This is the first time Lin Luxiao heard such a unique confession.
From childhood to adulthood, his perception of girls is hypocritical and troublesome, and they are very awkward to get along with. Da Liu has also complained about this in his ear many times.
What Da Liu often said is: "Girls are like this. They obviously like you to death, but they still say they hate it; they pretend that they don't care about money, take her shopping malls, and pass those luxury stores. One foot was nailed to death; asked her what to eat, she said casually, I said to eat charcoal grilled? She said that the thing was on fire, I said to eat Chinese food, she said that Chinese food was tired, and asked in circles, Well, just say that you want to eat western steak with salad and red wine; and Mingming is angry, ask her what's the matter, she said it's okay, you are busy with you, if you dare to really do it, the backhand is a gas tank Add a word of breaking up; I really can't stand your breaking up, she can make up dozens of non-repetitive stories, and label you a scumbag."
Lin Luxiao didn't feel anything about what Liu said.
Ever since they had ignorant sexual enlightenment, most of the girls were quite reserved and didn't chase him openly. Occasionally, there would be one or two inexplicable pink letters under the holiday table, which he threw into the trash can after a quick glance. I still don't remember what those girls looked like.
When Liu started chasing and teasing girls, Lin Qingyuan shut him up at home to look at military guns, tanks, and airplanes, so that when he went to military school, he was regarded as a military encyclopedia, and he just looked at tanks. You can recognize which year and type of tank it is from the traces of its tracks, and what battles it has participated in.
He is not very good at emotional matters, and Liu, Chen Mu and the others have been talking about it as a joke for more than ten years.
The origin of laughter is a girl.
At that time, I was still in high school. There was a girl in my class who was a good candidate who was dug out by special recruits from other counties in the high school entrance examination. table, just hope she can help underachievers like Da Liu.
The girl was very enthusiastic and agreed with her.
Among these boys, Da Liu and Sun Mingyang had poor grades and wandered around in the middle and late stages. Every time after the exam, when the results were released and they went home to ask their parents to sign, Da Liu and Sun Mingyang hated Lin Luxiao and Shen Mingyang to the core. animal husbandry.
These two have been hanging around with them all day long, and their grades are definitely in the single digits of the two of them.
At that time, Da Liu liked to tease girls with Sun Mingyang in class, and no girl dared to sit with him.
That girl is quite courageous, and she joked with Da Liu on weekdays, but she didn't scare her at all, and often made Da Liu blush, and after so many times, Da Liu took this girl as a own people.
This girl has no other problems, she just loves to argue with Lin Luxiao, she is the first to disagree with what Lin Luxiao said, anyway, she has to get involved in everything, and it is best to piss him off. The mentality of caring about women didn't pay much attention to her, but after a long time, everyone could see that this girl was interested in Lin Luxiao.
But he just refused to admit it.
No matter how big Liu tried her, the girl refused to admit it, and even threw out a sentence, liking him is better than liking a dog.
As soon as he heard this tone, Da Liu knew it.
Love it like hell.
But is there any way, Lin Luxiao's stupid mind, if he really confessed, he might not even have to be friends, she might as well maintain the current relationship and bicker occasionally.
The girl also thought about it later, if she really got along with Lin Luxiao as a couple, she still felt a little weird and didn't feel comfortable with it. She felt that she might be a bit cheap, but she still loved his playful, surly and flamboyant appearance.
Counting the past, Nan Chu was probably the first girl he met, who was so direct, confessed her love as soon as she came up, and kissed her as soon as she confessed.
It's not pretentious at all.
Compared with other girls, she seems to be ready for anything, and likewise, she is determined to win for him.
Why are you determined to win
Often there is only one case.
— regardless of the consequences.
Don't ask about the past, don't explore the future, don't think about the future, don't care about the consequences, drink poison to quench your thirst.
It fits her personality.
