Since the incident, only this embrace has kept her at peace.
Nan Chu felt that there was always a magical power in this man, so he was flustered and sad, so he hugged him and smoothed his hair, and everything was fine again.
Saying that she doesn't panic, she also panics. She has a problem. She pretends to be calm when she is panicked. The moment she saw Lin Luxiao in the private room, her entire back was stiff, and cold sweat was pouring out layer by layer. She was afraid that Lin Luxiao might misunderstand her.
How could he, such a righteous person, accept that she had such a history.
Of course, he was more afraid that he would be misunderstood because of her.
Lin Luxiao hugged her, pressing one hand on the back of her head soothingly, his chin was just touching the top of her hair, he pressed down again, and hugged her even tighter, Nan Chu understood that he was actually Nervous, she hugged him even tighter.
After getting a response, Lin Luxiao bowed his head and kissed her hair: "The blood test results will come out tomorrow morning, and I'll be in the car tonight, waiting for you to go home together." The man's chest was shaking, and he felt full of security.
Nan Chu said in a muffled voice, "Yes."
In silence, the two rubbed against each other, both greedy for the temperature in each other's arms at this moment.
After a long time, Nan Chu asked, "Where's Lin Qi?"
He was silent for a while without making a sound, and it took a long time before he spoke: "I have to be detained for a few days."
"How many days?"
"I don't know, my friend said it depends on the dose."
There was wind coming in from the small window of the room, and Nan Chu felt chilly. After thinking about it for a long time, he decided to tell him about Lin Qi.
When she met Lin Qi in Milan, he had already smoked marijuana.
But at that time, the two of them didn't have a deep friendship, they were drinking buddies, they occasionally met in a bar drinking together, and they were both frustrated people, Lin Qi took her as an unknown tree hole, and grabbed her for everything, saying that he really didn't. He likes the violin, he has no talent, but he has to be set up by the brokerage company as a grassroots musician. He can't afford it, and he can't support it. He feels that the world is too hypocritical.
Everyone greeted him with a smile, but suddenly turned around and stabbed him in the back, or mocked others for setting up a collapse, which is not a genius at all.
Sometimes when he was walking by the side of the road, looking at those garbage pickers, he couldn't help but stop, thinking—that's great, at least they are not hypocritical.
He hated his mother who forced him to go this way, hated his father who didn't want him, and the only person he didn't hate was his brother.
He said that he had an elder brother who was a soldier. At that time, Nan Chu didn't expect that Lin Qi's elder brother was Lin Luxiao, so she listened quietly. He said that he adored his elder brother very much, and he had admired him since he was a child. Follower, later the parents divorced and awarded custody, the mother said, your father doesn't want you, so just follow me.
He actually knew that his father probably liked his elder brother a little more.
Nan Chu told Lin Luxiao all these words, and finally said: "According to him, he got the infection in England, and it was his landlady. After your mother passed away, he fell in love with the landlady, and the landlady took him Smoking, I met him later in a bar in Milan, and he was about to quit. Sorry, I should have told you sooner. Or I should have persuaded him more."
She apologized to him.
Lin Qi once promised her that he would never touch her again after returning to China. At first, the relationship between the two was not too close. Mostly, Lin Qi liked to treat her like a tree hole. Nan Chu listened, and she didn't take the initiative. Who she cares about has nothing to do with her. She can't manage herself well, and she won't take care of others on her own, so she didn't care much at that time.
And tonight, Jiang Ge asked someone to call her, saying that he saw that kid alone in the bar, he was not in good condition, and he was afraid of causing trouble.
Since the party that day, the two haven't seen each other for a long time. This is just an excuse. Jiang Ge actually wants to see her. It's good for one side. Impulse rushed into his brain, and he asked his assistant to call Nan Chu.
Wait for the assistant to hang up the phone.
Jiang Ge suddenly realized that he hadn't washed his hair for a long time—
This blue suit seems to be worn last time
As a result, before Nan Chu left, Jiang Ge left the bar in a hurry and fled back home.
And these, Nan Chu didn't know, at this moment, Jiang Ge was sleeping soundly under the influence of alcohol, and he didn't know what was waiting for him the next day, the sky had already turned upside down.
There is indeed a problem with Lin Qi's character development, but this is not a reason for him to smoke marijuana.
Nine times out of ten, life is unsatisfactory. Others are also living in hardship. I have never seen others take drugs to relieve stress. The pleasure of drugs is dozens of times that of sex. Some people can't even quit sex, let alone drug addiction. No matter how good your self-control is, if you touch this thing, your life will be ruined.
Lin Luxiao roughly said this at the time.
Later, Nan Chu sat alone on a chair in the corner and thought a lot. If she had persuaded her a little more, maybe Lin Qi would not be where she is today. She has always lived too much on her own, and has no sense of responsibility to the society or the family. .
