If all of this is said to be heavy yesterday, but at this moment, it is only heartbroken. The past is so clear, it seems that life has just begun, but it is so far-reaching that it is so far away that people can't bear to remember.
Even though it was a man who had tears and didn't flick it lightly, Shao Fei really didn't hold it back at this moment.
They have known each other for so long, and Song Qiyue hardly ever saw Shao Fei crying. He used to be a boy, but now he is an indomitable man. How can he cry easily over trivial matters.
Song Qiyue couldn't help laughing, "You only cried once when Auntie passed away."
Thinking of that year, that was the death of Shao Fei's mother, and that was the first time Song Qiyue saw Shao Fei and wept. I originally thought that this boy would not cry, but he did not expect to cry quietly. Because of stubbornness, even tears can cry so silently and depressed.
Speaking of his mother, Shao Fei felt sad again. It was too hurried that year, so he almost missed it. It was Song Qiyue who flew a car and drove through several traffic lights before sending him out of the city and back to the suburban village. When Shao Fei hurried back, his mother was dying. In fact, death may be a good thing for a person who has been tortured by illness for a long time.
But people can't come back from death, the feeling is too desperate, even if it is Shao Fei who has been supporting the whole family alone since he was a child, he is a bit embarrassed.
The mother beside the bed was so sick that she could barely see him, but she would nod her head when she heard his voice.
Song Qiyue was outside the room at the time, and she did not come in. Later, her mother said that she wanted to eat steamed eggs, and Shao Fei hurried to cook it for her, and she came in to take care of it.
There are no relatives in the family for a long time, and the people in the village treat them equally strangely. Because of their mothers, they have always looked like strangers.
Shao Fei didn't talk about some things to Song Qiyue, but he knew in his heart that he talked about it at this moment, "My mother said that I would eat steamed eggs that day."
"Yes, then you will cook it for her."
"Actually, I heard what you said to her." Shao Fei's throat seemed to choke.
Song Qiyue smiled, but still so pale, "I can't remember what I said."
"You said, Auntie, don't worry, I will be his sister in the future, and I must take good care of him." After the eggs were steamed that day, he went to the room with the bowl. At the door of that room, he heard Song Qiyue say this to his mother.
In fact, the two of them only met once, and that time was because of his mother's illness, and Shao Feiyuan couldn't make it back in the field, so he could only ask Song Qiyue to help, and this was the second time. But why did she say that? Before her mother left, Shao Fei heard her words. In the past, when she was joking, she always praised herself with a mouthful of sisters, but at that moment it was like a promise, and it was so warm.
Song Qiyue said, "That's just what I said casually. I have to leave. I must make people feel more at ease. In fact, I am just pitiful and have committed a sympathy. Could it be that you take it seriously and keep it in mind, but no Say?"
Shao Fei didn’t think about it. At that moment, perhaps it was pity or peace of mind, but at that time, the warmth of the hot hand had already surpassed all reason, even though she didn’t mention it seriously, and he did. Identified. Even if they are not like normal siblings, they live together and care about each other eagerly. Only the position in the heart is already there.
At this moment, she asked with a faint smile. The careless appearance made Shao Fei feel more sad. "Since you came back, they have said that you have changed. Everyone said that, but I don’t believe it, I know, you don’t. It has never changed."
Song Qiyue smiled, "Actually you were wrong, I have changed."
"In the past, things were always too real. If you think it’s right, you will do it. If you don’t do it well, you can do your best. But now I find that failure is failure. Will someone remember those who failed?"
"In order to succeed, I have to do whatever it takes. I didn’t do things cruelly before, which is also one of the reasons for my failure. This time, I also did it for myself. Don’t think that I really did it for you. I just want to know who else was involved. Who is hurting me after that case."
"I just didn't expect that it was Qiao Yili, Qiao Chenxi's father. Now that I know the truth, it saves trouble. I am no longer a fool. I finally figured it out. You just happened to be in this game, thanks to You can give me this opportunity to figure it out."
She told, Shao Fei's eyes full of bloodshot tears, "If you really want to do this, why don't you expose it after you know it, why don't you tell me?"
Nie Xun's words are still in his ears, he is questioning him: Do you know why she doesn't, do you know
At that moment, I understood why she didn't. After knowing the truth, how should he face it, and how should Qiao Chenxi face it. That is her father, something that cannot be changed in this lifetime.
Song Qiyue said softly, "That's because I don't have substantive evidence. All this is just a guess. If I have one, do you think I won't? Come again, I won't be able to expose it. If I pierce this level. Paper, then Longyuan’s bid is ruined."
