Under the dim light of the street lamp, Song Qiyue's eyes stared directly, but the light was shocking, Mo Zhengyan whispered, "You have been away for the past two years, but you understand a lot of truth."
"Where, I just heard it from others. I just thought it made sense, so I wrote it down. I didn't expect it. I will use it today." Song Qiyue retracted his gaze again and continued to look in the direction of his son's play. The eyes are faint.
Mo Zhengyan also turned his attention to the running figure of his son, and he replied, "I have also heard a word."
"People have lived in this world for just a few decades. Fortunately, there are only a few after a hundred years old, so being happy is the most important thing." Mo Zhengyan said, "Be as happy as you are."
"It's reasonable." Song Qiyue raised her lips and smiled, but there was condensation in her eyes.
In the front, I saw that Shao Yu was very interested in playing. When I turned around, I saw them and waved at them. Mo Zhengyan said, "It's rare for him to be so happy to play."
"There are a lot of children here. After playing for a while, you will become friends." Looking at her son and talking about his son, Song Qiyue's eyes gradually softened.
"I thought you would never come here again in your entire life." Unprepared, he said abruptly.
"Why don't you come." The summer wind blew Song Qiyue's cheeks, hot flashes, but also cold. "You thought, I had an appointment with you here, I would treat this as a forbidden place. ?"
Mo Zhengyan remembered that year again in his mind. She blocked him for several days. At the last moment, she asked him if he was free, and then said: Tomorrow night at Clock Square, I will wait for you! I must wait for you!
"February 14th, that day is Valentine's Day." There is almost no need to remember, that day is so clearly remembered that he blurted out.
It was here, in this square, she asked him to meet, but then asked him to find her. After searching the entire square, she still didn't see her. In the end, she could only sit down on such a bench. When it was dark and there was no one, the unreachable call made him unable to wait any longer, and finally got up to leave, but was hugged by the doll dressed as a bear.
It was she who handed the balloon to him, it was he who held the flying balloon string, it was she who stood in front of him and took out the drawing board.
It was in that direction, on the right front side, Mo Zhengyan looked at the place where the two of them once stood.
that time.
But at that time, how could I think that it would be like this someday.
Song Qiyue's vision was a little dizzy, and it seemed to reflect the past in the dimness.
"Actually, I didn't want to ignore you." His voice came in the ear.
The sound of the wind makes everything alternate, and the four seasons are beginning to become no longer distinct. Who is asking vaguely: Why have you ignored me these days? Are you really going to be angry for so long
"I'm not angry," he said again, "I'm not angry anymore."
He didn't want to care, nor was he angry. At that time, who was cold and who was cold for several days, no matter what, couldn't melt the iceberg.
Her response was very flat, "That's it."
"Why didn't there be Miss Little Bear who gave balloons today?" Mo Zhengyan asked himself, looking for it as his eyes flowed.
Song Qiyue said, "It's been so many years, and it's long gone. There is nothing that remains the same, it is always changing. There are some things that are done afterwards, and there is no meaning, some answers, let's talk about them afterwards, let alone need."
She was relieved to talk about the past, without emotion, how many days and nights have passed, that period of the past seemed to be talking about others in her memory.
"Shao Yu, time is almost up, come, it's time to go home." She stood up and shouted happily to her son.
He was still sitting on the bench and saw her walking towards his son.
Where, where is the Miss Bear chasing people, where is the balloon, and there is no more figure in the square.
When Mo Zhengyan brought Shao Yu back home, Madam Mo was still sitting in the lobby waiting. As soon as she saw Shao Yu coming back, Madam Mo smiled and asked what the child was doing at night. Shao Yu answered one by one, "Mom takes I'm going to eat wontons, and we still have to go to the Music Plaza, where the fountains will make noises when you step on them..."
Madam Mo was obviously very happy to see him so excited, but she was a little surprised. She seldom saw children so happy.
After playing at night, Shao Yu fell asleep immediately after taking a bath, and Mo Zhengyan went into the study. Sitting quietly in the chair, he closed his eyes, as if sinking into a huge darkness.
——Let her marry Zhou Suhe, you will be happy
——Yes, I am happy.
...
In this night, some people have trouble sleeping, and even more people toss and turn.
Song Jinzhi is one of them.
He didn't sleep well all night. His mind was full of everything that happened at noon, as well as the words Song Qiyue said.
After a night of sleeplessness, Song Jinzhi finally called Zhou Suhe early in the morning, but never said anything about yesterday. He just asked, "You must know where sister Qiyue lives. Tell me."
Zhou Suhe really gave the address. It was the Gangcheng Hotel. Putting on his clothes, Song Jinzhi stopped the car and went to Song Jin at the front desk of the hotel. "Hello, please help me contact the guests in Room 5103."
