Ah Kei's phrase "that would not be happy" seemed to hit He Jin's heart with a single blow. Yes, living in the expectations of others as before is no longer what He Jin wants. For more than ten years, he didn't feel happy at all.
"However, there are lucky exceptions among our kind of people. They don't have to be of the same sex. They can also have feelings for the opposite sex, commonly known as bisexuality. When these people can't bear the pressure of society, most of them will choose to ask Compromise with reality... But I am not, I am pure," Akei shrugged, and looked at He Jin again, "What about you?"
He Jin was stunned, thinking of the days when he was dating Tong Xuan when he was a freshman, but there was a huge difference between that almost calm relationship and his current state, which one was the real one? And metaphor.
"I don't know..." This belated awakening made He Jin not so sure. He also fantasized that he would meet the opposite sex he likes to explain himself. The mask he wore had long since been worn to the brink of a single blow.
Kei: "If you have never had sexual impulses towards women since childhood, then you can basically be sure that you are pure."
He Jin's heart skipped a beat, as if the conclusion that had been unacceptable for so long had finally been settled.
Ah Kei observed his expression, and asked with a smile: "Why, really not?"
He Jin: "Well..."
Indeed, not only for Tong Xuan, He Jin didn't even dare to think about that aspect of things under strict supervision since he was a child. The impulses that should have been in adolescence were deeply suppressed. When my brother talked about adult movies and actresses, He Jin found it boring. No wonder Monkey always said that he was like an ascetic monk.
So, when he was twenty-three years old, the only person who made him feel that way was Qin Yang.
Ah Kei almost understood He Jin's state, and guessed: "Hey, is that the handsome guy who came the day before yesterday?"
He Jin lowered his head and bent his neck almost ninety degrees: "Mmm..."
Ah Kei laughed loudly: "Haha, I just said he wants to chase you!"
He Jin's palms were sweating in embarrassment: "I only found out last night..."
Knowing that he is Fire, the person he likes and the person he is waiting for is himself.
Ah Kei let out an "ah" and suddenly realized: "He confessed to you? Wow, it's really romantic to choose before Valentine's Day... Hey wait, isn't it because of this that you are not in good shape today? I didn't fall asleep last night ?”
He Jin sighed: "That's right."
Ah Kei finally understood, but shouldn't it be a happy thing to be confessed? Why does He Jin look a little sad instead? "Don't you like him?" Kei asked.
He Jin shook his head, even though he had already guessed that Qin Yang and Fire were the same person in the game, so most of the problems he worried about when he rejected the other party before would no longer exist, but He Jin still didn't want to take back his rejection.
First of all, because of being cheated some time ago, when He Jin thought of being played around by those "two people", he felt so depressed that his teeth itch, and he wanted to beat him up!
Furthermore, because of the reality, the family background, strength and economic gap between the two, Qin Yang is serious about this relationship... This is no longer a love that casually agrees to play together, He Jin has too many things to worry about .
Ah Kei: "Since it's not why you are frowning, let's be together if you like it!"
He Jin moved his lips. It was true that he was overthinking again. He is always so mediocre. Some things may not be considered necessary for discussion by others.
He Jin changed the subject and asked, "Ah Kei, do you have a girl, uh, boyfriend?"
Ah Kei smiled "puchi", shrugged and said, "There are a few friends with guns, but no boyfriends."
He Jin: "...Pao, Paoyou?"
Kei: "Yeah, the same circle is very chaotic, because the range is small and not accepted by the public, so the range of choices is too small, and men are animals that think from the lower body, most people don't have the patience to talk Love and love... And as time goes on, you will find that there is only such a person in the circle, maybe the one you slept with yesterday, and today you are with the one who slept with you."
He Jin: "..."
Ah Kei remembered how Qin Yang entered the cafe that day, and couldn't help drooling again: "Speaking of which, I haven't seen a friend as handsome as your friend for a long time, just with that face and figure, he can instantly kill the gay circle One piece, it is estimated that it can still be auctioned!"
The corner of He Jin's mouth twitched: "What is the auction house?"
A Kei smiled, and popularized with He Jin some of the private sayings in the same circle in City A. The so-called "going to the auction house" is not really "auctioned", but by those particularly high-quality single gays, by people who know them well It's a great honor to be able to flirt with these people even for a short period of time, regardless of their net worth.
"It's estimated that your friend is not in the circle, and it will become popular as soon as possible. There is no reason to be single now. I said, He Jin, if you meet such a baby, you should take good care of it. There is nothing to hesitate." Kei said.
He Jin narrowed his eyes, let alone gay, in fact Qin Yang is also very popular with girls, that kind of male god, no matter where he is, it would be a pity to be single...
"Oh, that's right," Kei approached him, whispering with an experienced look on his face, "Based on my intuition, your friend is also very skilled in that area, and it must be fun to do it with him."
He Jin: "..."
You can see this fucking! ? He Jin is in a mess, is Kei a spy sent by Qin Yang? Why are you talking good things about him!
In the end, He Jin didn't ask for leave. After taking a nap in the staff lounge for half an hour, he continued to work.
Qin Yang arrived after seven o'clock, but he didn't go in. He sat in the car and looked through the floor-to-ceiling glass windows of the cafe to see how busy He Jin was, seeing him yawning from time to time, drinking espresso to refresh himself, watching him smiling and entertaining everyone. Guest, chat with the head waiter...
On Valentine's Day, everywhere in City A is shining with the rose red that belongs to this festival.
There was someone selling roses on a street corner not far away, Qin Yang watched from a distance, hesitating whether to buy one for He Jin.
He received the flowers that He Jin sent him in the game. His heart, which was bruised to pieces yesterday, was finally healed, but his mood still couldn't get better, like he was depressed after a serious illness.
After sitting for half an hour, seeing that the flower seller was about to leave, Qin Yang hurriedly jumped out of the car and rushed over to buy a flower.
Ten yuan a rose, the thorns on the stems have been picked clean, and you don't worry about it hurting when you hold it in your hand. Qin Yang returned to the warm car seat with the flowers, and began to hesitate for a while. What excuse to send flowers to He Jin.
At 8:30, Kei suddenly poked He Jin with his elbow: "Hey, is that your boyfriend's car?"
Only then did He Jin discover Qin Yang's car parked outside the door, he was stunned, and his face became hot with embarrassment: "It's not a boyfriend~!"
Kei: "Hehe..."
The movements of He Jin's hands were obviously messed up. Why did Qin Yang arrive so early? Why didn't he come in and sit down
Kei: "Don't think about it, it's closing soon, you go first, I'll pay you."
Ten minutes later, He Jin, who had changed his clothes, walked out quickly with his schoolbag on his back. The lights of the cars not far away flickered, as if to greet him.
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[Interlude]
tennis match-
He Jin looked enviously at Zhang Xiao, whom Qin Yang regarded as his opponent.
He Jin: "I really want to play a serious game with you."
Qin Yang: "I don't want to play ball with you, I just want to fuck you."
He Jin: "..."
Qin Yang: "Don't worry, I will also focus on you."
He Jin: "Get lost!"
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After Qin Yang fell off the horse—
He Jin: "I think we need to have a good fight."
Qin Yang: "I think we need to have a good fight."
He Jin: "..."
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PS: I don’t know why the “Ah K” in this chapter is garbled. Feedback from the technical side said that it is not easy to change, so I can only change the text. I changed the name to A Kei in this chapter, and see if there are any problems...