Qin Yang was obviously cheated, but since when did he start cheating
He Jin thinks back carefully, this question goes back to the first day they met... the bump downstairs in the dormitory
No, even though He Jin had heard of Qin Yang's name at that time, they didn't know each other at all. He believed that Qin Yang knew that he was "Little Immortal Jin" before bumping into him.
At least after logging into the game for the first time, right? Wait, it's a helmet... Sweepstakes information
He Jin's pupils dilated for a moment, Fire is a celebrity of "God and Demon" and a famous game anchor, maybe there is some way to get his private information, and when he first went online, Fire asked him specifically, Have you been admitted to Huada...
Assuming that Fire knew about it at that time, then Qin Yang already knew that he was Ah Jin on the day of the lake tour
He Jin frowned. In fact, when he heard Qin Yang's voice for the first time, He Jin also doubted it because it was too similar to Fire's voice. He remembered that a girl mentioned this when he was swimming in the lake. He asked Qin Yang if he played games, and if he knew about Fire, but Qin Yang said no, which dispelled He Jin's doubts.
After that, he fell into this mindset, thinking that Qin Yang and Fire must not be the same person.
Looking at it now, Qin Yang already lied at that time
He Jin thought about it carefully, closed his eyes and persuaded himself, don't think Qin Yang is so black-bellied, he is so famous on the Internet, maybe he hides his identity in reality just to avoid trouble...
But at least, the agreement that Fire made with him online "I won't wonder who you are in reality" is completely broken.
Could it be because of that agreement that Qin Yang did not confess his identity in the game
He Jin tried his best to find a reason to excuse Qin Yang, but when he thought that he was deeply distressed, entangled, and self-condemned because he fell in love with two people at the same time, He Jin was angry from the heart...
He knew that the other party had no malicious intentions, but this kind of deception also made He Jin feel like he was being played by someone.
However, despite this embarrassing anger, He Jin was so excited that his whole body went numb.
Because this truth is also what he expected, he sighed in his heart, "Ah, Qin Yang is really Fire, they are the same person", knowing that the person he likes happens to like him, that despicable luck is suddenly realized, like a dream , sadness and joy, joy, anger, confusion, entanglement... At this moment, He Jin is so conflicted that he doesn't know how to describe his mood.
He didn't sleep all night, but because he had to work part-time, He Jin got up on time. When he saw Qin Yang's stepmother when he went downstairs, He Jin said politely, "Good morning, auntie."
"Hey, Xiao He, you got up so early?" The woman prepared an exquisite breakfast, warmly greeted He Jin to eat, and then asked, "Where's Yang Yang?"
He Jin glanced upstairs, but there was no movement: "I don't know..."
The woman frowned slightly: "Oh, it's true, my friend is still sleeping late, I'll call him."
He Jin thought about what happened in the game last night, and the message from the other party at four o'clock in the morning, so he quickly stopped her: "No need, let him sleep."
Women seldom ask about Qin Yang's personal affairs, so when He Jin said that, she smiled and didn't go up to bother her: "This child sleeps in almost every day during the holidays, so he woke up early when he went out with you yesterday."
He Jin was stunned for a moment, and asked curiously, "What time does he get up every day?"
Woman: "Eleven or twelve, I don't get up until lunchtime."
He Jin asked: "He wakes up so late, don't you talk about him?"
The woman fiddled with the bowl and said with a smile: "It's rare to have a holiday. If he wants to sleep, let him sleep more. Young people, they are all sleepy at this age. Sometimes I worry that he will stay up late and be hungry, and he will wake up late in the morning. It's bad for the stomach... His father is also like this. When he gets busy, he doesn't sleep for days and nights, relying on health supplements and coffee to support him. I reminded him, but he doesn't listen... Yang Yang is like his father, they They all have their own ideas, in their hearts, there are more important things than going to bed early and getting up early, or maybe they will not know the importance of the body until they suffer, otherwise they will not listen to anyone who says it."
The woman had an indulgent smile and tenderness on her face. He Jin thought, this is also a kind of love. He also hoped that his mother could relax her hand a little like this woman and let him breathe. The whole life, let him experience it by himself, even if he suffers, let him eat it by himself...
He Jin asked again: "Why haven't you seen Qin Yang's father these two days?"
The woman shook her head helplessly: "I'm still asleep. Recently, I'm doing business with Americans and spending time with Americans. I don't understand... But I asked yesterday, and I heard that Yang Yang's friend is here, so let me treat him well... What do you want to eat at noon, the hourly worker will come over later, and I will ask her to buy it."
She didn't care about Qin Yang's affairs, and she didn't know that He Jin was going out to work, she only said that she went out yesterday to play.
He Jin shook his head and apologized: "Auntie, I will go out to work soon, and I will eat at the place where I work. You don't have to prepare my lunch and dinner." He Jin looked at the last mouthful of millet porridge while talking. Time said, "I have to go out."
The woman then stood up: "Ah, why do you have to work part-time during the holiday? It's so hard... I'll ask Yang Yang to see you off?"