"Actually, in the final analysis, I just used you. Without you, how could I defeat the cooperation between Qiao Chen and Mo Shi, and how could I make the two of them have infighting? Now Qiao Chenxi has been sent down, and I will definitely meet again in the future. When it comes to problems, I won’t help anymore, at least in the short term.” She was almost determined, with a heart-hearted voice, “My goal is this, and this is what I want to achieve the most!”
"What about Mori City? Why did you send me to Mori City..."
"This is Miss Sun's decision and not me. My purpose is to make Qiao Chen and Mo Shi Lie, but you don't want to believe it!" Song Qiyue interrupted him, "From the moment the decision was made, I did not have I plan to keep you again, and I don't plan to protect you! Even if you blame me for the rest of your life, I will not waver and regret it!"
She also seemed to be crazy, and treated him with absolute indifference. Shao Fei stopped and said after a moment, "I blamed you."
"Thinking that you should be on my side, thinking that you know my feelings for her, my relationship with you, in the matter of bidding, there should be fair competition." Shao Fei was really at that moment. Thinking about it this way, even if he knows that the mall is all-pervasive, but because it is Song Qiyue, Shao Fei believes that at least he can bid fair, regardless of winning or losing, not complaining to others, only in himself. But after the incident, everyone knew that Long Yuan used the means, but she still acquiesced or even agreed to Long Yuan to do so.
Shao Fei believed that he really felt betrayed at that moment, so he was weird and complained, just because, "Aren't we our own people."
Song Qiyue twisted her heart, and she smiled, "Where do you really come from? You are too stupid and naive. You have been in the mall for so many years, and you still can't see it clearly. Even if you are not in the mall, you are just at home. , Even if you are your own brothers, you will still calculate your dissatisfaction and quarrel. When they get married, they will be separated long ago. Where is their own person?"
Even if you are a family, you will always be separated and go where you want to go. Because in everyone’s heart, there is always a favorite person who wants to come together hand in hand, Song Qiyue said, "You and I are not our own for a long time, since I decided to do this. I still Thank you for giving me this opportunity, otherwise how can I get rid of Joe Chen and suppress Mohs?"
"But you, it's unlucky for you to say it, but you deserve it. Who told you to like Qiao Chenxi?" Song Qiyue asked with a smile, "I haven't seen anyone you like for so many years. In this world, so There are so many girls, who don’t like her, you just want to like her."
"Just your temper, just stand on the side of others and say you like her. Where do you like it? If I were her, I should have ignored you a long time ago, so I won't think about you again. Who made you not believe her? , Does it make her so sad?" She asked, as if he was interrogated after the incident.
Shao Fei remembered that he stood on Song Qiyue's side with absolute trust. He didn't believe that she would do it. She was definitely wronged. Although he never thought that Qiao Chenxi would secretly manipulate, but at that time he was unable to tell that the choice between the two, he could only stand on Song Qiyue's side. They shouldn't have it long ago, maybe they were wrong from the beginning.
"Poor Miss Qiao, because her father has done so many hands and feet behind her back, she still doesn't know anything. It doesn't matter if she is kept in the dark, but she has to be questioned by someone who likes her. That person doesn't believe her. It's a crime. "Song Qiyue smiled and shook her head. She sighed and asked back, "Do you understand this feeling now?"
Suddenly, it felt the same way. Shao Fei didn't understand it before, but at this moment, he really understood it completely. It turned out to be such a pain.
Shao Fei said for a long time, "You don't like her, don't you?"
"Why should I like her? My orientation is normal." She replied, and the tone that seemed to be teasing and teasing was really like before. This time made Shao Fei speechless.
In the end, everything seemed to be over and could not continue because the result was already set, Song Qiyue whispered in silence, "I don't like her, but she is a good girl, treat her well, don't make her sad again. I'm sorry."
Don't make her sad again.
Shao Feizai read this sentence carefully, recalling all the past, the sadness can't stop from it, he just realized that this moment turned out to be a difference, what else he wanted to say, a thousand words, but only shouted at the end With a cry, "Sister July..."
In this mid-level cafe, the tall man sitting in front of the woman was crying like a child, so helpless.
But that woman, she had only one pair of red eyes, but she didn't shed a single tear.
It seemed that the tears could not flow anymore.
She just said, "Special Assistant Shao, I think it's almost time, so please."
...
I don't know how long it took, the people in front of him had already gone, and Song Qiyue was still sitting in that chair and hadn't moved. As the lunch break was approaching, someone finally arrived, and another person sat in front of her. But it wasn't the position just now, because the other cup of coffee on the table had not been moved and occupied that seat.
