what happened
Why do you always stare at him distractedly
Since the last time she broke up inexplicably because of mistrust, and staying together again, she has always felt an unreliable feeling in her heart, as if this kind of lost happiness will grow wings and fly away quietly before tasting enough. She was always afraid that he would leave herself again, that there would be a misunderstanding between them, and that she was afraid of the unknown in the future.
The love for Lu Chen in my heart seems to be more and deeper than before.
How can I describe this feeling
It's like walking to his room now, even if he is right in front of her, she wants to get closer.
Even if it is only a little bit, it will make her feel more at ease. I want to touch the things Lu Chen has touched, I want to breathe in an environment full of Lu Chen, I want to stay in the room where Lu Chen is, and I even want to cover the quilt that Lu Chen has covered, I want to use it The cup Lu Chen used...
Is it abnormal
Yun Xizhao was a little frustrated, feeling that she was getting more and more "insecure", and the sense of insecurity came too suddenly.
"Sunset."
Lu Chen's voice came faintly, and she raised her head: "Huh?"
"Come with me tomorrow to visit Li Qiangwei."
Seeing him with a slightly sad expression, and thinking of the rumors that have been intensifying during this period, Yun Xizhao's heart trembled and said in a low voice, "Okay."
***
The next day, the morning sun was still good, and it was shining warmly, which made people feel a lot easier. After turning the bus twice, and walking a few hundred meters along the beautiful bank of the river, the villas in the city center stood in front of you.
Standing in front of the courtyard of Li's villa, Yun Xizhao silently looked up at this European-style building, and his heart became heavy inexplicably.
This place used to be the home of Li Yuzhu.
The girl who has died, the girl whose motive for death is unknown.
The left and right sides of the front door of Li's house were full of tall phoenix trees, and the sunlight reflected through the gaps of the leaves on the ground, so mottled.
Lu Chen took Yun Xizhao's hand, and a trace of sweat quietly appeared on the palm of his palm.
He is nervous.
Yun Xizhao thought silently, she couldn't help squeezing his hand, trying to let her strength support him, and the two of them faced each other together.
"go in."
The doorbell rang, and a housekeeper immediately came to open the door.
Before visiting Li's house, Lu Chen had contacted Li Qiangwei's parents through Awai's help, only that Li Qiangwei's classmates came to visit. The butler had already received the owner's notice, so he took them inside with ease.
Entering the living room, a middle-aged woman sitting on the sofa immediately stood up. She looked haggard, but her eyebrows and eyes were full of gorgeous light, and her chestnut curly hair was lazily combed behind her head, and her figure was perfectly set off by a well-fitting woolen coat. This woman must have been a very attractive woman when she was young.
"Hello! I am Qiangwei's mother."
Lu Chen and Yun Xizhao hurriedly bowed slightly, "Hello, Auntie."
"Old Xu, take them upstairs, I won't go up." Li Mu faintly gave orders, then turned to look at them and said, "Qiangwei's situation is not very good recently, I must have heard of it. If you can, please help me to persuade her, after all, she is still young and shouldn't be so horny..."
"Auntie, don't worry, we will enlighten her well." Lu Chen replied in a deep voice.
Yun Xi looked after this haggard woman, her beautiful face seemed to hide a lot of thoughts, her eyebrows were always melancholy, and she didn't know what she was thinking.
She gave birth to two daughters. The eldest daughter committed suicide, while the younger daughter suffered from "intermittent mental loss", which may develop into intermittent psychosis, which is pitiful enough.
The butler took them to the small living room on the second floor, and then quietly retreated.
Lu Chen took Yun Xizhao's hand tightly and walked in slowly. The intermittent but beautiful melody instantly hits the ears, and the two looked at each other in surprise, it was the sound of the piano!
Going further inside, the figure of a young girl in a pale pink dress came into view.
Li Qiangwei was sitting in front of a piano, her eyes closed slightly, her slender, white fingers gently and slowly beating between the black and white keys. She was playing the piano, but crystal tears slowly flowed down her face, so that the tunes flicked intermittently, sometimes stopped and sometimes continued.
However, the sound of the piano is very beautiful.
Her piano skill is really good.
Lu Chen looked at the girl quietly, with a slightly confused light in his eyes. He has never seen Li Qiangwei playing the piano, nor has he noticed the sadness on her face. The girl was immersed in this gorgeous and elegant movement alone, as if no one else in this world could enter her heart.
Yun Xizhao turned his head to look at the young man's expression, and his heart trembled.
Lu Chen felt guilty towards Li Qiangwei. Although she didn't want to see it, she didn't feel sad.
