Yu Fan's back suddenly went numb, his nerves tensed uncontrollably, and he jumped wildly.
He went blank for a few seconds, subconsciously reached out to push Chen Jingshen, straightened his back and wanted to get up from the wall—
Then the hand around his neck exerted force again, Chen Jingshen crossed one leg to the other side, half-kneeling and pushed him back, the back of his head was forced against the wall, and he was kissed even more fiercely. The blood in Yu Fan's whole body rushed to his brain, and the nerves in his scalp throbbed. He could feel the tip of Chen Jingshen's tongue brushing over the wound in his mouth, and wrapping it sourly on his tongue.
The scalp actually hurt a little, but the pain of being pulled and grasped made Yu Fan weak all over. He slowly released his pushing hand, and finally grabbed Chen Jingshen's clothes with all his strength. He was clearly sitting on the ground, but he felt that he was about to fall into some bottomless black hole at any time.
Xia Chan was extraordinarily quiet tonight, the old community was silent, and the whole world seemed to be left only with their panting and grinding.
Chen Jingshen kisses so fiercely, do other people kiss so fiercely? He remembered that when Zhu Xu kissed his girlfriend, there didn't seem to be such a big movement. Yu Fan squinted his eyes, thinking in a daze.
As soon as this thought flashed past, the hand that was pinching his neck suddenly loosened. Chen Jingshen let go of his neck, put his hand on his side, loosened his hair slowly, and rubbed his scalp bit by bit with his fingertips, even the kiss became much gentler. Chen Jingshen rubbed his lips, then his tongue, and kissed him intimately. It was obviously a very light movement, but Yu Fan's body was even more tense than before.
Chen Jingshen should have washed up, he tasted the smell of mint. The mint was cooling and dissipating heat, and he felt hot all over after eating it.
At first he would gasp a few times, but then he could only hold his breath unconsciously, raising his head to kiss Chen Jingshen with numbness. At a certain moment, he even felt that he was going to drown, in front of Chen Jingshen, in Chen Jingshen's kiss.
It wasn't until Chen Jingshen let go of him that he seemed to be floating out of the water and began to pant shortly and violently.
The aged bulb on top flickered once. The paleness and grayness on Yu Fan's face faded away, his face seemed to be bleeding, his eyes were hazy and confused, and he did not regain his senses after drooping for a long time.
Chen Jingshen raised his hand and wiped his lips.
Yu Fan's tongue was numb, and then he remembered to loosen Chen Jingshen's clothes. He patted the hand that Chen Jingshen touched, but he didn't have enough strength to slap it away.
His eye sockets were still very red, but it seemed a little different from the redness Chen Jingshen saw when he came.
"Fucking... you are allowed to kiss me?" Yu Fan gritted his teeth and looked up. But when he saw Chen Jingshen's face, the last few words unconsciously became soft and slow.
Chen Jingshen remained expressionless. It's just that there is a little more ambiguous and chaotic emotions in the usually cold and restrained eyes, and the ears and cheeks are surprisingly colorful.
"I don't allow you to kiss me." Chen Jingshen wiped his lips before putting down his hands, his voice hoarse.
Yu Fan: "..."
Yu Fan thought about it for a while in a trance, and it seemed that he really kissed Chen Jingshen.
He was exhausted, so tired that it seemed as if all his organs were on strike. When seeing Chen Jingshen, only Yu Kaiming's words kept buzzing in his mind.
He felt that Yu Kaiming was right, and he always believed that Yu Kaiming was right.
He hates Yu Kaiming, but in some respects, he and Yu Kaiming are the same kind of people.
They both like to use violence to solve problems, since childhood. When he was young, Yu Kaiming didn't beat him very much, and most of them took it out on another person, but every time Yu Kaiming picked up the stick, even if he knew that he would be beaten harder if he fought back, he still had to grit his teeth and fight Yu Kaiming desperately.
Later, they made a fuss when the police came to their door. The police listened to the explanations from the community staff for a long time before they believed that Yu Kaiming started the fight. After all, they rarely encountered domestic violence, and the perpetrator was more seriously injured than the victim Case.
After that time, people in the community gave him an address for psychological counseling.
Yu Fan never went.
He knew he had a problem, so he resisted everyone who expressed affection for him, including Chen Jingshen.
But just now, when Chen Jingshen stood in front of him cleanly, a thought suddenly flashed in his mind, he wanted to stain Chen Jingshen with blood.
People are so contradictory. He wanted Chen Jingshen to leave, but also wanted Chen Jingshen to stay.
The chin was held and raised. Chen Jingshen glanced at his neck to make sure that he didn't touch his wound just now, and asked again: "Where is that man?"
"Killed away." Yu Fan came back to his senses in a daze, and then remembered to ask, "...how did you come?"
"The voice you sent was wrong in the last few seconds." Chen Jingshen asked again, "Can you move?"
"able."
They are too close. Sensing Chen Jingshen's breath, Yu Fan's throat tightened, and he said dumbly, "If you don't let go, I'll bite you."
Chen Jingshen let go of him, and Yu Fan was about to move with his palms on the ground, when someone grabbed his waist suddenly, and Chen Jingshen helped him up with one hand.
Before Yu Fan could react, Chen Jingshen let go.
"Do you want to change clothes?" Chen Jingshen said.
"..." Yu Fan's face was still red, he reached out and scratched his messy hair, "What are you doing changing clothes?"
"Go to the hospital."
Yu Fan didn't even think about it: "No, just apply the medicine."
Chen Jingshen nodded: "Then I will call an ambulance."
