When the aunt said this, she looked at him with some reproach in her eyes.
"Lu Xiao, it's not my aunt talking about you, what can't I say well, the little girl came all the way to find you, you see you've made me angry again, what do you think you will do in the future?"
Lin Luxiao's mouth curled up into a very faint smile, and he twisted an unlit cigarette in his hand, mockingly: "What did she tell you?"
Auntie waved her hand, what else could she say to her.
The troops here are all recruits in their early twenties. Although they are young and energetic, most of them are single, and there are not many people living in the family courtyard in the first year. In fact, Nan Chu is quite happy to come.
At least someone can talk to her.
This little girl doesn't talk much, but she won't neglect you either. If you take the initiative to talk to her, she can chat with you for a while. If you want to keep silent, she will sit quietly and read her Buddhist scriptures.
Auntie remembered, "Oh, she still believes in Buddhism. She is still young and quiet, not like Zhao Guo's daughter-in-law. Every time I come here, the door is closed, and the rumbling music inside is loud. I am an old man. Not good, I said it several times and refused to listen."
Lin Luxiao lowered his head, turning back and forth the cigarette in his hand, wondering what he was thinking.
Auntie and Nanchu talked the most about his son, the boy who went to university in the north. Whenever her son was mentioned, Auntie's eyes lit up, shining brightly. But it's really a long way away, I still miss it.
Speaking of which, Auntie glanced at Lin Luxiao, "You are the one she told me the most."
"What?"
His voice was hoarse, and it took him a long time to react.
"She asked me if you are doing well here, have you ever been sick, have you seen a doctor in time, have you acclimatized, how can I answer that."
In fact, the reunion so far.
Both of them were trying their best to compete with each other, and they both forgot to ask, how have you been this year
Maybe not forgotten.
Maybe it was knowing that the other party was having a bad time.
But she still wanted to confirm it from other people's mouths.
Just spent my second week here.
Lin Luxiao had a high fever, it was also winter, and heavy snow was approaching, he was lying on the bed in the infirmary in a daze, his mind was full of Nan Chu's happy and angry face.
She nestled on the sofa and called him Captain coquettishly.
She sternly calls him Captain when she gets angry.
On the bed, she cooingly called him Captain.
And wake her up, like a crazy little lion, calling him captain impatiently.
She was always the captain.
Even when we broke up.
She said, "Captain, let's break up."
Her feverish mind was chaotic, and her voice was still echoing in her mind, like a magic voice filling her ears, lingering, her whole body seemed to explode, that kind of torture was fatal.
It was as if there were thousands of ants gnawing at him, bit by bit, knocking him down.
At that time, I didn't get along so well with the people in the team, so Zhao Guo came to see him in the infirmary alone.
In the end, I saw him, an eight-foot man, sitting on a bed in the infirmary and weeping.
Zhao Guo outside the door saw Lin Luxiao crying.
That was really shocking. At that time, I thought it was because he had never experienced such hardship and high-intensity training. In addition, he had a fever, his body couldn't bear it, and his spirit collapsed. He would say anything, Lin Luxiao was usually so cold in front of others, but now he cried so sad in private, it would hurt people's face if he said it.
In addition, everyone's relationship was not good at that time, and they didn't know how to ridicule. If the tone was improperly controlled and turned into ridicule, it would affect the unity.
For a long time after that, Zhao Guo felt that Lin Luxiao was actually quite pitiful, and took extra care of him with a sympathetic attitude, such as helping him cook more meals, hoping that he would eat more, take care of his health, and help him Get a good amount of water, I hope he will drink more, detoxify, and his emotions will not be so depressed.
However, Lin Luxiao didn't know, he was just glad that he wasn't in Beixun at that time, otherwise Liu and Shen Mu knew, and this would have become a joke for them in the future.
He has been here for nearly thirty years.
I cried like this once, and it was for a woman.
From childhood to adulthood, nothing could make him cry. Even when his mother passed away, he didn't cry. His eyes were red twice, which he forced to hold back. Some sadness and pain are bearable.
And when people are in extreme despair and pain, they can always look for some clues in memory to make themselves more painful and desperate.
For example, the little girl didn't actually love him as much as she thought.
For example, she is obsessed with him, or even more obsessed with his body.
This perception is very hopeless.
Everything in the past was completely denied.
He was very sure of himself at the time, even if anything happened, he would not break up with her.
Anyone who likes to talk can talk, and he has never been a person who cares about gossip.
The night before, Da Liu also said: "Don't be too sure, that little girl is young and timid, and she tends to run away when things happen."
At that time, he gave Liu a very disdainful look, "She is going to run away, my buddy will wash your socks for a year!"
Da Liu has had feet in Hong Kong since he was a child, and it stinks. When he took off his shoes, half of the people in the alley could smell them. In the past, when a few people went to Lin Luxiao's house to play games, when they took off their shoes, Lin Luxiao directly carried the shoes for others. throw it out.
The stench was so foul that it almost wilted the flowers in their house.
Shen Mu on the side listened, and kindly persuaded him: "Lu Xiao, don't play so big."
Looking back now, I was ridiculous at the time.
When he received a call from Shen Mu that day, when he knew she was looking for him, and then received a call to the police, he really wanted to strangle her to death.
Later, knowing that it wasn't her, I felt a little calm again, but also disappointed.
Calm down and think about it, she is so timid, how could she hire a car to come in when the snow is blocking the mountains
But when he saw the bright red at the door of the fire brigade.
