Since this meeting, Fire has never questioned why He Jin suddenly went offline last time, as if deliberately avoiding this question, and now he is also carefully thinking about the problems that He Jin may face, thinking about them seriously The future of the future is both a gift and a promise...
Faced with such tenderness, He Jin was so touched that he finally couldn't help asking: "Shang Huo, is it because I don't go online that you will continue to wait?"
Fire was silent for a moment, then let out a soft "hmm".
really…
"Why?" He Jin asked, "You are so sure, I want to continue playing?"
Fire asked back, "You don't want to play? Then what are you doing here?"
He Jin choked when asked, indeed, he wanted to play...but he was curious about what Fire thought, why it could do this for an ordinary netizen!
Xiaoxian Ajin: "Didn't you think that I might never be online again for so many years?"
On the other end of the network cable, Qin Yang looked at the dialog box, thoughtful... In fact, he was also quite surprised, he hadn't really thought about this kind of problem.
Everyone in the game can check his "married" status, but there are very few people who know that his wife has not been online for many years. Passing water is one of them. The other party once inadvertently asked if Fire is still waiting for him After getting a positive answer, my wife teased him about it from time to time, and even advised him to forget about his original partner and find a new one, but Qin Yang never took it seriously, he was already used to this state.
Qin Yang said lightly: "If I think about it, I won't wait."
That's right, thinking about that kind of question, to some extent, already represents hesitation and retreat.
So, never thought about it.
Fire's answer hit He Jin's heart like a hot current, even though He Jin was calm and self-restraining, he was a little at a loss when he met such a person and heard such words.
The suppressed uneasiness resurfaced again, He Jin tried his best to choose words, and gently reminded: "But so many years have passed, what if the person you waited for is different from the person in your impression?"
After Ah Jin was no longer online, Qin Yang did feel depressed for a while, feeling very lonely and lost, but without Ah Jin, the game is not impossible to play, he just imagined that Ah Jin was still with him, by his side... After that , He tried to write down every interesting thing he encountered and every new scenery he saw, thinking that when Ah Jin came, he would take her to play again and take a look with her again.
He remembers and forgets some things, the world will change, and the game will change, but he will never forget the feeling when playing games with Ah Jin... Being protected by others, and wanting to protect each other, as long as he We are very happy together, especially after getting married in the game, every time he thinks of each other, his heart beats uncontrollably.
Except for Ah Jin, no one has made him feel this kind of heartbeat.
Just like that, eight years passed before he knew it, and then Ah Jin went online again. The moment he saw that name, Qin Yang's heart almost jumped out of his chest...
It's like a kind of magic, let him confirm, only this person can.
Qin Yang: "Why is it different? You are you, even if you are a dog on the other side of the computer, that's still my wife."
Fire used that tone again, with a lingering tenderness in the intimacy, He Jin's ears were numb, his whole face was burning hot, and the other party's "perfect" answer somehow made He Jin feel, In Fire's eyes, his obsession with gender issues is meaningless.
He Jin suddenly wanted to just continue playing with Fire like this, without having to say anything, to make up for the eight years of indebtedness, to meet the other party's expectations...
At this moment, Fire suddenly changed the topic: "However, I feel that you have indeed changed a little bit."
He Jin: "...!" Did Fire realize it
Fire: "You have become overthinking."
He Jin: "..."
Fire narrowly said: "Did you get scared by what I said last time... so scared that you were 'disconnected', huh?"
Xiaoxian Ajin: "I... actually the dormitory has a power outage."
Fire laughed sullenly over there, apparently not believing He Jin's "excuse", but he said, "I guess so."
He Jin: "..." Why does it always feel like being teased? (=_=)
Fire had laughed enough, and explained in a calm tone: "I didn't wait on purpose, you don't have to feel sorry for me, haven't I been playing games well these years, I have friends together, and I am very happy to play."
He Jin was taken aback, is that so? However, Shang Huo's indifferent attitude really made He Jin feel a lot easier.
Fire: "Of course you can come, I'm more happy... But if you don't want to play, just tell me, don't run away without saying a word, we can say goodbye, I won't do anything to you, What do you say?"
He Jin: "..."
That's what I said, but He Jin has already been entangled in whether to play games or not. He wants to continue playing, not to mention he has received a gift from someone, and now he hears the other party say "I'm glad you can come" In this case, how could he back down again, just...
