At this moment, Mo Zhengyan was sitting in the box, but as if he was not here, but with her voice, he entered the torrent of those years together, and felt the past youthful years, wrapped in the white mist. After being gently peeled off by her, it became clearer and clearer.
"Zhou Suhe formally entered the Zhou clan at the age of 24, and I graduated from college. We once said that we would follow him to the Chou clan when I graduated from college. When I was still in college, he had already dealt with the company's affairs. At that time, we still had a few friends and formed a small team, Fan Haiyang, Du Yu, and others, Du Yu, you met, just before in Fangguan, he also got together."
"They always praise me for being very clever, and there are endless ideas. I sometimes think so. Even Sukh said that if I were not there to help, then everything might not be so smooth."
"Although I have helped a lot, he has also taught a lot."
"From the age of 22 to 19, four years in college, I just accumulate slowly, slowly run in, and slowly realize that I have not fallen, but I can always get up. I like to go straight to do things. , Until the end, I will never admit defeat or compromise."
"When Zhou Suhe did things, he would imagine various situations and be organized. During those days, if he hadn't reminded him to refute my point of view, then I would not have understood that much. When I was out of school, I already had Part of the more work experience of others is through him."
"At the end of the semester of the sophomore year, I went out with my classmates to save my classmates. I was bitten by a snake. I was okay. I was fine, but from then on I started to be afraid of snakes. I have nightmares at night."
"In my junior year, he borrowed all the books about snakes in the library. I was scared many times by him, but he didn't give up. He even bought a snake and showed it to me. It really broke down during that period. , In the end slowly, I am not so afraid of snakes."
"At that time, I set off to Huixian and ran into a snake on the way. I probably had been trained before, so I was really not afraid of it. I probably got the courage to practice like this."
When she said this, Mo Zhengyan suddenly thought of the scene that shocked him. He was still surprised at the time. How could she have such courage, there was a reason.
"The freshman year, I just entered school, and Xiangwan was not in the same department. There was influenza in Haicheng that year. It was very serious. My classmates were infected with the germs, and I was also infected. I was isolated in the hospital. At that time, I was in a panic. No, so did I. But the next day he was isolated in the hospital, he was also admitted to the hospital. In fact, he was not sick, but he just wanted to live in, pretending to be a cough, and was also isolated."
"Later, I didn't fall ill, but he was really sick. He was in poor health since he was a child, and of course he couldn't resist when he was in the hospital. Fortunately, we were all healed in the end and nothing happened."
"I thought I couldn't enter Haida for the third year of high school, but later I was admitted. You said that I am smart. No matter how good an ordinary person is, I can't pass the exam just because I have done one month's papers. But without him I probably won’t pass the paper that Xiang Wan sent."
"On the way out of high school, I was detained. It was dark that day. He had been waiting for me to pick me up from school, but he encountered a robber. He also pushed me away to let me go first and fight the robbers himself. "
"After this incident, throughout the high school, he worked hard to exercise, never let me walk the night alone at night, nor let Xiang Wan be alone."
Song Qiyue continued year after year, like a gear of time, turning back and forth one circle after another. Mo Zhengyan still listened silently, but his breathing became longer and slower, every time he smoked Time, it is getting deeper and deeper.
From university to high school, from high school to middle school, and from middle school to elementary school.
"When I was a child, the school invited parents to hold a parent-teacher meeting. My mother died early, and only Aunt Jun came. Because the uncle was too busy, it was too late for my aunt to attend Xiangwan's parent-teacher meeting. Later, the classmates began to joke I, I was not convinced, quarreled with them, and then fought, where I have beaten boys. Zhou Suhe found out, and immediately went to them to settle the account."
"He was very thin when he was a child. Because he was always sick, he couldn't beat those male classmates. In the end, he had a blue nose and swollen face. I saw him and knew it. He was scolded by the family. After that, he started to get up early every day, Pull me to exercise together."
"My interest is only three minutes of enthusiasm, and I don't want to continue after that, but he persists. Even if the doctor says he is not suitable for exercise because he is still too weak, he just persisted. I asked him why he did it. , He said, if you encounter this kind of thing in the future, he must call it back for me."
"My mother passed away during the summer vacation in the third grade of elementary school. I never went out for a summer vacation. I have been reading books at home. He took me to his house and told me that he had a lot of books at home, which I could read forever. Don’t worry about it again.”
What she said is not hurried, all that is remote and unfamiliar, but it is extraordinarily clear, as if not from her mouth, but shown in front of Mo Zhengyan's eyes. There are so many memories in her past life. Inside, filled with all the fragments, this life can no longer obliterate the past.
