"I hope you understand, unless I die, I will not let go."
When he said this, the determination in Lin Luxiao's eyes deeply hurt Nan Yueru, that person also told her that in the rainy day back then.
"I won't budge," he said.
How firm he was when he said that at the time, and how heartless he was when he left later, Nan Yueru found it ridiculous, "Do I think I will believe you?"
Lin Luxiao turned to look out of the window, the rain was getting bigger and bigger, like a net that wove the sky, trapping them, he turned his head again, stared at Nan Yueru, and smiled very faintly.
"Nan Chu just trust me."
Nan Yueru's eyes were exceptionally calm, "I don't agree with you being together."
Lin Luxiao remained silent.
Nan Yueru said: "Yes, I didn't take care of her much since I was a child, but after all, she is my daughter. As a mother, I have to say the last sentence about major life events. There is only one reason for my disagreement. She loves her too much. you."
What kind of reason is this, Lin Luxiao frowned.
Nan Yueru: "And in your heart, the country, or her, you choose one."
Lin Luxiao remained silent.
"I can't choose, right?" Nan Yueru folded her arms and snorted, "Isn't it true that soldiers are like this? They can talk better than anyone else, but the country really has something to do. I don't want to be the first to abandon my wife." To evaluate your professionalism, sorry, I am a mother, I have to think about her for the rest of my life, if I really go on like this with you, I am afraid that she will not be able to get out in this life."
Suddenly, a low and heavy voice came from behind.
"Yueru, you are too extreme."
The two looked back in unison. Outside the door stood a figure with his hands behind his back. The man took two steps, and his old and kind face gradually became clear.
Lin Luxiao stood up, "Dad."
Lin Qingyuan waved at him, walked to the seat next to him and sat down, glanced at Nan Yueru who was silent on the opposite side, and rarely heard him jokingly say: "Hey, does foreign water support people? It doesn't grow old at all. .”
Nan Yueru snorted, "Why are you here?"
Lin Qingyuan glanced at Lin Luxiao, quite resentful, but he said to Nan Yueru: "We haven't seen each other for more than ten years, don't you need to stretch my face like this?"
Nan Yueru showed no mercy, "It would be polite not to kick you."
Lin Qingyuan told her back with a word, turned his head and said to his son, deliberately said: "This is your Aunt Nan, who used to be in the art troupe with your mother. It’s over, anyway, we don’t want to see us old guys anymore.”
It was rare for Lin Luxiao to see Lin Qingyuan like this, looking back and forth at Nan Yueru with a smile in his eyes.
Nan Yueru was in a hurry, "Are you confused? You said something nonsense."
Lin Qingyuan sighed, the past was slowly revealed in the night.
That year when the art troupe went to the countryside for a performance, it happened that Lin Qingyuan and Nan Chu's father were serving in the army.
Nan Yueru met Nan Chu's father when she was smoking on the rooftop.
Compared to Mother Lin who was lively and cute, Nan Yueru was a little silent. She always frowned, with countless thoughts on her brows.
The two ran into each other several times while smoking on the roof, but they didn't speak.
Until one day, Nan Yueru found out that there was no more flint, so she borrowed fire from the man who leaned against the wall and smoked silently. The man glanced at her, but ignored her. The desire to conquer.
Just as she was about to speak, she heard the man say, "What kind of cigarettes do women smoke?"
Nan Yueru was naturally dissatisfied, and fought with him every time she came and went, finding fault with him everywhere, openly and secretly, at first she was finding fault, and later she was purely finding fault with him.
They were all young, and the man was aloof at first, so he was really unmoved, but after a show ended, a young man in the team was ready to make a move, which aroused him.
It happened in the haystack for the first time. It was ridiculous to say it. The man regretted it a little after he finished it. It happened too fast, so he should bear it.
But Nan Yueru was calmer than him, and she said that she didn't need him to take any responsibility, anyway, she just treated it as a dewy relationship, and maybe she didn't know anyone she met in the future.