In the empty room, an incandescent lamp hangs in the air.
The light and shadow circle the ground around the city, dappled the light, and built this place into an empty city.
She always feels that there are not so many upright people in the world, and the social relationship is created by the relationship of interests. People live in this level of social relationship, and if there is any interest involved, the chain of social relationship will be broken immediately.
This is the value given to her by her mother and the surrounding environment for nearly two decades.
Unless she likes, cares about, and wants to show, she ignores everything else.
She suddenly felt sad, and her body curled up against the wall, like a silkworm cocoon that just broke out.
She is so different from Lin Luxiao—
He is upright, righteous, with a bad mouth, but a righteous heart.
Suddenly he also understood that what attracted him to him was what he didn't have in him.
…
Early the next morning, as soon as Nanchu's blood test results came out, Dahua called him and he was ready to pick him up.
Lin Luxiao didn't change his clothes, it was the same black jacket from last night, with the zipper open, he stayed up all night in the car last night, his eyelids became three layers, his chin had some stubble, after tossing all night, his face looked It turned out to be thinner.
In fact, I didn't sleep almost all night.
Dahua took the blood test report for him, "This time it's true, your wife is fine."
Lin Luxiao took it and looked down, "Thank you, where is the person, I will take it away."
Dahua took another copy from the side: "Lin Qi's copy is also out, the dose is not much, he will be fined and detained for a week."
Lin Luxiao hummed softly.
During the conversation, Nan Chu happened to come out of the detention room. The little girl looked haggard and walked slowly to his side.
Lin Luxiao lowered his head and was still reading the report.
The hand hanging on the side was suddenly pulled, then pinched softly, and the palm was picked.
Lin Luxiao held her in his arms without turning his head, his eyes were still fixed on the report card, "What's the matter?"
Dahua wanted to poke his eyes a little bit.
The overlord in the courtyard turned out to be so hot-eyed when he talked about love.
Nan Chu pinched it, then withdrew his hand, Lin Luxiao paused, and finally turned to look at her.
Nan Chu said: "My agency sent a car to pick me up, I have to go."
Lin Luxiao frowned slightly, and subconsciously looked out, "The car is coming?"
Nan Chu nodded, looked at him and said, "Well, we're almost at the door, I have to go back and deal with some things, after a while, I'll go find you."
"good."
A rare warm voice.
Nan Chu completed the formalities and left, Dahua was still staring at her back, Lin Luxiao rolled up the report in his hand and glanced at his forehead, "What are you looking at!"
Dahuacao scolded, "Can't you take a look?"
"What's so interesting." Lin Luxiao hummed.
"You're looking for a wife, I can't give you a trial, you're fine, I heard from my colleague yesterday, actor?"
Lin Luxiao put the report back on the table, "I hope she's not." After saying this, he refused to say any more.
Dahua knew that he was in a bad mood, so he stopped teasing him, and shut up embarrassingly.
…
The persona of the genius pianist on the Internet has been fired one day.
The news about Lin Qi being arrested for taking drugs was retweeted by the entire entertainment marketing account, but another actor surnamed n hadn't been exposed for a long time, and the public focused their firepower on Lin Qi, a young boy.
Jiang Ge saw the news on the Internet after waking up the next day, so he didn't beat himself to death right away.
The two assistants stood calmly by the bed and watched their young master go crazy, throwing pillows, throwing quilts, and punching and kicking the bed, like a crazy little beast. They were not born until they were about to throw an antique floral porcelain beside the bed Reminder: "Your hand will be worth two million. Grandpa can chop your hand off."
Jiang Ge put it down in a muffled voice, and raised his neck and roared: "Call all the gossip magazines and marketing accounts!!! Whoever fucks with Nanchu will be against the F&D Group!!!"
The two assistants looked at each other.
Jiang Ge jumped three feet high on the bed: "Hurry up!!! If anyone is disobedient, I will buy it for me!!!"
The two assistants sighed in unison.
The young master is crazy, crazy, crazy—
…
Lin Luxiao drove to the detention center in the suburbs a week later.
In the wild suburbs, there are two abandoned factories near the detention center. Lin Luxiao leans against the car door to smoke, and glances at the green iron door from time to time.
The lonely sky, the gray sky, opened a clear mouth.
There was a "creak".
The green iron door opened a crack.
A one-inch-haired boy came out of it, carrying a black bag in his hand and dressed in black.
After shaving his head, his facial features became clearer, and he was inevitably a little immature, but his eyes were darker than before.
Lin Qi came to him and called out softly, "Brother."
Lin Luxiao didn't look at him, he held a cigarette between his fingertips, his eyes were still elsewhere, and his voice was very weak: "Don't call me brother—"
Lin Qi bit his lip, forbearance, and remained silent.