He took a puff of cigarette, and suddenly felt extremely bored, the feeling of suffocation was enough to suffocate.
"I think you also know that my mother gave birth to me without getting married. When I was six years old, my mother and I returned to my uncle's house. I always felt strange and I hated contact with them. In fact, I didn't Knowing them, even though I want to call them the uncle, the aunt, and even the auntie, they are all strangers to me."
"There are a lot of children at home who want to play together, but I don’t like to play with them. Zhou Suhe said, let’s play a game, and I don’t want to play with him either. Once I refuse, I still refuse twice, and there are many more. Four, five, six, seven or eight times, I can’t remember how many times there were. Until I felt he was bored, I agreed to play together."
"When I was young, I...I didn't like boys..." At this point, Song Qiyue's voice stopped, as if she couldn't continue. She endured it like this, but still continued. "I don't like playing with them..."
"Once, when I was playing hide-and-seek blindfolded, my handkerchief covered my eyes and I couldn’t see the road ahead. Those kids came to tease me. Just when I was about to fall, he grabbed my hand and helped. I'm..."
"It was he who held my hand, and later taught me to play games, and taught me not to dislike playing with those boys..."
There was a trembling in her voice, and he clearly noticed that the suffocation in her heart was no longer tolerable until this moment, so he shouted, "Enough!"
"Because my mother..." She continued to say, but was interrupted by his voice, and the word "Mother" disappeared.
The smoke in Mo Zhengyan's hand was burning, his eyes condensed, "That's enough!"
"I haven't finished yet!" Song Qiyue shouted. The courage in her heart was still flooding, but she had never had it before, I was afraid it would disappear in an instant.
"You don't need to say any more!" Mo Zhengyan interrupted her again, his voice was low, "I heard what you said!"
"I haven't finished yet!" Song Qiyue bit this sentence, but couldn't say it anymore.
"I don't have to say it anymore! I don't have time to listen to you to continue!" Mo Zhengyan yelled out loudly, Song Qiyue's heart throbbed, as if being scattered in the clouds, I don't know what to do Putting it together, how can we continue, in the end quietly, everything becomes empty.
"I understand what you mean by coming to me today, so you don't have to say it anymore." His breath calmed down, and then he said, "You don't need to come to me again, I will give you an answer."
Mo Zhengyan put down these words, he wiped out the smoke from his fingertips again, but he didn't burn another one. He stood up indifferently, shook his figure in front of her, and opened the door of the box. Qi Jian and He Sangsang had been waiting outside the door, as if they had been waiting for a long time.
"Ms. Mo." Qi Jian shouted, "Time has passed."
Mo Zhengyan's pace was certain. He looked forward, his eyes mixed with various emotions, and finally he lowered his eyes and walked away.
Qi Jian and He Sangsang also nodded to her in the box, and then followed.
Song Qiyue was still sitting at the dining table. She was motionless, but there were a few steaming dishes in front of her. She didn't know when she brought it in. She had forgotten the time. Only at this moment, the last dish came up too, and it was all there, but she was the only one left.
"Miss, the dishes are all here." The waiter kindly reminded him.
But the sitting woman, she just looked at the dishes on the table, she vaguely murmured and repeated, just the sentence, "I haven't finished yet..."
"Miss, what haven't you finished?" The waiter was curious. Seeing her panic and red eyes, she couldn't help asking again.
She just said, "I haven't finished yet..."
It's just that this person's going to the building is empty.
...
After leaving the Marriott, the car left. There was no sound on the quiet road, only the wind outside the car, faintly heard some, ringing in the ears.
This night, a drunk fanatic, Mr. Mo, who has never been drunk, was drunk.
When I returned to Marriott, it was late at night, Qi Jian helped him to lie down while He Sangsang took care of everything.
Closing the door, Qi Jian asked, "Madam Young is gone?"
He Sangsang said, "I just asked, and the person at the hotel said that I saw her go."
The two of them left the suite.
Mo Zhengyan was drunk, but he was not drowsy. He was unconscious, and there seemed to be light scattered in the darkness. I don't know what year and month it is. It's just that at the end of the scene, it is frozen in that scene.
It was the young girl leaning on the boy's shoulder, she smiled so playfully, it was him that raised his head, the sun was so dazzling that they closed their eyes lightly.
He also narrowed his eyes.
Mo Zhengyan finally admitted in an instant that the years of youth that could not be crossed, and the torrent of years that could not be crossed.
He is jealous.
How jealous.
That boy named Zhou Suhe.