Li Qiangwei played the piano quietly, seeming to forget everything behind her head, not rushing, not rushing, not slow, but tears never stopped flowing.
How deep is the pain hidden in her heart
"You are here."
Suddenly, without warning, Li Qiangwei turned around and quietly looked at the two people standing at the door.
Lu Chen was taken aback, and then whispered: "Yes, we have come to see you."
Yun Xizhao's heart was tense, and she managed to squeeze out a smile that was uglier than crying: "Don't mind, we haven't been here long."
Li Qiangwei gently wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, glanced at her slantingly, and then said to Lu Chen: "Lu Chen, I want to talk to you alone, can't you? I don't want to see her."
Lu Chen's eyebrows jumped, and he subconsciously wanted to reject her.
But before he had time to speak, Yun Xizhao squeezed his hand and actively said: "Okay, I'll go sit outside. Lu Chen, you can talk to Qiangwei, don't worry about me."
She smiled at him, motioned that she didn't mind, turned and walked outside.
Li Qiangwei did not stop her, with a victory smile on her face, and said softly: "It's great. Until now, you are willing to give up her once for me."
Hearing the sound coming from behind, Yun Xizhao resisted the impulse and didn't look back.
Perhaps, when she heard that this girl was suffering from mental illness, she had already begun to pity her. Perhaps, when she saw this girl playing the piano in tears, she had already decided to forgive her.
Everything in the past did not really cause her and Lu Chen to miss, so let's forget it.
Because I love too much, so forgive me.
Yun Xizhao secretly clenched her fist, she forgave Li Qiangwei for Lu Chen.
Seeing her love rival quietly walked out of the small living room, Li Qiangwei slowly stood up, the corner of her mouth slightly raised: "Okay, she finally left."
Lu Chen walked to the sofa and sat down, and said calmly: "I want to come and see you. After leaving school for so long, have you ever thought of going back to study?"
Li Qiangwei shook her head: "I don't want to."
"why?"
"I am afraid of facing strangers."
Lu Chen was silent for a moment: "The classmates are not strangers."
Li Qiangwei raised her head and looked into his eyes, and said stubbornly: "In my eyes, everyone except you is a stranger."
There was an awkward silence.
"Maybe you are disgusted with my confession to you, but these are my true words, and I have never cheated."
Li Qiangwei stood up and poured a glass of water for Lu Chen, and passed it over, her long and white fingers trembling slightly.
"I have been strictly demanded by my parents since I was a child, and I have almost lost my emotions. I have never wanted something so desperately. If I don't get it, I will die! Lu Chen, you are what I want to get. No, I was wrong. You are the one I want to get. If I don't get you, I will die... I really will die."
She muttered sadly.
Lu Chen looked at her embarrassedly, and forced herself not to get up and walk away, trying to change the subject: "You may only be infatuated with me for a while... At our age, who can say that he really understands what'love' is?"
"What about you and Yun Xizhao? She loves you, and you love her, isn't it also love?" Li Qiangwei asked without hesitation.
Lu Chen didn't know how to answer for a while.
"Look, you can't even convince yourself, how can you convince me?"
"You are too stubborn."
"Yes, I am very stubborn, so stubborn that I know that my sister likes you, and I can't restrain my liking for you; so stubborn that I know that you don’t have me in your heart, I also dreamt that one day I can stand upright. By your side. Lu Chen, when it comes to my sister, I really hate you. Why can you be so unkind to our sisters?"
Lu Chen turned his head and whispered: "Emotional matters, I really can't force it."
"But you won't even give us any comfort..." Li Qiangwei laughed at herself, "My sister committed suicide because of your refusal. This will be an indelible stain for your life, and you will be condemned by your conscience for the rest of your life." Lu Chen, you can't forget my sister's, and you can't forget me either. If you can't like me, then I will curse you forever, curse that you won't be happy!"
She was really hysterical.
Lu Chen frowned, wondering if it would be a wrong decision to visit her by himself.
Seeing that he was silent, Li Qiangwei stood up and said emotionally: "Lu Chen, don't blame me... I and I are all for my sister. Li Yuzhu, my sister Li Yuzhu, do you remember her, right?"
"I remember..." the boy whispered.
"I know you won't forget her... She's dead, she's dead, you will always take her to your heart."
Lu Chen looked at Li Qiangwei's trembling expression, feeling a pain in his heart, and whispered: "Qiangwei, I am sorry for you."
At this moment, a tall, charming woman suddenly walked in from the door of the small living room, and said softly in a regretful and guilty tone: "No, it's not your fault. Everything started because of me, I don't deserve to be one. Mother, it was I who killed my daughter, and all evil retribution should be on my body!"
This woman is Li's mother!