Yu Fan has lived alone for six years, and he can be said to be pure-hearted and ascetic. The dull and busy days crushed him to death, there is no such impulsive time.
He sat quietly on the sofa, and it took him a long time to suppress the hotness. After getting up, he put another small potted plant on the shoe cabinet, turned around and went upstairs to catch up on sleep.
A rainy weekend is best for sleeping. Yu Fan fell into a drowsy sleep for several hours amidst the low temperature and the sound of rain, dreaming of high school classrooms, of eerie laboratory buildings, of Chen Jingshen's room...
Waking up in the dark, Yu Fan lay flat on the bed, staring at the dark ceiling and feeling the heat coming back again, feeling a little uncomfortable all over.
When the person just woke up, the psychological defense line was very low. He struggled for more than ten seconds, and finally covered his eyes with his arm, and put his other hand into the quilt in despair.
After wiping his hands clean, Yu Fan lay on the pillow like a dead fish, and the phone vibrated before there was any movement. He picked it up and saw that it was a photo sent by Wang Lu'an, and the content was his dinner.
Yu Fan dragged his finger and replied, "If you have nothing to do, go farm the land." Just as he was about to put down his phone, he found a new friend request.
[S: I am Chen Jingshen.]
Yu Fan's nerves twitched, thinking of what he had done just now, his ears burned.
Chen Jingshen's profile picture was the same as before, it was still the Doberman pinscher. So much so that he was a little dazed for a moment, and he clicked into the circle of friends to take a look, but saw nothing, only a familiar green background wall.
The phone buzzed in his hand, and Yu Fan soon regained consciousness. What does Chen Jingshen mean? court death? I didn't react during the day and let him run away, and now I dare to add friends
Yu Fan directly refused, then threw the phone and went downstairs to take a shower.
When it came up, it was another friend request: [I am Chen Jingshen.]
Yu Fan paused, and suddenly felt that this routine was a bit familiar.
After realizing that Chen Jingshen had bombarded him with friend requests in the same way before, Yu Fan's face turned cold, and he didn't even click to reject, just let the application hang there, lowered his head and continued to brush his hair.
Forget it six years ago, now Chen Jingshen has a boyfriend, and he is still using this stupid trick to trick him.
A man cannot step into the same river twice, and he will be fooled again that he is a dog.
Going to work on Monday, Wang Yue found that something was wrong with the little boy in her studio.
First: "Why are you wearing a mask?"
Yu Fan, who was kissed so badly that his lips were broken in two pieces and didn’t heal after a weekend, didn’t hurt but was a little helpless, replied while typing to communicate with the client: “It’s cool.”
"..."
Then, Wang Yue took the original film and compared it with the edited one, and asked suspiciously: "Why do you, a high school classmate, feel that you have made me shorter?"
Yu Fan: "I was short in the first place."
"I can't, I saw him the other day, why is he 185? And with this face, why did he get fatter, even the shoes seem to be shorter??"
All were repaired according to Chen Jingshen's own requirements. Yu Fan didn't bother to explain, and said blankly, "He's ugly on camera."
"..."
"Who is s?" Finally, at lunch time, Wang Yue asked again.
This time Yu Fan finally reacted, he choked on the rice, lowered his head and coughed violently.
Wang Yue hurriedly handed him a bottle of water, but Yu Fan didn't drink it, coughed and asked, "How do you know him?"
Wang Yue had known Yu Fan for so long, and it was the first time she had such a big reaction when she saw him. She said in a daze, "I went downstairs to pick up things three times today, and all three times I saw you looking at this person's friend application, and you didn't approve or reject it."
"..."
Yu Fan held his chopsticks and paused, saying that he was a "friend", it was a bit strange that he had not passed the verification all the time, "enemy" was not enough, "ex-boyfriend"...
In the end, Yu Fan lowered his head to take a bite of the rice, and said vaguely, "No one."
Chen Jingshen's newlyweds came to the store today to pick up photos. The woman was very satisfied with the photos, and the man was even more satisfied. Seeing that Chen Jingshen was actually shorter than himself in the photos, before leaving, the man handed Yu Fan a pack of Xiyan: "The two It’s been a hard day, brother.”
"No need." Yu Fan hesitated and asked, "Can I help someone?"
Unexpectedly, the other party stepped forward, and the man suppressed his smile: "Say it."
"This," Yu Fan handed him the bag beside him, "If it's convenient, can you return it to Chen Jingshen for me?"
The man was taken aback, Chen Jingshen would lend clothes to strangers? ? When he was in college, why did he still feel that Chen Jingshen was a bit of a clean freak, and he would stay far away from their clothes when they were drying them.
But looking down, it turned out to be the coat that Chen Jingshen wore that day: "Do you know each other?"
"High school classmates."
The man raised his eyebrows unexpectedly, a little puzzled, but he couldn't say anything: "Well... I want to help you, but it's not convenient. I'm going to my wife's hometown to do another one tomorrow, and I haven't returned to Nancheng yet. How about you send give him?"
