"why?"
He asked in her ear.
Jian Mingxia couldn't help but hide back, the hot air from him made her ears curl up.
"Because I wanted to agree, I agreed."
"I thought it would be a long wait."
"Do you feel aggrieved by doing a long-term war of resistance, and the result is victory in front of you?"
He distanced himself from her, with his arms still around her waist, he looked into her eyes and said, "I just suddenly felt that if I hesitated for too long, I would miss too much time. There is a kind of going back to the past." impulse."
Jian Mingxia felt that his gaze was too aggressive, and after lowering his gaze to avoid it, he said: "Actually, if the time was half a year earlier, when you were still a student, I would never think about it. I can only say that the present timing Even better."
He nodded, just looked at her like this, and stopped talking.
"Don't you think we should talk in another place, or let me go first? My feet hurt."
She didn't realize that there was a bit of grievance in her tone.
Xue Liyan quickly let go of her, looked at the flat fake high heels under her feet, and asked, "Does it hurt? Are you too tired from work today? Let me carry you."
Jian Mingxia refused: "No need, you think I'm too delicate."
He just wished she could be more delicate.
"What do you want for dinner?"
Jian Mingxia thought for a while and said, "Steak, I want to drink creamy mushroom soup today."
He nodded naturally.
Xue Liyan loves steak the most, bar none.
The two walked side by side, he looked at her sideways, and his eyes stayed on her hands holding the bouquet.
"Take it if you want."
Jian Mingxia thought, am I being too proactive? But she really couldn't turn a blind eye, he was almost staring at her hands as if they were bones.
Xue Liyan took her right hand that had deliberately let go of the bouquet.
It was very light at first, and then slowly tightened, his palm easily wrapped her entire hand.
His palms are very hot and humid, but Jian Mingxia is not annoying.
Nancheng didn't have too cold a winter, otherwise it would be a good choice to keep warm with his hands.
After a while, he asked, "Why are your hands so small?"
"It should be genetic. My father is nearly 1.8 meters tall, but his fingers are about the same length as mine."
Xue Liyan thought about it for a while, and found that he hadn't noticed it before. He had never held other girls' hands, so he didn't know if they were so soft and tender.
Of course, he didn't have the idea of comparing.
Jian Mingxia has never noticed what other couples look like holding hands, but it feels like he is holding her like a child, watching her pace at all times, his eyes always stay in front of her, Jian Mingxia doesn't have to pay special attention to the pedestrians and roadblock.
Jian Mingxia didn't ask where Xue Liyan was taking her.
He is such a careful person, Jian Mingxia feels that even if he has an empty head, he doesn't have to worry about getting lost.
In fact, it was true. He took her to the famous sky restaurant in Nancheng, and the two had an authentic western meal, from appetizers to desserts.
Jian Mingxia is glad that she has the habit of wearing professional skirts to work, otherwise she would be in a dilemma.
Jian Mingxia is really a lazy woman through and through. Her work clothes are all business attire, and her autumn and winter casual clothes are all windbreaker and boots. Her hair is always short at ear level.
Feng Zheng once said that she was too lazy and didn't look like a girl at all.
Jian Mingxia said: "A woman looks like someone who pleases herself, and I don't have a boyfriend, who should I dress up for?"
Feng Zheng was speechless, and finally said angrily: "Jian Mingxia, do you have any awareness of being an independent woman in the new era? It's a woman's nature to love beauty. Don't we have to dress up without men? Stupid girl, Women should know how to be kind to themselves, because they are the real ones, the only one in the world who loves you without any purpose, you should be kind to yourself, understand!"
Jian Mingxia nodded, then what happened before is still the same now.
It's not that she doesn't understand what Feng Zheng said, she's just lazy, and she thinks she's pretty like this.
But in fact, Feng Zheng doesn't necessarily treat himself well. People always discuss other people's affairs clearly and logically, but when it comes to themselves, they will ignore a lot.
Jian Mingxia thought that she should call Feng Zheng and tell her that her best friend is in love, but after thinking about it, she didn't do that.
The food in the sky restaurant may not be the best in Nancheng, but the night view is definitely second to none. Jian Mingxia enjoyed the meal very much.
Although in her opinion, there is no need to make it so formal, her picky taste has reached the point of swallowing with her mouth over the years, and she is not a poor and fastidious person, she is just an ordinary person, and she likes to eat authentic food around a group of people Chinese food, but who makes children like it? At least today, it must be as he wants.
They didn't talk much during the meal, but he would look at her now and then, as if he couldn't get enough of it.
Jian Mingxia couldn't help wondering if she had become more beautiful.
It's not the age of ignorance, she naturally knows what it means for a man to stare at a woman all the time.