…
Lin Luxiao freed his head from her hand, then stepped up two steps, carried the little girl into the office, closed the door behind his back, put Nan Chu to the door, held her shoulders with both hands, and let her face Leaning against the wall, he let go of his hand, and walked in while loosening the buttons, without turning his head, he said to her: "Stand there for me, don't move." Nan Chu faced the wall, and said in a teasing tone: "Facing the wall and thinking about it? Dear Paid your price?"
Lin Luxiao took off his shirt and was naked inside. He didn't wear anything, his muscles were tight and his lines were smooth. He quickly put on a clean military shirt and looked back at her warningly, "If you talk nonsense again, you will be fined to run around."
I thought it was that honest.
In the end, the girl asked, "How many laps."
The sound was bouncing off the wall.
He lowered his head and buttoned his military shirt, snorted, and without looking back, he said casually, "It must be thirty laps anyway."
It is quite now.
After Lin Luxiao changed his clothes, he went to grab the mineral water bottle on the table, took a small cup of water in his hand, and wiped his face. His face was covered in ashes, and when he applied the water, it became dirty in an instant. He took two or three times to wipe his face clean, and his handsome face was finally clear.
He glanced over there, Nan Chuan quietly "faced the wall and pondered", pulled the corners of his mouth, twisted the water and put it back, took out a tissue to wipe his face, threw the balls into the trash can at the door accurately, and then I put my pocket in my pocket and walked towards Nanchu.
Probably hearing footsteps from behind, Nan Chu concluded that he was already well, turned around, and sure enough, changed into clean regular clothes, his face turned pale, and he returned to his usual appearance.
Those peach blossom eyes are seductive but without emotion.
Nan Chu raised his head slightly and looked at him: "You don't need to give me the answer in a hurry. I'm not in a hurry, so I'll make a statement first. With your EQ, it might be a little difficult to understand."
Lin Luxiao stood behind her, with his hands in his trouser pockets, blocking her in his usual posture.
Nan Chu took a step forward, passed his hand through his arms, put it against his chest, and hugged him again.
Lin Luxiao stood upright, allowing her to hug him, but he didn't push him away, and he didn't hug him back. His hands were clenched into fists in his pockets, his eyes became darker, and he didn't move.
The girl stroked his back comfortingly, "If there is a chance to take me into the fire in the future, I will protect you."
Lin Luxiao looked down at the person in his arms, thought the words were a little funny, and snorted, "Who will protect whom?"
Nan Chu nestled in his arms and insisted, "I will protect you."
He laughed again, laughed for a while, looked down at the addict who was taking advantage of Lai in his arms, and started to chase him away, "You can go."
Nan Chu tightened his hands, "Hold me for a while."
He gave her a good and angry warning and didn't listen, so his temper was not so good. He directly lifted her out of his arms, held her shoulders and pressed against the door, leaned down slightly, and said into her eyes: "Follow me, really!" I have no future, first I have no money, second I will die at any time, if you want to play casually, I am not a good candidate, I am not considerate, I have no time, and I have no time to accompany you, so I advise you, Think again."
He felt that what he said was clear enough that the little girl should understand.
Moreover, after the recording of the show, the two should have little chance to meet again.
Nan Chu: "It's good. I have money and I don't need your money. If you die in the line of duty one day, I will send flowers to your grave. I will never shed a tear for you. I usually spend money all over the country. Fei, it may be more difficult for you to see me than it is for me to see you, so I also advise you, think again, there is no one more suitable for you than me."
Lin Luxiao bent down and pinched her shoulders, and licked the corners of her mouth. This kind of energy was so overwhelming that she couldn't do anything about it.
I couldn't force her to break up, so I decided not to talk to her anymore, stood up straight, opened the door, and pushed the person out, "I refuse, go back."
The door was closed.
The corridor is empty, long and desolate, without even a lamp, and it looks strange at first glance.
Nan Chu didn't leave, and listened for a while lying on the door.
There was no movement inside for a long time.
Five minutes later, Lin Luxiao opened the door and came out. He even changed his trousers and held his hat in his hand. Seeing that Nan Chu was still standing at the door, he froze for a moment before closing the door, "Didn't I let you go?"
