This whole hall suddenly resembled a hall of trial. She stood face to face with him, and she questioned him, but it didn't matter whether he was guilty or not, she was only looking for a result.
Don't be overly obsessed with everything, Song Qiyue has always thought so, so it's fine to do your best, even if it is not achieved. Because there will be too many dissatisfaction and too much uncertainty in life, not every result is satisfactory. She does not want to be paranoid.
At this moment, she was paranoid, and she wanted a result.
I don't know if it is for Yangyang, or for herself, she is so sleepy, trapped in the dreamland he has woven!
Not far away, his handsome face was blurry, maybe it was the sunlight outside the window, which was already slowly descending westward, the sun rising and falling, dimly distracting, she approached him, wanting to see him more. Clearly, in order to be sure, from his eyes, he can see clearly what he really thinks in his heart.
"Can't remember it again." Song Qiyue approached step by step, and she walked towards his world, trying to remove the thick fog.
She smiled and said, "Then I will think about it for you too."
"Skip yesterday's banquet, we will return to Nancheng." Song Qiyue remembered the scene, he ordered the secretary to call, "You ask Secretary Qian to remind me that you must be there before the weekend. When I get to Nancheng, you tell me that Mr. Li from Bona will hold a birthday party for his wife, so he will take me with him."
"You said at the time that President Li invited you and asked you to bring your wife with you. If you didn't take me, who would you take." She counted what he said and found that she could remember it so firmly. "There is nothing wrong with what you said, and I have not hesitated at all."
"Saturday night, it was a birthday party. Early in the morning, I pulled you up and we went to choose a birthday gift. After walking a lot, we couldn't find anything satisfactory. Later, I finally got it and chose a piece of jewelry. I'm satisfied with the box."
"Choose a jewellery box, and you will take me to try on the dress yourself."
As if going back to that day in memory, he led her to open the door of the dress shop, "The shop manager saw us coming in, and immediately said that the dresses are all here and you can choose and see."
"I saw a whole row of racks of dresses, waiting for me to choose." She was a little surprised at the time. Although he is also a careful man, he rarely intervenes in matters related to these dresses, but That day was completely unexpected.
"You sit on the sofa, I go in and try on, you let me change one, another one, you have to find the most beautiful, the best dress to wear on me, I tried again Try, you finally decided and chose the jade white one."
"You said, you want me to surprise four people."
She said slowly, in the dim evening sun, his face was so close, like that day’s banquet, he walked in with her, everything is so unreal, since they got married, Song Qiyuexi Counting the banquet occasions they attended together in public, except for relatives and friends, there was no such thing in memory.
She doesn't like to be lively and publicity, and he has always been low-key, and he does not deliberately disclose it to the outside world. It is also the consensus between them, which is a tacit understanding. But that time, it was the first time he took her into the banquet.
I still remember that Su Nan once praised her as the goddess in Athens, Greece.
She stood beside him, thinking for the first time that she was really his goddess. Therefore, she is happily accompanied, she accepts everyone's attention and accepts it with him.
"Your vision has always been very good. At the banquet, I really received the attention of everyone from all directions. My limelight is not lost to that hostess, Miss Cheng Qingning."
"When Mr. Li waited for her to dance, you also took me to dance. That waltz, you took me to dance so seriously, this time, not only did not let me lose to Cheng Qingning, but the limelight directly overwhelmed me. she was."
It was really a waltz that made her dizzy. Who would have thought that there was such an intention behind that song
Song Qiyue at that time, in any case, would not have thought of it!
"You are very successful, you won! I have to praise you for strategizing, no one can compare with you!" Song Qiyue smiled, and she applauded him.
Slap, slap.
The soft applause, accompanied by her laughter, touched his eyes.
"Waltz, carefully selected dresses, attend the banquet together, let me come to Nancheng, you count every step." Song Qiyue counted down every step, like a trajectory copied by a brush. One by one in his line drawing, "You are so hard-working, you built me very well, you succeeded in that game, let me compare her!"