The man is angry.
They didn't look for her for a long time, and the two fell into an inexplicable and strange atmosphere of cold war, until the day before Nan Yueru left the team, Nan Yueru went to look for him again.
That time last night I lay on the ground looking at the stars.
The man heard her news from nowhere, smoking a cigarette, and suddenly told her, let her wait for him, he will work hard to get ahead, earn money, and help her pay off the family's debts, and marry her back home .
Nanyueru's family lives in the countryside, and she has an older brother who was doing business in the city at first, but was tricked by someone, who directly lost all the family property and owed a whole lot of debts. At that time, Nanyueru was almost taken away by her father and elder brother. to pay off debts.
Her mother rescued her despite her father's beatings, and it happened that the art troupe came to their school to recruit soldiers. A teacher in the yard liked Nan Yueru very much, and it was rare to see this girl's spiritual energy in a hundred years. She recommends it.
It got better after joining the army. My brother and father didn't dare to arrest people casually, but the fifth brother would come to ask her for money. At that time, Lin Luxiao's mother helped her a lot secretly, and Nan Yueru knew about it. Afterwards, he yelled loudly, and was directly scolded and cried.
When Lin Qingyuan saw Nan Yueru, he wanted to be picked up and beaten up.
The man's promise at that time really moved her, and she almost shed tears.
She asked him when he would be able to make a comeback.
The man took a puff of cigarette and said, "Soon, there will be news soon, and then I will come to the Art Troupe to find you."
Nan Yueru happily went back to the army and waited and waited.
After waiting for half a year, the man finally came to her, but what he said was to ask her to wait a little longer, because there was a sudden accident over there.
After repeated questioning by her, she learned that the accident was that he was the one who was originally scheduled to leave the team, but in the end it was replaced by Lin Qingyuan.
Speaking of this matter so far, Lin Qingyuan knows that he can't keep his mouth shut. At that time, his father-in-law only gave him half a year to prove himself. When his brother finally decided to give him the quota, he also said, "You are in a hurry, first close to you.
At that time, Lin Qingyuan didn't know anything about his brother and Nan Yueru. If he knew what happened later, he would definitely not take that spot.
This is owed.
After Nan Yueru learned about it, she lost her temper on the spot, and finally asked disheartenedly: "In front of you soldiers, isn't it, one country, two brothers, three parents, and four wives?"
The man smiled wryly, didn't say anything else, just coaxed her to wait.
The first wait was another half a year. At that time, Nan Yueru was framed and expelled from the art troupe because of her sharpness. Lin Luxiao's mother asked someone to find a relationship, so she retained her military membership, but was discharged from the art troupe as an ordinary soldier.
The disheartened Nan Yueru returned to school, just at the time when there were four famous film crews casting roles at the school.
She won the favor of the director in one fell swoop by virtue of her beautiful appearance and a pair of aura eyes, which is a blessing in disguise.
After another two years, the man left the team and his debts were paid off, but he didn't mention marriage anymore because he was dissatisfied with her career.
Although they shared the same bed every night and had different hearts, Nan Yueru finally broke up after a happy ending.
The man responded in silence.
Finally he said indifferently, "Okay."
Nan Yue came out of his house overnight packed up, carrying a suitcase, and stood at the street corner, filled with hatred. How much she loved this man before, how much she hated him at that moment. She wished she could pick up the knife and go back to chop him up.
In the same year, at the age of twenty-six, Nan Yueru was pregnant with Nan Chu.
In fact, before that, Nan Yueru was pregnant once. Because of the unstable fetal position, she had a few cold-water night scenes. She developed a high fever that night and went directly to the hospital. When she woke up again, the baby was gone.
She didn't tell him about it, it's gone, so what if she knew about it? There is no way to recover, and some are just one more person who adds to the sadness.
On the day she found out she was pregnant, she went straight to the hospital and waited for the operation.