"Mr. Song?" The lady at the front desk asked unexpectedly.
Song Jinzhi nodded in amazement, and the man said again, "Please follow me."
She took Song Jin upstairs and went to room 5103. After knocking on the door, Song Qiyue opened the door and responded, "Come in."
Song Jinzhi frowned, he walked in, and Song Qiyue walked forward, "Come here so early, I must have not eaten breakfast yet, it just so happens that I have not yet, let's go together."
The meal for two has already been prepared on the table. It is rich and exquisite. Obviously it is not a coincidence, but she has known that he will come, Song Jinzhi said, "Brother Su He told you."
Zhou Suhe did tell her that Song Qiyue did not deny, “Sit down, it’s not good that the porridge is cold.”
"Sister July..."
"Jinzhi, sit down, you came here yesterday and left without eating." Song Qiyue smiled again.
Song Jinzhi could no longer refuse, he took the seat.
"Let's eat." Song Qiyue called out and picked up the spoon by herself. Song Jinzhi hesitated and moved the spoon too.
The two had breakfast, Song Qiyue asked, "How are you doing in the past two years?"
"all good."
"Listen to Su He, you are now abroad all year round." Song Qiyue said again. Zhou Suhe talked a lot after reuniting with her. Naturally, he also talked about Song Jinzhi. "I don't like staying in Haicheng headquarters. I have to run like that. Away?"
"Foreign projects also need manpower." Song Jinzhi replied, "Moreover, I am also used to it outside."
"After Aunt Jun is gone, you come back less and less." Song Qiyue said softly, "There is no Aunt Jun at home, you don't want to come back."
This is indeed the right thing about Song Jinzhi. Since his mother passed away, he was once unacceptable. Such an important person in his life just left suddenly. In the past, even though I was studying abroad, I always knew that there was still someone waiting for me and a home I could go back to. There was always a sense of belonging. Later, when his mother left, Song Jinzhi lived abroad all year round. He was reluctant to come back even if he had a holiday. He was unwilling to take over the project at the headquarters, and he was willing to go no matter how hard or tired the projects abroad.
"Usually too busy." Song Jinzhi refused to admit, he said so.
"No matter how busy you are, you have to stop and rest. There are always eldest uncle and aunt at home, eldest brother and Xiang Wan are still thinking about it. By the way, you are not young anymore, haven't been in love yet?" Song Qiyue asked. His personal question, "There are so many foreign beauties, don't you see any one?"
Facing her sister's ridicule and questioning, Song Jinzhi was a little embarrassed, "I said it was too busy."
"Then you have to fall in love." Song Qiyue said, "find a good girl, chase after her if you like it, and try every means to use all means to trick her."
This way of pursuing is really outrageous and has no bottom line. She was also at a loss for what she said, leaving Song Jinzhi speechless, "Do you treat me as a liar?"
The atmosphere suddenly became light, and the two of them ate their breakfast, and a bowl of porridge hit the bottom.
Putting down the spoon, Song Qiyue said, "Get married early and have children. When Aunt Jun is still there, I'll be waiting for you this day."
Talking about her mother again, Song Jinzhi's heart sank, and he shouted in anxiety, "Sister Qiyue, you come back with me!"
"Where to go." Song Qiyue asked.
"Let’s go home together!" Song Jinzhi said immediately, "After I came back, I heard your uncle and aunt say that you are back, and I will come to see you. Uncle asked you to go home to see him, and he asked me to see you. Just tell you, it's true..."
"My uncle has long been ignoring the company's affairs. Sister Xiang Wan didn't lie. I think my uncle really doesn't know about the land. It's all true..." Song Jinzhi said, just wanting to regain all his emotions at this moment. Started, "I didn't let you go back because of the land!"
"It's just what you think." Song Qiyue smiled, "Jinzhi, it's been two years since I saw you, how can you be so naive?"
Song Jin was stunned, and Song Qiyue said, "My uncle has long been ignorant of the company's affairs, but he is still the chairman of the board. How can he not know about the affairs of the transcript? My uncle issued a statement to the outside world, announcing that he and I will be separated from the family. It’s not that you don’t know the relationship."
"Now that I am back, he will let me go back. If today, I am not the director of Long Yuan, and I don't have such a background, will he still find me back?" Song Qiyue asked.
"Sister Qiyue, how can you think like this?" Song Jinzhi's eyes were astringent, "Even if you are separated from you, but your room has always been kept, you have never moved, your things..."
Not only in the past two years, but even before she went to jail, she kept it until now, Song Jinzhi asked, "Who would have thought that you would have the status you are today!"