Nie Xun stepped aside, and only sat down next to the seat. "I just learned that in the morning, Goldman Sachs Shao Te helped break into the company, and he said he was looking for you."
"He still can't hold back his breath, looking at the tall man, he is actually a boy." Song Qiyue said lightly.
"You sound like a young girl in my family."
"Where am I from my daughter?" Song Qiyue smiled, and she looked at him faintly, "Why are you telling him."
"Why do you say it's me."
"I was still thinking about it, but now I can be sure, it's really you." Song Qiyue replied, and Nie Xun was taken aback. She was really confused by her.
At the moment, it is no longer hiding, Nie Xun said, "I just met him at the hotel yesterday. He came to toast and stop by, so we had a few words.
"You shouldn't talk to him." Song Qiyue said softly again.
"You did this, he doesn't even know it, I think it's not worth it."
"So, you didn't hold it back."
"Sorry, I'm making my own claim."
Song Qiyue said, "In fact, Long Yuan won, and I was not wrong in taking advantage of him."
"He actually didn't really blame you." Nie Xun said in a low voice, "In front of me, he didn't say anything bad about you."
"I know, he just got angry with me. Seriously, this is the first time." Song Qiyue thought about it seriously. This is the first time. Even if it was noisy before, he wouldn't be really angry. Just because he has regarded Qiao Chenxi as his own, they should also belong to the family, "I can't let him just want his family and don't love others."
"By the way, when he left just now, he said that he said he doesn't like being a doctor." Song Qiyue remembered Shao Feilai, before leaving, she said: I don't like that Nie Xun, the man who is a doctor. There are occupational diseases, especially psychologists.
"He can't understand me, thinking that I have super powers, so he hypnotized you."
Song Qiyue smiled, "He, he used to have no liking for the men around me, this one is not ordinary, or that one is too exaggerated, either too fat or too thin, and there are so many problems."
At that time, when I was a publicist in Wuzhou, there were so many men in the circle, and most of them came to approach her. There were also people who approached her intentionally in the scenes. He was always picky about the other party, and even the best could pick out some problems. , So Song Qiyue was speechless but couldn't help but laugh.
"I think he might have a crush on you." Nie Xun joked.
"I used to say this to him all day long." Song Qiyue raised her lips, "Actually, he thinks that no boy can be worthy of me, I'm afraid I will be wronged."
That’s why I said ironically, seeing which one is not pleasing to the eye, but never interfered with her, just innocent, thinking she should have better, "I am not as good as he thinks, it is he who overestimates me. ."
"You are not convinced by what you said." Nie Xun smiled.
"It's not that I'm not convinced." Song Qiyue said again, she looked at the sea in the distance, "I thought he would never like girls for the rest of his life. I'm really afraid that he will be by my side all the time. How annoying, I I can’t take care of him for the rest of my life and support him for the rest of my life.”
Those thoughtless words were uttered again, Song Qiyue was almost disgusted, and Nie Xun said, "Your worry is unnecessary. Whoever will stay alone, so is he."
"So, he now has a girl he likes." Song Qiyue replied, she had known the result a long time ago.
Nie Xun's voice was gentle and deep, "Actually you can keep them all."
"Why?" Song Qiyue said, "A two-person world can never accommodate a third person, no matter who it is."
Even if it is a family member, it is impossible to be by his side all the time. After all, one day he will let go and go where he wants to go.
Nie Xun saw her looking at the sea all the time. Although the sun won't be exposed in winter, it's still not good after all, so she has already started to flush, "Close your eyes, don't keep your eyes open and hurt your eyes."
Song Qiyue closed her eyes as expected, and Nie Xun said, "I'm afraid that even if he goes, your hard work will be wasted."
"No." Song Qiyue gave a negative answer, even more convinced, "He must treat her well and never let others bully her again."
The sea breeze was blowing in comfortably. After a while, Nie Xun asked another question, "I have a little bit, I have always been curious, how can you be sure that he will definitely go."
Even after knowing all this, if you say where your heart is, you will always be reluctant to give up.
Song Qiyue did not speak, and let the sea breeze blow. Only in this project, after Qiao Chen signed a contract with Goldman Sachs Huipin, Song Qiyue had a private meeting with Sun Yingzi about the trading project of the Jianshe Securities Exchange. She asked about Shao Fei, why did Goldman Sachs agree to cooperate.
That was an internal matter of the company and should not be discussed with outsiders. Sun Yingzi avoided and did not answer. However, Song Qiyue asked again: What did he talk to you before you would agree.
Before that, Shao Fei had approached her, and he told her that he would stay at Goldman Sachs.
