, her family would not agree.
However, all of this is just my guess. Although there are some regrets, but fortunately, God is still very kind to me, and let me go back to 1994, my high school days, and let me start my life again.
In this life, you are destined to have no more regrets!
However, perhaps, all of this is just my illusion, as Zhao Yanyan said, there may be a similar parallel world outside this world, in which there are me, her, and other people.
It's just that the stories between these people are different. Maybe Zhao Yanyan and I in that world were in love with each other, what Zhao Yanyan sensed was her thoughts in another world.
Of course, it could also be that Zhao Yanyan simply confused the dream with the reality, mixed the thoughts of this life into the dream, and controlled her own dream.
Thinking of this, my heart is at ease... I am so mediocre! What are you thinking so much about? Regardless of his past life, this life is the most important.
Drowsy and drowsy, I gradually fell asleep...
"Bing-ring-ring-" A crisp phone rang, waking me up from my sleep.
Who was calling at noon? I quickly got up and ran to the living room to pick up the phone.
"Hello, who are you looking for?" I said habitually.
"Leilei, so you are at home! Your dad and I will be home soon, open the door for us in a while, we have too many things in hand!" My mother's voice came from the phone receiver.
Why is my mother back? Didn't he go to my grandma's house with my dad? I remember that the two of them stayed at my grandma's house in the countryside for three full days on New Year's Day in my previous life, and this is the second day.
"Mom, why did you come back so soon?" I asked immediately.
"Yeah, your dad said he was afraid that it would be boring for you to be at home by yourself, and no one would cook for you, so we came back early as soon as we discussed it. No, your dad said you worked hard in your studies, and we just went to Caishikou I bought you some fish from the farmer’s market, and I’ll make you some delicious food!” My mother said happily.
can't you? Is it because my studies have improved in this life, and my parents treat me better than before? But you don't have to come back early, isn't this a good thing for me.
Seeing that I didn't speak, my mother hurriedly asked: "What's the matter, Leilei, don't you want your father and I to go home early?"
"How can it be, hope, hope! I'm just so happy that I didn't realize it!" I quickly came back to my senses and said.
"That's fine, I'll hang up! Although your father's mobile phone is reimbursed by the factory, it can't be wasted." My mother said and hung up the phone.
I hurried back to my bedroom, and while I was getting dressed, I pushed Zhao Yanyan awake with my hands: "Hurry up and get dressed!" I yelled anxiously.
"What are you doing? Is it dark?" Zhao Yanyan was suddenly woken up by me, opened her sleepy eyes stupidly, and looked at me inexplicably.
Zhao Yanyan, who just woke up, is really cute, but I didn't have time to appreciate it carefully, so I hurriedly said to her: "My mother is downstairs, she will be up soon!"
"What?! Your mother is back?" Zhao Yanyan suddenly jumped up from the bed, and hurriedly found her clothes: "Why didn't you say it earlier? Oh... what should I do?"
"I just got a call too!" I said with a wry smile, "What else can I do, hurry up and pack up to meet them!"
At this moment, the two of us were so busy that we quickly tidied up the bedroom, and then simply tidied up the living room. We didn't breathe a sigh of relief until there were no suspicious signs.
At this moment, the doorbell rang. Zhao Yanyan and I looked at each other, fortunately, just right, otherwise it would be miserable.
I asked Zhao Yanyan to pretend to be a guest, and went back to my room first, then I got up to open the door.