The doctor who performed the surgery had been with her for more than ten years, and she was given a day to sit on the hospital bed and consider whether to keep the child.
When Nan Chu was born, Nan Yueru suffered from postpartum depression and suffered from bipolar disorder. She smoked a pack of cigarettes in the ward all day long, and lost her temper easily over the slightest things. Later, she was sent abroad for treatment.
Before Nanchu was sensible, he hadn't seen his mother much.
When she was born, she regretted that Nan Chu looked too much like that person. As she grew older, those eyes were exactly the same. She wished she could dig them out. Once, she accidentally closed her eyes, and Nan Chu was in pain. I had to cry loudly, and from then on I was very afraid of my mother's identity, and I was afraid when I saw her.
Nan Yueru didn't care.
Because her condition is getting worse and worse, she is getting more and more irritable, and the psychiatrist's treatment of her countless times has aroused her boredom. Many times, she would want to strangle Nan Chu to death and jump off the building by herself.
When I learned that the man died.
Nan Yueru fell into a breakdown and almost jumped off the stairs. The manager asked someone to nail the window to death, and took her back to a foreign country and locked her up.
When Nan Chu was six years old, Lin Qingyuan came to her with a letter.
In their words, it is a suicide note.
Nan Yueru thought it was funny, she stared at the suicide note and laughed for a long time, there was despair in that smile, but pity in vain, but she never shed a tear.
She was torn to pieces immediately, torn into powder, and yelled angrily: "Get lost!"
The suicide note that was not read at the beginning.
Today Lin Qingyuan brought her here again, crumpled and crumpled, he took it out of his pocket and flattened it for her: "I glued it up and kept it in the drawer, I think I'd better bring it here for you. "
Lin Qingyuan coughed dryly, "If you don't read it, I'll read it to you."
Nan Yueru snatched it over and said unceremoniously, "Get lost."
Lin Qingyuan said: "He left quite simply and without pain. You two have not looked for him since we broke up. He kept telling me that you have a bad mouth but a good heart."
Nan Yueru: "Shut up!"
Lin Qingyuan nodded, "Okay, let's go first, take your time. Cry if you want to cry, don't hold it back, as you get older, it's easy to go wrong."
After speaking, he glanced at Lin Luxiao and signaled to leave.
Nan Yueru suddenly called out to him: "What's wrong with her?"
Lin Qingyuan didn't turn his head back, and his voice was flat: "Let's go, ten years ago or nine years ago, my memory is not good, so I called you, your assistant said you were on vacation abroad, so I didn't call again."
Nan Yueru smiled: "Both of you are not good people."
Lin Qingyuan nodded with his back to her, "Fortunately, my son doesn't follow me, but his mother. Lu Xiao, let's go."
Lin Luxiao leaned over to Nan Yueru and followed her.
Leaving her alone in a daze.
…
The rain outside was getting heavier, and with the slanting wind blowing densely, the hazy yellow streetlights were intertwined into a net.
When the two of them reached the door, Secretary Zhang came up and helped him into the car. Lin Qingyuan didn't say anything more, and waved to him, "Go back, I told you Uncle Meng, when you come back from Lushan, you can go straight to the car." Report back to the detachment."
Lin Luxiao nodded calmly, "Yes."
The car started and disappeared into the rain. He stood there for a while before pulling on the hat of Chong Fengyi to pick up the car.
He got into the car and didn't leave in a hurry. He leaned against the driver's seat and looked at the window of the restaurant. The light was still on, and the woman in the seat didn't leave.
Lin Luxiao lowered the car window, and the slanting wind and rain fell on the edge of the window. He lowered his head and lit a cigarette at the flickering flames, then leaned back on the chair and threw the lighter into the duty box.
He stared at the person in the window.
Squinting, exhaling the smoke, and continuing to smoke.
After a while, Lin Luxiao went to touch the phone in his pocket, the screen slid for a while, and stopped on Nan Chu's name.
This note has been changed many times.