He was angry and angry, and he ignored the slightest joy. When he asked her what she was doing here, she said nonchalantly that she was here to make love.
Then he was really angry!
It seems that everything is under her control, she comes when she wants, and she leaves when she wants
as soon as we meet.
She rushed forward again in a hurry, trying to heal this year with desire.
He was disgusted at the time and lost his temper.
And last night, she said that she would never come to him again and let him find another woman.
At that moment, he really panicked.
Desire is desire, at least don’t really break—
However, she was also colder than before on the bed. He provoked her, but she was unmoved.
He used her favorite method to accommodate her over and over again, and it worked. After finishing it, she would lean on the bed and smoke indifferently, as if she had just recruited a duck.
It's almost worth the money to humiliate him.
After hearing this, Lin Luxiao turned around to leave, but his aunt called him, "When I just left, I told her to come back to find a good time, the road is not easy to walk in snowy days, she said she might not come again, I think I think I should tell you, so as not to cause any misunderstanding between the two of you."
gone.
The cold wind stood outside the door, the branches danced wildly, and large flakes of snowflakes fell from the sky.
Auntie went to close the door, muttering: "It's snowing again."
In the depression picture.
The man was walking in the snow, his steps were steady, his back was tall and slumped.
Let's stop loving in the next life, it hurts.
…
Back in Beixun, the e-sports project was launched, and the script was written by an author named Nanxuan - "I Heard You in Time".
Nan Chu's audition went well.
She was the first actor chosen by the entire crew, just because the author of the original work liked her very much.
Later she knew that the girl's name was Su Zhan.
The two hit it off right away, and they sat and chatted together after a break on the set. Even if they didn't chat, they could sit quietly. She read her book, and she stared at her blankly, as if they were old friends who had known each other for many years.
Later, she found that Su Zhan and the handsome boss of the game company in the crew seemed a bit "sick".
This stems from her nearly one year of vocational training.
During the days of training in the United States, I have indeed grown a lot. It seems that I suddenly realized that I have a certain understanding of emotional control and character portrayal. At the same time, I am particularly good at grasping the details of characters.
Neither the handsome boss of the game company nor Su Zhan's small expressions escaped her eyes.
However, Su Zhan also confessed to her that the two of them had a relationship.
Nan Chu wasn't surprised at all, but seeing that Xu Jiayan could always think of Lin Luxiao, the two of them didn't look alike, and their personalities were also far apart, Xu Jiayan tended to be lazy, while Lin Luxiao was a bit more wicked, wearing a military uniform. Abstinence.
But I can think of her captain.
The captain who yelled at her when he left.
The actress in the group was infatuated with the boss of the game company all day long, and she was too active to even send a cervical spine sticker, but she still prefers the captain, who is resolute and has a sense of security.
Su Zhan said that she was very envious of her and felt that she lived a free and easy life.
She shook her head with a smile, all the free and easy was pretending, before meeting that person.
The group is filming a night scene.
The two lay on the grass looking at the stars, and when they talked about professional prejudice, Su Zhan looked up at the stars and sighed: "We can't stop the worldly view, I think firefighters are pretty good, professional prejudice has long been It shouldn’t exist anymore, and the Great God was not understood by his family before, even though he is the idol of so many e-sports youths, his father thought he was not doing his job properly.”
Yes, there are many voices in this world that try to disturb our hearts. When you are in trouble, they step on a few feet mercilessly. They sarcasm, they laugh, they try to stomp you underfoot and look at your jokes sarcastically.
I hope that once you fall into hell, you will never turn over.
…
The end of the year is approaching, and the snow in Beixun does not stop, one game after another.
The world was frozen, the snow was thickly accumulated, and the branches were bent by the snow.
Nanchu and Su Zhan went to the Qingchan Temple before the New Year's Eve to seek Buddhahood for themselves.
Buddhist and Taoist temples have a particularly large number of people at the end of the year, and Jiublin Mountain is full of believers who come to pray for the New Year.
The two girls were dressed in simple and plain clothes, brushing past passers-by in a hurry.
"Do you come here often?" Su Zhan asked.
Nan Chu shook his head, "It used to be often, but now I'm busy with filming, once a month, I come up to listen to meditation."
"What can meditation do?"
Nan Chu smiled, "Jingxin, I was scolded before, and my heart was restless. I always wanted to find a place to vent, otherwise I would get breast cancer easily."
Su Zhan stared at her towering breasts.
"Are you mad at me?"
Nan Chu laughed even more heartily, "No, to be honest, I can't punish myself for other people's mistakes, but I really calmed down a lot after listening to the meditation. The master who taught me Zen is very good. If you have any depressed things Son, you can also talk to him. I will take you to meet later."
Talking and laughing all the way, we soon reached the top of Nine Blind Mountain.
There are many people offering incense in the temple.
Nan Chu took Su Zhan to light the incense, then turned to find the host.
Then I met Shen Mu in Qingchan's backyard.
The suit is well-cut and well-constructed.
Nan Chu glanced down and wanted to turn sideways, but was stopped by Shen Mu.
Although Nan Chu was wearing a mask, he still recognized it at a glance.
"You wait."
Nan Chu stopped, "Brother Mu."
There are not many people who can enter the backyard, and the environment is quiet, with a censer burning in the middle, emitting green smoke, no one in front or behind, and a green leaf behind.
Shen Mu put his hands in his pockets, looked at her and said, "Lu Xiao is back."
"oh."
Nan Chu brushed past him, and said to Su Zhan behind him, "Let's go, Zhan."