Nan Chu took out a candy from nowhere, put it in his mouth, and chewed twice: "I thought you were hiding in there crying, and you didn't want me to hear it."
The corner of Lin Luxiao's mouth twitched, he put on his hat, and ignored her.
To be honest, he has never been a person who shows his emotions. Since he was a child, he has only cried once, that is, the earthquake in Pinglin County. It was not called crying.
Over the years, team members have sacrificed one after another. What should be said and wanted to be said has been written as early as the day of enlistment. What I can do is to arrange the country's pensions in place.
Sad spring and autumn, crying and crying are not what men should do.
Nan Chu saw that he had made everything neat and tidy, and asked, "Do you still have to go out at night?"
The two walked downstairs to the Political Education Building, Lin Luxiao said: "I'll go to the detachment, you should go back to bed quickly."
"Is there anyone else in the detachment at night?"
Lin Luxiao pushed her towards the dormitory, "Well, I have to report to the leader."
"Female leader?"
Lin Luxiao reached out and patted her on the forehead, "Is your head in order?"
Nanchu was in pain, "Just kidding, hard work, you go, drive?"
Lin Luxiao tilted her: "Nonsense."
"Then be careful, you are driving tired. You haven't rested there for three days? How about I drive you there?"
Lin Luxiao looked at her as if seeing through: "Are you bored in there?"
"I worry about you."
Clear eyes.
He seemed to see through: "Worry ass."
"..."
"If you can't get up, run around for me."
"..."
Nan Chu thought it was almost done, so he turned around and left pretending to be scared.
Lin Luxiao stared at his back for a while, then started to leave, and within two steps, he met the night patrolling soldiers.
The man saluted him, "Team Lin!"
Lin Luxiao nodded, coughed, and pointed in the opposite direction to Nan Chu, "Have you checked over there?"
The patrol soldiers were still wondering why the captain suddenly cared about the patrol.
"No."
"Go and check."
"… yes!"
…
When Nanchu returned to the dormitory, he heard that the firefighter who died was very young, only 23 years old. He had been in the special service for a year. In order to ensure the oxygen supply, he gave the respirator to the injured, but was caught by the shock wave of the secondary explosion of the chemical. He was thrown into the fire and died instantly.
When Shao Yijiu said it, he couldn't help crying again.
Yan Dai and Xu Ya were also silent, and they heard the suppressed crying and sobbing of Squad Leader Shao. The room was silent, and Xu Ya comforted him in a low voice. After all, he was also a man. With snot and tears, Nan Chu handed him a tissue, "Wipe."
Shao Yijiu said thank you, twisted his nose and said, "Okay, you guys go to bed early, there will be a memorial service in a few days, and the leaders of the detachment will come over, and you have to participate, too. Remember the content of the previous training carefully, and you will be accepted by me." It's too lazy, and the leader feels uncomfortable."
The three nodded.
A person cannot be resurrected after death, but only the living will rise up and the dead will rest in peace.
The life and training that should go on should go on.
But it was obvious that the atmosphere in the team was a lot more depressed. Everyone didn't speak much, and they all held back their thoughts. The atmosphere in the whole squadron was a little heavy.
On this day, the team held a memorial service for the martyr and buried him in the martyr's cemetery.
Nanchu and the others woke up early in the morning following the wake-up call. These days, they seemed to have gotten used to the team's management and arrangements. They washed up early and waited on the playground. Many leaders came to the detachment.
Shao Yijiu led people to train, and several cars drove in at the door. Shao Yijiu felt as if he had been beaten with chicken blood in an instant, and his voice was several times louder than just now.
A memorial service will be held in the synagogue at nine o'clock.
Lin Luxiao stood on the stage in a neat military uniform and read a memorial speech. The soldiers paid their last respects to the dead body. At ten o'clock, the dead body was pulled to the martyrs' cemetery.
