I have been ill for many years, and there is no cure in the world except you.
—Shen Qingjue
The first time I saw her was when I was a teenager.
The little girl carved in powder and jade looks like a porcelain doll, her small face is as white as jade soaked in water, and her lips are bright red.
The most beautiful are those big black and white eyes, which blink occasionally.
At first, I just thought this little girl was very funny, so I picked it up and took it back.
The young man lowered his eyes, propped his chin with his slender white fingers, and thought casually.
Such a little doll.
It's good to pick it up and keep it.
It was just a few days, but it was an unforgettable time in his life.
It turns out that she is the Ninth Princess
The first time she let go of her hand, she fled in a hurry. The indifference at that moment was just to cover up the turmoil in her heart.
It's not that she was angry with her, Shen Qingjue was just a little sad because he was so untrustworthy in her eyes.
Soon regretted it.
Shen Qingjue went to the palace soon, awkwardly wanting to see the little girl who was picked up by him.
However, the result was a near collapse.
The chill began to rise from the soles of the feet, and Shen Qingjue felt that the sky was about to collapse.
This girl is not his little girl.
Even if she put on her outer clothes, could it be her
It's ridiculous.
Shen Qingjue never found his little girl again.
Sorry to lose you.
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I thought that time is the best medicine, but all the wounds healed were skin trauma.
In fact, the wound is not healed, but time will make people get used to the pain and become numb. Over time, when I mention it, I will laugh it off.
He spent ten years and never forgot.
Looking at an endless sea, waiting for someone who will not come back.
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That time at the Hundred Flowers Banquet.
The four eyes are facing each other.
An irregular heartbeat.
Shen Qingjue knew that he didn't feel wrong, his little girl really came back.
I suppressed my inner emotions because I didn't want to scare her.
I like you, but I dare not like you too much.
I have been ill for many years, and there is no cure in the world except you.
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But, I have always been an ordinary person, and I just bury my wishful feelings in my heart.
Maybe if you like the word out of your mouth, everything will go bad.
Maybe the word like likes out of my mouth, your answer will make me understand that all the warmth, all the feelings about touching, are all beautiful to painful misunderstandings.
Like you is my own thing, I never thought that I would tell you so early.
... That time, in Chaoyang Palace.
He really lost his mind, the tyrannical anger that almost trembled in his soul, and the pain surging in his mind.
He hurt the girl he loved the most.
Forcing her to accept his love, a chaotic night.
Then there is the ultimate regret.
Sorry, sorry... I didn't mean to, I just couldn't help myself.
But at this time, all explanations seemed pale.
He still had a fluke mentality, but was severely shattered by her words "I don't want to marry you".
Sorry... I'll just go.
Don't be mad at me, okay
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Later, it may be the blessing of God.
His little girl forgave him, and Shen Qingjue felt a little unreal about the current happiness, feeling like a dream come true.
The dream is broken, he should wake up too.
Seeing her haggard day by day, but he was powerless with that pale feeling.
There is no cure for medicine... What a terrible word.
Seeing the knife, he raised his back without any hesitation.
Since I can't save you, how about letting me accompany you
Yan Huan, don't cry.
When you cry, I don't want to die...