At first it was a film about a stinky girl, then it was an annoying girl, and then it was a little girl. After the two broke up, he deleted it for a while without a number, and then saved it back in Lushan—a dead girl, until he got his certificate a few days ago and changed it to a regular At the beginning of Nanchu, both of them were embarrassed.
The other side answered quickly, with a crisp voice: "Husband."
Lin Luxiao felt numb when he heard it, "Well, have you eaten yet?"
Nan Chu was still eating, his mouth was bulging and he probably stuffed a lot, and he didn't forget to talk to him, "I just slept for a while before eating."
"Cold food?" He frowned.
Nan Chu: "It's overheated, you haven't come back yet?"
Lin Luxiao put his hands on the window sill, he was a little lazy, and his eyes were still on the window. The woman in the shop suddenly covered her face and cried bitterly. He squinted slightly and started the car.
"came back."
Nan Chu said obediently, "Well, I'll wait for you."
The car starts off.
Passing by a flower shop on the way, Lin Luxiao stopped the car and rushed in. The lady in the flower shop looked at the tall and handsome man in the jacket in front of her, and greeted him warmly: "Buy flowers?"
Lin Luxiao murmured, picked and picked for a long time, and finally saw a similar flower at home in the corner. Nanchu pointed it out to him in the afternoon, and he raised his hand: "What kind of flower is that?"
The lady smiled and replied, "This is a forget-me-not."
Lin Luxiao frowned: "Isn't there something about flower language?"
Although I don't understand it very well, I always feel that there is such a thing.
Miss Sister: "The flower language of forget-me-not is eternal love."
…
In the restaurant, Nanyue cried loudly, the paper in her hand was pressed under her arm, and the scalding tears continued to smear the thin paper.
The handwriting on the paper was vigorous and powerful.
"You always ask me why I became a soldier. You believe me when I say it is to protect the country, but you don't believe it when I say it is to protect you. After all, there is always a little tacit understanding between us. You blame me and hate me, and you always feel I put other things in front of you, I can't throw them away, it's a man's loyalty, but you and I never thought about throwing it away, it's a man's tenderness, it's okay to think about it later, you leave me , I can work harder for the country and the people without any scruples.
I also complained, blamed you for not being willing to commit yourself to me for the sake of fame and fortune, blamed you for not giving up those glitz, I was dissatisfied with your profession, but so what, I finally compromised with myself.
However, you killed our child.
You acted like I didn't know, I still kept your laboratory test form in the drawer, I was so angry and hated at that time, I wanted to strangle you to death. But you didn't mention this matter in front of me, pretending nothing happened, that's what made me chill. You said that the night you broke up, I think it's fine if we break up, and we will never live together again.
But this year the team wrote the suicide note, let me think about it, I should write it to you, most likely this letter will not reach your hands, if Qingyuan can find it, most likely he will be able to find this letter.
I bought a ring the year before last and wanted to propose to you, booked a restaurant and ordered flowers, but was temporarily recruited back by the team. I felt very guilty when I saw your disappointed expression at the time, but after the disappointment, you didn’t I found out, but you breathed a sigh of relief. You are afraid that I will propose marriage, and you don't know how to answer it right
Your ambitions have become bigger and bigger these years, and you are no longer satisfied with the fame and fortune in front of you. You are just afraid. If I really propose marriage, you may not necessarily agree. I thought at that time, why bother you in vain? .
You resent me for not proposing, but you haven't asked yourself if you really want to marry me.
For this matter, I asked Qingyuan for help several times. He always suggested that I have a frank and honest talk with you, but you are getting busier and busier. Every time I call you, you are either abroad or on the set. I want to see you. Still difficult.
That's all, so now, I don't understand you, and you don't forgive me, so why bother to pester each other, I just want to tell you.
In the future, if you marry a woman, you have to change your temper, so that a woman can be more delicate and a man can be hurt.
Forget it, except for me, no one can stand your bad temper.