"Who knows." Song Qiyue smiled softly, "I keep my room and my things, just because they are afraid of their conscience."
"Speaking of which, I am also a member of the Song family. I have never done anything hurtful, nor have I harmed anyone in the family, nor have I ruined the interests of the company. My mother is also the daughter of the Song family, in that room. It's hers, it should be there. It's not that they think of me, but it should be." Song Qiyue replied.
"As for my identity today, it is true that no one can think of it, but life was originally a countless accident. Their conscience was restless, but they unexpectedly waited until I have today." Song Qiyue smiled and concluded, "All this is all. It was an accidental coincidence."
"What an accident, what a coincidence! Sister Qiyue, how can you think of people like this!" Song Jinzhi's eyes reddened.
"People's minds are like this." Song Qiyue said, "They didn't use my marriage as a bargaining chip back then, so they kept their exchanges?"
Song Jinzhi stopped abruptly, and Song Qiyue said, "Hui transcripts failed, and a major crisis required capital injection. At that time, Zhou Jingcun came to propose marriage. There was also a suitor Kang Ziwen by my side. Overcome the difficulties. But Zhou’s is different. Brother Zhou is the son of Zhou’s parents. The marriage of the two is the best. But Su He and Xiang Wan were together at that time. How could I marry Su He’s relationship with Su He? he?"
"At that time, besides the two of them, there was one person beside me." Song Qiyue mentioned, Song Jinzhi knew who it was.
"You don't need to marry, if you really don't want to, no one can force you!" Song Jinzhi was even more anxious.
"Yeah, no one can force me, as long as you go to the Zhubai family and marry Bai Lu, the daughter of the Bai family." Song Qiyue smiled.
"This is my responsibility." Song Jinzhi also knew that, and he raised his eyebrows. At this moment, he was always on the side of the Song family, never regretting and never wavering his decision, "I did it myself! But sister Qiyue, if I knew that you married him because of this, then I I will definitely not let you marry yourself like this!"
Song Jinzhi’s eyes were deeply annoyed, and Song Qiyue said calmly, “You don’t need to feel guilty or feel sorry for me. The reason why I marry him is not all because of the Song family. If it’s not because I want to, no one Can let me marry!"
"It's just that even if this is the case, the Song family took advantage of me, it is still a fact that cannot be changed." Song Qiyue watched him, Song Jinzhi couldn't refute, "But think about it, it's enough for the Song family to raise me. ."
"Later, the Song family removed me from the relationship. Today, they want me to go back, so I must go back? If I don't go back, I have no conscience and ungratefulness?" Song Qiyue smiled, "Ha, in this world, there is such a thing." Is his robber logic?"
One of Song Jin's eyes became redder, and Song Qiyue said again, "I know, when Aunt Jun left, you blamed me, you didn't even see her for the last time."
"You blame me, I don't blame you. If it's me, I will also blame you." Just at this dinner table, remembering the wind that day, whizzed past, "At Aunt Jun's funeral, you said, no You don't want me, it's not that you don't want my sister, but I don't want you, and you don't want your younger brother."
"But where do you say you want it, if you say you don't want it?" Song Qiyue asked faintly, "Where is it you can do whatever you want? If you say it, you can forget it if you say it, it happens. What has passed can be treated as if it did not happen?"
"Jinzhi, so I say you are too naive."
"Now, I tell you, yes, I don't want you, I don't want you anymore." Song Qiyue fixed her eyes and met Song Jinzhi's red eyes, "From that day on, I won't have your brother!"
Listening to her words, Song Jinzhi remembered that day when his mother was buried, she and he came with the child. She came forward. He was completely irrational at the time. He couldn't find a way for his sorrow and grief, so he could only find her and vent all his anger and grief.
——You are no longer a child of the Song family! From now on, I will no longer have your sister!
"You know, you know I am too sad, but I haven't really thought about it like this in my heart..." At this moment, the feeling of regret is still entangled with sadness, but Song Jinzhi is finally able to face it.
"You haven't thought about it, but you still said that. Everyone must be responsible for what they say. No one can be an exception." Song Qiyue said, "You come to me today, and I am willing to have this meal with you. I don’t want to care about rice. But it doesn’t mean that I can accept everything from the past. It’s useless for anyone to talk to me about the land, Song Family, I won’t go back!"
"Also, don't come to me for anything else in the future, I'm very busy." She said coldly, like the end of the end.
Song Jinzhi was there for a long time, but in the end he didn't know how he left. He got off the elevator and out of the hotel, still in a daze. Until the phone rang and didn't know who was calling, he picked it up blankly and heard the voice on the other end, "Jin Zhi."
"Big Brother." Hearing Song Lianheng's voice, Song Jinzhi stood there in panic, and said after a long while, "Sister Qiyue, she has changed."