Xiaoxian Ajin: "Last time when we were doing a husband and wife mission, there was a question asking if you would develop a real relationship with me. You answered 'yes'... are you serious?"
Qin Yang frowned and asked, "Why, do you have a partner in reality?"
Xiaoxian Ajin: "No..."
Qin Yang raised the corner of his mouth: "I understand, don't you want the game world to be involved in real life?"
Xiaoxian Ajin: "Yes."
Qin Yang paused, then promised: "Okay, I promise you, our games are games, I won't be curious about who you are in reality, whether you are tall or short, fat or thin, male or female, healthy or disabled... as long as the game Here, you are my wife, I don't care about anything else, if you don't tell me, I won't ask, is there any question?"
He Jin breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Not anymore."
Fire: "Since you have no questions, I also have a request."
Xiaoxian Ajin: "What?"
Fire: "From now on in the game, call me husband."
He Jin: "..."
Fire: "Can it be done?"
The other party's request is not too much, after all, they are "husband and wife" in the game, but He Jin, a boy with a normal sexual orientation, suddenly calls another same-sex "husband"... I always feel very hard to say!
He Jin said in a roundabout way: "Can you give me a time to adapt?"
Fire teased, "What do you get used to, you get used to it just by screaming, let alone you are typing now, and you are not allowed to say it yourself."
He Jin: "..." (=_=)
Xiaoxian Ajin: "We haven't seen each other for so many years, I'm not used to it for a while."
Fire: "Oh, so shy..."
He Jin: "..." Orz...
Fire: "Alright, then I'll give you three days."
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※Lingxian past events※ (7)
After Ah Jin stopped playing the game, it took Qin Yang three full years from the initial loss and sadness to slowly accepting this reality.
In the past three years, he rejected anyone's friend application, and deleted other passers-by who accidentally added in during level training, and only left the name of "Xiaoxian Ajin" in the friend column, because he didn't want to be friends every time. Seeing the system prompt "your friend XX is online", or seeing the name lit up in the friend column, is nothing but joy.
When he was lonely, Qin Yang would click on Xiaoxian Ajin's name and send offline messages to him.
"Ajin, why aren't you online yet, I'm almost level 40!"
"I went to Xianren Island to download a dungeon yesterday. I was lucky enough to find a crane. I can fly now. Don't envy me too much when you come."
"You're kidding... I will take you to level up when you come. We will continue to play when you are at the same level as me! ^_^"
"Ah Jin, the fairyland is so beautiful!"
"There are many masters in the fairy world, I died several times..."
"It turns out that jumping from the fairy world will directly fall to death in the mortal world. I fell for a full 20 seconds...but the scenery is so beautiful..."
"Ah Jin, I have started to study seriously, and it seems to be quite interesting to study."
"Ah Jin, I'm almost at full level!"
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Of course, it's not always like this kind of message, Qin Yang will also imagine that when Ah Jin comes, what should he say to him in the first sentence——
"Ah Jin, you are finally here, I have been waiting so hard for you!"
—Uh, as a "husband", it's obviously not cool to say such a thing! (=_=)
"Ah Jin, I miss you so much..."
- So nasty! Can't say it! (=_=#)
"Ah Jin, long time no see..."
—Good literature and art! Are you acting in a TV show? (/= _ =)/~┴┴
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Once, Qin Yang accidentally discovered that his name had gone to the end of the "Lingxian" leaderboard. He was very excited and immediately wanted to share his excitement with Ah Jin—"Ah Jin! I'm on the leaderboard! Haha! [cool]"
"When you are online, you can call me Dashen! [Cool]"
"Ah Jin, I have risen to the 37th position today, this game is really getting more and more fun!"
Of course, there are good times and bad times—
"I met a very powerful guy today, every time I PK with him, I die... [bad]"
"Stuck at 30 for half a month... [bad]"
There are times of optimism and times of melancholy—
"Ah Jin, it's because I'm not good enough, so you don't come back..."
"Would you wait until I become the number one, the real master, before you come back?"
"I will also take the first place in the exam, just like you..."
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The leaderboard in the game became another motivation for Qin Yang to continue playing. He worked hard to practice skills and compete with others...
In this way, two years have passed, and the real Qin Yang has been admitted to a key high school with excellent grades, but the name of "Xiaoxian Ajin" in the game is still gray, and all the news that Qin Yang sends is like nothing, Xiao Xian Ajin's dialog box is like a tree hole, never replying.
