Jian Mingxia came here with a quarrelsome heart, but when she left, she was full of bewilderment.
Jiang Jie happened to go home, and the two met at the elevator entrance.
Jiang Jie said, "Why don't you leave after eating?"
Jian Mingxia coughed and said, "There is still someone waiting for me downstairs, let's have dinner together next time."
Only then did Jiang Jie notice her abnormality. Her voice was hoarse and her eyes were red, obviously she had just cried. He thought for a while and asked, "Did you quarrel with Feng Zheng?"
Jian Mingxia said blankly: "No."
Jiang Jie asked: "Is it because of me?"
Jian Mingxia just looked at him. Time has changed him after all. He looked more mature than he remembered, with more connotation in his eyes and less frivolity. Her preconceived views may not be correct. Will really stand still for many years, Jiang Jie may still have many shortcomings, but he has grown up after all.
The quarrel is the quarrel, and Jian Mingxia didn't intend to destroy their relationship, so she said: "Why do you think it's because of you? Feng Zheng told me just now that she and you have a wedding date, and we chatted with some students Talking about the things of the times makes me feel a little sad.”
"That's it." Jiang Jie had doubts in his eyes, but he stopped there.
The elevator came slowly, stuck on the seventh floor, unable to go up or down, Jiang Jie seemed to be planning to wait for the elevator to come before leaving, but Jian Mingxia was not interested in continuing to talk to him.
After a while, Jiang Jie asked, "Is that downstairs your boyfriend?"
"En." Jian Ming Xia Ying was absent-minded.
Jiang Jie hesitated and said, "You didn't cause any misunderstanding because of me, did you?"
Jian Mingxia looked at him suspiciously: "What misunderstanding?"
Jiang Jie was a little embarrassed, and said: "He looks very recognizable, I still have a little impression of him, I remember when you were still living here, he came to see you, and he asked who I am and why I live in your house , I made a joke at the time, saying that I was your boyfriend. He looked quite shocked at the time, but later I thought the joke might have gone too far. Feng Zheng told me not to tell you, and I never took it back Now that you are together, I think it is better for me to tell you about this."
Jian Mingxia gritted her teeth and said, "It's okay, it's just a misunderstanding, he already knew about it."
Jiang Jie rubbed the back of his head embarrassingly, and said, "Then come out to have a meal together when you have time, and I will formally apologize to him."
Jian Mingxia said perfunctorily: "Look again, the elevator is here, I'll go down first."
"Okay, stay safe."
Jian Mingxia entered the elevator and shut Jiang Jie's face outside the elevator. She felt that she should be angry, but she was more helpless in her heart. This couple is really good, one pretends to be her, the other pretends to be her boyfriend, On the contrary, she, the client, became an outsider.
But she can't get angry now, her mind is full of Feng Zheng's affairs, she just gave up her life like this, is it right or wrong
Jian Mingxia can't guess the result, and she doesn't dare to draw conclusions for the future arbitrarily. After all, she is not Feng Zheng herself. No matter how much she thinks, she can't control Feng Zheng, and she can't make decisions for Feng Zheng.
And put yourself in her shoes, if she were Feng Zheng, how much better would her choice be? When you meet a scumbag, everyone says you want to share, but how much can you really share? If you can really let go of your relationship, let it go. How can there be so many misfortunes in the world.
Maybe he gave Feng Zheng more support for this relationship at the beginning, but the result is different.
Jian Mingxia realizes that she is actually one of the building blocks of Feng Zheng's unfortunate love, her existence negates Feng Zheng's love all the time.
When Feng Zheng needed approval, she stood on the opposite side. How could a relationship that was not blessed by friends feel happy.
But time will not turn back, and what happened will not change.
So Jian Mingxia was at a loss, was she wrong? Maybe it's really wrong.
Xue Liyan pulled her out of the elevator and asked her, "Why are you in a daze in the elevator?"
Jian Mingxia looked at him and said nothing.
Xue Liyan noticed her flushed eyes, but he didn't ask any further questions. He took her hand and walked to the parking place. He said, "What do you want for dinner?"
The tone he spoke to her was always like this, very gentle, and it seemed to be mixed with all his affection, so every word made people have an urge to cry.
Jian Mingxia took his hand and stood still on the spot.
