Yu Kaiming was really scared.
The older a person is, the more he fears death. When he was young, he was willing to die with the whole world, but now that he is old, all he has left is that foul mouth.
But Yu Fan is young now, he doesn't want to die with the whole world, he just wants to kill himself. Although they are not close, after all, they have seen each other since they were young, and Yu Kaiming knows that he can always say what he says and do what he can do.
This was the most peaceful conversation between Yu Fan and him in history. Yu Fan used to scold him for resisting him when he was beaten when he was a big fart, but today not only did he not make a move, even his voice seemed to have no ups and downs.
Yu Kaiming sat on the sofa, anxiously watching Yu Fan flipping through his cell phone, his eyes rolled around, but he didn't find anything convenient, so he became even more flustered.
Yu Fan deleted all the photos about Chen Jingshen, and then went to read the text message Yu Kaiming sent to Ji Lianyi.
After reading it, he stared down at a certain place and remained silent for a long time, telling himself over and over again that it was impossible, impossible, and not worth it.
Yu Fan sat on the sofa all night, and Yu Kaiming stretched out beside him all night. Yu Fanming didn't say anything, but Yu Kaiming felt that he had been standing on a steep cliff all night, and he would be kicked off at any moment. He was so tense all night that when the people around him moved, his whole body trembled. , and immediately moved to the side.
Fortunately, Yu Fan didn't take a second look at him.
It will be light. Yu Fan got up to call Ji Lianyi, but the other party answered after a long time, with a haggard voice: "Didn't I tell you not to call me—"
"It's me." Yu Fan said, "I'll take him to surrender."
Ji Lianyi reacted sluggishly for a few seconds, then shouted hysterically: "No! You can't go!!!"
The sound of glass breaking came from the other end of the phone, muffled and piercing. Ji Lianyi lowered her volume restrainedly, trembling with every word: "You want the whole world to know that you are—" She couldn't say the rest, she opened the drawer to get the medicine, and threw two pills into her mouth.
"It will be kept secret over there."
"No! No!!! No one else can know, do you understand? Do you understand?" Ji Lianyi asked, "How much do you want?"
Yu Fan heard the sound of the medicine box, he clenched his fists, and it took a long time before he said, "Give me a bank account number."
The only good thing about this matter is that Yu Kaiming didn't spend much of that money. At first, he only asked for tens of thousands, but after he knew the value of the car Ji Lianyi was driving, he asked for 800,000. The money arrived two days ago, and the game only started last night, so Yu Kaiming hadn't had time to gamble with the money.
After sending the money back, Ji Lianyi was terrified again, and called again sensitively to ask him what he meant.
"The 30,000 yuan he took before will be credited to your card one after another." Yu Fan said, "I deleted all the photos, and nothing will happen in the future."
Ji Lianyi was stunned for a moment, and seemed to realize that this matter might not have something to do with this boy: "Then will your father—"
"I'll take him away."
Yu Fan took out the contents of the black bag one by one and put them into the suitcase in front of him, "This matter will not be spread. Don't let Chen Jingshen transfer to another school."
There was silence on the other end of the phone. Just when Yu Fan thought Ji Lianyi had hung up, she heard her say: "As soon as possible, if you need help with travel expenses or other procedures, please contact me. And... don't let Jingshen know before you leave."
Ji Lianyi obviously felt that her son was gradually getting out of her control, and she could no longer bear more variables.
The money was transferred away, and Yu Kaiming woke up suddenly as if he had dreamed of being rich, and dared not speak out.
However, his stroke was indeed a bit heavy. After a tense night, he felt like he was alive after a catastrophe.
Yu Fan went into the bathroom to wash his face, and when he was about to go back to his room, Yu Kaiming quickly said, "How long do you want to keep my cell phone? This is called embezzling other people's property, you know?"
"Oh, then you call the police and arrest me."
"..."
"My patience has a limit, Yu Kaiming. If you go find someone you shouldn't be looking for, we won't let anyone go." Yu Fan said coldly, "Pack up your things, and I will pay you back when I leave."