At the end of the day, the entire squadron was shrouded in a layer of fog, and they did not dare to speak casually.
After Nan Chu came out of the cafeteria after lunch, he saw Lin Luxiao smoking in a long booth at the right door, and beside him stood a girl in military uniform who got off the co-pilot of the leader's car in the morning. There is a short ponytail at the back, like a rabbit's tail.
Lin Mei leaned against the wall and looked at Lin Luxiao: "How is your book?"
Lin Luxiao glanced at her, "I'm not happy that Meng Chu didn't find me today, are you upset?"
Lin Mei cocked her mouth, "Come on, you're still being good-looking when you get it cheaply. Several leaders are staring at you this time. The last time we had a meeting in the office, Meng Chu said that he had slipped his tongue. What did you say when Lu Xiao came? Added another general, Uncle Meng watched you grow up, this time he will crucify you and put you in his team, if you dare to make a mistake at this juncture, you have seen Uncle Meng's tricks Yes, he can kill you."
Lin Luxiao took down the cigarette, pulled the corner of his mouth and shook his head.
Lin Mei continued: "You haven't seen Uncle Meng's son, Meng Chen, what kind of e-sports are you doing now? Uncle Meng despises him to death, wishing to take you as his own son."
"I think you want to be his wife?"
Lin Mei looked shy, "What nonsense are you talking about!"
Lin Luxiao made it clear, smiled and turned his eyes away, and suddenly saw a figure standing not far away, quickly looked away, and quickly said to Lin Mei: "Brother, I won't tell you, there are a lot of things, wait After Meng Chu and the others finish eating, I will arrange for someone to send it back to you."
After finishing speaking, he came out of the long pavilion and walked over here.
Nan Chu stood where she was, and was photographed behind her. When she turned around, Liu Xiahan looked at her with a smile: "Why are you standing there in a daze?"
Nan Chu subconsciously glanced at Lin Luxiao. The man walked past her with his pockets in his pocket, without turning his eyes.
Nan Chu: "It's okay, let's go."
The two walked behind Lin Luxiao, and Liu Xiahan chatted with her: "We will cooperate in the next movie."
Nan Chu stared straight at Lin Luxiao's back, and listened to Liu Xiahan's words, "What movie?"
""The Siege" seems to be called this. I haven't watched it yet. I heard from my agent that we have a lot of scenes with each other. You can go back and watch it. I will play the male third."
Nan Chu replied absently: "Oh."
Liu Xiahan said: "Your acting skills are good, but you don't have much experience. You should just do more acting. I will teach you more in the future."
Nan Chu: "Okay."
Liu Xiahan said again: "By the way, I added you on WeChat, and your name is Liu Xiahan. Next time you get your mobile phone, you can pass it, and you can contact me more in the future."
Nanchu: "Why do you have my WeChat?"
Liu Xiahan said: "The program team gave it to me. I added everyone, so I can contact you later."
Liu Xiahan is indeed old and handles things more comprehensively. He has to admit that he has some affection for Nan Chu, so he should take care of her and don't want her to be troubled. Then cover up this fact as everyone, sometimes knowing That's it, it's really hard for you to refuse him, instead you will appear to be calculating and stingy.
To be honest, he is quite positive, he always has a gentle smile, and he is almost never angry. Compared with Captain Lin, who is also twenty-nine, his temper is simple.
Nanchu watched Lin Luxiao turn into the political and educational building, held back his pace, but failed to follow.
…
After three days, the atmosphere finally improved, and everyone finally recovered from their sadness.
On this day, Lin Luxiao just came back from a meeting in the detachment, and missed the meal time. Auntie left a meal for him and brought it out. Seeing him alone, he couldn't help thinking about the last time, "The last time I talked to you The star who came to eat together, the little girl is quite real."
Lin Luxiao took two mouthfuls of rice and looked over: "Who?"
"Just the girl who ate with you the day you rushed out after the explosion. After you left, she ate up the rest of your bowl, and there wasn't a single grain left."