When you miss me... Forget it, don't miss me, I won't appear in front of you if you miss me, just to worry, if I can see that Meng Po when I get off the bridge, I will ask her for a bowl of soup, I let you drink it in my dreams at night, and gave us all the past.
I can feel relieved when I leave.
There are some things that I couldn’t say to you when I was alive, and I won’t say them when I’m dead. Therefore, there is no sentence you want to hear, and there is only one sentence. Take care of your health and don’t come to see me too early.
Otherwise, I won't talk to you either.
If there is a next life, I will still be a soldier. If you meet me, you should take a detour. "
If it was said that Lin Qingyuan had forged this letter, Nan Yueru would never believe it. The tone between the lines was the man's usual tone, so the two of them really had to explain their misunderstanding.
She sat on the seat, crying and laughing for a while, and crushing the paper for a while, because the words were full of slack and wanted her to beat him, but she felt that this was the real him, and she spread it out again, fingers The creases were gently brushed nostalgicly.
She was like crazy, crying and laughing, wiping away her tears, and clutching tightly the last thing he left in this world.
…
When Lin Luxiao went back, Nan Chu was kneeling at his desk writing something on the floor.
Hearing the voice, he didn't raise his head, buried his head and continued to write, and said casually, "Are you back?"
The man hummed, put down the things in his hand, walked over to hug her, put her in his arms, bowed his head and kissed her, "What are you writing?"
Nan Chu hid the manuscript behind her back, raised her head and kissed him back: "I'll show you next time."
Lin Luxiao smiled, and hugged her horizontally. His field of vision suddenly widened. Nan Chu discovered the New World, and pointed at the table: "Hey, hey, hey!!! What is that?"
Lin Luxiao carried her over and put her on the table, Nan Chu reached out to pick up the bouquet of blue flowers, "You bought me flowers?"
Lin Luxiao circled her on the table and kissed her a little bit, humming.
Nan Chu was so excited, "I thought you didn't bother to give these away."
Lin Luxiao went to untie her pajamas, and whispered: "Passing by, it seems that I haven't delivered it yet, so I just bought it."
Nan Chu embraced happily, "I want to open a flower shop, okay?"
He raised his eyes slightly, pinched her earlobe with his fingers, and rubbed it lightly, which made Nan Chu feel distracted for a while, and then he heard him whisper in his ear: "It's up to you."
"I also want to hire a florist to teach flower arrangement in the store every day."
"Anything is fine." He kept moving his hands, and whispered something in her ear with a low smile.
Nan Chu punched him, causing him to move even more. Nan Chu was made to gasp, and finally cried and begged for mercy.
…
On the second day after Lin Luxiao returned to the team, Nan Yueru called Nanchu and asked her to bring her ID card to find her.
Nan Yueru took her directly to the real estate transfer center, where she was greeted by a special person, and took the two of them up to the second floor.
Before Nan Chu could react, the staff threw a bunch of information forms to her. Nan Yueru gave her the real estate certificate. Nan Chu seemed to understand a little bit, and reached out to stop Nan Yueru: "Mom, what are you doing?"
Nanyue threw it away calmly, her voice still cold: "The villa in the western suburbs will be transferred to you, and there will be a few equity transfer bookmarks for you later."
"I've bought a house, Mom."
Nan Yueru looked at her, she was much calmer than before, not so indifferent, at least she had warmth, "You bought a house and ran out of money, right? That kid can support you with that little salary? Don't be reduced to Pick up those bags of yours and sell them."
Nan Chu contacted Yan Dai before the battle and really planned to dispose of the bags in her hand at a low price. It was not for money, even if she kept them, she always felt that these things were a bit of an eyesore at home. Sometimes Lin Luxiao would stand in front of those bags. Staring at the front for a long time.
He can't recognize all the women's brands, but he can recognize a few. Some bags are worth his salary for several years. Nan Chu is afraid that he will think too much, thinking that he will deal with it when he returns to Lushan.