In the third hour when Yu Fan did not reply, Chen Jingshen went out to find someone. But he was stopped at the door.
"I'm not feeling well." Ji Lianyi said to him, "I contacted Dr. Xu, and I'll go there now. It happens that tomorrow and the next two days are weekends, so you can go with mom."
Dr. Xu is Ji Lianyi's psychiatrist. He once helped Ji Lianyi get out of the pain of her failed marriage, but now she has gone to the next city because of work scheduling.
"You go first. I've made an appointment, and I'll take the high-speed train to meet you." Chen Jingshen said.
As soon as he took a step, his clothes were pulled.
"Come with me first, see you when you come back." Ji Lianyi looked at him with a pale face, and said frankly, "Jingshen, Mom is in pain right now."
Chen Jingshen didn't speak. After being silent in the hallway for a while, he stepped out of the house and said "I will go as soon as possible" on his lips, and the phone suddenly vibrated.
[-:Fell asleep. Why are you posting so many messages, mind-blowing?]
Chen Jingshen didn't know when his tense nerves relaxed. He bowed his head and replied a message, briefly talking about his trip to other places in the past two days, and then looked up at the people in the house: "Let's go."
This time he left suddenly, Chen Jingshen almost spent the whole night on the highway. He took out his phone a few times in the middle, and Ji Lianyi would look at him sensitively: "Can you put it away? It's too bright, I can't sleep."
It was already daylight when we reached our destination. In the hotel room, Chen Jingshen washed his face in the bathroom, and suddenly heard Ji Lianyi's voice from the next door. The sound insulation of the hotel is very good, he can only hear a vague "no".
Chen Jingshen paused, went to the next door and rang the doorbell without even drying his face. There was no response in the room. After waiting for two minutes, Chen Jingshen turned around and planned to call the front desk to bring a spare room card. The door opened with a click.
Ji Lianyi came out with a bloodless face. For some reason, her situation this time seemed to be worse than before.
"What's wrong?" she asked.
"I heard a sound." Chen Jingshen glanced down at the cell phone she was holding, "Are you on the phone?"
"No." Ji Lianyi almost subconsciously denied it, and then said in a low voice, "We have a video conference. I'm too busy to go to the company these days, and something went wrong there."
Six in the morning, video conference
Chen Jingshen didn't speak, just looked down at her quietly. Ji Lianyi's palpitations came up again, and she put her hand on his back: "Let's go, the driver is waiting downstairs."
The clinic only entertained one customer, Ji Lianyi, today. Chen Jingshen sat alone on the bench outside the clinic, his hands casually hanging between his legs, and he was weary in a trance.
The last time Ji Lianyi got sick was because she found out her husband was cheating. She is a perfectionist, and controlling others can bring her a sense of security. She couldn't accept her failed marriage and bad husband, and for a long time after that, her desire to control Chen Jingshen had reached a terrifying level.
She must make sure that Chen Jingshen is under her sight all the time, whoever Chen Jingshen contacts and what happens must be done under her nose.
It wasn't until she was finally able to return to work after a lengthy session of counseling that the situation gradually improved.
Why did it suddenly get worse these days
Chen Jingshen stared at something, but couldn't find a clue.
He took out his phone and checked the time. At eight o'clock, someone should still be in his dream. It will take a while to see the doctor, Chen Jingshen clicks on the only entertainment software, intending to cheer up.
But I saw Snake's online friend 1, whose nickname is "-".
Chen Jingshen paused, then quit to send a message.
[s:?]
It took about ten minutes to come back.
[-: Don't bother. breaking records.]
[s: Go back and help you break it.]
[-:… roll.]
[-: I'm playing games, don't send messages to disturb me.]
Chen Jingshen finally smiled, and switched back to the game to watch the battle.
It was already Monday afternoon when I returned to Nancheng. After two consecutive days of psychotherapy, Ji Lianyi's condition did not improve significantly.
Ji Lianyi asked the driver to drive the car directly to the school. Before Chen Jingshen got out of the car, Ji Lianyi stopped him, saying that she was going back to the company this afternoon to deal with something that had been delayed for a long time, and she might not be able to come to school, so she asked him to go home on time.