"?"
Yu Fan really didn't think it was necessary to go to the hospital, and this wasn't the most violent fight between him and Yu Kaiming. Moreover, Yu Kaiming drank some wine tonight, so he didn't have any strength at all. The wounds on his body looked scary, but they were actually flesh wounds.
Yu Fan clicked his tongue and said perfunctorily, "Got it, I'll go later. You should go home quickly."
"I will go with you."
"?" Yu Fan frowned, "Didn't you faint?"
Chen Jingshen thought for a while: "When you get the needle, I will close my eyes."
"..."
The two confronted each other for a while, and Chen Jingshen silently took out his phone and poked it.
Yu Fan glanced at the 120 he pressed on his phone, and hesitated between throwing Chen Jingshen's phone out of the window and knocking Chen Jingshen unconscious.
"... No need to change clothes, wait," Yu Fan walked into the room with a dark face after a long time, "I'll take my ID card."
Yu Fan entered the room, took out his ID card from the drawer and threw it in his pocket. Fearing that Yu Kaiming would come back and go crazy again, he took out the crumpled love letter that had been hidden in the corner of the room together with the "Chen Jingshen" doll, and stuffed it whole under his pillow.
It wasn't until Chen Jingshen arrived at the hospital that he understood why Yu Fan said he didn't need to change clothes.
In the middle of the night, there was a line of people outside the emergency room. Most of them had experienced a small car accident or had just finished a fight. The situation was tragic, and some people were even barefoot. Yu Fan stood among the crowd without being abrupt.
The wounds on the body were the same as Yu Fan expected, many but not deep, and there were many bruises, so there was no need for tetanus.
The nurse skillfully disinfected and bandaged Yu Fan's wound, looked up at him halfway, and seriously told him: "When you go back, eat less spicy food, don't touch seafood and fungus, and you'd better eat less soy sauce, you are so handsome, It would be a pity to have a scar on your face."
Yu Fan nodded casually, not sure if he listened or not.
The nurse acted quickly, and the bandage was finished in a short while.
"This ointment is antibacterial and anti-inflammatory, twice a day," the nurse finished speaking, pointed at the person behind Yu Fan with her chin raised, and said casually, "He can also use this."
Yu Fan was stunned for a moment: "Why does he use it?"
"He," the nurse nodded her lips, "isn't it broken too?"
"..."
Yu Fan sat there stiffly, not moving for a moment.
When he came, he sat in the co-pilot's seat on purpose, opened the biggest window to blow the wind all the way, and finally pushed back the enthusiasm, and now it began to bubble out again.
With a sound, Chen Jingshen hooked the bag with his fingers and picked up the medicine bag: "Understood, thank you."
The hospital was temporarily renovated today and can only be accessed through the back door. Coming out of the back door is a very long and dark path, a little distance from the hospital gate. I didn’t feel much when the taxi came in just now, but Yu Fan felt that it was a bit long to go out like this.
There was a gentle night breeze, and the hospital trail was completely silent late at night. Chen Jingshen glanced at the person next to him who was a few steps away from him.
Yu Fan walked with his head depressed, his ears felt hot, and he forced himself to think about something unnutritious—
Yu Kaiming ran away. He was angry just now, and he was a bit heavy-handed. He shouldn't be killed, right
Is Zuo Kuan, that weakling, still throwing up
Why did Chen Jingshen have broken lips? I don't have any thorns in my mouth.
"..."
A bottle of mineral water was handed over, and Chen Jingshen had unknowingly put his shoulders on him: "Drink water?"
Yu Fan's heart skipped a beat, and he took it subconsciously. He does have a dry mouth and hasn't had any water since he got home.
He unscrewed it and took a sip indiscriminately, the clear and sweet mineral water tasted like mint.
"..."
Yu Fan closed his eyes, cursed in his heart, and finally couldn't help but look at the people around him.
They happened to pass by a street light at this time, and Yu Fan saw something clearly by the light, and he was slightly taken aback, as if he had discovered a new world, and blurted out: "Chen Jingshen."
Chen Jingshen glanced at him: "Yes."
"Why are your ears still red?"
"..."
Chen Jingshen said lightly: "What do you think?"
Yu Fan felt ashamed when he blushed alone, but when he found out that Chen Jingshen could also blush, his emotions disappeared a lot inexplicably.
In order to cover up his heartbeat that was still accelerating, Yu Fan pretended to sneer: "It can't be."
"As for." Chen Jing took a deep look at him, "It's the first time after all."
"I don't—"
Yu Fan thought of the thirteen ex-boyfriends he had boasted in front of Chen Jingshen before, and abruptly swallowed back the latter words.
He pursed his lips and frowned.
Is Chen Jingshen kissing for the first time? Why doesn't he feel like it? Who the hell can kiss for the first time... like this.
"What?" Chen Jingshen said.
"...It's nothing." Yu Fan quickly looked away, and put his hands in his pockets, which were bulging with mineral water.
He pretended to be an old fritter, and said lazily: "Anyway, it's just a touch of the mouth, it's not a big deal. If you hit me tonight, we'll be even."
After saying this, Yu Fan waited for a while, but no one around him moved.
Why don't you speak? Did you understand what he meant
Yu Fan frowned to ask, but the moment he turned his head, a black shadow covered him.
Before he could react, there was a soft and cold touch on his lips.
Chen Jingshen turned his face away, kissed him dryly for a short while, his drooping eyes flickered slightly.
"Don't make it even." Chen Jingshen said, "I owe you one more time."