Gradually, Qin Yang left fewer and fewer messages to Ah Jin. It wasn't that he forgot about Ah Jin, but because he felt that his messages were too stupid. Sometimes when he read the previous records, he felt... , How can I be so naive!
For example, when he climbed to No. 10 on the leaderboard, looking back at his excited comments when he first entered the leaderboard, he felt that he couldn't bear to look directly at him. The shy Qin Yang didn't want Ah Jin to see so much nonsense after he went online.
After another year, more and more players became aware of "Fire", which kept rising on the leaderboard, and some female players even began to confess publicly. As a matter of fact, all you need in the game are opponents, not wives.
In the third year, the game official suddenly announced that "Lingxian" will be revised to "Shenmo". At the same time as the revision, all players' chat records will be cleared, including the system's cached offline data for players who are not online. message.
Seeing this news, Qin Yang felt a sense of relief, but also felt a lot of sadness.
On the eve of the revision, the seventeen-year-old Qin Yang secretly drank the whiskey his father had treasured for many years, sat drunkenly in front of the computer, and read all the chat records with Ah Jin again, since they first met 1175 days ago... Although the 1,100 days were all his one-man shows sung by himself.
He read one by one, grinning silly for a while, crying for a while... He also thought pessimistically whether Ah Jin had forgotten him.
As twelve o'clock approached, Qin Yang silently entered the last sentence in the dialog box—
"Ah Jin, I like you."
At midnight, the connection to the server was interrupted, and the old version of the chat data was cleared. Along with it, Qin Yang's silly "First Love Diary" disappeared.
From then on, "Little Immortal Ah Jin" only had an empty name in Fire's friend list.
Qin Yang didn't send another message to Ah Jin, but he would continue to wait, even if the connection between him and that name was just a short dream, he only wanted to be intoxicated and didn't want to wake up.
The author has something to say: [Interrupt]
Seeing that many readers are discussing why He Jin doesn't confess his gender, I want to explain.
Because He Jin knew that after Shanghuo had waited for him for so long, he felt guilty and wanted to make amends at the same time, but he felt that the way to make up for it was not to immediately confess his gender to make Shanghuo "sober" (it might also make the other party angry), but to act like He has always been the same, to meet the fantasies and expectations of others. This is caused by his childhood education and acquired personality, so he will subconsciously persuade himself to play the role of Fire's "wife", even if he is not used to it at first, he will still do it (He Jin has never really been in love, so he doesn't know that emotional problems can't be solved in this way), but this kind of relationship is absolutely impossible to develop into reality, because in his opinion, wives can only be "female", so after getting Qin Yang After the promise of "Games belong to games", He Jin felt relieved, there was no need to say anything.
Before the story started, when writing He Jin’s character design, I wanted to create a character who was self-contradictory. The “rebellion” mentioned in the previous chapters was the beginning of Ah Jin’s attempt to break through himself, but it does not mean that he suddenly became "Great temperament change." I saw that many readers were anxious and used ordinary morality to regulate Ah Jin's behavior, as if he would be unforgivable if he didn't confess his gender... In fact, everyone's argument should not be right or wrong. He Jin is not a moral model, he has his humanity Weaknesses may be selfish, despicable, or hypocritical. I just respect the character of the character and let him do what he wants, and I can't impose my three views on him... I hope everyone can take a peaceful look at his nature, as well as his future growth and development. Metamorphosis.
Maybe I didn't express it well, which is why everyone misunderstood, so I read it several times and changed some details of the psychological description. But my ability is limited. If I really can't meet the needs of some officials at this stage, I can only apologize here. Write this explanation before entering V, readers who still can’t understand greatly, don’t force it, but thank you for your previous support :)
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In addition, let me declare that this article is not a master-slave article. Qin Yang and He Jin are in a normal relationship, and there will be no one-way coercion afterward. Perhaps the "repairing pet" profession in the game will make some readers feel uncomfortable (just like everyone who substitutes in "Bao Yangwen" will feel uncomfortable), but it can be regarded as a little fun between husband and wife, I hope you don't In the message area, keywords such as B, D, love, love, master and slave are mentioned. These messages will not only mislead new readers, but also cause this article to be strictly censored. Thank you for your cooperation!
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