I have thought about it too much before, maybe I still believe it, so I don't think that will be the case, or even there is no such idea at all, I have to doubt and question. But now, everything is connected in series, like a thread, and finally clarified the source.
"You have done so much, do you want her to see it, or you want her to regret it!" She said the last stroke of the brush!
Mo Zhengyan stood still. The cigarette he had never smoked had already burned out long ashes, and it was about to fall. The white smoke dazzled him and her. Suddenly, he moved, and the soot fell down and fell to the ground. He took a breath of cigarettes, and the sparks burned.
In the dullness again, he stared at her and said, "It won't be anymore."
It was such a look, it was he who made her unable to refuse, and when she was so pious, anyone would believe it if she saw it!
He said words like an oath, but only made her feel nothing, light as a feather, she smiled again, "Ha! Have you finally admitted it!"
She emptied all the memories, just for this moment, she finally heard his answer, but she also seemed to hear a sound of heart cracking.
It turned out that it was painful!
"You told me that it's the past, there is no need to mention it, is it really over, so there is nothing to mention? Then why did you stare at the jewelry box? In fact, you still remember that Cheng Qingning likes butterflies? So you I just noticed that because of you, I will see it too! There are also dresses, which are as close to pure white as the color! You remember it too!"
"Why do you remember so clearly? Because you have never forgotten her! Don't say coincidence, I won't believe that there are so many coincidences in this world!"
"From your eyes, I have seen it!" Song Qiyue stared at him, his eyes.
The smoke had burned out, the white mist dispersed, and her eyes greeted him straight, "At that time, you hadn't gone to Nancheng, and I saw it in the office. That day, Luo Zheng and you just finished talking . Later, at the birthday party, I saw it again."
"You just look at it with these eyes."
In silence, Mo Zhengyan stared at her. When she was quiet, she moved her lips, the words that made him condensed, and his pupils were also tight.
In a moment of silence, she slowly said, "Mo Zhengyan, you hate her!"
Song Qiyue saw his silent and stunned eyes, deep and boundless, she got the next answer, and confirmed again, "In your heart, you just hate her!"
"How much hate? So much, or so much? Or is there so much in this entire mansion?" Song Qiyue asked, her hands making gestures, but she couldn't enclose the mansion.
"Everything you do, your hatred, because you simply can't let go of that period of time! Saying that there is no need to mention it, or that it is the past is your excuse, and you give yourself an excuse to cover up!"
"But, Mo Zhengyan, I really want to know, why do you hate her?" Song Qiyue asked with condensed eyes.
why.
Why hate her.
Mo Zhengyan also used force between his fingers, the cigarette butt was pinched crooked, he lowered his hand, and wiped out the cigarette butt in the ashtray, "This is just your illusion, you are wrong."
illusion? How she wanted to be an illusion, but it was true!
"Isn't it because I refused to admit it this time, but I just wanted to avoid it? Why did you want to avoid it? Just because she dumped you back then?" She also refused, refused to give up, and said everything in one go. .
In my ears, Cheng Qingning's words are so deep and so unforgettable: I dumped you back then, you kept me so hard back then, but I didn't choose you, I still left!
"Because you tried to stay, and you used all the methods, you find that you still can't! She doesn't care about you at all, she doesn't want to hang on your tree! You like her, you have her in your heart, but you find that she is not , She is completely different from what you think!"
What kind of story is that, what kind of past is in the dusted youth, she has never experienced it without knowing it, but only from their conversation, she still caught some clues!
"She tried everything she could, she tried her best. She was with you, perhaps because of your looks, your intelligence, or perhaps because you are an outstanding student in the eyes of your teacher and a man in the school." She only relies on that. A trace of spying, she indulged, "It's even more likely because you are Mo Zhengyan!"