It's class time now, and there are only a few classes in physical education on the playground.
Chen Jingshen weighed the shoulder strap of his schoolbag. Just as he was about to walk to the teaching building, he suddenly caught a glimpse of a familiar figure.
He paused and frowned.
Yu Fan leaned on the railing of the library roof and looked down. The library is not built high, but the location is good, and you can see Nancheng No. 7 Middle School at a glance.
He deliberately picked the class time to come over, and he went to the rooftop as soon as he arrived. The original intention was that it was far away, and the senior three teaching building could not be seen, so he could wait for Zhuang Fangqin to finish class here without any scruples, but when he really stood here, he couldn't help but look towards the sixth floor of the senior three teaching building.
Are you coming back today? Are you attending class? Still doing questions? Or taking an exam
While he was in a daze, a sharp whistle suddenly sounded downstairs. Yu Fan thought he had been spotted, so he immediately turned around and squatted down.
After waiting for a while, there was no movement, he squatted up to look, but the physical education teacher was calling those students who skipped class to go to the cafeteria to come back.
This physical education teacher also leads their class, and this whistle is often blown by him.
Yu Fan let out a breath, and simply sat down with his back against the wall, reaching into his pocket to take out a cigarette, but stopped immediately after hearing the "squeak" from the iron gate on the roof.
He thought it was the campus police patrolling, and looked up lazily.
Then he saw someone whose name he couldn't even think of.
Yu Fan's legs were bent, and he still couldn't sit still. He stared blankly at the other person walking over.
Before he had time to react, Chen Jingshen had already walked up to him and knelt down, stretching out his hand and forcefully breaking his chin upward.
Chen Jingshen's fingers touched the edges of some band-aids on his neck, and Yu Fan came back to his senses and reached out to block them.
Chen Jingshen didn't pull off the band-aid, but felt the temperature of Yu Fan's fingertips was too low, he asked, "How did it hurt?"
"... The cat caught it." Yu Fan opened his mouth and realized that his voice was too hoarse, probably because he hadn't spoken much for the past two days.
"Why are you here? Did you skip class?" Chen Jingshen asked.
"Just got back from the rabies vaccination."
How could a person who was unwilling to go to the hospital for being injured all over his body in fights be vaccinated because he was caught by a cat
Yu Fan usually likes to look at other places when making up lies, but when he said these few nonsense, his gaze was always on his face.
Chen Jingshen was silent for a few seconds, and pressed back the edge of the band-aid that he picked up. Then he raised his hand to push back Yu Fan's hair, and swept it over his face.
"Do it again?" Chen Jingshen asked in a low voice.
"..."
Emotions almost burst. Yu Fan gritted his teeth, his jaw was so tense that his jaw bulged. He finally told the truth: "No, we had a few quarrels."
Chen Jingshen hummed, and rubbed his fingers in his hair: "Be patient, it's the last two semesters."
"..."
His throat was so dry and sore, Yu Fan was glad that after two days, his eyes had subsided: "When did you come back, why don't you go to class?"
"Just came to school." After confirming that he had no other injuries, Chen Jingshen breathed a sigh of relief, "Accompanies my mother to the clinic these two days."
"… is it serious?"
"It's much better when I come back, but I still have to go regularly."
Yu Fan's throat rolled, and it took a long while before he let out a cry.
Chen Jingshen frowned and looked at him for a while. Yu Fan usually doesn't talk much, but he rarely does, his face is pale and lifeless.
He touched his forehead, and reached out to rub his ear.
"What are you doing?" Yu Fan grabbed his wrist.
"See if you have a fever." Chen Jingshen said.
"..."
Normally, Yu Fan would have thrown his hand away, but not today. He held Chen Jingshen's wrist and put it back on his head.
Chen Jingshen was startled, and reached in to rub him, feeling better suddenly.
He smelled the faint smell of tobacco on Yu Fan's body, and asked, "Why are you smoking?"
"I can't help it." Yu Fan looked at him, "I don't smoke when I'm in front of you."