Their life is just as good without these things.
Nan Chu said: "I don't need these, I just have him."
Nan Yueru was taken aback for a moment, and then calmed down, "I know you won't need it, so prepare it first. I'm going back to the United States in a few days, and it's useless to keep the things here. I'll leave it to you. How do you deal with it?" Deal with it, that kid's family is not poor, his father kept all the things he picked and searched for the two sons, anyway, I'll give you these, so don't let people look down on you."
"Mom, why are you suddenly?"
It was obviously so intense last time in the film and television city.
Nan Yueru suddenly stared at her forehead with deep eyes, "Does it still hurt?"
Nan Chu understood, shook his head, "Okay."
Nan Yueru nodded and stopped talking, even if she understood a little in her heart, but those words of remorse would never be said by Nan Yueru.
She would rather transfer all the property rights in her hands to Nan Chu, but she is not willing to say sorry to her for neglecting her all these years. This is her stubbornness and pride.
She always thought she was right.
When I went to see him after that day, she also said, "We both made mistakes, and you can't blame me entirely. I was young at the time, and I was fascinated by fame and fortune, but you just blamed me, blamed me, and never thought of getting me out of that place." out of place."
She sniffled, full of compassion: "That kid is different, I'm not here, Nan Chu depends on him to take care of him, Nan Chu made a mistake, he taught her to correct it, Nan Chu left, he just waited, you, I made a mistake, you blame me for being so Utilitarianism, I say break up, you say yes, we take this step, no one will complain, you are right, let's make a detour in the next life."
After she said this, she put down a bunch of white chrysanthemums in her hand and walked away.
After walking two steps, the mountain wind blew, accompanied by the faint fragrance, which seemed to wake her up. She stood up straight, raised her head and sniffed, then turned back to his grave, and said fiercely: "You think so beautifully!" , I'm still pestering you."
The words fell, the wind picked up, and the fallen leaves fluttered down layer by layer. The photo on the monument was handsome and handsome, with a gentle smile.
The expression seemed to say - yes.
The golden leaves fluttered in front of the tombstone.
You wait for me.
…
This month, Lin Luxiao received a call from Nanchu just after training, and before the call was picked up, the little girl was crying loudly on the other end of the phone, which made his eyebrows twitch in fright: "What's wrong?"
Nan Chu was extremely sad: "Auntie is here again! I'm not pregnant again."
Lin Luxiao rubbed the bridge of his nose, let out a long breath, and comforted him, "There's no rush."
Nan Chu: "We came so frequently last time, and we haven't conceived yet, do you think I will really give birth!!!"
Lin Luxiao's temples throbbed and hurt, "I didn't check it, you are fine."
Nan Chu suddenly remembered, "No, you haven't checked it!"
Lin Luxiao twitched his lips, "What do you want to say?"
Hearing his cold voice, Nan Chu shivered, and hurriedly said: "Husband, I'm not saying you can't do it, I mean, we'd better go check it out."
Lin Luxiao sneered: "I think you are free."
Afraid that he would be really angry, Nan Chu quickly called her husband a few times to curry favor with him, "Next time you come back, let's check together, okay?"
Even though Lin Luxiao wanted to get angry, when he got off the train and saw someone flung himself into his arms softly and tenderly, it was as if a basin of cold water had been poured on his head, and he immediately became wilted, and couldn't help but hug her.
Then she coaxed and tricked her to the hospital for a series of infertility and genital examinations.
Lin Luxiao sat in the doctor's office with a blue face, and Nan Chu poked his face curiously to see the test report clutched in the doctor's hand, as well as several color Doppler ultrasounds. When the photo was taken like this, it was still pinched in the doctor's hand, so Nan Chu felt a little blushing looking at it.
"How?" Nan Chu glanced at Lin Luxiao and asked the doctor.