Yu Fan paused holding the bag, and said, "Okay. Do you know his address? It was too urgent that day, so I didn't have time to add his contact information."
The other party tore up a sticky note to write the address, Yu Fan stared at the pen, clenched and loosened his hands, and after repeating it several times, he heard himself ask: "I heard that he has a date the other day, and he is also from your university?"
"No, from out of town." He was criticized by his wife that day, and the man didn't dare to say more, and said perfunctorily, "I don't know about the others. He talked to his partner when he was a freshman. Maybe you still Knows better than me."
After giving the address, the newlyweds took their photos and left.
Yu Fan was sitting in front of the computer, editing pictures with his right hand, and holding the note with Chen Jingshen's address in his left hand, which was clenched into a ball for a while, and unfolded for a while.
Talking right after freshman year? When was that talked about? Senior year, or post-graduation
Who would it be, class one? Miao Chen? Or did he fall in love with that fierce, bad student who doesn't like to study...
Yu Fan clicked on Wang Lu'an's profile picture, and wanted to ask him how Chen Jingshen was doing in his third year of high school, and who was he close to? Every time a word is typed out, it is deleted again.
What's the use of him asking this, as long as Chen Jingshen doesn't treat others well when talking to himself, then he has nothing to do with him.
When Wang Yue went downstairs, she saw Yu Fan resting her elbows on the table, plucking her hair every now and then.
"What are you doing? Still sitting at eight o'clock." Wang Yue said, "Pack up and leave."
Yu Fan said, "The photo is not finished."
"Xiu tomorrow, you go to dinner with me, and then we go to the bar." Wang Yue took out the perfume in her bag and sprayed it on her wrist, "I have an appointment with my sister, you go and help us sit around."
This is not the first time Yu Fan has done this. A few years ago, Wang Yue and her friends encountered trouble at the entrance of the bar. At that time, she was a little drunk and called Yu Fan by mistake. Yu Fan heard the movement and came with a steel rod, scaring those wretched men Fuck the shit.
Since then, Wang Yue always likes to call Yu Fan when she goes to the bar where she doesn't have any male friends.
Although Yu Fan was full of reluctance, he usually went there. Every time he sat in the booth with his chest crossed and expressionless, he would stare back at anyone who tried to strike up a conversation with him.
Today's Yu Fan is different.
When Wang Yue came down from the dance floor for the first time, she saw Yu Fan drinking. She looked at Yu Fan pouring wine into her mouth, and said, "Fanbao, it's not that my sister won't let you drink, I'm afraid you'll get drunk." No one can carry you back."
Yu Fan said, "Don't worry, I won't get drunk."
When she came back for the second time, Yu Fan just vomited up a man who came to strike up a conversation with him.
For the third time, Yu Fan raised his hand, ordered another dozen drinks, and then told her coldly that he would pay for the beating.
In the end, Wang Yue still refused to let him drink. Although Yu Fan seemed to hold a good amount of alcohol, he had a stomach problem, and she was afraid of accidents.
At one o'clock in the morning, a group of people left the bar. Yu Fan watched Wang Yue and the others get into the car one by one, wrote down the license plate number, and then took a taxi back.
Ningcheng has been affected by a typhoon recently, the rain has been dense and sparse, and the wind is also strong. The driver dutifully delivered the person to the door of the apartment.
Yu Fan paid to get out of the car, pressed the elevator to go upstairs, and then leaned against the wall of the elevator to relax. It's been a long time since he drank so much. Although he was not drunk, his head was inevitably a little dizzy.
With a ding, the elevator door swung open, Yu Fan raised his head and saw a person standing in the dark and narrow corridor.
The man was at the door of his house, without a mobile phone, just standing with his back against the wall, the voice-activated light was not on, the hallway was damp with slanting wind and drizzle, and the darkness surrounded him completely, making it impossible to see his facial features clearly . But Yu Fan blinked, and the outline was automatically completed in his mind.
What a problem.
Yu Fan swallowed, his mouth full of alcohol, dry and astringent.
He walked over and opened the interface of the password lock, and the voice-activated light turned on, illuminating Chen Jingshen's wet gray sweater.
After waiting for a long time and finally waiting for someone, Chen Jingshen watched him open the door, smelled the alcohol and perfume on his body, moved his hand hanging by his side, tilted his head and asked, "Have you been drinking?"
Yu Fan didn't respond, and opened the door to enter the house. Just as Chen Jingshen stood up straight, the door was slammed shut with a "snap".
"..."
Chen Jingshen stared at the closed door for a while, leaned back against the wall in silence, patted the water droplets on his body, looked up at the sky and continued to wait.
The phone rang, Chen Jingshen glanced at it, and picked it up.
The old man babbled a lot over there: "It's not that you don't know your mother's personality. Why do you have to mention that boy at this time? Your mother has accepted you, but she just wants you to find someone who is better." of… "
"Nothing else." Chen Jingshen said, "Whether she agrees or not is not important to me, grandma."
The old man was exhausted and hung up the phone. Chen Jingshen threw his phone in his pocket and continued to wait.