...
At the Mo's Building, Chu Xiaoxin came to the general manager at noon and handed over important documents to Mo Zhengyan for approval. He also asked about the progress of the piece of land he was holding. "If you can't get it, this project But it's yellow."
"I will think of a way." Mo Zhengyan replied.
"I can only wish you good luck." He naturally has a way. Chu Xiaoxin has never worried, but this time the target is Song Qiyue, which is hard to say. "Why did Qi Jian's follow-up project stop? What did you send him to?"
"Another project." Mo Zhengyan replied in a low voice.
"It seems to be a very important project." Chu Xiaoxin answered.
It's Friday of the week again. Seeing that tomorrow is the weekend, Song Qiyue is very busy. She is already making plans for a Saturday trip, thinking about being alone with her son on Saturday. In the evening, when I went to school for her son, she said to Shao Yu, "Mom will pick you up tomorrow, and I will practice the piano in the morning, and then, shall I take you to the place where my mother lives?"
"Good." Shao Yu answered.
This was meant to be a good thing, and the son accepted it very happily. He took the child from school and stopped eating out today, so he took him to a small park nearby to play for a while. The weather was hot and the child was sweating. Song Qiyue bought two ice cream cones and ate them with his son in a chair.
Shao Yu ate the cone. Although the child was still young, he was keenly aware, "Aren't you happy today?"
Song Qiyue was really startled, the child looked at her with an innocent face, and there were milk stains of milk ice cream on the corner of his mouth.
How could she be upset? Song Qiyue asked, "Mum is not upset."
"But you didn't even laugh."
"Mom is smiling."
"You are not happy when you smile," the child insisted.
Song Qiyue froze again, smiling happily, what was it like? The child replied, "The teacher said, if you are happy, your eyes will be narrowed when you laugh, and your eyes will be shining!"
He was learning while talking, but he made Song Qiyue amused, "Ms. Ru said it?"
"En." The child nodded and asked, "Why are you unhappy?"
Song Qiyue herself couldn't tell the reason, not to mention that she didn't know why, "I see, there must be so many things to be busy, right? Every time Dad is busy, he won't laugh..."
"Yeah, my mother also has many things to do." Song Qiyue said, taking out a handkerchief to wipe his hands.
After eating ice cream, Song Qiyue received a call from Mo Zhengyan. He will come to pick up his son after school today, but because of some delays, he will arrive later, and it's almost there now. He is already nearby.
So the mother and son walked outside the small park. The red light in front stopped. On the zebra crossing, Song Qiyue stopped with Shao Yu, but a gust of wind blew up and blew the hat on the child's head.
Shao Yu shouted, "My little hat!"
The child chased the hat and stepped forward. The speed was unexpected. On the side of the road, there were cars coming and going, and the child had ran to the middle of the zebra crossing and bent over to pick up the hat that fell on the ground. Song Qiyue Scream, "Shao Yu——!"
The child froze in place, innocent and at a loss with his little hat.
But seeing the woman seemed crazy, she rushed across the road, and ran to the child regardless. There were cars on the road, all stopped. Song Qiyue rushed to Shao Yu's side, picked him up, and ran. To the other side of the road.
Stopped at the roadside, Song Qiyue was panicked, and a heart touched his throat. Just a moment later, the whole person seemed to have his soul pulled away, "Are you doing well? Okay? When crossing the road, I don’t know. Do you want to watch the traffic lights? The teacher hasn't taught it, nor has my father and grandma taught it? You suddenly ran out and frightened mother!"
Shao Yu also realized his mistake, and he held his hat tightly.
"The hat is blown away by the wind. Tell your mother, call your mother, and mother will help you pick it up. You have to watch the traffic lights when you cross the road. You see so many cars on the road, what if you hit it?" Song Qiyue still It was flustered, and checked him up and down for injuries.
The child's eyes were guilty of making mistakes, and Shao Yu didn't speak.
Song Qiyue said for a long time, but her son didn't say anything. She gradually calmed down and realized that she seemed to be too intense, "Sorry, mom was just terrified. Mom didn't mean to be so loud to you..."
"Shao Yu?" Song Qiyue was still yelling, but the child pursed her lips, and she was even more anxious at the moment, "You talk, you talk to mom, just now mom didn't mean to..."
She was extremely anxious, panic and helplessness made her unable to either side, her eyes were tingling red in the sun, but at this time, Shao Yu suddenly said, "Mom."
"Mom." he shouted.
This "mother" made Song Qiyue freeze. This was the first time he called her.
Shao Yu stood there, the little hat held so tightly by him, and the child was also at a loss. He said, "Mom, don't cry."