"No, this name is nothing great at first! Just because you are the son of the Mo family, the eldest son of Chairman Mo, and the future heir of the Mo family, you suddenly have weight!" Song Qiyue gave a wink, she stared at him closely. .
"You find that everything is wrong, and the whole world is wrong! You can't accept all this, and you can't accept that you are abandoned by her! From childhood to adulthood, only girls chased you to please you, but there was such a joke your people!"
The past was accompanied by her voice, and Mo Zhengyan listened without saying a word, and suddenly he laughed, "Heh, that's all you want to say?"
"That's the truth!" Song Qiyue shouted, "You hate her! You hate her for deceiving you! You fool you like this!"
He said coldly, "After talking, you can go!"
"Why should I leave? I haven't finished talking yet!" Song Qiyue didn't know what was going on with him at this moment. Once the obsession sprang up, it would be endless. She continued to drink, "Mo Zhengyan, so it was seven years ago. Later, when you return to Nancheng to see her again, you just want to retaliate against her, and you want her to regret it completely! Let her take a look at how stupid she was in the first place!"
"Get out!" Toshihiko, who has always been gentle and calm, is not cold, and the resistance in his eyes seems to be frozen.
"Because I got it right? You don't want me to keep talking, don't you? I want to say it!"
"I will let you out!"
"Mo Zhengyan, I tell you, I heard what you said to her in the hospital that day!"
"This is the last time, get out!"
"What a clean face, what a filthy heart!" she said at once, and even closer to him, getting so close to him, as if to penetrate his body, "your heart, there is another How clean, without the courage to admit it! No wonder she didn't want you back then!"
Everything that was counted down, everything that was revealed, all came oncoming, and he screamed, "What do you know!"
As soon as the voice sounded, his hand lifted up, and his arm waved across her face!
It was the hand he raised, and the finger swept sharply, leaving a mark on her cheek with the fingertip of the finger!
He suddenly raised his hand and waved to her, making Song Qiyue stunned!
At the same moment, Mo Zhengyan was also startled.
His hand suddenly seemed to be numb and lost consciousness, but the fingertips, clearly felt it, and brushed her cheek!
He did it!
Song Qiyue didn't feel the pain, but she was stiff, and she couldn't move! She looked at him as if she still couldn't believe it, so she couldn't say a word!
After standing silent for a long time, Song Qiyue seemed to wake up and realized what had happened just now. She looked at him and said, "Mo Zhengyan, you disappointed me too much."
She spoke with a very soft female voice, but it was extremely heavy words. It was a nick from the previous time. It has not been restored yet. A new, deeper trace was added, and it was carved into it fiercely. In my heart!
Mo Zhengyan suddenly said, "Get out! Now! Now!"
Song Qiyue didn't know what was wrong, she turned around and left.
Seeing her walking away, Mo Zhengyan stood alone on the window sill, and he couldn't do anything for a long time. His hand was still trembling, and after the trouble of the fingertips was gone, a burning sensation hit his heart directly!
Pushing open the door of the side hall, Song Qiyue was suddenly a little confused, but Cao steward stepped forward, "Young lady, young master is awake."
Wake up, her Yang Yang is awake.
The unclear pace was certain, Song Qiyue swiftly walked upstairs without stopping. When she came to the room, Aunt Xu was with her, and when she saw her coming in, she smiled and said, "Yangyang is awake."
Song Qiyue's steps were fierce and anxious. She came to the crib and saw the child with her little hand open and restless, with a sweet smile on her small face, somehow, she actually wanted to cry.
At this moment, she didn't know what to do, whether she wanted to leave immediately, and where did she go
Just when she was at a loss, someone came up.
That was Steward Cao. He knocked on the door and walked in behind her and said, "Young lady, if you have something to tell you, sir, he said--"
Song Qiyue held the child with her back to Steward Cao, listening to the voice, but as if hearing him say to her--
"Leave it to you here, you can go if you want, the kid stay."