"No, I'll just take the subway." He Jin changed his shoes at the entrance, smiled and waved goodbye to her.
The woman escorted him all the way to the door, and waited until He Jin's figure disappeared from sight before returning to wake the two children up. When they went upstairs, they heard Qin Yang's room door open with a "bang", and the young man walked away from him with a dark face. He rushed out of the room, saw her and asked, "Aunt Jiang, where is He Jin?"
Woman: "Xiao He just left, why... have you been drinking? You smell of alcohol..."
Qin Yang panicked and asked: "Just left? He left with something?"
The woman asked inexplicably: "What are you bringing? He seems to be carrying a schoolbag, saying that he is going to work..."
"How long has it been?" Qin Yang hurriedly buttoned his shirt and asked while getting dressed.
Woman: "It's been about ten minutes."
Qin Yang didn't speak anymore, and wanted to call He Jin, but what happened last night made him a little embarrassed to talk to He Jin directly, he washed up as fast as he could and drove out, until he reached the subway entrance. There was no sign of He Jin.
After sitting dejectedly in the car for a while, Qin Yang sent a message to He Jin: "You went to work? Why didn't you call me?"
After a while, He Jin replied: "I've already got on the subway, just go by yourself, you have a good rest."
… Ok? rest well
These four words are a bit intriguing.
Qin Yang sent He Jin a message from his real identity, and the other party didn't know that he drank alcohol at night and didn't sleep until early in the morning, so how could he let him have a good rest for no reason
Qin Yang still had a fragmentary impression of what happened a few hours ago, he frowned, would He Jin see those news
Probably not, he is so heartless, he probably went to bed very early last night... (￣_￣|||)
Qin Yang rubbed his sore temples, and couldn't help asking tentatively, "Did you sleep well last night?"
He Jin: "Not very good."
Qin Yang: "..."
Qin Yang: "Why? Is the bed uncomfortable?"
He Jin: "The bracelet seems to be broken, and the vibration stopped overnight."
Qin Yang: "..."
Totally forgot about this! Qin Yang thought nervously, have those messages he sent been seen? It's over if you're seen, you'll lose face!
Qin Yang: "Did someone send you a message?"
Standing in the subway, He Jin watched Qin Yang's words come back, with a string of black lines hanging from his blue eyes... Reload! You still don't know who sent me a message!
He avoided answering Qin Yang's temptation, and replied directly: "I heard Aunt Jiang said that you slept in before, but I guessed that you were still asleep when I didn't see you just now, and I will arrive soon by subway, it's okay. "
Qin Yang: "..." Is it because I am overthinking
Qin Yang didn't ask any more questions, He Jin put away the bracelet and sighed.
It was still too late to take the subway. When He Jin arrived at the cafe, he was half an hour late, but Ah K didn’t say anything. Anyway, temporary work is billed by the hour, and lateness deductions are all based on self-consciousness.
He Jin changed into his work clothes and made himself a glass of espresso to refresh himself, but because he didn't sleep all night, he couldn't hold on after noon and started to feel sleepy. Coupled with thinking about Qin Yang and Fire, He Jin's whole body Drowsy, misadjusted three cups of coffee a day, dropped a cup, lost his mind countless times, and kept yawning.
At four o'clock in the afternoon, Ah K couldn't stand it any longer, and asked the tired He Jin, "What's the matter with you? You're in a bad mood today."
He Jin kept apologizing, and his voice was slightly hoarse because he didn't get enough rest: "I didn't sleep well last night."
Ah K didn't want to criticize him, but mainly cared, because the other party's complexion was too bad: "If it doesn't work, go back and rest, it's not that you can't ask for leave."
He Jin has always attached great importance to attendance and work attitude. Asking for leave not long after starting this job will leave a bad impression on others. He wanted to explain the reason to K honestly, but he didn’t know where to start. He remembered K’s teasing the day before yesterday He Jin couldn't help but ask, "Ah K, can I talk to you about homosexuality?"
Ah K's eyes lit up instantly: "Yes, what's the matter?"
He Jin: "When did you know you were gay?"
Ah K: "Junior high school."
He Jin was surprised: "So early?"
"Well, didn't they all grow up at that time, and when they became sexually motivated, they realized that they were not interested in girls." Ak glanced at He Jin lightly, and asked with a smile, "What about you?"
"I..." He Jin trembled his fingers nervously, and instinctively wanted to deny it, but his relationship with Qin Yang had forced him to a fork where he had to say something. The fantasy of breaking free may never come true.
"Not long ago," He Jin confided with difficulty, his soul struggling to break free from the thorns that bound him, standing bloodied in the dim light, trembling with fear, "about three months ago..."
Ah K: "Is it because I found out that I like boys?"
He Jin: "Well..."
Ah K: "Are you afraid?"
He Jin nodded slightly.
Ah K smiled and encouraged him: "Don't be afraid, it's all like this. When I first knew that I was different from others, I was also very scared. For about three or four years, I always felt that I was a pervert and wanted to disguise myself as Normal people, but no matter how much I deceive myself, it will not help, that will not be happy... Face it bravely, we are not abnormal, just a small part."