He looked back at her, his eyes as focused as ever.
Jian Mingxia raised her head, stretched out her hands to hold his cheeks, looked into his eyes, and said word by word: "Xue Liyan, do you feel wronged by liking me?"
He blinked, but there was no emotion in his eyes, and he asked, "You know everything?"
Jian Mingxia said: "Yes. You already knew?"
Xue Liyan said: "I guessed a little bit."
He was so keen, how could he not guess it, since he found that she was defenseless against his approach, he knew that there must be something wrong in the middle.
Jian Mingxia said: "You haven't answered me yet, you like me, do you feel wronged?"
He shook his head without hesitation.
"But I feel wronged for you. When you don't know the truth, how do you have the courage to approach me? How did you feel at that time?"
The person who once refused his confession suddenly appeared on his own initiative many years later. What does this mean? Do you use him as a backup
How was he feeling? How could he get close to her again when he was clearly aware of these possibilities.
If those were the facts, would he just hit himself on the knife's edge
Xue Liyan pulled her hand down and put it on her chest, and said to her: "Don't think too much, I don't feel wronged, really. I am very happy to see you again, and I am also very happy to know that you are still single. I want to continue pursuing you because you are still single, that's all."
"Don't care what kind of past I have?"
He shook his head: "I don't care, what I care about is whether the person who is with you now is me, so Jian Mingxia, don't think about those meaningless things."
Even if she was just hurt and wanted someone to comfort her, he didn't care.
Jian Mingxia also thought of this, that's why she felt wronged for him.
He squeezed her chin, let her look at him, and said slowly: "Don't think about anything, okay? You just look at me, keep looking at me, and that's all I want."
The love he wants is simple and domineering.
Jian Mingxia buried her face in his arms, and suddenly felt that she really didn't need to think too much, because he had already considered all the things she needed to think about.
She never knew that a relationship could be so worry-free.
Breathing the body temperature of another person, she said, "Little Tail, Feng Zheng told me something just now, and I have to admit that she was right."
He hugged her tightly with both hands and asked, "What's the matter?"
"Maybe one day I'll tell you," she said.
Xue Liyan seldom asked her what she hadn't finished, and it was the same this time, maybe he knew it, maybe he didn't know it, he just said: "You seem to be a little fatter."
Jian Mingxia was pleasantly surprised: "Really?"
Xue Liyan hugged her a little tighter, and said firmly: "Well, it feels like there is a little more meat."
It is very rude to say that a girl is fat, but this person is Jian Mingxia, Jian Mingxia who has always wanted to be fatter.
Jian Mingxia pushed him and said, "Let's go eat, I feel like we're being treated like monkeys."
How can those who hug each other in other people's neighborhoods not be seen as monkeys by passers-by? Even Jian Mingxia has a thick skin, and after calming down, she also feels blushing.
Xue Liyan let her go kindly, but said in his mouth: "If I can hold you all the time, I don't mind if I become a monkey."
Jian Mingxia complained: "But I don't mind, I won't want a monkey as my boyfriend!"
"Shouldn't the point be, have I been holding you?"
"If you are so shameless, you actually have to repeat it twice, little tail, why did you become so thick-skinned, where was that cute little blushing back then?"
"Maybe it was eaten by you?"
"What, obviously you ate it yourself, spit out my little tail quickly, who are you, I don't know you at all!"
"Well, I don't know who I am either. I'm probably Jian Mingxia's boyfriend, someone she likes, someone she loves?"
"Oh my god, why are you so stinky."
He has a talent, that is, no matter what he says, he can say it seriously.
Jian Mingxia clenched his fists and hit him, Xue Liyan smiled and avoided, and the two chased and fought under the shade of a tree.
Laughter and laughter will let us understand that sadness is only temporary, we will still be sad, but we should not indulge in it.
In the dead of night, Jian Mingxia sent Feng Zheng a message: No matter what, I hope you are happy.
Feng Zheng: I also hope you are happy, Xia Xia, cherish the one who loves you and the one you love.
Never hurt a person who wants you to be happy, although her way may not be correct, but in her heart, she wants you to be happy more than you.
This is a friend, a friend who is always duplicity.
There is a secret buried in Jian Mingxia's heart. Many years ago, she once deeply liked someone.
That was the person and the name she didn't want to mention.