When I was a girl, I could say a few words in a literary way that I don't understand love, but my heart is clear, even if anyone in my classmates says a few more words, I can see the tricks. In today's era where the Internet and film and television work together, there is really no one who is ignorant of feelings.
A boy knows about Xiaolongnv, and a girl knows about Li Xunhuan. Tell me that I don’t know what love is. Isn’t it just a matter of being full.
Jian Mingxia feels that there are no people with really low EQ in the world, the key lies in whether he thinks about it, whether he takes it to heart.
Therefore, after a relationship begins, most people will have a feeling that has already been expected.
Sitting here, Jian Mingxia didn't feel much surprise in her heart.
There were signs of all this, but I didn't dare to think about it before.
After finishing the dinner, which took more than an hour, the two headed back home.
Because of the unhealed injuries on Jian Mingxia's feet, Xue Liyan had no other arrangements.
Neither of them had a drink, but the glass was on their lips.
He asked her in the car: "Tired?"
"It's okay." Jian Mingxia didn't say she wasn't tired, after working all day, there was no reason not to be tired.
Looking at his calm face, Jian Mingxia asked, "Why did you drive me so slowly for the first time?"
He replied honestly: "Because I feel nervous when I think of you sitting next to me, and when I get nervous, I am afraid of accidents, so I dare not drive fast."
Jian Mingxia smiled: "I guessed it, but your expression is so calm, you can't tell it from the outside at all."
He also didn't see through the embarrassment, and smiled when he heard the words, revealing an obvious dimple.
Jian Mingxia couldn't help poking it with her index finger. In fact, she wanted to poke the dimples on other people's faces. She also wanted two dimples before. Someone lied to her, saying that the dimples were all poked out. It turned red, but I didn't see any dimples.
Later, she realized that she had been cheated, and when she saw someone with dimples, she wanted to poke revenge.
He said, "Don't make trouble."
She fooled him: "I heard that the dimples get deeper and deeper."
"Isn't that stabbing the muscles in the face?"
Jian Mingxia was speechless.
The sky restaurant is not far from the residence, and Xue Liyan didn't drive at a snail's pace this time, so he arrived soon.
After parking the car in the parking lot and being led by Xue Liyan for a few steps, Jian Mingxia asked: "Why are you driving so fast today, are you not nervous?"
"I don't feel nervous thinking that you'll be sitting next to me every day from now on," he said.
"You are so beautiful."
Jian Mingxia glared at him.
Xue Liyan just smiled at her, Jian Mingxia thought it would be better for him to smile less, because when he smiled, he looked younger, looking soft and cute.
Unlike Xue Liheng, who has sharp water chestnuts and is particularly masculine, Xue Liyan looks softer. He looks more like his mother. Even now, Xue's mother is still a middle-aged beauty who can make people's eyes shine.
Arriving at the downstairs of Jian Mingxia, Jian Mingxia said: "I'm going up."
"Hmm." He responded.
Jian Mingxia twitched his right hand, but didn't move it.
"If you don't let go, how can I leave?"
He said, "Hold on for a while."
Jian Mingxia just stood there. In fact, she guessed that Xue Liyan might have something else to say to her, so she was not in a hurry and just stood by him.
The street lights downstairs have been broken for the past two days, and in the darkness, all they can see are the outlines of each other's faces.
"Jian Mingxia?"
"Ok."
"Are you serious?"
"What do you think?"
"I don't know." He said in an uncertain tone: "I hope it's true, but I'm not sure. I don't know if you turn around and regret it, or wake up tomorrow morning and you say , I just made a joke with you yesterday, don't take it seriously. So Jian Mingxia, tell me, are you serious?"
After a long silence, she said, "I'm not sure."
She wanted to give him an exact answer, but she couldn't.
"Xue Liyan, sometimes I feel that you seem to know me better than myself. Just a second before you asked me this sentence, I was still asking myself in my heart whether my decision was wrong."
"I don't know if I will regret it tomorrow, or right away, but at least now, Xue Liyan, I can tell you that I can't find an excuse to refuse you."
He said: "Then don't look for it anymore, and I won't give you an excuse in the future."
Finally, she said: "I promise you, I won't give up easily, okay?"
Without giving him a chance to answer, she continued: "But you have to promise me that if I want to break up in the future, you can't keep me and let me leave quietly. If you want to break up, please stay away from me and don't show up again In front of me, leave me the last bit of dignity, okay?"
She couldn't see his expression, but she could see his bright eyes reflecting the faint light, and something seemed to flow faintly inside.
He bowed his head and hugged her into his arms with such strength that it was suffocating. She heard him say in a much lower voice than usual: "Jian Mingxia, but you should also remember that if I don't keep you, it doesn't mean that I I don't love you anymore."
Jian Mingxia nodded vigorously: "I will remember."
How can I forget you, my little tail.
She said so in her heart.
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