The doctor turned everything around and pushed his glasses, "Very good, your husband is fine. Both of you are fine, don't worry too much, it depends on the opportunity to have a child. And you are still so young, you won't be born in a few years. Urgent."
Nan Chu hesitated and said, "But my husband is getting old."
The doctor glanced at the handsome guy beside him, "It's not that big."
Nan Chu: "I heard that when a man reaches 30, his quality is not as good as before."
The doctor rolled his eyes: "Don't force it too much, children born at thirty-five have wise decisions, it depends on the individual."
Lin Luxiao sat on the seat with a sneer.
After leaving the courtyard, he carried someone in, "I'm getting older, and the quality is not as good as before? It seems that you are not satisfied with my recent performance."
All the grievances turned into hard work at night, endless.
…
Half a year later, Lin Luxiao's dispatch documents were officially issued, and he officially left the team on December 31. On January 1, he returned to a team in the western suburbs of Beixun City to report.
And December 30th is the annual Golden Emperor Film Festival Awards Ceremony.
Nan Chu became famous in the streets and alleys with the role of Liu Yingying in "The Wind and Cloud in Beijing", and attended as a nominated guest of the Golden Emperor Film Festival.
That night, media reporters surrounded the red carpet. Under the continuous flashing lights, Nan Chu was escorted into the awards ceremony by her agent assistant. There were actually her fans outside the venue, holding a few fluorescent boards and shouting loudly. with her name.
"Nanchu! Nanchu!"
At the waiting area, she saw Yan Dai, who was eating a piece of bread with reluctance, and when she saw her coming, she greeted her, "You are finally here."
Nan Chu laughed softly: "What's wrong?"
Yan Dai rolled her eyes and pointed her chin to the other side. Nan Chu looked over and saw a tall actress standing over there, who seemed to be a new actress. Nan Chu didn't understand, and said with a smile: "Hey, we are all old artists. Are you still competing with these young rookies?"
Yan Dai snorted, "That girl looks exactly like you, she even imitated her clothes, I thought it was you when I saw her back, she walked over to say hello, she frightened me to death when she turned around, her face froze Yes, should you not?"
Nan Chu has almost stopped taking plays recently, and doesn't care much about the affairs in the circle, all her heart is devoted to her flower shop.
In this circle, there are so many people coming and going, how many people can be remembered.
In the beginning, she was hacked and scolded by others. At that time, would you have thought that there are still people who have plastic surgery like her today
It's kind of funny when you think about it.
So when I was waiting in the background, I was bored to use my mobile phone to search for the photo of the female star and downloaded it, put my own photo together and sent it to Lin Luxiao, "Husband, which one is me?"
There was no training in the team at night, and the soldiers sat in a circle on the grass to give him a farewell party.
Lin Luxiao was sitting on the grass with his legs bent, his hands resting on his knees, and he was listening intently to the recruits reading to him when the phone in his pocket vibrated. He took it out and recognized it immediately.
"left."
Nan Chu: "Excellent."
In fact, it doesn't look quite like it if you look closely, but after the photo is p-added and fogged, the angle of a side face is almost exactly the same. Even when she looked at it herself, she was a little dazed, but he didn't expect him to recognize it at a glance.
Lin Luxiao was too familiar with her, and his woman would never admit a mistake.
The two chatted for a while, and Nan Chu said, "They're holding a meeting for you. Listen carefully. I have to go in. See you tomorrow."
"See you tomorrow."
…
About half an hour passed.
Lin Luxiao's phone vibrated again, he took it out and looked at it, this time it was Yan Dai who sent a short video.
He clicked.
It should have been filmed at the awards ceremony. Several film clips of the nominated actors flashed on the big screen, almost in a flash. The last one was "The Romance of Beijing" performed by Nan Chu.
He watched half of the movie and didn't watch it anymore.
I have to say, his wife looks so damn charming in a cheongsam.
"The winner of the 38th Golden Emperor Award for Best Actress is—" the screen presented the award to Ms. Cao Ting, the veteran artist of the 28th Best Actress. Body, suddenly raised the volume, "Nan Chu!"