The rain was getting heavier, and the raindrops coming in obliquely became denser and denser. Every passing resident couldn't help but glance at him, and some asked him if he wanted an umbrella, but Chen Jingshen shook his head and refused.
About half an hour later, there was a click in my ear, and the door next to me opened.
The people inside opened the door and walked in. Chen Jingshen turned and entered the room, and threw a bath towel in front of him.
Chen Jingshen raised his hand to catch it. Yu Fan had just finished taking a shower, and while wiping his hair, he sat on the sofa and played with his mobile phone, and said coldly, "Go back after wiping."
Yu Fan was about to go to sleep, there were only bathroom lights and cell phone lights in the room.
Chen Jingshen stretched out his hand and locked the door, covered his head with a bath towel and wiped it casually, walked over to discuss with him: "Can you stay longer? There is nowhere to go."
"Ningcheng hotels have closed down?"
"I didn't book a hotel." Chen Jingshen said.
"Then what are you doing here?"
"Looking for you."
Yu Fan's boring fingers on the screen of the phone suddenly stopped.
When he was not drinking, he still had the energy to deal with and socialize, but now his little patience and adult dignity have been pushed away by alcohol.
The room was quiet for a while, Yu Fan looked up, the mobile phone cast a pale light on his cheek, he stated expressionlessly: "Chen Jingshen, you have a boyfriend, right?"
Chen Jingshen paused while wiping his hair, and looked down at him.
Seeing that he didn't speak, Yu Fan added, "I heard from your friend."
After looking at each other for a long time, Chen Jingshen said, "Yes."
Yu Fan is like a bomb that is about to explode today, and every syllable of Chen Jingshen is a spark that ignites. Anger and sourness rose in his heart, Yu Fan threw down his phone and got up, grabbing Chen Jingshen's collar with anger: "Then you are still looking for me? Chen Jingshen, are you playing with me?"
He couldn't express how he felt right now, he wanted to curse and hit someone, but he was reluctant and sad. I want to ask when we talked, did we talk as soon as we broke up? Like him more than me? But he was the one who left at the beginning, and he had no position to ask, so he could only ask, are you playing with me
Chen Jingshen let him hold him, didn't say a word, just looked at him. Yu Fan felt even more uncomfortable being watched, and tightened his grip: "You..."
"Then what about you?" Chen Jingshen said suddenly.
Yu Fan paused: "What?"
"Why did you leave in the first place?"
Chen Jingshen hammered him in place with one word. Yu Fan's fingers were stiff, and he heard Chen Jingshen's hoarse voice and slowly asked: "Why didn't you say a word, why did you even delete your friends, and why didn't you go back once. Have you liked other people, have you been with others? together?"
The whitewashed walls peeled off, revealing the mottled and decayed past.
Yu Fan was silent for a long time before recovering his voice: "No, there is no reason."
never mind. He let go of the person slowly, turned around with averted eyes, "After wiping the bath towel, throw it on the sofa, and turn it off when you go out..."
Before he could finish speaking, his arm was grabbed, and Yu Fan was thrown directly on the sofa. Chen Jingshen knelt between his legs with one leg, put his hands on his shoulders and neck, and pressed him firmly on the sofa.
Yu Fan was caught off guard and was taken aback. He subconsciously kicked Chen Jingshen, struggled to remember, but didn't push the person on him at all: "Chen Jingshen, you..."
"Are you really having a good time?" Chen Jingshen asked.
"..."
"Then why is there no one around, why have you lost weight, and why are there so many medicines at home."
"..."
"People here have a strong accent. Many shops I go to speak dialects. Can you understand me when I come here?"
Yu Fan struggled and became weaker and weaker, and finally grabbed Chen Jingshen's collar tightly and didn't move anymore. He gritted his teeth, turned his eyes away from Chen Jingshen, and said without a tone: "It's none of your business."
Chen Jingshen raised his hand to grab his face back, and stared down at him.
They stared at each other in silence, the living room was not turned on, and each other's eyes could see the brightest things.
The tips of Chen Jingshen's hair were still wet. After an unknown amount of time, he suddenly said in a low voice, "I do have a boyfriend."
Yu Fan's heart twitched violently, and he couldn't feel the pain anymore.
"Being together for more than six years."
Seamlessly. Yu Fan thought numbly.
"He is very cute, hardworking, and well-behaved. We made an appointment to go to a university in a city and rent a house together. He said he liked me and wanted to elope with me. Then he left by himself."
Yu Fan's clenched teeth suddenly loosened. He raised his head and looked at Chen Jingshen blankly.
"He was cold and violent, left without saying goodbye, and flew away." Chen Jingshen said, "...he has been gone for six years."
"We met before he left, and he didn't say anything, just kissed me. I don't understand what that means."
Yu Fan's eyes burned red. He opened his mouth, but no sound came out, he could only feel Chen Jingshen's cold fingers slowly wrapping around his neck, his voice seemed to be mixed with rain outside the door.
"Now I'm asking you." Chen Jingshen said, "Yu Fan, are you going to break up with me?"