In the evening, He Jin got off work and dragged his suitcase back to the school dormitory.
One week before the start of school, the entire campus was as quiet as if it was still asleep. In a dormitory building, only two rooms were lit, one was the dormitory room on the first floor, and the other was on the fourth floor...
It seemed that there were others who arrived at the dormitory earlier than him, and He Jin thought he would be the first.
The room that had been closed for a month was filled with a strange smell, but He Jin felt very warm, writing desk, bookshelf, small lamp, single bed... He Jin spread the quilt and lay down, sighing comfortably, this is his Family.
I haven't contacted my family for more than a week, and I haven't received any inquiries from my parents after I blacklisted their phone numbers.
Of course, He Jin didn't forget the conflict with his family, but he didn't dare to think about it. When he calmed down these days, he would reflect on whether he had done too much when his mind was free, but he didn't regret it.
Sooner or later, we have to take this step. Since rational negotiation is not enough, we can only kill you to the death.
In fact, it is very easy for his parents to find him. They can send text messages or call from an unfamiliar number. They also know their school, major, dormitory address, and even the contact information of his professional counselor.
It's just that no one wants to be the first to give in. That woman probably doesn't believe that she can stand on her own, so she swears on the phone, "I won't give you any more money", trying to make him bow his head and compromise by controlling the economy, but He Jin won't compromise anymore, he would rather put down his face and borrow money from his classmates and friends to finish the book, rather than bow his head to his mother.
... Such a mother-child relationship is itself a problem, right
He Jin took out his bracelet to read the news that he didn't have time to read just now, and it was naturally from Qin Yang again.
Fire: "Go back to school?"
Fire: "[Photo]"
The message with pictures and text made He Jin sit up from the bed all of a sudden—that photo was taken of Qin Yang’s dormitory, and there was a holographic helmet of a god and demon beside it—Qin Yang is also at school
Every time I went to his dormitory before, did he still hide the helmet
... Really well-intentioned! (=_=)
He Jin collapsed back on the bed and replied, "What are you doing back to school so early?"
It turns out that the lighted window on the fourth floor just now is Qin Yang's room...
Fire: "I'm afraid you will be alone."
He Jin looked at this sentence, he didn't want to admit it, but he was comforted in his heart. This feeling was a little bad. Did he subconsciously forgive this big liar
He Jin is also a little strange, since Qin Yang has already revealed his identity, why does he keep messaging and me for a while, is he addicted to fine points
Ah Jin: "Did you specially apply for this ME account to chat with me?"
Fire: "Yes, this is the first time I use this thing."
Ah Jin: "Did you not have a ME account before?"
ME is used very frequently among young people, and almost everyone has an account. It combines the characteristics of all social software such as "Xiaonei", "WeChat", "QQ", and "Weibo" in the early years, and can chat by voice and text , Post the latest status at any time, transfer money to each other, pay online...
He Jin thought that college students who didn't use ME were extinct these days.
Fire: "No, but I have heard of it. It's just that I don't like this kind of tool very much, and it feels a bit troublesome."
The fear of trouble is the same as that of He Jin. At the beginning, he just added too many friends from the student union. There was no need for deep friendship. The superficial small talk made him gradually tired, so he changed the number.
In fact, I can also understand that Qin Yang is so popular, if he plays ME with his real identity, he will probably be bombarded with all kinds of pursuit news every day...
Thinking of Qin Yang being confessed by his high school classmates in KTV on Valentine's Day, He Jin asked sourly: "Did you have many people chasing you since you were a child?" up
Fire: "Are you realistic? It's not very young, it's only in the third grade of junior high school."
Ah Jin: "It's too young..."
However, He Jin thought about it a bit. He also had the experience of being pursued when he was in junior high school. Because of his good grades and being a class committee member, he could always hear rumors that a certain girl liked him.
Only a bold girl wrote a love letter to him, but this is not a good memory, because somehow his mother knew about it, and the woman asked the girl's home phone number from the teacher alone , Called the girl's parents, asked the other party to discipline their children in bad words, and said a lot of ugly things.
He Jin remembered that day when he stood at the door of the room and eavesdropped on the phone call, his heart was full of shame and apology.
Being liked and pursued by others was originally a beautiful thing. He Jin, who received a love letter for the first time, was also happy about it, but in the mouth of that woman, such feelings became so dirty.
When I went to school the next day, the girl ran to their class with red and swollen eyes, opened a bottle of mineral water and poured it on him frantically, tore off one of his math books, and shouted "He Jin, I hate you" …
At that time, He Jin sat there stupidly, unable to even say "I'm sorry"... He had no choice but that woman told him viciously not to say a word to that "shameless" girl in the future after finishing the phone call. .
The girl is the literary and art committee member of the class next door. She is beautiful and has good grades. When there are activities in the school, they often work together as hosts on stage... However, it is so simple from being liked to being hated.
Self-loathing seems to have started at that time. He hates his cowardice and feels that he is not worthy of being liked by others. Keenly aware of it, he disguised himself with indifference and meanness to drive away the comers.
It wasn't until I went to university, temporarily out of the control of that woman, and met the sunny and enthusiastic Tong Xuan, that I mustered up the courage to take that step, but unfortunately it still ended in failure...
He Jin sometimes wonders if his mother hadn't interfered with the love letter back then, would he be "normal" now? At least back then, I had a good impression of that girl.
Qin Yang sent another sentence: "Do you know why people chase me after the third year of junior high school?"
Ah Jin: "Why?"
Fire: "Because of you."
Ah Jin: "...what does it have to do with me?"
Fire: "Do you remember that I told you that our family moved to City A ten years ago?"
Ah Jin: "Remember."
Fire: "At that time, my mother had already passed away, and my father was doing business alone in City A. He didn't remarry, but he didn't have time to take care of me. He spent money to send me to a key public junior high school, where most of the students were locals. , I don’t like studying very much, my grades are very poor, and I always count down every time. Because of rebellion, I can’t get along with the people in the class, and my classmates don’t think much of me, especially me, who relies on money to get in. hehe."
He Jin: "..." No wonder Fire was a loner in the game at that time, and he didn't know how to find someone to form a team when he was fighting a mountain monkey.
Fire: "It's been about two years, I've always been withdrawn and unwelcome, until I played "Lingxian" and met you in the game..."