"Don't smoke if I'm not here."
difficult. Yu Fan thought to himself.
It was not addictive at first, but these two days have been like crazy, and I want to touch it as soon as I have free time.
When the get out of class bell rang, Yu Fan woke up like a dream: "Physics next class, you can go back."
"Did you memorize my schedule?" Chen Jingshen asked.
"Is it possible? Just remember this section."
"And you."
"Going to Fangqin's office... I went out to surf the Internet on Friday afternoon and was caught by her."
"I'll accompany you there."
"No need." Yu Fan licked his lower lip, "Physical education class in the next period, now I will be punished to stand in the office. I will sit down later."
Chen Jingshen said, "Then I'll wait for you."
"Don't." Yu Fan flicked his hand away, "It's not on the way."
Chen Jingshen was silent for a while, then compromised: "Then go early."
Yu Fan nodded. In the next second, the warm back of his hand was pressed against the side of his face, and he tried his temperature for the last time.
After confirming that his body temperature was normal, Chen Jingshen said, "I'm not in a hurry to go back today. I'll find you in the classroom later."
Next to the rooftop is a big stereo, and the class bell rings vigorously, which can numb the ears of people around.
Yu Fan blinked, and suddenly called out in a low voice amidst the loud music: "Chen Jingshen."
"Um?"
Let's elope.
"… kiss Me."
The music played for ten seconds. With his face held up, Yu Fan kissed quietly for ten seconds. He smelled the peppermint fragrance from Chen Jingshen's body, and although he hadn't seen him for two days, he felt that he was far away.
Yu Fan propped his hands by his side, his nails dug into his flesh. His mind has been in a mess for the past two days, and it seems to be completely emptied at this moment.
He was kissed and released again, and in a trance, he heard Chen Jingshen say to him in a low voice: "Wait for me after school."
One get out of class always ends later than other classes. In the last class, Chen Jingshen looked out frequently.
No railing, no wall, no door.
He took out his mobile phone and sent a message to the person at the top: [Tuotang. You do your homework first.]
There was no reply.
Chen Jingshen's temples twitched one after another. He always felt that something was wrong, and it was difficult to concentrate on the questions. The procrastination time extended to twenty minutes. When Chen Jingshen looked at his mobile phone for the third time, his heart skipped a beat. He suddenly picked up his schoolbag and got up, leaving the classroom amidst the gazes of the whole class and the voice of the teacher's questioning.
He finally realized what was wrong. The moment he appeared on the rooftop, Yu Fan's reaction was completely wrong, shocked and dazed, as if he never thought he would see him.
There are many people who stay in school for self-study at noon, but almost none in the afternoon. Everyone rushed to eat and take a bath, and then returned to the classroom for self-study.
So when Chen Jingshen arrived in the classroom of Class 7, there was no one there, only loneliness.
Chen Jingshen has not seen this kind of scene before. But today seems to be even more empty than usual.
He walked to the last table in the classroom and looked down quietly.
Usually, there are textbooks for the last class, half-finished papers, and a pen that I often forget to cover on this table. The desk belly is also a mess, the papers and exercise books are mixed together, and it takes a long time to look through each class or hand in homework.
But at this moment, this desk is empty.
Chen Jingshen stood motionless by the desk, and after an unknown amount of time, he pulled away the chair next to him and sat down. He randomly took a paper from his schoolbag, picked up a pen and started to make a draft.
Occasionally take out the phone to look at it and make a call. Put it down and keep doing it.
The setting sun hit his stiff and straight back, and he was silent with him.
A voice came from the back door, Chen Jingshen paused his pen, and turned his head.
Zhuang Fangqin stood there with a complicated expression. They looked at each other for a long time before Zhuang Fangqin said, "Why don't you go home?"
"Waiting for Yu Fan." Chen Jingshen said.
Zhuang Fangqin looked tired after a day of class. There seems to be wet spots on the cheeks.
She looked at the boy's stubborn and indifferent expression, grabbed the textbook in her hand, and continued to speak with great difficulty.
"... Go back, don't wait any longer."
"Yu Fan has dropped out of school."