Lin Luxiao took him into the car, turned the steering wheel and started to leave. He made a detour, but it was not in the direction of the city.
Lin Qi tightened the bag in his hand and panicked, "Brother, where are we going?"
Lin Luxiao's face was calm, his lips were tightly drawn, and there was no trace of emotion.
Although Lin Qi liked to cling to him when he was a child, he occasionally made Lin Luxiao angry when he was mischievous. He has a serious face, and his face with sharp eyebrows is intimidating.
He always thought, if Lin Luxiao had a child in the future.
This father must be afraid of death.
Lin Luxiao put his hands on the steering wheel, glanced sideways at him, and slowly turned the steering wheel without making a sound.
The car was driving on the road around the mountain.
There are cliffs on one side and rocks on the other. This road has not been opened for a long time, and the rocks in front of him are rolling down, so he avoids them one by one.
Lin Qi hung a heart.
Until the car stopped in front of the Yanzidang Martyrs Cemetery.
Lin Luxiao slammed on the brakes to stop the car, pushed the door down, dragged Lin Qi out of the car, and dragged him in.
Lin Qi probably realized what he was going to do.
His heart was beating in panic, he was pulling his collar and he was almost out of breath, the last air in his chest was exhausted, the hands that were holding on to his collar never loosened until he came to a tombstone.
Lin Luxiao threw him out.
Lin Qi regained his freedom, the tension in his heart was finally broken, he staggered to a stand still, bent over, propped his hands on his knees, panting heavily.
There is no one here, except that the unit organizes worship every year, and few people usually come.
The wind was blowing on the mountain.
Breathing it in, it was full of cold air, Lin Qi choked a few times, covered his mouth and raised his head.
A kind face on the tombstone is looking at him with a smile, it is their grandfather.
Lin Hengzhi is a veteran of the War to Resist US Aggression and Aid Korea. The era when he shed his blood for the country is no longer humane. There are fewer and fewer veterans left. Several veterans have occasional gatherings and always sigh. It's been a few days, and there are always a few people missing in the group photo every year.
But now that the present world is stable, many people have long forgotten the history. When Lin Hengzhi was alive, he loved to tell these two grandsons about the things during the Anti-Japanese War, and about the platoon leader who died to save him.
Lin Hengzhi often said, "We are not afraid of suffering, tiredness, or sacrifice. We are afraid that we will not be able to hold the national flag steady when we die."
Lin Qi burst into tears.
Unable to hold back, he squatted down directly, covering his face and weeping bitterly.
Lin Luxiao calmed down, and his voice sank, "Do you know how many anti-drug police officers die every year?"
Lin Qi broke down crying, tears streaming down his face.
The wind from the mountains rushed in, and Lin Luxiao's voice became deeper, as if it came from the sky.
"Do you know why the anti-drug policeman can't put up a tombstone when he dies?"
Lin Qi wept silently.
"Because I'm afraid that drug dealers will retaliate against relatives who came to worship!"
"Do you know how much anti-drug police blood is in it when you take a sip of marijuana!?!"
"Do you know how many families you ruined by smoking weed?!"
In the end, Lin Luxiao's face darkened, as if he had given up, and he looked down at Lin Qi, his eyes turned cold.
"It's an era of peace, how many places do you know have suffered from wars?! You have been to so many countries, you have seen the prosperity of a peaceful world, and you have seen the style of capitalism. You fucking have time to go to the border guards to see Ah! Go and see those soldiers who stand guard every year in the camps on the border! Don’t they have relatives?!”
Something they guard with their lives.
That's how you trampled on me.
Lin Qi, you really let me down.
At the end, Lin Luxiao rubbed his face, took a breath, and smiled self-deprecatingly: "Drinking ice for ten years, it's hard to cool my blood, you really cooled me down."
It was really cold then.
"What is that sentence that grandpa always said?"
Lin Qi was in real pain, and fell to the ground crying, but he knew he was wrong, and he also knew that Lin Luxiao would not forgive him, he found himself so cowardly that he couldn't even say sorry.
Before he could answer, Lin Luxiao said again: "For every inch of river and mountain and every inch of blood, one hundred thousand youths and one hundred thousand troops."
This is a slogan often shouted by veterans during the Anti-Japanese War.
Lin Hengzhi even wrote a couplet and hung it on the door of the study, and he could always read it every day to feel at ease.
"Man, that's not what you do."
…
Lin Luxiao drove home, but before the car stopped, he saw a girl standing downstairs.
Nan Chu's long skirt and coat exposed his calves, shivering in the cold wind, shrinking his body, seeing his car lights looking at the door, he ran over and knocked on his car window.
Simply said: "I'm coming!"