Thunderous applause.
There was a burst of screams, the off-screen live broadcast drove the atmosphere, and the fans cheered loudly. The scene was really shocking.
Lin Luxiao watched carefully.
Nan Chu got up and hugged everyone around him one by one.
The 21-year-old girl dragged a red mermaid skirt and walked slowly onto the stage. The stage lights reflected her white back muscles, and the dress had a thin stubble on the back, revealing her deep spine.
The skirt fluttered behind her, and she stood on the stage, the scene was too beautiful to behold.
The hair on the forehead is blowing with the wind.
Nan Chu took the trophy, turned around and stood still in front of the microphone, bent slightly, and smiled generously, showing white teeth, with a dimple around his mouth, and his eyes were brighter than moonlight at this moment, shining with water.
"Thank you." The voice was clear.
Everyone waited with bated breath.
She smiled and stopped suddenly, "Would you be surprised if I say now that I'm married?"
There was an uproar in the audience, the hosts and guests covered their mouths in shock, and the audience in the audience exploded!
She bowed her head and smiled, "Yes, I'm married."
Fans scream.
Nan Chu smiled calmly, "I haven't thought about this award. I thought it would be a cutscene. Yan Dai should know that I haven't actually taken any dramas recently. I was planning to hold a press conference in a few days to talk about my withdrawal. The team It’s also disbanding, I didn’t expect it to be so sudden tonight, so let’s just take this opportunity to say, I still like acting, it’s just that I have something I like more.”
It was like breaking news. The reporters and the media inside and outside the venue were all ready to move, and it was as if they had caught the big news.
Nan Chu still smiled lightly, she was too calm.
She was so calm that people thought it was just a joke, but she never thought that in fact, she had written these words thousands of times on paper, and she was waiting to say them publicly to everyone one day.
"Actually, the love affair was made public once. At that time, some people attacked him, saying that he was the worst soldier. They transferred all their malice towards me to him and his father. At that time, they dared not speak up. Well, the more you talk, the more chaotic you get, and the more you talk, the more you get caught. At that time, I chose to remain silent and let the public opinion pass.”
She smiled and continued: "His father was admitted to the hospital in anger. He was really scared at the time. If something happened to me, how would I face him in the future? I ran away as a coward and went to the United States to go to school. I didn’t dare to speak for half a year, and I always wore a mask and hat when I went out to avoid being recognized, and every time I read that sentence, the worst type of troops is like a knife piercing my heart.”
"I once participated in a show. I don't know why. That show was not aired in the end. I heard that investors pulled the show. It was a firefighting show. If you have a chance, I think you can go and find out. Whether it is rotten or not, they are all Chinese soldiers, they are silently doing construction, there will be sacrifices, it is all for us, I say this, and I don’t need anyone’s apology. More responsibility and less violence."
Speaking of which.
Suddenly there was thunderous applause from the audience.
Lin Luxiao squeezed the phone, buried his head lower, his eyes were slightly hot, he raised his head to endure it, and Zhao Guo who was beside him found out, thought he was moved by the current atmosphere, and hugged him on the shoulder as if to comfort him.
Lin Luxiao lowered his head again, and the girl in the long mermaid skirt on the screen smiled brightly.
"Say this to my husband." She said: "Go and guard the country, and I will guard you."
Even the audience off the court were moved to the point of tears.
Lin Luxiao suddenly pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled. He smiled, and suddenly felt his face turn cold. He reached out to wipe it, but he didn't feel anything. He wiped it and turned off the video.
The night sky hangs high, the stars dazzle the eyes.
They met at the best age and reunited at the most appropriate age.
Maybe it was lost, but it didn't diverge after all.
Through thousands of miles, thousands of miles, clouds and fog, every one is you.
In the clouds, apart from that layer of fire, it is the most beautiful scenery I have ever seen.
The glory of my life is you.