Qin Yang made this request extremely difficult, he was afraid of hurting He Jin's self-esteem - after all He Jin also has a stable job now, no one would easily give up their career for another person.
But unexpectedly, not long after he finished asking this question, a pleasant sentence came from his ear - "Okay."
Qin Yang couldn't believe it, this night, he encountered too many surprises, from He Jin kissing him while crying, to He Jin's sudden confession after having sex in the car, to He Jin directly proposing to go home and come out to his parents , and now agree to go with him... Qin Yang felt "fake" and scared because of so many surprises.
He let go of He Jin's hand, stared at He Jin blankly, with a slightly blank expression: "Are you serious?"
This kind of fear is like three years ago, when Qin Yang thought he was the happiest, the panic of He Jin disappearing suddenly made him feel that all of this was just a sweet illusion, a mirror image, maybe in the next second He Jin would appear again. Will change my mind.
He Jin looked at him tenderly, and joked, "If you marry a chicken, follow the chicken; if you marry a dog, follow the dog."
Qin Yang: "..."
Qin Yang hugged the opponent's arm tightly, and there was a hint of sternness in the ecstatic expression: "You said this, if you dare to lie to me again, I will put you under house arrest and lock you by my side for the rest of my life!"
He Jin's heart throbbed for a while. He didn't miss the "unease" that was revealed on Qin Yang's face just now. An hour ago, he saw the same expression on Qin Yang's face at the second before he walked out of the shadow of Tongzilou, so hesitant and lonely. , like a dog afraid of being abandoned by its owner.
He Jin felt that he owed Qin Yang too much...
"I will resign, but not so soon. It will take at least a month to go through the official handover procedures, and the family can't just say that and leave. You go back to work tomorrow, and I'll go to city A to find you after I'm done with the matter here, okay Is it?" He Jin looked at Qin Yang and asked.
Qin Yang frowned lightly, he didn't want to keep He Jin in Q City, he wanted to take him away tomorrow, lest he change his mind temporarily, and the night would be full of dreams.
He Jin seemed to understand what he was worried about, and continued: "I will call you every day, and if I am free on weekends, I will also visit you at your work place, but I am afraid of causing you trouble, after all you are now He is a star, and his every move is watched by people."
Qin Yang grimaced, turned over with his arms around him, and leaned over to kiss him indiscriminately. No matter what he said, it was not as reassuring as "the lover is in his arms".
He Jin threw himself under him, smiled helplessly, let him kiss, and kissed back at the same time.
Qin Yang kissed for a while, looked up at He Jin condescendingly, and added conditions: "Call me at least three times a day, don't hang up on me first, and reply to my text messages as soon as possible, and don't say goodbye Do you hear about those blind dates of yours?"
He Jin: "Oh..."
Qin Yang sighed in distress, pressed heavily on him, buried his face on He Jin's shoulder and neck, and said, "What else can I do to you."
He Jin: "..."
"You're smoking." He Jin could smell the smoke on Qin Yang's body again.
"Well, what are you doing?" Qin Yang responded sullenly.
"No reason." Smoking is bad for your health. He Jin wanted to persuade Qin Yang to quit, but his father was addicted to cigarettes. He Jin tried to persuade his father several times but he didn't quit. He didn't want Qin Yang to have a cigarette addiction in the future, but he said When it came to his mouth, He Jin couldn't say anything, he was afraid that he would learn that Qin Yang smoked to relieve the pain of longing, just like he used alcohol to relieve his sorrow, he understood him as he understood himself.
Qin Yang rubbed against him coquettishly, and murmured in a low voice, "I won't smoke when you come back."
They all care about each other and want to become better people for each other, but without that person, it doesn't matter what they do.
He Jin understood in an instant, moved his head and kissed his ear.
Qin Yang snorted, shrugged his waist and bumped into him, and said in a low voice, "If you still want to go to work tomorrow, don't tease me..."
He Jin's face turned hot and pushed Qin Yang away a little, he really couldn't bear to do it again, the place still hurts.
The two were lying face to face, He Jin couldn't help but raised his hand to touch Qin Yang's face, and traced his facial features with his hands. His feelings for this person have always been suppressed in his heart, until today, it seems to be accumulated to the extreme, It exploded suddenly and couldn't be stopped anymore.
The look in Qin Yang's eyes, the tone of talking to him, and the movements of stroking him all reveal a deep affection, like a vast ocean, which can drown Qin Yang to death.
Three years seems to have left no trace on Qin Yang's face, he is more handsome than before.
It may be necessary to remove makeup from time to time, and use some skin care products that only women often use. The skin on Qin Yang's face is smooth and shiny. Although it looks "tender", He Jin doesn't feel Qin Yangniang at all. I think he is more masculine than before, because his demeanor is much more mature than three years ago.