Under questioning that day, Sun Yingzi finally spoke out. It was Shao Fei's oath that day: I am willing to spend my ten years at Goldman Sachs.
You spend ten years in exchange for a love that may not come true.
If he was always by her side for ten years before, then it was time to let him go where he wanted to go from now on.
Therefore, he must go without a doubt.
...
Shao Fei was about to leave Hong Kong City immediately to take up a post in Sencheng. Goldman Sachs had already booked the air tickets. It was Sun Yingzi's direct order to leave on the same day. Shao Fei requested to book a flight ticket for the evening. Before leaving for the airport, Shao Fei went to another place.
He came to Mo Shi again, and one day later, he came sober to see Mo Zhengyan.
But he didn't enter the building anymore, just waited outside.
After the off-duty time, the crowd dispersed, and Shao Fei was still staying. Finally, he saw the group of people coming out, one left and one right behind were special assistants Qi Jian and He Sangsang, and the man headed was Mo Zhengyan.
Shao Fei shouted, "Mr. Mo."
The shouting stopped the group of people, and Mo Zhengyan turned his head and saw the waiting person. The winter night came earlier, and the street lights were already on the road.
Mo Zhengyan gestured toward him with a look, and he asked people to go to the side of the road first. Shao Fei approached and came to him.
"Special Assistant Shao is waiting here today, what's the matter?" Mo Zhengyan asked.
Shao Fei said, "I am here for personal reasons. I apologize to Mr. Mo for what happened yesterday. My personal behavior has nothing to do with Goldman Sachs. At the same time, I would like to thank Mr. Mo for sobering me up yesterday."
Mo Zhengyan didn't expect him to be like this, and immediately replied, "Yesterday, Mr. Sun thanked you, so you don't have to be polite."
"It's okay?" he asked, pretending to leave.
Shao Fei said, "In the case back then, you did not make the information that I leaked here."
He was almost decisive, and Mo Zhengyan glanced at him, "You seem to be sure."
At this moment, I understood that just like Song Qiyue was to himself, he would also be to Qiao Chenxi, so I was still wondering if this was a joint conspiracy between the two parties. He and Qiao's father colluded, and the other wanted to suppress Song Qiyue. , One wants to suppress him. But on the other hand, this solution is impossible. Once the incident happened, how would he face Qiao Chenxi? This possibility has been ruled out.
"Unless, for so many years of love, you don't want it." Shao Fei said.
When the two looked at each other, Mo Zhengyan said, "I have already said that it doesn't matter who it is, the matter is a foregone conclusion."
Sure enough! Seeing that he was leaving again, Shao Fei squinted his eyes, "I really can't figure out that you can do this kind of love for a sister who is not related by blood, but why is the right one by your side? It should be the person closest to you, but you don't have any feelings?"
"In the mid-stage of the project bidding, the bidding committee questioned her character because of the case that year, and you planned it behind your back!" Some clues were not discovered by no one, but the matter has reached this point and has been quickly resolved. Song Qiyue is calm and light. It seemed that she didn't care at all, and told him that it was her own business, so that he could just let it down as long as nothing happened.
"Chen Xi's behavior is too childish, but she refuses to do so, so I can only do it." Mo Zhengyan responded, and the words were obviously confession. I still remember that in the office that day, after he gave instructions, Qiao Chenxi asked him: Why is this? Later, she disagreed, and even showed that she would never be like this.
But now, Shao Fei is really unsure, "Why are you doing this?"
"Why?" Mo Zhengyan asked back.
"Is it to elicit Nie Xun?" Shao Fei hesitated, and even more coldly said, "I don't care how to fight in the market, for so many years, even if I don’t remember old feelings, I don’t need to be such a personality insult. She once married you, it was yours wife!"
"Now too!" He covered the past with only a word, and the absolute strength made people startled, and those eyes were so firm that they burned like a blue light under the street lamp.
Suddenly, Shao Fei couldn't understand it. How could this look like a man who had already abandoned his wife? How could he be so determined, but what is all this for
"Even if it wasn't me, it would be someone else." He finally turned around and walked to the car parked on the side of the road, only that word came faintly.
Suddenly, like a mystery, so unclear, Shao Fei moved his steps and wanted to catch up to ask for clarity, but the phone rang and the other end was urging, "Special Assistant Shao, please come as soon as possible. airport……"
But his sentence was still shocking, what does that mean
Even if it wasn't him, it would be someone else.
After thinking about it carefully, Shao Fei's eyes suddenly froze, everything seemed to be distorted, he actually read another meaning-if it's someone else, it's better to be himself!