Facing himself before, He Jin felt that Qin Yang was like a coquettish boy, showing all his emotions, anger, sorrow and joy on his face, but now he has learned to be patient.
Not only the appearance, but also the attitude, many details let He Jin see that Qin Yang was thinking of himself.
He Jin's fingers brushed against Qin Yang's lips, and Qin Yang took the opportunity to lick his fingertips with his lips. He Jin flinched in fright, but was held by Qin Yang's hand and brought back to his mouth...
He Jin didn't know if such a change would be good for Qin Yang, he only knew that "Pan An is in the eye of the beholder", no matter what kind of Qin Yang he likes.
However, when he thinks that Qin Yang is so popular now, He Jin feels extremely inferior. The environment he has been in these three years is completely different from that of Qin Yang. , a person's temperament and conversation will be subtly affected by the environment he shrinks in. Facing the handsome and fashionable Qin Yang, He Jin feels that he is wearing black-rimmed glasses and brown leather shoes.
Qin Yang lowered his brows and patiently kissed his fingers, then asked in a low voice, "What are you thinking?"
He Jin withdrew his fingers and buried his face in Qin Yang's arms. He never thought that one day he would care so much about his appearance in front of his lover. He was obviously not so superficial before.
"Why are you so shy?" Qin Yang also saw He Jin's reaction for the first time. He thought it was very fresh. He hugged his head with a smile, inserted his fingers into his hair, rubbed his scalp, and joked, "In Miss me?"
"En." He Jin responded softly.
Qin Yang didn't expect that He Jin would respond, and his heart was full of happiness. He pressed He Jin's head hard and pressed it into his arms, letting him listen to the sound of his heart beating wildly. The magnetic voice accompanied his body. The vibration came to He Jin's ears, "I'm here."
Early the next morning, Qin Yang took the early flight and left. He Jin went directly to work from the hotel. He was thinking about how to ask his boss to resign. Minister Wang called in as soon as he made a phone call: "Xiao He, come to me. Come to the office."
He Jin found it strange that it was usually not a very important matter. The minister rarely summoned him in person. He rushed over and entered the office. After the man who was nearly fifty years old motioned him to close the door, he said, "Xiao He, I Recently, I received some anonymous reports that you privately received red envelopes from colleagues in other departments."
He Jin was startled, his face changed drastically, and he said in a deep voice, "This is something created out of nothing."
Minister Wang glanced at him, stood up and poured him a glass of water: "Come on, sit down first."
He Jin was a little dazed, and anxiously recalled what happened yesterday, guessing that it must be Director Xu, who was planning to report the ins and outs of this incident to Minister Wang, when he heard him say: "There is more than one person who reported you."
He Jin was completely stunned, but he didn't confiscate anything!
Minister Wang said: "You don't need to explain. I believe you confiscated it. Old Xu talked to me about you before he retired. He said that you are serious and down-to-earth, and have a calm personality. You can do well in this position, but you are still too young to be easily broken , probably offended too many people below."
He Jin: "..."
Minister Wang took out a document and gave it to him: "Look at it."
He Jin took it over and glanced at it, his eyes widened. It was a draft transfer letter.
Minister Wang said: "There are only you and Xiao Li in the personnel department. You are not convinced. I plan to transfer you to the Political Propaganda Department and experience two years under Lao Zhou. There are many people in that department, and many young people have been recruited recently. people, and there are opportunities for business trips... "
Minister Wang's words were very sweet, but He Jin knew at a glance that there was no shortage of ministers, directors, and main managers of the Political Propaganda Department. demote.
He Jin was still thinking about how to raise his resignation, but now he didn't need to find any other reasons. He handed the document back and said respectfully: "Minister Wang, thank you for your suggestion. To be honest, I'm thinking about it recently. Resignation, it is indeed as you said, I am too young now, the HR department is in charge of the entire unit, and I feel a little powerless to take the lead alone, what makes me feel tired is not doing things, but dealing with people, "after one year , he was careful every step of the way, he had to smile even when refusing a bribe, and in the end he would offend others and be reported. He Jin was really tired of this kind of false and submissive interpersonal relationship, "Compared to staying in the current unit, I am more I want to go outside to practice and practice, I will write a resignation letter to you in a while, thank you for your support in the past three years, I hope you will forgive me."
He Jin said this without a beat in his heart. He didn't need to be drafted at all. This is what he has always thought. He does not belong here, and this is not the job he wants.
He Jin never thought that he would feel so comfortable when he uttered these words, without any regrets or reluctance, and even watching Minister Wang's face turn blue and white, He Jin naively felt a sense of revenge.
For the sake of his family and the inherent rules of this society, he endured for three years. At this moment, he was finally liberated.
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